Your smile was flashing
We were laughing
Your skin shone
And we were alone
You came in close
Then kissed my nose

I woke up with tears
Crying for the years
We spent with each other
But we're no longer together
You took off a while ago
With no guilt at all to show

Close my eyes
As the pain subsides
In the silent night
I let myself die

She holds the blade
Like a trophy
Proudly won
To be adorned
Slicing her skin
She feels
No pain
Emotions left her
Too long ago

She holds the blade
And has no worries
She knows
It will somehow help
She holds the blade
And knows
Defiance will guide her
It has been the only one
There

I want it to storm
Specifically over you
To electrify your sins
Rumble and grumble too

I want you to drown
In the troubles you cause me
Neck high in sorrows
So tall you can't see

I want the sun
To never shine again
Just for you
I'll make sure that happens