I care and
love people
more than
they deserve
and more
than they
realize.
But I
won't stop
because it's
not in
my nature
and I
can't tell
whether that's
a good
or bad
thing.

Have you ever realized that
we are not really original.
We are all shaped by the people
in our lives.
The day we were born, we lost who
we actually were because the people
who raised us put their opinions into us.

Seeing past acquaintances and I smile
but it quickly washes always
when I realize that they don't even
acknowledge me anymore.
Or even worse we make eye contact
And you look away.

See, I know change happens all the time,
but I can't seem to accept it.
Simple things shouldn't change, it's
what gives me sanity and hope
but when they change, things are
unbalanced.

I wonder what it's
like to be someone's weakness.
where they can't control
their own thoughts and blinded
by what might be lust.

People need to stop making
comments about other peoples
body image and focus on themselves.
It's tiring and sickening.
Grow up.

I don't think people are afraid to die.
People are afraid of losing loved ones
and possessions that hold their memories.

Photographs, drawings, writings.
All that explain the secrecy that they've kept
not wanting anyone to find but when they're
dead they have no control.

People aren't naturally
good anymore.
They only act like it to
get attention
or to impress,
but it's never from
the goodness of their heart.