She used to be so fearless
even the thought of rejection
didn't scare her.
The thought of embarrassment
was just whatever to her.

But now everything's different.
When did everything change and why?

Eyes are my weakness
so when you tell me you're
sorry and that you love me
do me a favor and
don't force me to look up into
them because I will fall for
you again, causing me to have
a broken heart who still think there's
truth in your apology.

Throughout high school I have
had a 3.0 GPA average and I
thought that was the greatest I could do.

I was wrong. Junior year, "the hardest year."
I agree. But here I am proudly saying
I got a 3.7. I worked my *** off to get to this
point.
I almost just want to cry.  I always thought I'd
be a failure.

To act like you know someone,
talking to them and showing them
that you care, but then once
you get your life together
you act as if they were
never in it.

How cruel can you be to do that?
Do you understand how much it hurts?

People criticize others so
much they don't even realize
how often they do it.
One insult after the other,
its so unattractive.

Makes me watch what I say.

Just stop talking.
I don't understand.
Your words are just
mumbling in my head.
Nothing makes sense right now.
Leave me alone.
Nothing you say will
help just give me space.

People are so easily manipulated,
no mind of their own
just doing what others tell them
to do.

I don't know whether I should pity
them  or be in disgust.