What's more deadly
A gun or a thought?

A gun gives you the opportunity,
But a thought pulls the trigger.

Probability
Flipping a heads or a tails
Is the key to Stats

What happens when you lose a friend?
Does an integral piece die?
Or is it a painless procedure?
The memory of ever scheduling it has vanished.
There's no specialist that
I asked to do this to me.
First, I'm strapped to a bleach white hospital bed.
What's going on?  What is being removed?
The heart monitor beats faster,
faster,
faster,
Until denial is given to me intravenously.
Blissful denial,
Where everything is okay.
The painkillers seep into my veins -
My mind is now completely absent.
Only aware of how positively funny everything is,
I never see the mysterious injection
That knocks me out cold.
I awake the next morning.
No pain,
Just numb....
Then I remember.
There hasn't been any surgery.
No doctors.
No anesthesia.
I've lived through the excruciating process
Of losing my best friend.

"I love you!"
Break up the next day.
New relationship, and
"I love you!" all over again...
Tearful ending a few months later.
Finally, wedding day comes,
"I love you!!"
She spills out to him,
But is it really any different than the first?
Loving with care is one thing,
But throwing such strong connotations about is risky.
So, to whomever I belong in the future,
I will save the true meaning for you,
And you only.

Beautiful scenery, trees just fading orange,
An ocean of green grass, rolling with the wind...
Out of the blue sky,
A perfect melody erupts!
Four beats to the ground;
Two hearts beating in sync,
The stunning white horse
And his fearless companion
Glide across the field.
Nothing stands in their way.
Through creeks,
Around shrubs,
Over any obstacle,
The two have such great a trust
Nothing dare ever break.  
Though sleek and bold in stride,
The connection is much deeper.
She trusts him with secrets, hopes, dreams;
He gives her his life!
The pair have long faded in the distance,
But I know
No matter where life takes them,
They will stay together
Until death do them part.

I see you gazing into my face during class,
Thinking of our ancient past.
How eccentric could it be
That you still have eyes for me?
I don't have to learn from any book,
I can read it all by your look.

Truth is, there's a reason why it didn't work
You waited for me forever,
Just as I did you...
But it's plausible to say the time is never.

Why can't we seem to move on?
I made myself clear I was long gone.
Perhaps we are supposed to be together,
Bound by some supernatural tether.
When I had to watch you walk with different girls,
My heart writhed in violent whirls.

Truth is, there's a reason why it didn't work
You waited around for me forever,
Just as I did you...
But it's plausible to say the time is never.

Back into a fit if reality,
I see you're still staring at me.
My thoughts and feelings so complicated,
Seeing the situation as if it were pixelated.
I want so badly to turn and run away,
But the prospect of your love entices me to stay.

Truth is, there's a reason why it didn't work
You waited around for me forever,
Just as I did you...
But it's plausible to say the time is never.