Every day is a new day
And one day closer to getting there
To mend a broken heart
Yet every day is another day to add to the distance we spend apart

The mattress swallowing me in so deep I can feel my heart beat between my chest and the sheets
The darkness around me shadowing my vision for the future
The silence around me is so loud I cannot hear  a thing
My eyes are so blurry from the waterfalls streaming down my cheek
   My head is exploding from the overbearing thoughts of you not being here
My legs are so restless all they wanna do is run to you  no matter the distance
My hands pulling out my hair while I wonder why you left me for her????

I cannot even remember how I fell so hard for you
The one day I was moving house
The next I was madly in love with you
Sending you cartoon rainbows exploding into little red hearts... or was it visa versa??
Months went by
I was still walking on the clouds
Thinking earth  is our heaven
And God blessed me with an angel
     Then the devil came and stole you
Even took your memory
Then I realised earth is hell and here we will stay till the day we pass away
And maybe then ill get to the ports of heaven
And experience inner peace happiness      
But Till that day I shall embrace the hurricane in my mind and  storm in my broken heart

Her Heart is abstract art - it is Magic
Her soul is a masterpiece that moves like the tides..
She is the moon and everything around her the earth..
She lights you up like the sun and when you align you change the tides..
Her beauty is Enchanting!
she leaves a cosmic trail as she orbits around your thoughts..
She is chaos, but she is Your kind of Magic!!

I have grown so much these last few years
Changed myself into a completely different person
I have been sober for so many months I actually stopped counting..

I have taken different paths
Stayed in different places
Made different friends
Gone on many adventures

Yet your memory still lingers
Like I cannot rid myself of you
When I see your name appear on my page
I need to stop myself from texting you…
Just wanna know how you’ve been…
Do you ever think of me?

Its been so long…
And I am so different..
Bet you are too…
We would not even know each other..
Like strangers in the right place at the wrong time…

It doesn’t really matter
Being this new me
Has shown me real feelings
A love never experienced
And a pain I have never felt

It makes no difference to who I am
I am always the one who ends up with the broken heart
Can only wish you all the happiness I hope for…

From the start I said
I love you so much it hurts
Never expected this…

You broke me into pieces..
Yet I still love you so much
It hurts

I think about you every day..
Remembering the love we shared
And it really hurts

I hope she loves you the way I did
I wish you only happiness
Even though it hurts

I miss you every day
Our memories will never fade
I love you so much it hurts

Real love really Hurts…

I Failed Love
        again....
Or did Love Fail Me??
        again...