VHE RedWolf

VHE RedWolf Nov 2015

why do i even try... ( ignoring my pulse)

I did this for you , but you're ignoring me
this chase for attention is really boring me
I feel like an apple because you're coring me
and i want to cry out my eyes as if you're goring me
I wanna step away but optimism's reassuring me
I wanna give my all to you until theirs nothing more in me
I just wan't to love you but it seems your not adoring me
can we please converse so at least i feel your exploring me
your psyche is hypnotic and i feel as if your luring me
your eyes are so replenishing I feel like your restoring me
I really want to fly with you, your actions steady flooring me
you're bringing out the beast holy sheesh now look at roaring me
I hope one day that im the catch an soon you will be scoring me
my mind is liquidation the sensation's like your pouring me
man on everything i love i swear i hate these feelings
my torso on the ground my eyes & hope are facing ceilings
i wish i never met you why must u be so appealing
i act like i don't feel the pain the only way i'm dealing
and your a ******* thief because my heart you know your stealing
and then you shattered it like glass, emotions i'm concealing
an if you date me long enough you know that ill be kneeling
I have several layers like an union and I'm always peeling
baby if you stay with me then every part ill be revealing
i just prey and hope that i can cope and i feel faith's healing
because this pain's a mental strain and this **** is just unappealing.

SO **** THIS

VHE RedWolf Nov 2015

.......

i'm a viciously ****** vulture who's values vacate in the valley of the violent village.
I have various versions of this victory vessel viewing the victims of violence veterans.
It seems to be a habit in my habitat to hang yourself with the hammer of honor at the heels of a judge.
They harvest the handsome an halftime hustlers hailing the harsh hardship of hypocritical harassment.
As each ear earns an eternity of eager extremes, elegance eliminates the egghead's existence.
i'm not exempt from the excrement of the so called excellent. i emit my empathy to every effort of relevance either ejected by the masses or elected by giving expiring efforts of elastic effects and all i can say is....

One Love

Nov 2015

JustChloe

Depression

I dont want to be alone
i cant stress that enough
i hate being depressed
i.hate not having love
the only being that loves me is God
shouldn't that be enough
why am i awake crying about somone
who gave up on us
i thought i was better
but it keeps running back to me
i would be watching tv
abd realize i have no one who would want to watch it with me
i want to die
but i can't leaves this world knowing
i would hurt somebody
because people only show you they care after your die
my death might cause somone to die on the inside
and that's not right
but im lonely
i hate this depression

VHE RedWolf Sep 2015

whats wrong with me

what's wrong with you jasper
everywhere you go your presents is ghostly unseen like casper
YOUR NOT GOOD ENOUGH
your a conflict caster
witty but not faster
antagonist to laughter
the fact of the factor is that jasper is the master
OF *******
your faker than plaster
lies fill your chapter
your just another whack rapper
a dream smasher
sellin your pride from a tractor
YOU'RE A ****** DISASTER
a druggie an blunt passer
mentality of a raptor
the head master hereafter all the glorious stories
OF *******
jasper you have to stray away from fool ****
see its basically a pool pit
OF DOOM
verbs go boom as ignorance fills the room
you have finally sealed your tomb
tis destine since the womb
hope you don't go to soon
but its too late because jasper's dead
IM REDWOLF *****

random af but what evz

#redwolf

VHE RedWolf Sep 2015

who knew

who knew that life would change the scene when i saw seventeen
a quarter pound in my lap I had to run with the green
WHO KNEW I'D EVER SEE ALL THE ******* CHANGES IVE SEEN
friends fading like leaves
loosing branches from family trees
****** lie
******* thieve
gotta spiritually bob & weave
I had some plans up my sleeve
hope I make it before I leave
refuse mother greave so my dreams I have to believe
and I cant let my brothers down so you know I have to achieve
who knew the lessons I'd retrieve from living life so naïve
all this knowledge I've received
I'm still learning but feel relieved
your not that easily deceived knowing life's not what you perceive
my own parents lied to me got me living in disbelieve
I gotta handle business just to be A-Okay like I'm Steve
I'm throwing up my feelings, **** this **** I'm going sick leave

This is the first poem I've done in YEARS.i **** at poetry but this is about my life experiences if you don't like it ask me how much I care . I've been through a ton of stuff that has made me who I am today, some may not approve but who cares even god had haters and/or non believers

#poem #whoknew #redwolf

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