I hear the rain falling outside onto my window pane there is something peaceful in the sound that it makes when it leaks through the roof and burrows into my brain it eases my thoughts and drowns out the pain.
I used to fall asleep early because I knew I had reason to wake up tomorrow. But now I have nowhere to go, no one to see, nothing to do. No reason to go to sleep or wake up tomorrow.
Stop wanting. Stop wanting. Stop wanting. Stop wanting. Stop wanting. Stop wanting. Let things come to you as they should. Let things come to you as they should. Let things come to you as they should. No. No. No. You need to realize that you do not deserve anything. anything at all. This world was not built for you This world was not built for you This world was not built for you There is no one out there built for you. No one out there that can understand you. No one that would even want to. So either find someone more ****** up than you Or save the tears for hell.
I just want to Taste your love kissing me See your hands reach for me Hear your soul sing for me Feel your heart beat for me I just need you to Let me love you Like I was always meant to Or will you always be Just a beautiful dream For me to long for But never reach?