Why are you never here to help me
You cause me all this hurt
You’re the one I cry about
And when you take away my tears
I think you’re my guardian angel
You know how many times I’ve called you that?

You’ve proven so many times that you don’t care
And then always tell me you do
So I don’t know what to believe

But if I let you go
Who will I cry about?
And who will make me feel better?

The only hole in my heart you fill is the one you made

Look over your shoulder
And you’ll find me there, staring
Admiring your hidden perplexities
Your mysterious and alluring secrets
That draw me in with every glance

Blood starts to pour from my eyes
I cry that your perfect imperfection
Is unworthy of my sight
But I can’t help but notice
You staring back

Memories of you
Are all I have left
Trying so hard to hold on
Trying not to forget

Whenever I try to reminisce,
The memories I so dearly miss,
Are nothing more than pain and tears
Ugly like the devil’s kiss

You are nothing but a phantasm
That turns beautiful memories
Into monstrosities

I see you as a shadow now
An image of what you once were to me
You were only a flower that bloomed in spring
But the cold is coming
The sun is setting
Your petals are falling
And my love is dying
Oh I knew this was how it was going to end
But now that it’s ending,
I wish just once I could have said
I love you...