juno - Hello Poetry

juno Mar 22

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i am unable to be loved
for i am damaged goods
too far gone to repair

juno Mar 21

cravings

i crave your scent and how so heavenly it is.

i crave your touch as it’s the safest thing i’ve ever felt

i crave hearing you voice and it’s melodic tone

i crave you

and everything about you

mine forever

juno Mar 19

will i make it?

juno Mar 12

.

everything i have felt today
though only 07:18,
was enough

unlike me,
who is, for millions of reasons,
not enough

i have decided
today is my last
and i
shall be gone
soon.

i am
unbelievably
exhausted

juno Mar 12

“dad”

every day i am so disappointed
in who
i call my father.

you scream and yell
and destroy the home around you

and then act like it never happened.

you scream and yell
and destroy me

and then act like it never happened.

you joke and joke about
never wanting me
and how i am nothing
worth nothing
not able to love

and then act like it never happened.

i am ashamed to call you my father
because you are not
my father.

you are merely some boy,
man child,
who i live with
and tolerate
because when you
are supposed to be my father
act like one
pretend

you destroy me.
and everything that builds me up.

daddy why don’t you love me?

juno Mar 8

Untitled

i don’t love you like i used to anymore.

i used to love you
blindly

like a child
loving a candy
or popsicle.

i love you maturely
like i want to spend
the rest of my life with you,
grow old with you,
everything.

i am willing to argue,
be mad at you,
hate you,

and

adore you,
forgive you,
wait for you.

i no longer love you like how a child loves a new toy.
i love you like i love you forever and ever until the end of time.

juno Mar 8

desperation

i feel like a **** in a field full of flowers.

oh how i wish to be beautiful,
to be loved,
to be chosen;
chosen first.

i wish to be the one who stands out,
well liked,
noticed,
with many friends.

i wish to be looked up to,
idolized, but not
too much,
like a mentor,
or someone that can be trusted.

i wish
to be wanted.

i wish
to be loved.

i wish
to be cared for.

i wish
i wish
i wish

to be you.