juno - Hello Poetry

juno Feb 15

1402

today is the day to celebrate love

and yet my love
is not here
or making the effort
to celebrate

i look and look and look
and everyone else
takes time out of their day
to celebrate their love

and i
beg and beg
and beg
only for
nothing to
happen.

i gift you thinks and i send you letters but i am just an afterthought. i am not even worthy of a box of chocolates.

juno Feb 2

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every day is a struggle and i no longer want to wake up. it is truly over.

juno Feb 2

Untitled

how it feels to hurt hurt hurt

until
i can’t

hurt anymore

and all i feel
is dread and emptiness

just how much longer can i take this

today may be my last day

juno Feb 1

Untitled

my future is you

juno Jan 19

my heart hurts

Jan 19

Ciel Noir

Another Name

I know that you are not
"the one"
I know this is not real

It isn't really about you
It's just the way I feel

I tell myself this time is different
this time you are right

But I am chasing the same shadow
through a different night

I never get used to the pain
the pain
the same **** pain

I know you will break the cycle
I know you will break the chain

And tomorrow I will run from you
But it will be the same

The same sorrow
The same pain

Same shadow
Another name

juno Jan 19

Untitled

every day i am reminded of how unwanted i am

how much i deserve nothing

how i am nothing

how i will never be good enough

the clock is ticking