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  Jan 19 juno
Ciel Noir
I know that you are not
"the one"
I know this is not real

It isn't really about you
It's just the way I feel

I tell myself this time is different
this time you are right

But I am chasing the same shadow
through a different night

I never get used to the pain
the pain
the same **** pain

I know you will break the cycle
I know you will break the chain

And tomorrow I will run from you
But it will be the same

The same sorrow
The same pain

Same shadow
Another name
juno Jan 19
every day i am reminded of how unwanted i am

how much i deserve nothing

how i am nothing

how i will never be good enough
the clock is ticking
juno Jan 4

the physical pain in my heart i feel every day is unbearable. i want to stop hurting.
juno Dec 2023
i crave you like how a person craves food. i crave your touch like i am missing a piece of myself without it. i find myself yearning for you, for your touch, your everything. you are a constant thought in my mind and i want nothing more than to be with you. everything about you makes me gravitate towards you and yearn for you. i want to be close to you, so close we could be one. so close that our hearts are intertwined and pump the same blood. i want you. i need you. i need you like how animals need to drink or to eat. i need you like how fish need water. i need you like you are a basic human necessity that everyone needs in order to survive. a part of me needs a part of you to survive. i love you, and i love you more than anything. you make me feel good, feel euphoric, like no one else. my heart beats for you and only you.
juno Dec 2023
i wish you would do the same.
juno Nov 2023
with every word
you shatter my heart
and again
i feel like i am nothing.
you were my father
now you are just a man who i live with.
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