making my heart explode.


maybe this is what’s been keeping me from killing myself

i don’t know why.


we’re over.



been over.

all i want is a kiss or two

or just many few.


just a kiss or two

is all i ask of.


make me blush

make me crush


make me moan

make me groan


i want it all

i want it please


just the feeling of love

will get me pleased

i've almost sobbed myself to sleep,


i watched,


listened.




"****, why can't someone love me like that"



even your mom asked if i felt like i was being left out,



i wanted to have a smile and say no,


but i just nodded silently.




im scared of your brother asking if we're friends anymore but,


are we?

i want to go home


am i invisible? yes








i’ll leave you two alone.


you’re happy.



that’s all that matters

*******

unfair.


i want to go home


i feel like i’m nothing


like i don’t exist