i feel like i’m NOTHING.



i come for attention,

attention seeker if you will,



but i don’t even get attention at home

i don’t know how to stop.

i don’t even know how it started

i love your hugs

they make me feel warm, happy, protected.


when they thought we were dating,


i guess i liked it.

to see you flustered.


i don’t know if you’re ready

if i’m ready

or even if you like me back

at this point, i don’t know.



you’re so fed up with me.



i guess you’re just,,,



happier with her.



happiest with her.




i’m just in the background, with my arms open, ready to comfort you, if something goes wrong

****, it hurts to be replaced by one of your friend’s girlfriend huh

it hurts.


like someone had stabbed me.  



but it’s okay

since this is all ******* to you