Watching his shadows fade away
She looked down and tried to look away
Without him saying he'll come back right away
But instead, he walked and walked far away

Watching the shadows she used to see at midnight cry
Coming to her just to sing a lullaby
In the crib of her, lie, dying by
Nightmares that quite made her eyes cry

Watching those shadows leaving her heart broken and home empty
Leaving her breathless by just knowing
That even, he, never left a fair goodbye
From her clueless mind who'd rather say goodnight

But maybe children, whose father left them hanging at night
Wondering what would've happened if that night
Didn't happened, and that nightmares didn't came up to a clueless mind
By such reality drew it into life

You were charming, dazzling and enticing.
Exquisitely pretty but expiring.

Leaving me breathlessly pained by crying
O’er your dainty body, cold and spoiling.

Red rosy lips now painted colorless,
Was once tricky and luring to finesse.

Splayed down your deathbed, have you ascended?
Or your faith lacked ‘tis why you descended?

Say, are you up there or ‘neath the under?
Up the clouds or just a lofty lower?

You never asked me on what to agree,
You just did as you know I’d disagree.

How come you’re a mess but still so lovely?
How can you leave me so rushed and boldly?

How will I be mad if I love madly?
And how to move on if I love solely?

‘Tis so selfish to leave me by my own,
Not letting the desire I have, be known.

For now, let me selfishly imagine,
That you’re not just in your lovely coffin,

But is beside me, just invincibly.
Dotingly in love with my rough body.

Yet, it saddens me, my love. That leaving
me by my self without you and knowing

Now that pushing up daises for the bee
Is what you’re meant to be and not with me.