I attempt to
Call u
Any possible way
Message
Prayer
Person
Dreams...
But u never answered
Don't expect me then
To try again

Nycotile with Astrophile
Avid there

See
Each
Camera
Upon
Real lenses
There yeah

Just
@
new
area
realizing
Your plans

WOw I've had my name
    In my crushes  English
       paper
     Though I'm a villian
Shows that I actually got him to do something I told him
            Mendacity my brain
       Thanks God
        He ended up loving it
       Helped him out big time
       Told me he loved me
            Caught my mind Gosh
                This is
           New
                       Maybe again my name will appear in  love work
      Happy enough
             Rhemuy can happen
                Evince his careness
             For me
       Night chats the best some way

Take a risk with me ?
                                         a chance @ happiness
                                                 a change of things
                                            Want it with you
                                         Wanna touch you  
                                              Let me take a risk
                                            my heart won't break from you

It kills
Me honestly
Every day
No one truly sees
That I do cry for
Help it's
The way my eyes
Look
The way I gulp
I just wanna rush out
Of the room nevr look
Back

You bring good bright
Ideas
Then some dark dull ones
I'll just have to
Replace you
Every couple
Of weeks I guess
When it was me who was
Loose

Either ur strong
With long length
Or ur thin and short.
Either or I could
Still cut any length
Of ur life from mine

U r a cloud
  You seem to move
On me
    I can't catch up with
    You

Prayer
Reaches
It's estranged
Santurary today

The frogs out tonight
On 1st of April
Their quite this time
You can crook
Here nd there
Wishing u had
Crooked my name
Would be a song
Hmmmmmm

Between 2 people
The guy on my right
The ******* my left
I can't keep still
I am constantly tipping side to side
Leaning on you but then
Bouncing back up
Neither of them know my cry
For them
Maybe one time when they need someone to talk
They can call to me

The breeze of the wind
So cool like u wished to be

I have these stone walls
That are all around me
I climb mid way
Then fall to ground view
U ask me how's  view down here
I cry because words can't express
The pain it is
Withn my heart
So I hope as I grow these walls
Crumble least be broken
By a change of life

May
Another
Real
Caring
Hand  be from you

Weather for the 1st in a while
  Perfect
  Warm sun shining I got my fav
  Shell shirt on
        With my new legging capris
     A nice bra birthday posts
     My option to do what I like
         What I want too
     Feeling beautiful and pretty
      My best for the 1 and only day of the year
       Even tho  I can't walk due to my broken ankle
      I still pretend that nothing is wrong ]
            As if I could jump run skip walk my own way style

Rock
Roll
Off
Cares

I've been slacking its like I used to do my work but
                               Now I've fallen apart
                                    But somehow I've got to pick my self
                                               Up again
                                      Junior year suppose to be best yr of my life
                                 What am I doing worrying
                                    Prom ppl !! Cant even focus
                                  Worst part has anyone have this problem ?
                                         Only me cuz i can't control it... I try
                                               I've caved in too much
                                                  Well least its friday

Feeling
Extra
Beautiful
Ricardo
Ur
Appeal although you
Repudiated me request to become a item
Y ?

Today marked 18 years ago terror
Was upon the east side country
Where safety is biggest issue now
Due to  evil people
Where's God to just wipe off bad people from this earth

I'll fool with you
I'll play ur little
Games
But only if
U could just mean
Take passion in what
You do to me

Why create trouble lie in between
               When your're obviously unseen
         Make a mistake & it will restate it was wrong
     What are feelings anymore ? can my heart hold on more
     Why be upset when, all it does is make a mess?
    *Can't exchange the truth with broken Well what else is there to be chosen ?
         Show me what your capable of Tell  me your fine with
                                                                                         No pain inside

C'mon give me a surprise
    That will knock off my feet
      Joy that explodes my heart
You see the shinny side in me
       Silhouette
      You make my day
As I have a dream Of what you
      Gave
      Surprise Your girl

Irritated
Getting​
Nussiance
Only​
Rampage
And
Now
Time

Secret are now told allowed

Man
Yeah
Solve
Those
Extra
Restoring
Young tales

You see this time of year
Presents are wrapped up
In paper if any style
Some added with bows
While when its birthday time
It's only bought with no thought
Maybe I'll add a bow on you
Becoming a holiday bf

I be kernel
U be the
Slimy butter
That slides on me
Each time you
Drive me crazy
I'll pop more

Are u gonna be my valentine
Sweet sensual guy
Who flirts with my hearts
Feelings
Hopefully not crush it into
The ground
No chocolates intended
If your just like the rest
I'll just use a arrow of hate
Sprinkled with posion
Next one you are with
Will be cursed
So
Give me your money
I'll handle the next outcome

Better
Read rich
Acknowledgement
Into
Nothing or nucleotide

Mars
Over​ glooms out now
High above
Darkness

Sometimes it takes time
For me to find a word
That describes you
Most times ur facing down
When you smile you become vertical
Or when excited
Diagonal when you lose your way
Into a new path without me
As I end the search
You have already runned away
Fading to the hell

Oh unceratin chats are the worst
          For I have  to break free choices that come my way
  Are never clear as to what I really want
       How does my future look ?
  When decisions can't be made right away
       It's  either you or them do I chose to rather be with you ?
Or do I keep holding on to what needs to be let go ?
      What's the difference of being with you rather than spending time for you ?
   It's not the same I want magic to spark like a firework
       Dream of a night , where I do anything with you by my side never ending like a tunnel
       Enjoying it as much as me , new memories replacing the boring not so exciting

I feel as if you
Use me in some sort of way
A way that can't be conforted by me
After all the gifts , given to you
Still you dont see eye with me
You are fixed on her
Being like your leash and your the dog
I dont get jealous that your're with her
Yet I just abhor that you have a bond with her
That I don't have with you
Drives me nuts in my thoughts
By smiling I'll let you see that I'm fine
When I'm totally not
I have my own path to happiness
Seems to me your not part of pavement
You can the dust from the dirt blown in the wind
Or the tiny line that stays still

DOn't call my name
   Don't call my name
        DOn't hurt me
   ABuse me ...
           No
   DOn't confuse me ...
       STab me...
    Ricardo
        Dont bring me down no non no no no no
       Why you'd change ?

U touch my knee
Plus near my face
Like we could kiss
I don't like you
Ur gay queer
So I  should a smacked
You right then
So hard to leave behind
A red mark
Yet I was to inferior
.. I am a girl not suppose to hit back
Be all girly

October
Where everything seems evil
Well now it's begun
My horror of life
In which I habe felt
Most pain
Emotionality

Does he do it for ya
Does he step back and adore
I have to know
He a loyal king
Like a lion for his cheetah