Think
Here
Or
Up onto
Get
Humor
There
Stay

Dance
Around now chorus
Exerts

I've lost count
How many times my heart's been knocked down..
Different counted times than in my head..
One over powers the other
But never in sync...
He helps sync it when he's not around me
Physically
Orbiting with love

Sensual
Electric
Person
That
Enjoys
My
Breaths
Even remember

Sliding
Lower
O
Puddles
Everywhere

**** whole
All
Lose
Liquid
O w

I want to seek  projure upon u
While it experid u as well

Cookies
Has reindeer in stock
Moose are snowed

There
Here
Upon
Noise
Drum
Each
Rythm

Portrait
Amazing
It's
Now
Touch tempting
Is now glorious glamorous

Taste
Each
Appearance
******
Ease

Please
Onto
New deposit

Tight rope around
Cut here e a

Always real tell stories

Turn
Rythm
Up
More
Phrase
Each tick

Phone here
On noise everything
New electric

Cut ham
Oven
Peeled
Please

Virtually
I
Saw
It's
Taking
Every
Day

How can I love u
If I don't love myself
How does my heart beat
If it's got anxiety

My gear is jumpsuit
Like I'm.from prison
In and out
My creativity is done
As I work in hell
Numbbb

Hug
Onto
Love daily

Fur ahere shoes
Here ion only nylon

Holy
O
Lord
It
Dances
Away
Years

I didn't start off on page 1 like age 1
No clue what was happening
Around my life
Skip to 15 puberty, what awful pimples.came by crushes
Next 20 goals and crushed dreams as this page is stained with ****** years
Tears that trapped my future my dreams for what
From slightest fear of rejection not capable

I'm trying to draw out the pain
From the pencil lead
When lead broke off thatss .
When my pain stopped
I won't want to draw out again this pain

Whisper
Washing showing here it's new goals
Among
Lonely , loneliness

Sound of a heart crunch
More powerful then a snap
It carries this weight far into years
Tears didn't carry it out my eyes

Ruler of  candy krunch

When my ******* ******
He thinks there roses as they are
Plump and sweet

Long ago this happiness was not thought of
It came naturally as a kid and less
Physical issues
I grew up then this happiness fades slowly but quickly recent years
Reality settled in and I consumed up the worry and guilt that weighted me down
So bad I cry so fast now
So easily at any thoughts
This shatters my world for him
To run from me...when I want him for me