It kills
Me honestly
Every day
No one truly sees
That I do cry for
Help it's
The way my eyes
Look
The way I gulp
I just wanna rush out
Of the room nevr look
Back

My glass
Used to be
Bright
Shining
Reflection
Of true real
Happiness
Now it's just
Covered I'm black
Blood
That has dried up
On the glass
No one sees
The pain I feel now

You bring good bright
Ideas
Then some dark dull ones
I'll just have to
Replace you
Every couple
Of weeks I guess
When it was me who was
Loose

I be kernel
U be the
Slimy butter
That slides on me
Each time you
Drive me crazy
I'll pop more

Ur the wall
That can grow
Overtime
Becoming
Harder
While I turned
Soft the grass
That grows over

Nevr thought
Nights would
Be filled
With constant pain
Scissors in my
Hands

Tears
Extra
Attention
Raw
Spilled
That u keep making me
Shed

I want ur imprint
On me
Where ever
U like
Please tell me
U loved biting
Me

As I reach out
You close in
Ur self
From me
Ur hands are
Kept
By ur side
No even holding
Mine
Wishing
Our love
Would never die

Ugly gets
Attention
What r u blind
Look at me
But I not
Recognized

U should be my fruit
'll be your
Sugar
I be the knife
U be blood
That drains me out
Yet I'll never
Be sweet again

Dont
Even
Attempt
To
Hide I know u killed me with
Your poisonous words

Boy u want my tongue
In ur body
Well sorry it's not
My type of hobby
U could only lick
Here
That sweet spot

Just u recognition makes
Me cringe
Just ignore me
I don't want ur
Attention

I not ur baby
Call me women
I will not
Have u with another
Girl fall her baby.

Look beyond
Theses words
I speak to u
U queation
Why no one
Wants u

Either ur strong
With long length
Or ur thin and short.
Either or I could
Still cut any length
Of ur life from mine

Shootings
Innocent people
Dead no reason behind
It its just accidentally
People are sick
Unless the world
Needs more rules

I'm proud
With having
Extra
On my stomach
Plus legs
So then I'll drive
U more into
Insanity
Pleasure would be
To much for u to
Handle all
My weight
Don't try to fake it

Don't wanna be ur
3 rd option
Make me just
Priority just once
I'll love u
No one else had
Before

The time when
U finally feel
Good in front of
Crowd
Yet ur name
Not mentioned
To get u noticed

I'm no 3rd option
Either I'm first or last
U busy with me
Or I'll just leave u
On seen

U want love our
Connection to be
Fast
That's why
It's not gonna last
U just are to multiple
Sided for me

Yes better than
The old
Respected women
By actual men

Ur as dark as a night
Can be without any Stars
U just destroy what's
Mine I'll just keep
You on my toes
Because u are low

I'm the targets
U try so hard to
Get it bullseye
Yet each time u
Throw the dart
The sharp
End feels like
Its piercing my heart

I am just the mat under ur feet
The girl is incomplete
I'll have u be right
In ur mind set
Although ill cry
Because of the horror u
Displayed for me
I never wanted to become
Close like lovers
Do
All I hoped for was a difference
In a Friend ship we could of had
Now I caused this
Problem
A platform with no edges
Yet I was the one who
Got cut in the edge
U just got satisfaction

Favor
Each
Second
The
International soldiers
Value
Everybody
Red white and blue thank you
Soldiers for ur blood u shed for
White purity justice
Blue ur in peace

The one who
Get under ur skin

High
Overacheived
Noble
Or
Respected
Graduation
Is best feeling ever
U lose people
But then remake new
Friends

Thinking u can just mop
Up ur mess
U spilled on me
With ur awful mean words
U not my mop
So don't try
Cleaning it up
Ur a *****
Cleaner ...

My body
Flowing
with style

My platter becoming
Full nd heavy
With all these
Decisions
Ur only making
Me drop it more

I attempt to
Call u
Any possible way
Message
Prayer
Person
Dreams...
But u never answered
Don't expect me then
To try again

I got 0 confidence
0 u say
Plz I feel good about myself
Ur over  urself
0 would mean I would
Self harm I don't
Even think of that

Where I could
Lose myself. Outside
Away from ur
Thoughts
Pictures that
Never tend to
Leave my mind
I'll just lay here

Wished u had swayed
With me in the wind
How our bodies could
Sway. Together
Knowing true love
Through body
Language

I want to blow my
speakers out with you
Boom box baby

Ur the ****
No one likes
I want to pluck you