Before I had no fears
Now they evade my space
All around in my brain
But what's next for my life ?
How do I regain the gratefulness
I once had long ago
When everything lay down
Smoothly
Path I'm on now is Rocky
Sail boat unbalanced
Waiting for stability once more

Can u at least
Say something.
Sensually
Whether good or bad
Maybe it will
Soothe
My mind to be sane again
Without the anxiety

You're the cut
That never heals
You're the cut
That never bleeds red
But instead my  own cut bleeds
Pain
Which is darkest black

Ur the lock that's bent
In the head
When will u ever learn
How to lovee me
Deeply

Mourn
Or
Overturn
Now
Moon where can I stare at
You Tonight?
To get away from my worse
Delight

How do I cast a spell
Of karma on ur fate
Will it turn me against God?
For all I wish was there to be
Justice on what I believe
Should be right

Tears I shed
Come from.bottom.of my heart
Knowing that we aren't there
For each other
Never bonding like we're supposed to
Tears still shed
How do I make it stop
From my heart

With him
I can survive 20 more years
If he gives me love

Years ago this tunnel
Never exists
In my mind
As a wrong turn happened
The tunnel began
To build within
Trapping all my happiness
Into bottom.of this dark tunnel
With no pulley out...

You my friend
Were a companion
Of mine
Someone who knew how
To bring fun into me
Be less afraid of what ppl think
Where are u now ?
Since time.blown away so fast
U fast to leave forever
Trailing behind the love that been stepped on
My deepest love
True kind that made my tears
Fill up the pieces u broke