There are 4 sides to my wall
Each represent family and friends
Although there's only one little opening
From my supposed
Lover
Who I don't trust o so much
His choices are not my walls
To break down for him

Each morning I try become better version of myself
I try to think of this box
Lid over my heart
If it's opened it doesn't contain my feeling

I been in a tight loop
For 22 years
Coming up on 23
The path is taking downward curves
To stress and
Deceiving
Choices
God o God
Help me in this year take that path
Off the loop hole
Break out in a horizontal line
This line
Symbolising
Consistent
Success and progress

This pain is not sitting
On my heart.
My wings have grown again for Christmas time ...
But after that my wings will
Shatter once again
By ur ignorance heavy words against my heart