I walked and walked and walked
And I call this 'my city walk'

I saw buildings
BIG ones touching the SKY
small ones small as my own height
I saw EMBASSIES
I even saw the HOUSE where president lives.
Oh, I forgot
I saw hospitals too; they were so tiny, you could miss them easily

I saw people
A LOT OF
walking their own walks of life
ahhh some were running too
They had their own LIVES
others' were no concern for them
And I was watching them unfold their LIVES
as if
I was concerned for them, but I was not
I had my own BIG LIFE to live

So
Today on DEC 24
I walked and walked and walked
and
I call this 'my city walk'.

May be I will drink a peg of whiskey
and
not remember you
today.

May be I will drink a peg of whiskey
and
sleep instead
today.

I am so sad that I can't even write something.
.
.
.
.

And the worst part:
I don't even know why I am sad.

An autumn leaf falls from the tree only to be crushed.
Yes, right?

Here, I have become that autumn leaf.
And I am falling for you.
Isn't that so romantic and beautiful?

But,
Unfortunately,
You are a gardener, dear.
And I am destined to be crushed and swept away.