I think your amazing I think you have so much to offer the world if you think I’m mocking you I’m sorry If anyone knew who how I really felt It would be that I’m confused And that’s something I have shared Is that I’m confused about how you feel about me I’m confused on why my car was vandalized I’m uncertain on why it is that You choose to keep your distance but want to remain close to me and want to know how I’m doing I want you around I really do But do you know about the nights I cried How no one knew if I’d be ok I talked about how I fell apart alot through out the years I got tested by life I laughed at how you reacted because I think it’s cute I did also say if your crazy it’s fine I am too I don’t worry about why you keep tabs or why you want to know more about me but I do wonder what holds you back from approaching me Why not directly talk to the source I know that I’m intimidating but do I really scare you or are you sure you wouldn’t know how to go about the conversation Anyone that knows me knows that I pray for you every time I think of you and will always wonder if your ok even if you never speak To me I hope that your ok I try to put up a strong a front But ik Im not anymore And my pride has left the building for eternity
some days I want my back and my b*tt rubbed and other days I just want your eyes on me I want you around me time to be frozen just sit and there and see you infront of me
love you like a love song - Selena Gomez listen 2:17
plant your seeds into my heart will you take my hand and go to the moon will you calm my heart when it races I never confessed My heart always raced sitting next to you So looking away always helped Give me your hand and let me rest in your palms if this is where you want to reside take me home take me plant your seeds into my heart my love is special it is one of a kind it’ll never be shown in photographs or words you’ll feel it in the air when u see come or when your near
I’m not sure what’s been going through that mind of yours Are you losing it Are you distant Are you confused Low on confidence What is it I feel you What is it that you want from me To hurt me To love me Or talk to me What is it I can feel you so close to me The need to see me Like I’m the speed I’m the dime Or fine wine What you need Drop it low Let me know You come across my mind heavy now a days Be honest with yourself Could you really live with out me Because lately you can’t even keep your cool I’m back home now and I’m safe Thought I’d give you an update love Cause deep I know your losing it What do you need Drop it low Let me know Is it the need for speed Are you fen-in for me
Not street code No vital way No constructive feedback No cost In showing love It's ok to end your own misery By doing what makes you happy I look for all that I want in those that can't even see I wanted to be treated with respect I wanted to be understood and heard I wanted to be valued not just on the good days I know it hurts I didn't disappoint you out of spite Or hurt you when that time came You kept hurting me You kept showing me how I didn't matter to you You showed me that everyday youd rather be with someone else Than put up with someone that was to much Someone that had their own trauma And that's honestly ok that you walked away and never looked back You didn't even care about my upbringing What I went through at home Or even when I mentioned to you that I cried almost everyday It didn't even cross your mind to ask Are you ok The last time a girl tried to set me up to go on a date I cried and left and said I can't do this It wasn't even the guys fault My heart isnt up for grabs No rubies or amount of gold or money could ever convince me To sit infront of a man and pretend to be happy To only cry myself to sleep To only repeat the same old thing Same old thing
I can feel your tugging on my heart literally You losing your mind You missing Me We are not near each other But I can feel you You know I’ll be back But doesn’t that show you And don’t you see You’ll never find another like me If you want me show me earn me find me love on me I don’t have to explain this to you We’re grown Come around when Your ready and admit What you need Is it me ?
I think your cute Like so adorably Could grab your face And look in your eyes cute I think that even if you don’t feel confident right now No matter the weight I literally couldn’t hide It eats at me when I can’t say I adore you I do You pulled up one day the sun was beaming At the stop sign you could leave and didn’t want to I tried to leave but I couldn’t You stoped and stared and I wondered why It drives you insane All or nothing you are enough for me I don’t know what crosses your mind but I sit and wonder and there you go