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  Sep 2018 Georgia
Georgia parry
Reading over old poems and I’m thinking,
I used to care so **** much
Like everything to me was so intense, I’d be having normal day and something extremely mild would annoy me immensely and I’d just crack daily,
I used to be so broken
my soul was eggshells and my heart was always in pain when I tried to fall asleep at night all I’d feel was rain, of blood of tears thunder screaming my fears lightning flashing my life
Not like there was ever anything worth the blinding light that shattered my darkness, and brought me back to my pain...
I’m bad at titles so I’m now putting them as numbers
  Sep 2018 Georgia
Georgia parry
I'll love myself even if that means breaking my own heart to fix it myself,  I will not let someone else put back the wounded pieces of my soul, I am not fragile but I am not steel I am human and I am real I have emotions, scars and wounds, I have a spirit a soul a brain, I am nothing to be given away, while what lies in others eyes is respect for themselves and not the earth on which they walk, I have done nothing but adore, adore every leaf as it turns from a glorious green into an amber red or seized the warm summer air  before the days of bitter cold rain, but yet I will endure every heartbroken moment and every single butterfly flutter I will alow my eyes to see city lights as beautiful and allow myself to stare at the stars in its almighty form I will whisper with the wind and scream with the waterfalls.
I will alow me to be me and nothing less of who I am ment to be
So ***** your so called reality
  Sep 2018 Georgia
Georgia parry
Something about you is perfect
Everything about you feels like home
Your light it’s picturesque
Your beauty I confess
I’m absolutely in love
With something about you
I wrote this at 2:25 it’s now 2:29,
Woah okay amma just go
  Sep 2018 Georgia
Georgia parry
Didn’t realise you were everything I was looking for
Didn’t know that it was you right from the start
Didn’t know someone could ever feel like home
Cause now I’m all alone
And it’s your body that I’m missing
It’s your lips that I’m craving
It’s your smile it’s illuminating
It’s your heart and it’s overwhelming
I’ll never need anymore
But when you show up at my door
Your all I’m living for
A future with you could repair my past
A lifetime with you and that’s all I ask
For me your perfect
My one true desire
I shown this too you and you cried
I love you
So much
Georgia Sep 2018
I love you so much i forget how empty i am
I literally feel hollow and lifeless when your gone but when i wake up and your peacefully lay next to me i cant help but feel whole
I am a mess ill admit it out loud
I give myself paranoia and im not proud
But your my cure, my love, my light
And without you im in fight for plight
And without you im not me
I love you
  Sep 2018 Georgia
Georgia parry
Antihistamines antidepressants and paracetamol
Tanned skin white skin unexplainable
Falling and flying now one and the same
Who knew about the summer rain
Lying here you confirm my fear
I love you more than life itself my dear
I’d hate for you to up and leave
But I couldn’t fill your wildest dreams
Your wishing for another I know
She may act like me but she won’t
She’d do the things I do not do
She’d love you different to how I do
But she’d never look at you the way I do
She wouldn’t fall in love with your smile like me
She wouldn’t kiss you before you sleep
Or when her insomnia woke her
Or when her anxiety got her
But I do
I do because you mean everything to me
I do because your my remedy
I do because maybe I’m not scared of being in love with you anymore
I’m in love with the idea and thought of you
The being and existence of you
I’m in love with you
I literally wrote this today,
Thank you for reading x
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