I’m sad
I don’t want to, but I can’t help it.
The year just started but I’m sad already
I don’t want to be sad
I love happiness, but I’m sad

I wonder what it feels like to love and be loved in return.
I’ve never experienced love
not the kind of love that runs deep.
I’ve had a number of crushes, but none have fallen that hard for me.
It makes me wonder
am I good enough to be loved ?