She caught my eyes 
I saw through her disguise 
makeup caked on heavy 
covering her pain
Our paths crossed 
leading to the same lane 
we both were souls 
going against the grain 
Wondering why ? 
life hasnt been moving 
smoothly 
She has my eyes glued 
to hers 
H0W GOOD IT FEELS 
to be a part of 
her presence 
She's a gift 
present

Break a heart 
to 
Make a heart 

Life isnt fair 
care to 
Tell her now?

Shes gonna cry
care to 
Tell me how?

I cant lie 
to 
Lead her on 

My feelings changed 
care to 
Break her heart 

My feelings changed 
care to 
Make her heart 

Make a heart 
to
Break a heart 

Love isnt fair 
care to 
follow your heart? 

I know now 
to 
Let her go 

Break a heart 
to 
Heal a heart 

Right now mine 
is 
Split in two 

Love isnt fair 
care to 
Tell me how? 

Make a heart 
to 
Break a heart

Chase paper 
paper chases you 
The more you acquire 
the more that owns you 

Why do we?

Find comfort 
in what we have 
when what we have 
creates discomfort in us

Inspired by Wilford Barker's poem titled:
"A Song Without A Voice"

Heartbreak creates waves              stronger than loves compassion forever felt the                                 ripples 

    Abroad new waters 
 an entire ocean 
         of recovered calm seas 

    Still they go noticed 
regardless the time passed 
                forever a reminder 

Heartbreak's waves 
          and the pain they cast 
forever leaving              ripples 

       Pain fades as we do too 
but yet the scars remain
      forever the           ripples will last 

      Forever the pain of 
               Heartbreak's waves 
forever a reminder

She wants loved 
but doesnt know 
what it means 
to be loved 
unconditionally 
She wants loved 
but doesnt know 
love isnt all give,
Its a give and take 
to be loved 
She wants loved 
or so she thinks 
her idea of what
love means 
is far from fact 
She wants loved 
I see years of pain 
amidst her eyes 
as the words pour out 
when she vents to me 
She wants to be loved 
she is so oblivious though 
not realizing her and I
have been more intimate 
through deep conversations 
that required no strings 
because I want her to know...
I want to love 
and I want to be loved  
I know what it means 
to be loved unconditionally
so for that reason 
I will continue to be 
PATIENT 
Knowing past love lost 
has taught me 
greater pain is endured 
through the loss of love 
than the sacrifice to love slow
She is loved
but she just doesnt know 
because for once 
she is in control 
with no pressure or 
hidden agendas 
She is loved 
but who knows 
how long it will take 
for her to realize 
the beauty through my eyes 
from her eyes reflection of 
PAIN 
I LOVE HER 
I WANT LOVE 
I WANT TO BE LOVED 
SHE WANTS LOVE 
SHE HAS IT 
BUT WILL SHE EVER KNOW 
THATS FOR HER TO DECIDE 
OF LOVE TO BECOME 
OR FOR IT TO FADE 
I KNOW I LOVE HER 
BECAUSE IM REMAINING 
TO BE A GOOD FRIEND 
NOT KNOWING 
IF SHE WILL FEEL 
THE SAME 
LOVE IS UNCONDITIONAL

Mentally ill 
decisions made 
based on 
the sickness
Well now 
I feel healed 
but left to 
endure the pain
Because decisions 
were made 
that cant be 
taken back 
Selfish was I 
for taking to long 
to finally get help 
Selfless i was 
when I realized 
just how ill 
I really was 
to make decisions 
but that was then 
this is now 
Im way better 
but stuck with 
the aftermath 
If i could go back 
if i could rewrite 
the past pages 
knowing then 
what I know now 
I promise, 
I would've 
NEVER GAVE UP 
On you, on them, on us 
ON MYSELF 
These thoughts 
cost myself 
wet cheeks,
heartache,
mental pain 
STRAIN 
Ashamed 
sums it all up 
regardless the growth 
regardless the change 
There's one thing certain 
Ill never live down 
the endless pain 
SUFFERING

A sky
A star
A guy
All alone
One day
One night
That all changed
A sky
A star
A girl
2 worlds
Spent apart
Now Together
Lost in
One sky
Two stars
Cross paths
Shinning bright
In one another's light
Found
Discovered
Uncovered
Her eyes
Melt his heart
Her heart
Warms his soul
2 stars
1 guy
1 girl
1 sky
Together
They form
1 bond