Am I out of place?
Knocked askew
Into
An alternate lane
One I didn’t want
Did I need?
All that matters
Is this charging cloud
Lightning bolt
Scoured
Into
A figment attachment
To be opened
At a later Date

I’m afraid
And yet I want it
And am afraid to want it
Yet it calls to me
Every day

Everyday
There was that reminder
Of ****** ******* ****…

So take a ride
A Free Ride
With that Reset button
Saying “**** No”
to the *******
And “Hell Yes!”
To the other *******

You know the ones
The ones on that
Single Free Way
enable that Turbo Boost
Knight Rider
Slam onto the gear shift
to glide over the top
of all the ******* shitbirds

You slid into me
Telling me to
Hold still
Hold
Stay
Move
I clench
You bite
Hide me
Precipice
Hold
Me
Still…

Release it all

Regret that
Now I’m stuck
Removal of points
The parts didn’t equal
It came apart in moments
Stimulation dropped
Like the temp
It meant
nothing

It only happens
When not expected
But it’s a glitch
You know
In the matrix
Of this
****** up Life
Right now
It’s time
To lay down
And believe myself
When I say
...

Trying to think
Or figure
Some niche
Of mine
Where I go
Or belong
Last words
Only linger
As whispered thoughts
Of yesterday
But tonight
One hopes
For more