It was the hunting of lust, the year 1836,1 January Dark Angel, thin aching lust of his hunger and needs for me. His penitence is running very thin. He looks on high and low to take control all Dark Angel wants is something he doesn't have that would be love from the higher power. Dark Angel never has known love all he knows is darkness. One day Dark Angel lay'ed eyes on me On my soul. My beauty, My Eyes, that can charm even the sea. My love is not free but yet sweet I never put my heart into something so dark as he. I love God the higher power the one Dark Angel is so very jealous of but that is because he doesn't know who Jehovah God is
He doesn't know who Jesus is all he knows he is angry because I Love God. I would never love someone like Dark Angel so with time he started stalking out everywhere I would go than one night I would hear the sound of darkening winds it was a sound I hadn't heard in a while. But this sound came to me in a darkened dream of screams then I would hear a voice out of the dark calling me
Dark Angel has my name on his wing ''Moonlight '' That is what he call's me because of his eye's. He wants me to be his queen of darkness. I know he must be crazy to think I would love someone as he when the sounds of music make way to his ears running around in his mind he starts to feel lust he goes out for a hunt looking to find a quick fix. His lust is like silvery to a sultry fire of deep desire his envious heart can't stand to lose, his delight un-tortured desire is all he knows but he calls it to love that is what others had thought him. The orphanage should him what pains felt like they told him love is pain. He became God's enemy this is what was told to him he felt he was doomed and with time his name became Dark Angel.  That kills the soul of his people's happiness
when Dark Angel found me I had been walking around town talking to everyone I could find that would here the words of truth.
Telling all who would hear about the true God Jehovah and his only Begotten Son Jesus and his kingdom to come. My love for God is what I lived for but that was not good for the one who stalks me,
Dark Angels eyes wanted what he couldn't have and that is my heart that is true to the highest Dark Angel stalking me in everything I do,  all my beauty burn deep within his darkened soul. Dark Angel is feeling his own flames of evil ecstasy on a cold September night, I started having very bad dreams that were something I haven't had before so I get up and made me some tea, but I felt someone watching me. Through my bedroom window I get up from my bed to see if anyone was outside my bedroom window as I looked around I didn't see anything unusual on the land near my home so I just started to get back into bed and started to read and sip on my tea but then I felt the breath of autumn woods. Within the winter silences, I could hear that old sound of darkening wind cry in deep pain like death like mourning I felt so cold and lost deep within my soul and that is when Dark Angel had started playing games with my mind so when I would sleep I would be afraid of what was waiting for me.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

This is the nightmare that will playout, where everyone screams and shouts in the darkened castle. People are playing the game of lust and bitterness, casting stones in a game of pain in a world that doesn't know how to trust. All they know are their sinful deeds to say hurtful things just to bring on more pains to make the spirit weak. This is where Dark Angel tells me what I should wear or what to say in his darkness of a masquerade. He looks me up and down and tells me to turn around, he looks at me with a wicked smile and tells me I drive him wild.
This is the night where the screams of truth or dare come out with so much fear and tears that could last for years, but no one seems to care. Where the road converges in a summers rainstorm. This is where the masks are on and some finally take them off, not caring about the cost of it all. This is called something of a darken masquerade where all evil comes out to play and many have lost their way. This is where the night will come to its end, but this will be where the chaos will fall at my feet, while Dark Angel watches me bleed.

- Judy Emery © 1998
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

You have beaten me down give me a world of pain that hasn't gone away in the light of day, you come my way just to see me in pain all over again.

-Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

No darkness is never enough
to extinguish out the Light
God's Love is a gift
even in a dark Life like this.

"The light shines in the darkness,
and the darkness has not overcome it."

               JOHN 1:5

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

In this darkness
left me in a very big mess,
lies are always being told
and my own family heart is dark and cold.

They had always done a thing to hurt me
always hid the truth of the light
they didn't think right
they only loved to fight.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I've made a home in this darkness
I didn't want to be heard
but I am
I walked alone in the cold
I walked in the rain of time
I had no one to hold
to keep me warm
I stand alone
but I stand bold
to the one that keeps my heart on a cold
who cuts at my mind most of the time
I have seen many places
many faces
I always hear the screams
I feel the pains
on those cold winter days
the hollow night
that makes me cry
I  would always see a pale moon
hanging down in gloom
Far, far away in late June
Valleys and Lilly's
look so pretty to me
but when the cold winter air
comes along like a sad song
all the beautiful leaves the land
and fear takes another stand
I know Dark Angel is near
his eyes are always on me
he loves to watch me sleep
just to give me bad dreams.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I sang to the sea in so many darken dreams yet it all was the same old thing, I cried and I cried day and night to be set free from he who haunts me and the ancient moon shines its beauty all across the sea while Dark Angel lifted his face up to the heavens and he started to scream and cry and the waves become anger and soon darkness filled the sky like a plague.

- Judy Emery © 2013
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

There is a darkness in the air, where people no longer care
they always walk around in fear what they see is a dear;
that has been beaten ready to be eaten,
it is the season without any reason,
I looked and what did I see?
It was something of an illusion
My eyes are seeing things that are not there,
I would cry out because I couldn’t speak
of what it is that I have seen in darken dreams,
I could feel someone or something is watching me
like it was hunting me, just like that dear I have seen,
I looked around, but there was no one to be found,
then I heard a voice from the woods,
speaking words, I had never heard before,
sounds of thunder of true anger,
Ravens flying into the sky,
just to see what they could find to eat,
out from the woods, Dark Angel stood,
looking at me with anger in his eyes,
asking me where did you go? Tell me what it is you see,
why did you remove yourself from me?
I then started hearing the autumn when crying
like the rushing see, what did all this mean?
slaves are crying out on the sea,
while Dark Angel is out looking for me,
the sounds are near, yet far.
Then I heard Dark Angel say to me,
I couldn’t go on another day without you near me,
I love how you fear me,
knowing that you were always with me
then you left me, without holding me.
or kissing me without saying
Your goodbyes to me,
the air started getting sharpen with snow
While the land got very cold,
while Dark Angel stood bold,
his voice seems faint for a while,
I do know if he is going to stay for a well,
shadow shone beneath the black  
as if the sun were there,
walks along the promenade,
by the pale moon that shines upon the snow,
Dark Angel strong muscles are big in his arms
his body is everything a woman would be looking for in a man,
but Dark Angel is much more than a man, he is an evil beast,
he is wearing a long black suit coat
his underclothing is black sleek
while his eyes turn into no color that has a lack of light,
it is like he is dead, yet he lives,
then he speaks to me, saying do not slip away,
because you know I will find you,
then he would laugh giving a dazzling smile,
then out of nowhere, my body started to feel pain,
he would be watching me while I started to scream,
the solitary tear I weep was like rain on a stormy night,
seems to wash all the memories away of what is right,
my heart shatters like glass, I kneel to the ground,
I hear the music play into the darkness that sounded me
he put me in chains, his face I have found again,
I cannot speak the words I truly want to say,
Dark Angel will not hear them anyways,
I try so hard to piece back together what is left of me,
Dark Angel has me bewitched, With his darkness,
he laid me down to sleep why I wept,
why he takes what he needs from me;
rest his cooling head upon my breast,
kiss it tenderly, stained red is what he gave me all over me,
I awake with Dark Angel beside me,
Dark Angel curl his big arms around me,
snuggle and caress my breast on his chest,
I feel suffocated by his darkness in the air.

- Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

You give me a world of darkness and so much pain, You discriminated my name put on the shame and the shame, you love to watch me burn scream bleed cry begging for it all to end, it was only a show for your hunger for your darkness that needs to feed.


- Judy Emery © 2013
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Darkened silence of lost love,
you gave the rain that never goes away
dark silence is my cave,
Mist filled halls of broken dreams.

Promises of lies in your eyes
Hold me in doom with you,
Since there's no hope,
let me sleep, death sounds good to me.

The cold black stone of ashen,
walls that hit at my soul
In shadows, he watches me scream,
fears that don't go away.

Dark Angel's words eat away at me
Lost is what I feel,
He makes me so ill.

I Feels him near me all the time
I don't have any freedom,
I feed on his lies of darkness,
I don't sleep if I do he is with me.

His breath is on my breast
his lies in my ears,
a kiss on my lets of coldness,
his cold hands all over my slender body.

My numbness came over me
Dark Angel, I cried,
get off of me, you to heave for me,
he was hastening.

He goes to the window
looking at the lavender moon,
that has been leaping in my room,
Dark Angel walked away in hast.

Slamming the door to lock it,
I moved along my bed losing my mind,
asking myself how did this come to be.

Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The loss is great
lost of faith
left my life in a dark state of mind
where sadness and pains remain
where everything is cold
in a life that stands bold
I always feel alone pity lone
eyes dropping in tears alone
words from an old beaten down past
always find its way back to my mind
in memories are darken dreams
a place upon seas
Oh, how my heart grieves
my body always aches
and I always had worried
as the fear raised within in me
while I am upon on kneel knees
Praying to be set free
from this darkened state of mind
that has been handed down to me.

Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

In these dark waters come the drawn dreams up from my frozen heart, the water glitters spring. I hold on standing tall in the dusk of hope I listen from distance the songs of the birds the songs of frogs that are all in love. I dreamed of the battle of love. I dream that one day my prince will find me year's had passed in silence in the midnight moon, I see an old scarecrow out of my window standing alone in a cornfield in weird hollows lonely while the ravens sleep making dreams. I see in the loss of days’ women planting seeds singing songs of ancient times, old poets come to my mind like King Solomon and King David. While wild geese write a line flapping across the sky, while the old moon shines so bright in the night to celebrate a New Year. A poetess writes in the tingling of the night the last verses ''Oh, ' full moon you have seen everything that this old life brings solacing my forty-eight years to pass to my forty-nine let this poetess of who I keep on writing my death bed.

-Judy Emery © 2015
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

In these dark waters come the drawn dreams
up from my frozen heart, the water glitters spring
I hold on standing tall in the dusk of hope
I listen from distance the songs of the birds
the songs of frogs that are all in love,
I dreamed of the battle of love
I dream that one day my prince will find me
Year's had passed in silence in the midnight moon
I see an old scarecrow out of my window
standing alone in a cornfield in weird hollows lonely
while the ravens sleep making dreams,
I see in the loss of days’ women planting seeds
singing songs of ancient times
Old poets come to my mind like King Solomon and King David
While wild geese write a line
Flapping across the sky,
while the old moon shines so bright in the night
to celebrate a New Year
A poetess writes in the tingling of the night the last verses
''Oh, ' full moon you have seen everything that this old life brings
Solacing my forty-eight years to pass to my forty-nine
let this poetess of who I keep on writing my death bed.

Judy Emery © 2015
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

In this life, you will see the hate
and the lack of faith
in the people that want to hurt you
shame you
and blame you
just to bring you so much pain.

They just want to leave you out to bleed
like the ink in a pen
that will flow like tears
holding words of fear
that always stands near.

They stand in a hateful crowd shout  lies
hoping one day you will die...
they love to see you cry
because they have hate in their eyes.
they want to bring you down
like a used up clown
because they want your crown.

You must learn to forgive
remember God sees all things
this old life brings
let your soul heal
even if it is so hard to forget
all that they did.

Don't let your heart grow cold
because this old story is old
God is in control
so let this evil just go,
hold on to no grudges of pains of long ago
Let Jehovah God clean your soul.

Moonlight don't look back
looking back to a darkened past
will only bring the pains back
Dark Angel will attack.
that will give him so much power of you
he will do all he can to keep you confused.


Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Oh, deadly black rose
you cut so deep
making so many weep
in Darken Dreams...
how could you be so mean?
You turn to dust
you cast your spell in the air
yet, you hold no care
you don't play fair...
Dark Angel loves you so very much
it is almost like lust
but you are only dust
he keeps you always so near
to bring on more fear
who is standing near
Oh, Black Rose,
You cut deep way too deep
to those who sleep
who fall into darken dreams.

Judy Emery © 1989
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Never look for death
because it will find You.
But keep your eyes on God
and everything will be alright.

Judy Emery © 2018
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Death is a quiet place to sleep;
never have to worry about the weeping
of tears that fall from the tranquil night
or to see the eyes that hold so much fright.

- Judy Emery © 1979
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Dark Angels, deathless powers,
The knight takes on his delight
that verse how he truly feels,
love is where his heart belongs,
But his queen her heart is no longer function
She has disclaimed her love.


Poetic Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Now it’s time to let it all go
love, at first sight, was just a joke
taken me down like a clown
in this little old town,
I was a kid
they were grown
they should have known
Don’t come to the stand boldly,
pushing you demands
who do you think I am?
Storms ride the tide that comes at night,
creeping in my mind
the sight of them
makes my poor heart trembled
deeper into the dark.

Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

This love I hold deep within my soul
will never grow old or get cold
This love has known limits to what it knows
this love is something of long ago
that keeps me on my toes
this love I hold deep within
shines light in my darken days
the old pains I have endured will pass
with a blast that will never come back
This love has no end
this trust I hold deep within gives hope
to the poor and to the lost souls
that the door will be open to them if they ask
and change their ways to better days
this Love will outlast anything
even from a darkened past
Love will always stand strong
even when everything else has fallen.

Judy Emery © 1999
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I knew deep within my soul if anyone had ever got close to me
they would get cast into darkening dreams. They would have to see all that darkness they would have to feel all that pain from their own darken past.

The cuts that get deeper with time as life goes so does the pain that still reams, body aches, as so many tries tom look at my dislocated body parts if they were smart they would look the other way. And never walk my way to see if I was okay.

If they looked at me too closely they would find I am somewhere else my tears will roll down my face like a waterfall but when the tears fall to the ground, they would make a big sound like broken glass from the past and when I was to talk my voice would be sobbing with no words.

Silence would be all they would hear they would see something
was controlling me, taking over all my emotions lighting up my breath given extreme pain deep within, they will see they are going through the same pain. I know to keep all away from me if I can but things are starting to get way out of hand.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I knew deep within my soul
if anyone had ever got close to me
they would get cast into darken dreams
they would have to see all that darkness
they would have to feel all that pain
from their own darken past.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Oh, how I dreamed while I sleep
Into many different shades of gray,
Upon my silk bed;
Oh, how love has lost his way,
Where I lay on the grace of meadows,
Oh, how I see troubled times standing before me,
The old ancient winds crying at me again,
Waves of lies wildered around the night
Fighting the mind;
Darkness weighting the way where faith
Could no longer be traveled to worn,
Upon on the sea tangled web it sprayed,
Where the heart is always being broken,
Bones are like tokens,
Spirits are weak,
While the dreamers’ nights of sleep,
A place of weeping, agitation of true agony,
I hear Dark Angel speak his lies,
Oh, slaves try not to cry,
Oh, do you hear the angels sing
Fathers of ancient time dancing around in spring,
A place where eyes see many things,
Where life seems like a faraway dream,
Oh, look how they weep for thee,
Pity is we who now see what Dark Angel brings
To all of us who vision upon holy grounds,
Where love was lost and soon be found,
Oh, let your happy tears fall,
let the light shine in the darkness of your mind,
Who replied in ancient time,
Oh, do call the watchman of the sea.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I do not like the way I feel
I don't like the state of mind
that I am in I feel the bitterness
the coldness emptiness
of his darkness
querulous of mind
thoughts of the unkind
hate is always at my door
leaving me among a life of the poor
I do not yearn for false love
I don't look down on the homeless
but I do dread the dawn's
that holds no light
I do stand up and fight
for what I know is right
I hate to go to bed
because that is where I will sleep
that is where I weep
I have bad dreams of he
Dark Angel never gives me peace
all he gives is darken dreams
that makes me scream
he gives me a world of darkness
a place that always makes me cry
he seems to never leave my side
I feel so disillusioned
my heart holds nothing
but my mind holds all things
my eyes hold visions of time
I am not sick
but I feel sick
dreams are shoots in my mind
like fireworks of hell
my soul is crushed
spirit weak and lost
body sore
I don't like me anymore
I don't like what I had become
with a heart always on the run
this dark life is no fun.


Judy Emery © 1979
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Each and every one of us has the ability to change and grow in our lives, we will have disagreements and hurt from this life we live in. Don't be afraid to encounter risks it is by taking chances in life is the key to a healthy goal I had learned how to be brave. Friends I have made along the way help me to stand on my two feet, the energy to do whatever you want is a gift of life so live it right day and night, and never shut love out of your life it is never impossible for love. No matter your age our time the journey to this life is something we all must face.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Moonlight don't be scared
you have nothing to fear
because I am hear.
- Judy Emery © 1978 The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Don't lie, don't lie;
Oh, you look like your about to cry!
You need Jesus on your side
So you need to leave the dark side of life
and I'm not trying to be nice
and that isn't a lie
So, now, go ahead and sigh
but this time for what is right
In Jehovah Gods' eyes.

Judy Emery © 2019
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

They say nevertheless it is all the same
this old world loves to cast blame
because what hides deep within
are all those hidden sins
when it comes to love
it is paper-thin
New words are now expressed
and the old ones are still burning on high
Because this life is about darkness
But there is still true Prophets
bleeding  words of Jehovah out to you
but you act as if your confused,
but you love being used
and abuse from this old darken world
you are blinded to the Time
we are no living in
So, Jehovah God sending His plague
that is called the Coronavirus
Now, do you hear HIS call?
Do you cry out for His Grace?
or are you still hiding your face?
Are you still listening
to the sluggish voice of darkness
that keeps on hiding the truth
even from the old down to youth,
now your hurting
and your kidneys are burning
and you still haven't ask Jehovah God
to take away the flame
Why not call upon HIS name?
You are struggling and straining
just to see if you can find blame
in the words, I am writing
so you can shame
and blame me
because of your soul
now feels the amazing burn
Of the Word of Truth
I am negotiating  
even trying to motivate
JEHOVAHS LOVE FOR YOU
DO YOU HEAR HIS CALL?

Judy Emery © 2020
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Oh, I do remember every little word,
Every pain you ever gave,
I do remember, but do you?
Do you remember all those marks?
I had given you back?
If not look all over your body again,
I stud up to my evil beast,
and that beast is you,
I call you out from the dark,
Just to show you I’m no longer scared,
Oh, how the light shines in your night
When I give, you back some fright,
Do you remember the pains I gave you?
Oh, please don’t be confused,
I’m just getting started on you,
Come let’s take that long walk in the dark,
While I pierce away at your heart,
Remember my darken king,
I am the queen of all darken dreams.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I wonder do you remember

that cold September?

how you dwelled inside your castle

thinking about me,

Oh how you once seemed to love

watching me out from my bedroom window

you watch while my tears would fall

that is what you loved most of all.

they would remind you of the time

when you had all control over me

like a remembrance of murmurings

the canticles lights that spark like ashes in your eyes,

oh how memories in darken dreams come alive

what appeared to sleep suddenly awakes with time

Dark Angel, you had never truly been forgotten

You will always be remembered every September.

come tomorrow I shall try to forget

Oh how I do regrate ever knowing you

every night I do sleep and dream of you

your eyes are always on me

your touch is cold

your name is always calling me in vain

Do you remember that cold September?

When you had taken me down in silence

made my life a living Hell

Will, I will never forget you.

- Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I would hear you say,
while you are scratching at my heart,
if you are lost you will find me,
I will be waiting when you fall,
I will catch every tear that drops,
I could see your eyes looking at me,
while wolves are standing all around,
everything I do or say,
they would have looked my way,
more tears fall like raindrops,
lying in my bed, hearing the old clock
going tick-tock down the hall,
while memories make it's way back to me,
I could see you walking up the stars,
Oh, how that had given me a scare,
I started feeling all that fear,
walking slowly in my mind,
your voice comes to me again,
taunting me all over again,
Oh, mountains and changes
With lost self-worth,
you are dragging me down through time,
where the hollow hall of us, keep coming back,
With time your face starts to fade,
darkness and lies eat away in my mind,
that turned my life in gray,
I looked out my bedroom window,
While old memories start coming my way,
Where secrets were once made,
Stolen thought drum deep within my mind,
while the pain started coming back inside
my broken heart, everywhere I go,
I feel you are near me. You fear me.
You are out to possess me,
While you walk around with wolves
on mossy grounds, that are forbidden in
the world of truth.

Judy Emery © 2003
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery