You try to make the best out of me

you have taken my pains

and made the history of me

you love to see me bleed

you put my pains in writing

for all to see my blood is on

the walls of darkening dreams

observe all my wounds

look deep at my cuts

that is on my guts

look at the marks

that is placed upon my heart

I had lived life into a twisted mind

of the dark side of my own famous lines

of my life that was never nice.

Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

The banks are bear
the cold is in this September air
streams of pain are being cast
from an old beaten down past
The castle of darken dreams
Dark Angel holds the key
OH, he is so mean,
Green grass by the wooden path
fair flowers among wild weeds
there are great depression along
that painful path of traps
that will overtake your souls,
Dark Angel loves to play with  black magic
he cast his spells of darkening
on all who sleeps
he gives the very bad dreams
to make your heart pound faster
your mind will race
the only thing you can do is scream,
Your tears will fall
and the old red sea will flood
the old scallop leaves will fall
among darken dreams
into every inch of your mind
will play over time
you hold on to your soul
and pray to never let it go,
darkness is all around
and that will be all you can see
until Dark Angel takes his stand
and open the door
with is long key
of darkening dreams
he will give wonders and worries
throughout your days
to make you lose your way
to lose your faith in love,
your life will become so gray
holding so many pains
love will turn into  hate
this is the life Dark Angel gave
to the heartstrings of pain
of rain to flood out your tears  
no soul will ever be spared
the expressions up on all face you
can see they are in darken places
you will never see the light of faith
in their darken eyes Oh, pale, pale lips
do cry out Dark Angel shouts
Come to me Moonlight and see
what it is I have done, Dark Angel has me
pleading for him to let the others go
I am crying with the sea
because his rage is out of hand
I'm afraid and very weak to even think,
When I try to explain what I was feeling
it didn't matter to him anyway
Oh, pale lips come to me and kiss the pains
of me your King,
Dark Angel walks over to me
I am hearing bad things I hear things
I must not speak I must stay strong and meek
but this darken place makes a battle
that no one can win,
I am in the way too deep I'm losing this fight
for my own rights, Dark Angel kissed me
as if he is taken the life out of me
I feel I could no longer breath
He is given me the pains
of rain of yesterday’s memories
that will never go away September
will always be remembered.

Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I can feel the autumn breeze
In this lonely night,
Oh, I can still feel the coldness
In your silence,
Even when the Years kept move,
leaves kept falling,
My heart still is broken and hollowed,
I’ve been waiting for the moment
To face you again,
The moment to break your silence,
The time where you must face me
Like I had to face you,
I try so hard to leave those
old memories behind me,
but somehow this darken past
has a way of coming back,
I can feel your coldness coming in the air,
I can feel you standing near,
I feel this old pains coming like a hurricane,
Oh, I’m feeling I am drowning
In this abuse of you,
Oh, how I remember everything,
I’ve seen your face at my door,
I have seen your eyes in all my dreams,
I could hear your voice in every storm,
While I start to scream,
Sometimes I had to ask myself
If you remember who I am,
I could feel the wonder in the thunder
While this cold silence in the air
touched my skin,
I remember everything you have done
You have beaten me down, so far down
I never thought I would ever be able
to pick me up,
I could see the anger in your eyes
every night I go to sleep,
You think you have won this fight
by putting my life on the run,
I could never move on,
But one day I will,
But what you don’t know
could never hurt you,
but one day someone is going to hurt you
the same way you hurt me,
soon you will find that old grin
will be swept off your face, you are a beast
A big mistake, I ever made,
I can feel it all will come to its end,
But until then, I will keep feeling
Apart of me bleeding
Just the way you left me,

Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Because we are not two we are one in love you are all my emotions
You are the breath I breathe,Oh, my dear queen come back to your knight and dance with me for life.

- Judy Emery © 2018
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Come out of the rain
a voice called out to me
o let the storm move along
you don't need to be out among the cold
O but if that voice only is known
I had been in the storm way too long,
O my heart, my heart
I cried
O can you see me bleeding?
the rain is all my tears
I cried day and night for years,
Come, my child,
the voice called out to me
let you heart mend
come take my hands
that is when the pains began
to cut deeper within,
Who she ever Love me
can never come near me
this is how the story goes
O how I would love to take
your hand in true Loves dance,
But a spell has been cast upon me
and my heart has been lost
deep down into darken dreams
so, for now, I will always let my tears fall
I will always feel the coldness
until the spell is broken.

Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

The peasants of that land dancing around crying out saying: "Come, come to us with your evil eyes of darkening dreams they do scream to me in wonder to lay my solitude and raised above
all pains and lies that hold in their eyes, let my voice goes after what my eyes cannot reach."
The fog is too deep to see what is standing in front of me, but the sounds of drums keep playing on in the rain of dreams through me is my forbidden voice a voice Dark Angel loves so we'll that makes
he yells for more *** and lies that cross over the mind in deep lust of the night.
That is when Dark Angel gave out his hand to me to be his Queen in the cold winter of my sighing night on September mourning.

- Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Dark Angel loves to drink on his whiskey
Most of the time when things don’t go his way,
he gets ***** and very needy,
He always asks me to hold him
when he gets like this,
Sometimes I wonder if he ever been in love,
He acts as if he had another life,
That had made him turn so bad,
he looks down into the sea
like he thought drifted to a place he once loved,
But I knew not to ask questions,
He gets very fussy and put his walls up
Higher than they are,
I could tell he didn't like what he saw
He became angry and walked away,
His anger started rising deep within him
he knows he is an ugly beast,
he walked back towards me
and I could see his eyes changed
while he started talking to me slowly
with his head looking down,
Moonlight what makes you not afraid of me?
I stayed silent because I didn’t want to lie,
Moonlight, please answer me,
I take in a breath and just let all out,
I won’t say I’m not afraid of you,
But at times I can understand you,
Your eyes tell me so much about you,
at times, you can be sweet when you want to,
But a part of me can see that something has
Happened to you to make you so evil,
Dark Angel takes my right hand into his,
Then he looks at me and asks me if I could
ever love someone as he,
Tears flooded my eyes with worries,
I had to look down as the tears have fallen to the
Flour of the ship, No I answer truthfully,
Then he said he understands while he let go
Of my hands,
So, he cast another spell
that would give me more hell,
then he said one day you will,
I can only remember falling into his arms
While he picked me up and taken me to my room,
He would whisper in my ears
while he plays around with my hair,
saying in a soft voice,
you will make many dreams with me
this you will see.


Judy Emery© 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

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Judy Emery © 2020
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

If love could talk and tell me all that I needed to hear so I could feel free from all this agony, all I would hear is the sounds of crickets chirping.

  - Judy Emery © 2015
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Why can't you be more conventional?
this is what you say to me
People talk, people stare, so I try
to understand their point of view
but I have to speak out to a lying crowed just for you
why should I do a thing like that
when they are out for blood with jealousy in their hearts
you talked and talked your lies about our love
I know in my heart that's not for me
to stand around just to let others watch me bleed
because I can't see what is it they want me to see
they act so crazy with words of hate
that to me is some kind of crazy
You stand out like a darken cloud in this old world
people look me up and down
like they have something they want to say
they pass me on by with hate in their eyes
So, let people wonder, let them laugh
all they want about our love and how it didn't last
let them frown like clowns and walk around with hate
jealousy is a very bad thing
You know I'll love you until the peal moon turns pink
Don't you remember I was always your clown?
Why try to change me now?
You played your game so good on me
you even have your clowns outside our home calling me names
with so much jealousy and hate
go don't lose your darken ways
But remember the truth always comes out at the end.
- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Oh, crying autumn

here I am in the night

on the ground for the found

cut deep with no sleep

my body is cold like the dead

on colored autumn leaves while

I bleed like the old red sea.


- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I hear the silence of the night
Oh how I hear the autumn wind cry
another time in darken skies
hearts that are breaking
while standing on wet grounds,
cold empty words
that **** the spirit
that cuts deep within the mind
fear runs into the darkness of one's soul
hate is in the eyes that roam
I look around and all I see
is a world that stands so mean,
Evil hearts are all around
take their stands like a beat-up clown
in hand in hand, another takes a stand
and another one falls down to the wet ground
I've looked in the eyes of what is painful
I lived the life of broken dreams
I have seen the hated face to face
while the serpent slithers
more innocents die,
This old darken world of wars
sneaks around with hate and fire in their eyes
love isn't on their side ;
traps are being made
while others are losing their faith
I hear the silent winds come again
with so many cries into the night
blood is being shed with so many dead,
Raves fly up deep into the night
seas are red with the dead
endless sorrows  to a world of horrors
of a tomorrow that may never come
darken stain tears upon the soul that dreams
that keeps the mind to scream.

Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

The old cloak down the hall
Is telling the time of lies,
I could remember in your hollow voice
The words of anger that cut deep,
You always seem to be so mean.
Oh, how you loved it when I dreamed,
You call me your queen of darken dreams
That makes me want to scream,
Every time your cold aging hands would
Touch my body, it gave me chills down my spine,
You would whisper in my ears,
casting so much fear,
just for me to hear all your evil commands,
in a deep voice, you would say,
freedom will never come your way,
Oh, how I believed all your lies in darken dreams,
You keep telling me how much you love
to bring me down, for once I would have to say
that for once you told the truth,
I must say to you oh, Dark Angel,
It’s only your right to play your evil games,
While I dream out your pains,
I could see your coldness in your eyes
While you kept on telling me more lies,
So, listen carefully to the sounds
That is crying out all around you,
Your loneliness is tearing me apart,
I’m not the one that broke your heart,
Those sad ancient wounds,
I can see they are still eating away at you,
Every time you look my way,
Your heartbeat pounds so raptly,
It's diving you mad that I stand up before you
And tell you the truth,
I’m not the one that cut you,
and left you out to bleed
Like you are doing to me,
Oh, I can still remember the stillness
that came between us,
the hollow wind calling at me again,
letting me know I’m back in a place
I never wanted to see again,
Oh, the pains and rain of yesterday’s sorrows,
I would always hear your evil voice
Saying to me, what you lost is your freedom
You belong to me, my queen,
The rains started pouring down
With the old sound of thunder,
So, I just started dancing in the rain
Hoping and praying it would wash me clean,
I hear you saying, while you stood before me,
You will always remember me
my beautiful queen Lilly Emery
you are my true poetic love of long ago
this is how our story will be written,
I could see in your eyes you aren’t lying this time,
In my crystal vision, I have seen you,
Kissing me on a summer of an ancient day,
But I kept that vision to myself,
trying so hard to understand
What this means for you and me,
I know it was always me that runs,
But this time I am standing right next to you,
everything got wrapped up in darken dreams.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

We would dance and others would yell
trying to give us hell ;
but we kept are rhyme to the time
and that old bell ring like hell
and we dance among the storm
we dance into the rain of pain
and give back some pain ;
oh, sobbing mind you weren't so kind
my throbbing feet started to bleed
so I jumped into the sea of darken dreams.

Judy Emery © 1992
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Preciously waiting in the dark holding my heart
Waiting to see if the man I am been seeing is true  
To me, before I walk away in the pain he gave,
Tell me that you needed me at less,
He just looked at me with no care in his eyes  
Shed for me just a tear to let me know you cared,
When you whisper in my ear to say he will never leave  
Dance with me in the rain to wash away your fears my dear,  
Tell me what you see in me to make you hurt me,
He would say I will never let you go
without a fight
Oh, how I could see in his eyes
he means all that he is telling me
You are my life hold me close
then ask me for a second dose
Of a dance in the rain,
It has been a long year dancing
in the rain in so much pain
With a man that dances in the night
to take over my life
You can not live without my loving touch
he would say  
tell me you would never leave
He would tell me you need me
like I need air to breathe
I cried with hurt in my eyes
darkness and pain is the life you have given me
tell me that you are addicted
to my touch that you love  
So much, I cried out with shivers down my spin
I looked at him as he takes my hand
for the next winters dance
tell me that your heart cant
beat without mine he would cry
That you will always be mine
your words that don't stop teasing
My mind I cry to get out of my head
You make me wish I was dead
with every touch of your hand
Ever dance the rain became my friend
The darkness of your cold heart
has taken over my soul let me go.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

So beautiful you are in the field of wilds flowers
you are a common flower
you brighten up the field with your beautiful gold
You brighten the days of a lovers eyes
you are a flower of many
But you are your own beauty
You are the beauty of age
so thin and small rich in color
you rob the lover's hearts
You are the beauty
even when dust makes its way in
you stand out among the wild
in the fields, you glow  
You are the art of the painter's eyes
the meadows deep shadows on the graze
the painter paints away at your beauty
of gold swaying back and forth
You are the beauty among all the wildflowers
you sprinkle your love around the drakes old tree  
You beautified the land
You are my childhood flower
my eyes had always desired
I had to pick you and take you home
to lighten up the place.

Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

So, beautiful you are
in the field of wilds flowers
you are a common flower
you brighten up the field
with your beautiful gold
You brighten the days of a lover’s eyes
you are a flower of many
But you are your own beauty
You are the beauty of age
So, thin and small rich in color
you rob the lover’s hearts
You are the beauty
even when dust makes its way in
you stand out among the wild
in the fields, you glow
You are the art of the painter’s eyes
the meadows deep shadows on the graze
the painter paints away at your beauty
of gold swaying, back and forth
You are the beauty
among all the wildflowers
you sprinkle your love
around the drake’s old tree  
You beautified the land
You are my childhood flower
my eyes had always desired
I had to pick you and take you home
to lighten up the place.

Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Dark Angel How could I ever forget you you left me scarred for life
Year after year on every September I will always half to remember your cold touch all your lying words. Your dark evil eyes looking deep within my mine I have to remember you Dark Angel even though I don't want too. You put my life in so much darkness you are something I could never miss. All this pain gives me rain that truly has no end darken thoughts that eat away at my soul
oh how it makes me feel so cold some tell me to let it all go. But if they only know what it is I know then they would understand why I can't wherever I turn a page in life there, you are by my side.
I will always feel you near even when I would like you to disappear. I was young full of life but that all changed when you came my way you have driven away all I ever loved and replaced it with bad thoughts of the gloom of you, Dark Angel, every day is always the same old thing nothing really changed the marks and all those cuts are still very deep within me. every time I dream I could see your eyes staring back at me. In the shadows, you lurk around stalking out my life eating away at my spirit, breaking me down in darken dreams. All hope for freedom is all gone all love, joy, peace I will never feel I can't get you out of my mind. Oh but I try most of the time as you lurk behind all darkness I know deep down You see me looking at you feeling so hopeless just knowing there is no way escaping you. no matter what I do so now I focus on you.

- Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

It was dark, I sunk out of my room and made it around the other side of the castle, they weren't watching for me I don't think; because I see DARK ANGEL keeping them too busy doing other things' he was telling them to do something that the stronger man didn't seem to like, I could see it in their eyes, soon Dark Angel let out his anger like a roar that filled the castl with more demons stirring down from it. He shot a sideways glance and screamed out my name, "Moonlight, where do you think you are going?"


- Judy Emery © 1989
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

They walk around trying to find faith
But they never want to give their heart to God,
they’re where born to know God
and to walk with God,
but they just turned away,
In the stained sand, they stand,
while their own tears flow,
fire and dust will be all they will know,
they bow down to the ground
worshiping false God’s,
Dark Angel has a wicked grin on his face,
while he looks my way,
The cold seven god’s they put rose dust
upon the graves, crying out in so much pain
come and awake they would say,
while the magic woman plays her games,
her thirst for their blood,
she desires their soul of long ago,
I see her hate and envy in her eyes,
While Dark Angel;
cuts deep pains in the deserts sky,
hell, is what he gives,
firestorms upon on the land of sand,
while he conspires with the magic woman,
While they take on the world in darken dreams
make the ones that dream scream,
while the slaves of darkness cry out to
their false messiah,
from the deep part of their hearts,
rise he would tell them,
Take the cup and drink the blood
of the innocent ones, destruction is the price
they will all pay when they gave Dark Angel
the key to their souls, of long ago,
thousands will fall like stars from the sky,
the old magic woman cast her spells,
to wage war in a nasty battlefield of lies,
The evil magic woman and Dark Angel
are the God’s of the blood-stained land,
black magic rolls into the eyes of the slaves,
they dance around upon on the sand of the desert,
demons flow around the graves
in black rose dust.
Playing games on what they see
while their souls bleed,
The magic woman making wind of fire
That made the slaves confused,
While the bombs fly into the desert skies,
taken down all they can see,
while the weep what they believe,
the religion of their lies hold no power
in their mighty false Gods.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

They walk around trying to find faith
But they never want to give their heart to God,
they’re where born to know God
and to walk with God,
but they just turned away,
In the stained sand, they stand,
while their own tears flow,
fire and dust will be all they will know,
they bow down to the ground
worshiping false God’s,
Dark Angel has a wicked grin on his face,
while he looks my way,
The cold seven god’s they put rose dust
upon the graves, crying out in so much pain
come and awake they would say,
while the magic woman plays her games,
her thirst for their blood,
she desires their soul of long ago,
I see her hate and envy in her eyes,
While Dark Angel;
cuts deep pains in the deserts sky,
hell, is what he gives,
firestorms upon on the land of sand,
while he conspires with the magic woman,
While they take on the world in darken dreams
make the ones that dream scream,
while the slaves of darkness cry out to
their false messiah,
from the deep part of their hearts,
rise he would tell them,
Take the cup and drink the blood
of the innocent ones, destruction is the price
they will all pay when they gave Dark Angel
the key to their souls, of long ago,
thousands will fall like stars from the sky,
the old magic woman cast her spells,
to wage war in a nasty battlefield of lies,
The evil magic woman and Dark Angel
are the God’s of the blood-stained land,
black magic rolls into the eyes of the slaves,
they dance around upon on the sand of the desert,
demons flow around the graves
in black rose dust.
Playing games on what they see
while their souls bleed,
The magic woman making wind of fire
That made the slaves confused,
While the bombs fly into the desert skies,
taken down all they can see,
while the weep what they believe,
the religion of their lies hold no power
in their mighty false Gods.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Dark Angel, here you go again
talking about your sins ;
you put in my head
a picture of the dead
you betrayed me in every way,
He only moved on for a little while
just to make me think I am free
just for all to take their eyes off of him
but anyone knows how this old story goes
Dark Angel hasn't forgotten me
he is only playing nice and neat
just to trap me where others couldn't see,
But his old voice is making lots of thunder
casting his anger out upon seas over me
he is craving my touch he loved so much
hungering for a kiss he will never get
that makes him hiss like a .....!
His anger is burning stronger
like a wildfire that is burning up
whatever happiness that comes his way,
He makes others think he is doing okay
he stands up bold out in the cold
with a fake smile upon his face
with a wink coming from his right eye
but everyone can see he is lying
because deep within he is crying to be with me.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Deep into the night
hoping I will hear his pains
if you ever leave me
I could never allow that you see
you are my queen
you will only love me
So he looked deep within himself
and he started to scream
casting his fits of anger out into every dream
I will win you back
this is a fact
it will be like an old heart attack
there'll be no more sunlight in your world
I have taken it all away from you
I have given you a life of my pains
we will always dance into September blues
this is the life I gave
I looked at Dark Angel with millions of tears
with anger in my heart
then I started to talk
saying to him is like morphine to me
that brings on darken dreams.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Angel wings that will never fly
Dark Angel ripped and torn my heart out from me
He even has broken my wings
Wiggling and whimpering
Of pain I will never forget
Obsession in his eyes over me with so much jealousy  
His darken soul filled with scorn
covered with hated tears  
Dark Angel is afraid to let anyone near
Painted fears are what I bared in my mind over time
He pains that sears with words doubts
He touched my body touched
my hair with a touch of lust
With deep words of hurt
Obsession of ****** screams of a wounded animal
He read my dreams of freedom
Something he could never bear to let happen
Man of free, a man of working of the heart of soul
This is what Dark Angel calls himself
a man of Love with the choice to live and die
A place of joy, love to take comfort in a warm home,
To take my Blue Moon from me
He looked deep within my eyes
with fierce anger
Dark Angel broke my wings and then
said I will never let you fly again
he surrounds me in chains
In the upper room in ''Paris ''  
at the old convent building  
Were lies are being told by a priest
giving out his voice to a darkened world
that no one cares to see
Dark Angel covers me in shame of  his darken lust
In the dark, he feasts on my insecurity
Obsession is what broken him down
My wings are torn and shredded by his abuse
My eternal darkness is where I'm headed
No love will ever find me
I'm trapped in the hands of Dark Angel
he feeds off my fears of empty emotions
Dark Angel tells me
I must obey all his commands
because you have no love of your own
You belong to me, you can't
understand how much you mean to me
I now became Dark Angel s little dark toy
I have something to say dear what
would you like me to do for you
I must talk this away
Walk like a lustful toy of the night
Freedom is now as a lost dream
Obsession Is he over me.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Dark Angel is a man a beast that has no heart, he always looks so confused about life and love or even how to be nice. I remember so much how he would tell me over and over how he could change and he could be my everything I ever needed. But I didn't allow him to be anything for me. I couldn't stand him being around me, even the thought turns my stomach, Dark Angel said: " I would have been your everything at one time, I was your King," That's when I looked back and said: "Only in thos painful darken dreams a place I never wanted to be."

- Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The old ship moved along with forgetfulness through the sharp pains of darken dreams oh winter waves rushing through the night like it was holding fright  to all eyes that could seewhat the storms out on sea brings, The old ship Dark Angel call black pearl the old ship rock and rock ;like it was angry out on the Mediterranean seaon every hour the wind blows and the rain comes downas if death was taking a stand to all men that sail at seaoh how they do bleed what Dark Angel feeds, Tears will fall with no end just like the windthis old fearful story force sight with a hunger in thrustMoonlight stand out from the crowed her as are like angel of light that shines so brightclouds of darkness is making its roundswhile Dark Angel pushes his anger all over the seaeven casting pain upon on his queen wreathed words of error holding on to ignorance, Moonlight has clime the stars of her own beaten down pastthat holds the pains of rain that others gave ; But at times see did find her faith and comfort that gave her the reasons to fight the good fight even if she is being tested by darknessoh fate with jealous eye are always nearbut Moonlight will keep her strength even in darken dreams.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I knew deep within my soul if anyone had ever got close to me
they would get cast into the darkening of dreams.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I knew deep within my soul if anyone had ever got close to me
they would get cast into darkening of dreams they would have to see all that darkness and would have to feel all that pain from their own darken past.

-Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

In a darkened room abandon, confused
beyond the reach of faith
my soul is absorbed in darkness
Lies the wounded, shattered my heart
the voice that runs into the dark
his eyes remain of love betrayed
the innocence of a child is bought and sold
to life so cold with so many demands
The rage of an angels left silent in chains
in a cold darken room
Forgive me please for I know not what I do
How can I keep inside the hurt I know is true
I look around to see where this innocent voice is coming from
then I go into silence and that voice is my inner self
crying out for the help of my innocents.

- Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Lost feeling so confused
hurt and very abused
puzzled the way my life has been  
my bedroom is cold and dark
and my body is marked
of what Dark Angel gave.
Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery