Autumn leaves flowing gracefully  
where You left me to weep  
My thoughts moved along with the breeze

Cocooning my spirit within  
I think that I shall get up and walk  
That would be my poem of all times

I sent my Soul through the Invisible  
To wash my stains from me  
the moon smiling at me with the stars
  
beaming right at me
like I was in a dream  
In this kingdom by the sea, God saved me

from all my enemy's
that keep eating at my soul  
God's love is deeper than anything I
had ever known

This he tells me so night and day  
This beauty is my joy from Him
that gave it to me
This loveliness increases

The seed of this Love I hold grown in
to wisdom, It came to me like water
and like the wind I go.

Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I can still smell the apple ash trees that burn in the time of long ago
a story that one day will be told, It will be a lifetime accomplishment for me.

Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Arms are open
to a heart that is no longer
closing hugs to a fare away blues
crying over you,

Long days
holding on to all that pain you gave
I still can't believe all this time
you are still on my mind,

Every time I think of you
my blood pressure rise
your voice comes to me
in darken dreams
that makes me scream,

you cast your dark magic
all over the sea
to all those who sleep
you’re the minds of all times,

Your words are evil
yet very sharp like a razor
cuts very deep
that will make your heart bleed,

My arms are open
but you could never see
or understand what this means,

Oh, the pains you give
cuts me very deep
I feel I could no longer breathe.


Copyright © Judy Emery 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Ashen moon
in painful June
made its way too soon
It made a fire all over the room.
only parts of us can touch others
only in memories.

Judy Emery © 2018
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I wish you were different,  
but I can see only God could change you,
if you would let him love you,
I couldn’t change you if I try
I am glancing in the dark and  
the truth never lies,
My love for you is very strong  
I will keep praying for you  
to keep hanging on,
time with all your nasty little lies  
that is no way to live life,
I looked at him with tears in my eyes
I handed him a little box,
I said this is all I got to give,
he looks outside the box with a look
I had never seen,
open your mind and let your heart in;
I can’t be your friend I'm much more
then that you see;
It’s better to leave the past and move on
In life, let love in,
The pain you hold is like ashes in the wind
he cried and said;
what do you want from me?
you don’t understand,
I have come too far to lose again,
that’s no longer who I am don't you see,
then I looked up at my son and said  
the past is gone and I hold on to my little son,
from the time, you were born and I cared
you home;
With a love that is so very strong,
this I am willing to do again,  
Don't you see it?
This mothers love was built in me;
this mothers love will never die,
then he looked at me and cried with love in his  
the eyes, as we walked home hand to hand.

Judy Emery © 1988
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

A storm is brewing
and the night is cooling
yet to me
I feel so free
like an adventure to spread my wings
in the shivering of night
I take flight
in so much delight
that is why they call me
MOONLIGHT.
-Judy Emery © 1980 The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

A summer morning all dressed in black
in silent tears, I could never hold back,-
spirit sunken gave a chill deep within
body cold were life is no longer
I keep my prayers for God to make me stronger,-
It was a warning calling as my tears fall
a bad storm is brewing beneath it all.

- Judy Emery © 2018
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

A time ago I lost my heart and soul to a man that turned cold. His knowledge is something of the dark this man has a caged up heart he lives off of misery, he holds a lot of mastery he goes down in history for all to read you could see a darken story if you look deep within his eyes, he is a man of lies. His energy holds power the strength that haunts you in your sleep and gives bad dreams that make you scream he abandons our love and made a big fuss about us. Then he left in a could of black rose dust he dropped his demands and commands to his puppet friends that truly don't have a life they live for the darkness. Old envy and jealousy are all they know while they stand in the cold with no life of their own hate and games to take down another soul many stories, songs, poems, and even movies have his name in it. His name is Dark Angel that is no exaggeration, not a dream but in true reality, he will never confess to his wrongs he will never own up to the pains he has given in all seasons. He has a beast that never sleeps. He is the king of his own darkness.

- Judy Emery © 1979
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Moonlight looked all around herself because she feels something is about to happen why else would she see an angel was sitting on a long park bench, with his head held down like it was praying, and what would he be praying about? then she gets images of things that were going on behind him. It was a green city park and tall trees scattered all around, and behind that images was a very big building of importance...and life was carrying on, but she felt something was very wrong, why else would she be seeing this? Then another angel pouring a bowl upon the city and soon everything became darken, and people and beast were screaming in so much pain of deep agony that they never felt before. In this darkness, she would hear people of all evil saying words that are blaspheming God's good name.
- Judy Emery © 2020 The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

In my girlhood all, I ever have seen
was the pains and rain of darken dreams
all I had ever known
was how to make it out on my own,
I made my mistakes
I walk the line
I see the dead
I see the blind of all times,
Oh, how my world had been darkened
I didn't have a mother or father
that was ever around
and when they where
The pains are to gain some more,
I lived a life of the poor
I had been born into a world
of true darkness;
a place that is never nice
I would always wonder what it was like
to be on the other side,
I am woman that is my right
I am beautifully made
that is my own rights to say
But in this darken place
envy eyes are always on me,
They talk so much badness
just to keep love away from me
where happiness could never find me
I got lost into darken dreams
that keeps me always on the edge
but I will never love my mind,
I will always keep my eyes
on the brighter side
I know in time God will let his Love shine
he will find me at the right time.

Judy Emery © 1988
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Autumn rain
made its way today
all I feel is the pains
of yesterday,

It's crazy how the memories
can cut so deep
the rain helps me sleep
Yet I start to weep,

Autumn rain
made its way
all I could do is cry
at your grave another time,

I can never get you off my mind
time keeps moving
somehow I got lost in
autumn rain of pains
of yesterday’s blues.

Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

The night was cold
the stars are out
but my heart was sinking fast
while I started thinking about the past
it was autumn when the pains started
the cold wind calling me again,
I could see the pains you gave me
in the cold silence the old velvet moon
hung low in gloom ;
the autumn leaves drooping down
just like the cold breeze,
The stars lite up the sky
while my pains were cutting deep within me
I felt I could no longer breath
every time your memory comes to me
Oh, autumn wind your anger
is making a wild storm
that is brought on panic
that brings Dark Angel near,
Oh, this pain comes to me like a whisper
deep into the autumn night
given me so much fright
broken is my spirit
but to you, Dark Angel was only an item
you put a spell upon the autumn wind
just to whisper your fits of anger time and time again.

Judy Emery © 1998
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Today I walked alone in the park
Thinking of all the memory's
Of you and me
in summers breeze,
Oh, how I wish you were still with me.
If I can help another heart to mead
I would tell them our story
to open one's eyes
about what Love can really bring
From breaking up
to making Love
I would tell them to never give up on Love.
Life isn't a game
Life is a true gift from God
Love is another gift God gives
not everyone will find Love
But if you know God
then you know Love
You have to learn from love
even when the heartaches
from Love to death
just do your very best.
this light that shines on the pond
In the park is like a glimpse of your love
You have been always so smart and true
I will always love you
I loved it when we use to walk in the park
holding the hands of each other
looking at the beautiful  flowers
and all the colored trees with changing leaves,
the leaves of the red and green and bright yellow
will always bring me back to you
I miss the way you sang to me
under that old midnight sky
holding on to me very tight
making wishes upon the stars
while the moon shines so bright
I know so much about Love
because God had sent me you
even now that you are in your rest bed
my heart is still with you.

Judy Emery © 1988
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

So much of life will pass on by
like a blink of an eye
for a time, the unfaithful will keep
On walking in the way of lies of darkness

But the righteous will keep on looking
to the Light for everlasting
But the unrighteous their day will soon
come to an end

O Jehovah
We know you will defend us from the evil ones
that keeps on fight with us
day and night without cause
they hid their nets for us to fall in

But we keep looking for their treasures of heaven
and for a Paradise earth
We will keep on walking in the true Faith
Of the law of Jehovah God

But the dark and evil ones  
walk with heedless ear and careless eyes
they walk so blind of the way of this darken Life
Oh, Jehovah Your words they Ignored  
Please give me the gift of your ways
always to the Homeless and poor

Put your words deep down in our Hearts like a
The high tower of your law
your shield to our souls
let us spread your words of the true life
To all mankind

Let us open the eyes of the blind
let us teach them Your words of everlasting
Let them see the way of what is right
In your eyes

Look! There are days coming is the
Utterance of Jehovah
Son of man, A watchman is what Jehovah
Made us be
Jesus our Lord showed us at door to door
The haters were trying to knock him down with
their old darken lies

Jesus had warned the wicked ones
that they will Positively die if they do not
change their ways
Oh, Jehovah our God
this lost darken world looks down on us
call us all kind of names,

why they try to put all their lies and shame
on us night and day because we stand for Your name
Your words Jehovah stands true
I will not let them take me down with them
in them darken ways
These feelings I have are the hours of my day

But now I am learning how to live out my life
In doing what is right in Your eyes
Something new runs in my heart and that is
your true Love.

Judy Emery © 2014
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

So much of life will pass on by
like a blink of an eye
For a time the unfaithful will keep
On walking in the way of lies of darkness
But the righteous will keep on looking
to the Light for everlasting
But the unrighteous their day will soon
come to an end.
O Jehovah;
We know you will defend us from the evil ones
we oppose'rs that fight with us
day and night without cause
they hid their nets for us to fall in
But we keep looking for their treasures of heaven
and for a Paradise earth
We will keep on walking in the true Faith
Of the law of Jehovah God
But the dark and evil ones  
walk With heedless ear and careless eyes
they walk so blind of the way of this darken Life
Oh Jehovah Your words they actually Ignored  
Please give me the gift of your ways
always to the homeless and poor
Put your words deep down in our Hearts like a
The high tower of your law
your shield to our souls
let us spread your words of the true life
To all mankind  
Let us open the eyes of the blind
let us teach them Your words of everlasting
Let them see the way of what is right
In your eyes,
Look! There are days coming is the
Utterance of Jehovah
Son of man, A watchman is what Jehovah
Made us be Jesus our Lord showed us at door too door
The haters were trying to knock him down with
their old darken lies,
Jesus had warned the wicked ones
that they will positively die if they do not
change their ways, Oh Jehovah our God
this lost darken world looks down on us
call us all kinda names,
why they try to put all their lies and shame
on us night and day because we stand for Your name
Your words Jehovah stands true
I will not let them take me down with them
in there darken ways
These feelings I have are the hours of my day  
But now I am learning how to live out my life
In doing what is right in Your eyes
Something new runs in my heart and that is
Your true Love.

-Judy Emery © 2005
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

My emotions are getting stronger while the pains made a home along the way, I remembered how we dance around on those wet autumn leaves making our own memories bathing in each others love into the starlights from heaven above.

-Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

My body and mind had been battered
My poor heart is shattered with time,
I still waking around scared
Holding on to your words
That kept me fearing you,
In my life, you had taken everything
My hopes even the beauty of love
You give me a world of darkness and pain
You discriminated my name
You give me so much shame
Holding on to all those blames
In the cold September winds
My heart starts to shatter all over again
The snow that is on the ground
Where you once pushed me down
frozen my heart;
the sun doesn’t even shine like it used to
in my life, you’re always standing in between
given me darken dreams;
I’m tired of running from you,
I tried so hard to forget you
I could still hear how you would laugh at me
While you had beaten me down
So far down I didn’t think
My life was worth anything;
You took my young spirt
and made me feel old
Then you left me in a world of darkness,
While I could still feel your eyes on me
Letting me know I will never be free from you,
You kept me on confused
I was afraid to ever cross you
I still hear your words of evil
Telling me will never see love
I will never be loved
I will never be loved
I could hear your laugh while you walked away
Leaving me in a world of pain
My body left out in the pouring rain
While I was bleeding out like ink
It was like I had nothing to live for
All hopes for me had come to its end
I got to the point I didn’t care
About what others think
I didn’t let no one get too close to me
All I know is my soul is still weeping
My spirit is still sinking
But I am still here.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Out on the Mediterranean Sea
I find there is no escape for me,
Hours of true loneliness
That seems to have no end,
I know one day,
my body will be laid to rest
The sea will be my bed;
Where the fish of the sea
will eat upon my flesh
all my emotions will be long gone
from me,
that’s when I can finely be at peace
Dark Angel will be destroyed,
I had once love
Yet, now I made love a friend,
But I didn’t go on to sin,
I wept at my feet
Asking God to forgive me
I wept with joy in deep peace,
Since I can see there is no escape for me
While I ride the waves of the sea
I will make peace with my life
And let love find its way to me,
Darkness is an of true sorrow
A place of lost souls
A place I never want to see
Not even in my darkest dreams,
Oh, how the rain
started pouring down on me,
in the hours of need;
while I am lost out on the sea
these long hours alone
I finely gave my soul a rest
While darkness is always waiting for me
True love saved me;
Let me go down in dignity
The ancient waves move me along the shore
In deaths eyes became an evil pride,
While I was fighting for my very last breath,
In the middle of the night
The old velvet moon
shine its light so bright
I finely could lift my head
I shall pray for the dead
While I leave, the battleship
of life and death
Before I lose my mind.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I can tell from your eyes
you had a sad lonely night
you must have been doing some thinking
but I had to wonder was it about me?
I know how the world
can put a lot upon us
I know that we had ended some time ago
but I still think about the times we had
all the good and the bad,
Sometimes I hunger for you touch
that was something I missed so much
at times when the wind blows
I can almost feel you touching my skin
but that was way back then,
Love is something
my heart yearn so strongly for
but yours was not able to do that
I can still see the sadness in your eyes
when it was time to say our goodbyes,
But now that the years are passing
this old pain is lasting
but this you will never know
because you are long gone
I wanted so much
to be a that big part of your life,
But that was way before
I had known you had a wife
So with time, I kept you on my mind
praying you are having a good life
but you cut mine deep
into that stormy night
we had to say our goodbyes
Oh, how you cut me deep
left me out to bleed.

Judy Emery © 1999
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Be not afraid of the dark just learn to dance in it
and believe life has a brighter side.

Judy Emery © 2019
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I see visions where friends are made
doing their best to keep their dreams alive,
when you are a best friend
you want to always make thing right
in your own friend’s eyes,

Friends are the gift in life,
They helping each other to move along in life,
They lift each other up when the other falls,
Being beast of friends to the very end,

In all season gives reasons
for best friends to have fun together,
even when you’re not even aware
they both are a funny pair,
but they never seem to care,

Beast friends to the very end
Life would be as easy if life didn’t
have my best friend in it,
life isn’t a game and friends are a gift
from heaven above that gives love.

Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Journey beyond the mission of desire, when the night is still young;
Dark Angel anger was pulled with a motive but then when is he ever does anything without anger. He was a child that swallowed more pain than the love he was forever changed.
He was always judged and looked down on with hate, maybe that was his own fate, judge punished bast on lies than facts he became a broken spirit a bruised soul that had turn darken. His life of a darkened past was like a buried skeleton that became uncovered long after death there is no understanding why his life was dealt like this but there is no way of changing what he knows. Dark Angel had never known love this became difficult into the human art of one's heart. Dark Angel is the seed of all darkness the pain of what was spawn down into his veins, he was always beaten down in the rain. He started seeing all things at once forward and backward of a life unloved. To know love and truth it requires understanding from the beginning of birth but that was never a given he became an orphan and that is the start of his painful life a journey beyond the mission of desire. Dark Angel has extraordinary anger that he calls love.

- Judy Emery © 1979
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Dreams of darkness come the blackbirds
the birds of lies
the bird of death sitting in a nest
the one who tries to take your last breath
the blackbird that stands around a hidden crowd
shadows that are dark and powerful,
O blackbird you feel you are the graceful one
but you will soon be found and bound
locked away in your own cage
water you will always crave
you will have a mirror of your ugliness
you will have to pay for all you have done
that kept loved ones always on the run,
Life is a beautiful gift
love is as beautiful as one could ever get
o blackbird look what you have done
you whispered lies to keep other birds on your side
your secrets are deadly full with fears
but soon that too will despair from our atmosphere
you o blackbird will soon be caught
you will never be free from darken dreams.

Judy Emery © 1998
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

The banks are wet
The air is cold
streams of memories
are everywhere I look,
where Dark Angel is a prison in my mind,
I remember that cold September night
that given me so much fright
when Dark Angel has taken me down that night,
His touch
His words I will always remember,
I still see from far away into a darken dream
the castle of Dark Angel
upon the tallest mountain,
I had ever seen,
everything was evergreen
woods of deep smelling pine
fair flowers all around the valley grounds,
but I also felt the great depression
that will overtake anyone’s souls,
I remember a time where the
Black Magic woman casting her evil spells
on all, she could see, in clouding me,
spell of darken dreams
that cuts deep into your soul
she hangs on to your heart
and never wants to let it go
that is a part of her evil control,
while her puppets wherein mask
while they dance around
on broken glass;
Oh, how they would scream
Begging the Magic women to stop their pains,
Oh, how it made me scream
To see all these things in darken dreams,
The old dead sea was anger as it could be,
Storms are brewing;
Rain of tears are falling;
Frogs are hopping
Trees are swaying into the night,
Oh, how I held on for the ride
I hold on to my soul
but still, a part of me let go,
things are getting so out of control
Dark Angel, I cried
Why are you doing this to my life?
But he didn’t want to give me a sight
Into his darken eyes of his lies,
I know I will never find an honest soul
darkness is all they know
Dark Angel will give wonders of worries
throughout the days
for the rest life of hate
this is the life Dark Angel gave,
to the heart of pain
the flood of tears is everywhere
no souls are spared
the expressions on the evil slaves face
they have much hate in their eyes,
Oh, the ships that are out on the sea
started to sink like a disease
that is killing all that is in the way
of the angry storm,
I will never see the light of day
in them darken eyes,
I started crying with the storm
Dark Angels, rage is all over the place,
I'm afraid and very weak and too afraid to think,
I try to explain what I was feeling
it didn't matter to them anyways,
Oh, pale lips come to me
Your lips are rosy as they could ever be
give me a kiss
and I will let you taste death,
Dark Angel walks over to me
I am hearing bad things
I hear things I must not speak
I must stay strong and meek
but Dark Angel has a battle of his own to keep?
I am in way too deep
I'm losing this fight for my own rights
Dark Angel kissed me
I feel I could no longer breath
he is taken the life out of me
He has given me the pain of rain
that will never go away
September will always be remembered.

Judy Emery © 1988
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Oh, Love you are the fire
that moves my heart
to do good things,

you are the heaven
that hold visions in my eyes
to move my spirit to write,

Where pleasure and pains
that gives my life rains
in a world so cold
I stand so bold,

So I write out my blood cries
in my own  blood ink
of what it is my heart bleeds
for the world to read.

Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery