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49 · Apr 2020
YOU SPOKE THE LANGUAGE
You spoke the language for all to hear
But it seems their ears
are all stopped up.

Judy Emery © 2019
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
POETIC JUDY EMERY
49 · Apr 2020
IN THE RAIN
The only other person there was a man but never seen his face.
In my dreams, he was standing in the rain, looking up at my window
watching me as I cried because I knew he was haunting me.

Judy Emery © 1993
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
49 · Apr 2020
COLD SEPTEMBER
The banks are bear
the cold is in this September air
streams of pain are being cast
from an old beaten down past
The castle of darken dreams
Dark Angel holds the key
OH, he is so mean,
Green grass by the wooden path
fair flowers among wild weeds
there are great depression along
that painful path of traps
that will overtake your souls,
Dark Angel loves to play with  black magic
he cast his spells of darkening
on all who sleeps
he gives the very bad dreams
to make your heart pound faster
your mind will race
the only thing you can do is scream,
Your tears will fall
and the old red sea will flood
the old scallop leaves will fall
among darken dreams
into every inch of your mind
will play over time
you hold on to your soul
and pray to never let it go,
darkness is all around
and that will be all you can see
until Dark Angel takes his stand
and open the door
with is long key
of darkening dreams
he will give wonders and worries
throughout your days
to make you lose your way
to lose your faith in love,
your life will become so gray
holding so many pains
love will turn into  hate
this is the life Dark Angel gave
to the heartstrings of pain
of rain to flood out your tears  
no soul will ever be spared
the expressions up on all face you
can see they are in darken places
you will never see the light of faith
in their darken eyes Oh, pale, pale lips
do cry out Dark Angel shouts
Come to me Moonlight and see
what it is I have done, Dark Angel has me
pleading for him to let the others go
I am crying with the sea
because his rage is out of hand
I'm afraid and very weak to even think,
When I try to explain what I was feeling
it didn't matter to him anyway
Oh, pale lips come to me and kiss the pains
of me your King,
Dark Angel walks over to me
I am hearing bad things I hear things
I must not speak I must stay strong and meek
but this darken place makes a battle
that no one can win,
I am in the way too deep I'm losing this fight
for my own rights, Dark Angel kissed me
as if he is taken the life out of me
I feel I could no longer breath
He is given me the pains
of rain of yesterday’s memories
that will never go away September
will always be remembered.

Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
49 · Jun 2020
MIDNIGHT LONGING
It's a full moon tonight over the city
where love is making the night fun
I have your name in the stars that are shining on high
dancing around with the velvet moon
Lights around the city keep my mind going back to you
on this midnight longing
I'm missing you
I wish you heard with me holding me
dancing with me like we use to
But somewhere tonight you are looking at the same star
our star, our velvet moon
I know you are thinking about me too
I want what we can’t have
that would be you here loving me.
- Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
49 · Apr 2020
DON'T LIE, DON'T LIE,
Don't lie, don't lie;
Oh, you look like your about to cry!
You need Jesus on your side
So you need to leave the dark side of life
and I'm not trying to be nice
and that isn't a lie
So, now, go ahead and sigh
but this time for what is right
In Jehovah Gods' eyes.

Judy Emery © 2019
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
49 · Apr 2020
OUT ON THE STREET
Out on the streets
are the pains I weep,
the lies he tells
to keep me on his side,
The picture's only begun
when love was so much fun,
but that was then
Not now,
I feel so much sorrow
and madness that keeps my mind
going back to a time
when love was on my side,
But love has changed and so have I,
darkness is always around
in the city tonight,
velvet moon shining her light
with all those billions of dark diamonds
deep into the sky,
they remind me of my lover’s eyes,
this old moon is everywhere I go
I don't ask for pity,
I just want to get out of the cold,
because pity is already with me
there's nothing that you can do
to take away my darken woes.

Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
49 · Jun 2020
LOVE LOVE LOVE
Love is the wild card of existence
Love is the deepest of one's soul in life
Love is the string to God
Love is the white light that shines bright
in the deep dark night
Love is the emotion that moves two hearts
To become one that beats like a drum
Love that song we never want to lose the sound of
Love is what makes the world go around
Love is what everyone hungers for
hide even died for
Love is powerful
Love is the key to another's heart.

- Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
48 · Jun 2020
LONDON STREETS
Above London street is where you will find me
standing tall against the walls of Poetry;
I hold admonition and deprivation of starvation,
The aftermath of a darken past only sings lullaby dreams to me.
All will stand and bow down to a street clown
Oh, but never me this all can see;
A New World to the lost and found that stands so proud
that cry's out loud to the fools that feed on greed,
Among lies hold things untied in life
with a hunger to please,
The applicant apprehensive the future with anxiety over me;
Oh, look what be bees had found in poetry
their arrival got very stick
locked into a box with no honey
But flying made Bees...
That babysits the haters of lies that keeps them up all night
You know that is right with no lies,
Look at the balloons and the cartoons about you
that fly's high upon into the clouds roaming around to be clowns.
I am a strong woman that fights with the wild beast
that keeps on a chase after me like bees
Oh, meeting season is over so move on an old rover,
The plague of true beauty stand within me
The reaction of lost passion for hunger bees
got a present from me;
Strawberries are bitter with poison honey from the bumblebees
that fight for the queen and that would be me,
Black pine over time in the trees of darkening dreams
Orange lights in the lairs eyes that keep on haunting after me,
rook that bleeds pain for a rainy day
in Decembers, whether bluebirds sing looking for the bees
burning letters in crying cold weather are the haters,
in candlelight gives me sight for what is right in God's eyes.
Some strained their eyes just to see who is fighting for me.
- Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
48 · May 2020
SILENT GRAVE
Oh, unsteady shapes haunting out the night

cold darken sea is a silent grave to me,

Dark Angels eyes showed clouded sight to mine

lost in his own darkness that holds fast in his ways

his temptation rise deep in a haze for me,

In a late autumn breeze, I could feel magic out on the sea

that old darken power follows me

like eyes on me at all times

cold touch had laid upon my face

tears had been shed like rain

voices cry out in so many pains

the sounds of kicking and screaming,

But I could never see a thing,

In the ship, we all do sail on an autumn night of Hell

I could hear ringing bells from far

but could never see where it came from

the fog is thick holding tricks of the night

making so much fright

then a voice cried out saying

Drive my sadden thoughts over the sea

and then let it come back to me

with an unextinguished heart

words will turn into ashes in the dark,

Then A stronger voice came over to me

saying ''Moonlight'' do not worry I am with you

that is when a Raven came near for me to see

he has red-yellow eyes shining in the night

looking at me as if the Raven was the one talking to me

But as soon as I started walking towards the raven

it flew away in the fog of the night

but the voice kept saying; I know you can hear me

the Dark Angel out of nowhere appeared,

He walked over to me handing me a glass of wine

saying drink to our love Moonlight

Please don't say a word, Just drink my love

so you will understand all my commands

then he kissed and tasted my tears

then said if you ever get the strength to leave

I will find you and that will not be a good thing for you

So drink and sleep Moonlight don't say a word

let me walk you to your room.

- Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
47 · May 2020
PATH WAY
Just over a month ago, I lost my way
that is a sad thing for me to say
you brought me back to life and now
you make me cry,
with the rain outside
I erased my past just like that but now it’s
all coming back why I never wanted to
love again, I forgot about all the strife
and all that pain,
that this old life gave an angel of the night
gave me a nasty fright and now I pray for
the light to live right.
you gave my life its meaning but then you
taken it all back with much pain and shames
the darkness came with a storm of rain
then a moonshine upon my face
lit pathways for me to walk;
became the moon of my nights and no
more love no more hate my life begins today
with a smile on my face;
the past is gone and my future is on its way
true love will find me one day when life
becomes a better place.

- Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
47 · Jun 2020
COLD SEPTEMBER WINDS
I hear your words crying out in September wind
Far, far away that old wind blows back to me again
making way to my heart
I pray,-
just to see you again, to hold you like fine art.
I always had loved you, my love for you had never end
I dream my dreams of loving you over and over again,
My thoughts of you are strong like the wind
The sounds of old September seem to comfort me
I hear our song casting its spell back to my mind
we use to sing to each other over and over
as we dance our nights away in so much love
we danced so close like we were making Love
our bodies moved along to that old song
like the waves that are truly making love to the sea,
but things had to end like you and me.
We were so afraid to let each other go
Oh, how this life has gone so cold
but your love I forever hold
and I will never let it grow old,
No matter how darken this world gets
Your love I will never forget.

- Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
47 · Jun 2020
YOUR HEART WITH MINE
I carry your heart with me as I would
Encyclopedia, I would find the words
to say to you that would make your heart
spark throughout your days,
I am never without you because your love is true,
we both have our standard,
how are love should go,
you are the moon in my world
Whatever the sun will sine, you will find my heart
You hold my deepest secret nobody knows,
The root and the bud of a rose,
The sky of a tree called life;
Which grows with love and kindness of our souls,
This love we have only God knows,
This is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
gives the sparkles in the sky for you and me.
What loves in paradise.
- Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
47 · May 2020
DARK MASQUERADE
This is the nightmare that will playout, where everyone screams and shouts in the darkened castle. People are playing the game of lust and bitterness, casting stones in a game of pain in a world that doesn't know how to trust. All they know are their sinful deeds to say hurtful things just to bring on more pains to make the spirit weak. This is where Dark Angel tells me what I should wear or what to say in his darkness of a masquerade. He looks me up and down and tells me to turn around, he looks at me with a wicked smile and tells me I drive him wild.
This is the night where the screams of truth or dare come out with so much fear and tears that could last for years, but no one seems to care. Where the road converges in a summers rainstorm. This is where the masks are on and some finally take them off, not caring about the cost of it all. This is called something of a darken masquerade where all evil comes out to play and many have lost their way. This is where the night will come to its end, but this will be where the chaos will fall at my feet, while Dark Angel watches me bleed.

- Judy Emery © 1998
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
47 · Jun 2020
WEEP MY QUEEN
Weep my queen
let your cries sing to me out on the sea
let your tears trickle down like a vein
tristful queen, your tears flood the gates in dreams
Dark Angel, I look like the night slips
in your hands like a command
the moon its self is draped in silk
while it beams in the night it's melodies
I hear the cries of the darken sea crying out to me
In your raven eyes, I see the scars you try to hide
but my eyes don't lie I see through your darkness
I shine the light on your madness
I will never let you take that away from me
You hold me captive on sea
In your dark desire of dreams
You Breath in all the cries that comes to you at night
you hold on to all harm of your past
now you hand them down to me too bleed
you tangled the minds to the emotions of pity
With your phantom limbs
Yet still, I wake alone in your thrown you call home
You look at me just to say;
''your eyes are red as blood
maybe because you have wept to be free
that will never be.''

- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
47 · Jun 2020
TUMBLEWEED
Oh, Verona the city of Ancient
in the tumbleweed of time
O, deadly sins casting it's spells again
booming in the night casting fear everywhere
sleeping with the enemies
O rudeness of a loosened tongue
untruthfulness with no heart to call your own
no love is awaiting you at home
over the river of time you evil men took the good
out of the wine
your evil never sleeps and your talk is cheap
lies is what you weep
you fault the law of true love
and gave sour wine
to a darken death of your kind
Dark Angel, you are the king of darkness
you hold the key to loneliness
you had taken the freedom out of love
your hand cast the spell upon on the ***** of noon
Love had been lost in late June.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
47 · Apr 2020
THE BLACK SEED
The Black Seed of torment
the haunter of dreams
Looking for lost souls
scatter its seed around the land
among the rich harvest of the good
The Black Seeds,
digs deep in their own decay
Dark Angels' eyes
when he turns to look at me
are like two empty mirrors,
I didn't find myself in them
only the dark of the weeping
He doesn't speak or gesture
He never follows when
I run from the dark rooms
He provokes me in his silence,
He seems to look at me without a care
he brings so much fear
He stares deep in the night
like he is lost in another time
I had always been afraid of his kind
I grew afraid of the dark
Because Dark Angel left his mark
I know in my heart
he will always be a big part of me
we are inseparable from each other
we are like the changing wind
Lost in a shipwreck of time
he is always on my mind
Black Seed is he, eating away at me.

  Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
MOONLIGHT POETIC JUDY EMERY
47 · Apr 2020
COLORED SKIES
I look at the colored sky
It held a story in my eyes
of us of long ago
this story is now being told

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
47 · May 2020
LIT SUMMERS SKIES
The moon is lit and the stars are glinting
the Wed of the night is singing,
Shatters scatter of hopes and dreams.
The Queen of fatal beauty sings to the moon
dancing around to the lite midnight sky
singing on high.
Love holds my thoughts
wishes are to be made, on this summers night
stars dancing around for wishes to be found.
Dispels the light of the sleepy eyes
darkness is where the dreams to be made
morning is a new page, of the breaking of the day.

-Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
47 · Apr 2020
SCREAMING WINDS
Screaming Winds

Dark spring! and painful dreams,
the wind blew hard like it was screaming
like it was aiming at my heart
knowing it was torn apart.
My tears started flowing from my eyes
I pick up my pen, and wept,
and soon I made a flood
of painful June that will be here soon,
In sobbing of pains, I put to ink,
I wrote down the loss
that cost my heart a lot
my spirit will never meaned
it felt like I was at my end.
The sound of the slush in thunder
my mind started to wonder
Was the wind trying to sing lullabies
like it knew my grief and longing?

Judy Emery © 2019
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
POETIC JUDY EMERY
46 · Apr 2020
IN THE STARS
I look around just to remember you,
I look at the blankets of stars
That is shining upon me tonight,
Oh, how the memories are starting to pour on in,
I know in the stars a story of us is being written,
billions of miles we are apart,
my heart feels so empty and lone,
my tear fall hard upon the sand,
Where it is, I stand,
I close my eyes;
just to where I could see your face,
oh, how this sadness makes me feel
like death is near;
oh, how it is bringing on the fear,
I could hear the old ancient wind
crying at me again,
callout my name playing the same old games,
I hear your voice out from the sea;
Saying, come and find me;
I have been waiting for you,
I live within you;
Just close your eyes and meet me in the stars.
Oh, how much longer do I have to wait
to be with you?

Judy Emery © 1989
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
46 · Apr 2020
FULFILLMENT
Tears would always fill my eyes
just because I had fulfilled those dreams
Oh, those painful screams
I see the images that flashed before my eyes
I had to stop and analyze
all the things that I had seen
in all those painful dreams.
this became the art of who I am
the inner beauty of what makes me bleed
what keeps my heart pumping
what gives my mind those imaginations
to the world of images  
that stains all those autumn leaves,
in darken dreams
that became a big part of me
keeps me bleeding
in my own heartfelt bloodstained ink
it all came to be because I am human
and God shows me things
what this darken world brings.


Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
46 · Apr 2020
UNRELENTING HOWLING
Unrelenting howling is among many
where the old ship sails alone,
why the wind cranked into a tune of
the sound of wounds,
Into the silence of the night,
dreamers do listen to the dreadful sounds
of cries of faraway towns,
while the roaring sea making its own screams,
The slaves came to plunder, while it thunders,
While the old ship sails deep into the night
That bleeds out on darken seas,
With a crying eye, will see, no one is left to fight
In darken dreams,
tears do fall as they look at the dreadful sight
that cuts deep into the night, where water witches
cast their spells, to all who sees in darken dreams,
were creatures and haunters playing games
into dark fantasy.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARK ANGEL AND MOONLIGHT POETIC JUDY EMERY
46 · Jun 2020
YOUR DARK LOVE
Your love is like the dark
You even have taken my heart
Deep down in me, I find love for you
But hate comes to mind like a rhyme
Of a lost in time heated up night
For some reason, I don't feel the same as I
Once did in my life I can't explain it
But letting you go was okay
Your love is like a wild storm that never goes away
And brings so many heartaches
The shame of your love is too much for me to hang on to
I let you go so give me back my soul
My heart has gone cold
You still kept running deep in my mind
you make me want to scream
you even haunt me in my sleep
I am not the best person in your life
But I am not a bad one
I don't deserve your kind of love
Darkness is your game, your love, shame and blame
I can't live that way
Set me free, please
I made a promise to always love you
I will never break that promise
I love you
But not the same way you love me
If you come out of the dark and change to light of day
My love for you will run deep
Your love in the dark is killing me
Taken all my strength from me
Your love is lukewarm
I was always loyal and honest to you
You were always about you and your needs
You gave me lies and false dreams of what a love could be
Never had I make you doubt my love for you
I never broke a promise I made to you
But only you did all those bad things to me
And even called me Nona of your dreams
Your accomplishments were you with me
Your true happiness is me
But your love hurts too much it makes my heart bleed
I want you to never suffer nor cry
Yet I was the best for you and the life you live
Only the one that succeeds in doing good
I promise I won't allow anyone in my heart
That promise is true
You have me running and confused
Love is a word I will always be scared of
The truing of your voice that runs in my mind is
Something I want to let go
I hope you understand why I want you to let me go
I want you to stop hurting my life
You make my life feel like a failure.

- Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
46 · Apr 2020
BROKEN WAS ME
I dwell in true loneliness
Where a time my own life would never be missed,
Oh, I was so broken,
I became a lie in many people’s eyes,
My own mother didn’t say she had a younger daughter,
She only calmed one and would be the oldest,
We lived in a small town of pain,
where my life became broken,
My heart was always beaten down by jealous clowns
of this darken town,
the home where I live is always empty and cold,
this pain I hold keeps even when I didn’t want to,
my days are so out of place, all I see is the gloom
all around my room,
I know there are some things are meant to be silent about,
that would be the abuse that is always at my door,
this old would I still hold in my mind,
nothing was ever good about my younger life,
this old past left its trace all over the place,
marked my heart from the very start,
there was never any trace of love in my life,
in the cellar the walls have eyes,
every word that has ever been told,
came back in full force,
Oh, the pain that came to me
on that cold September night,
in that cold cellar is where you left my heart
in the dark of all your lies,
the daylight falls with dooms of you,
That kept me on confused,
outside the fences, the grape-vines ruined all dyed,
the rose garden becomes a place of rose dust,
Oh. How my mother loved her rose garden,
the roses lost tall heir color, like the tears she cried,
When my own dad left her side,
the woods come back to the mowing field of pain,
where the big old willow tree danced in the autumn wind,
outside from my window, the land started losing all its beauty,
lost with time like rhyme of lies, Broken was I.
where love was never on my side,
My own tears would fall,
like a said little rhyme of you and me,
a sad broken dream always comes to me,
my mind has no peace, I dwell with a struggled aching heart,
when you left me all broken and afraid,
You vanished and left me all your enemies,
On a forgotten past to a broken road of darken dreams,
Broken is what I am, this cold winter night,
All I ever do is cry and write,
In my own bloodstain ink, that makes the heart sink.


Judy Emery © 1985
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARK ANGEL AND MOONLIGHT POETIC JUDY EMERY
46 · Apr 2020
Dark State Of Mind
The loss is great
lost of faith
left my life in a dark state of mind
where sadness and pains remain
where everything is cold
in a life that stands bold
I always feel alone pity lone
eyes dropping in tears alone
words from an old beaten down past
always find its way back to my mind
in memories are darken dreams
a place upon seas
Oh, how my heart grieves
my body always aches
and I always had worried
as the fear raised within in me
while I am upon on kneel knees
Praying to be set free
from this darkened state of mind
that has been handed down to me.

Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
46 · Apr 2020
COLD SILENCE
I can feel the autumn breeze
In this lonely night,
Oh, I can still feel the coldness
In your silence,
Even when the Years kept move,
leaves kept falling,
My heart still is broken and hollowed,
I’ve been waiting for the moment
To face you again,
The moment to break your silence,
The time where you must face me
Like I had to face you,
I try so hard to leave those
old memories behind me,
but somehow this darken past
has a way of coming back,
I can feel your coldness coming in the air,
I can feel you standing near,
I feel this old pains coming like a hurricane,
Oh, I’m feeling I am drowning
In this abuse of you,
Oh, how I remember everything,
I’ve seen your face at my door,
I have seen your eyes in all my dreams,
I could hear your voice in every storm,
While I start to scream,
Sometimes I had to ask myself
If you remember who I am,
I could feel the wonder in the thunder
While this cold silence in the air
touched my skin,
I remember everything you have done
You have beaten me down, so far down
I never thought I would ever be able
to pick me up,
I could see the anger in your eyes
every night I go to sleep,
You think you have won this fight
by putting my life on the run,
I could never move on,
But one day I will,
But what you don’t know
could never hurt you,
but one day someone is going to hurt you
the same way you hurt me,
soon you will find that old grin
will be swept off your face, you are a beast
A big mistake, I ever made,
I can feel it all will come to its end,
But until then, I will keep feeling
Apart of me bleeding
Just the way you left me,

Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
45 · Apr 2020
BROKEN TIMES
I stand alone
trying to be strong
while darkness makes a home
inside my mind is broken times
holding yesterdays fears
the pains are always near
cutting me deep in my sleep
in darken dreams
broken times are always on my mind.

Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN MEMORIES POETIC JUDY EMERY
45 · Apr 2020
HE SHAMED MY NAME
I prayed over and over for God to help me
I got lost in what was happening
this beast killed my spirit
shamed my name
and gave me all his blame
for treating me this away
told my friends and families so many lies
that they walked by his side,
they didn't even care I was walking in fear.
I told my religion what was going on
they just looked the other way
was it because I am a woman?
that I didn't have any right to speak
what is he was doing to me?
what he is still doing on the internet
who so many people forget,
Dear God, please set me free
from all my agony that has been put on me.

Judy Emery © 2005
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
45 · Apr 2020
CUTS DEEP WITHIN
Moonlight reveals her pains
yet, so many still give her blame
in a world of shame
where fears lay
in the decay
of a darkened life
that cuts deep within.

Judy Emery © 2012
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
44 · Apr 2020
IN THE STARS
I look around just to remember you,
I look at the blankets of stars
That is shining upon me tonight,
Oh, how the memories are starting to pour on in,
I know in the stars a story of us is being written,
billions of miles we are apart,
my heart feels so empty and lone,
my tear fall hard upon the sand,
Where it is, I stand,
I close my eyes;
just to where I could see your face,
oh, how this sadness makes me feel
like death is near;
oh, how it is bringing on the fear,
I could hear the old ancient wind
crying at me again,
callout my name playing the same old games,
I hear your voice out from the sea;
Saying, come and find me;
I have been waiting for you,
I live within you;
Just close your eyes and meet me in the stars.
Oh, how much longer do I have to wait
to be with you?

Judy Emery © 1989
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
44 · Apr 2020
OLD DESIRES
Old  desires made the fire
every time I think about you
I feel the flame burning deep within me
I think about those blissful years
when there were no sad tears,

I had written to you in my heart
sometime ago
when loves curtain open
for the world to see our show of long ago
those old comforted memories
of you and I made me cry,

Now the curtain of our love closed
it burns the old fire out
all we have is the smoke from the flames
that brought on yesterday's pains
given so much rain
I feel so a shame
to let or love end this away,

Those old desires
made long-lasting memories
when your love was with me
I could almost feel your every touch
when the wind blows my way
it is almost like you are kissing at my lips
oh, how that burns deep within me,

Those old desires
kept that flame burning on high
with those fragile moments
where tears started to flow
and the curtain began to close
and that was the end of our show
of long ago smoke.


Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
44 · Apr 2020
THE GIFTS
In my visions all my life, I truly didn't understand why. I know that when I would tell people what it was I have seen and what was going to happen they would speak abusively of me.

So all I had to talk to was Jehovah God, HE has been with me all my life, He is my friend and I don't ever have to hide what it is I feel inside. Because HE already knows, so if I was going to be judged it would be from HIM.

Everyone has cold me names and even shamed me for the gifts that God has given to me. He lets me seething also in dreams that would make anyone scream. But does that give any of you the right to judge me?

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
POETIC JUDY EMERY
44 · Apr 2020
IT DIDN'T MATTER
Dark Angels, rage is all over the place, I'm afraid and very weak and too afraid to think I try to explain what I was feeling it didn't matter to them anyway.
Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
44 · Apr 2020
BROKEN SOULS
Can you still hear the cries? From the other side,
While the storm of pains move along,
Upon on an angry sea, comes to darken dreams,
Voices of an ancient time comes back to my mind,
Tortured standing in rain, facing the blade,
Casting down in a world of shame that giving so much blame,
Lies that cut like a knife, broken are the souls of long ago
In a world that is so cold, now we all face what was
and what is going on today,
Oh, how the sea moves the ship along the shores,
While the storm cast its spell of all evil in the minds
That sleep and dream of he that haunts the weak,
In darken dreams.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
44 · Apr 2020
THE WONDERING
The wondering of  where you are  
Why do you have to be so far from me?
I call you
Just to tell you
I love you
I need You...
but all I got was the heartaches that came with it.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
44 · Apr 2020
HIGHEST REWARD
Nothing really works
unless your heart is true
the highest reward for you
when you finely give in
and stop doing all those sins
You will become a friend
To God that will live within.

Judy Emery © 2019
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
POETIC JUDY EMERY
44 · Jun 2020
LET IT ALL GO
Oh let it all go
let true love take control
over your soul
who will every had known
you were always strong enough
you are tough enough to let it all go
dance in the rain even when you
are in so much pain
come take my hand and let us make
the rain a friend casting out sins
let true love in
all you have to do is let it all go
let you're inter light show
this is how the old story goes
you have to let it all go
let it go and call love your own
come take your stand
let your soul dance into the light.
- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
The name of that small town I will never reveal,
I have the courage and strength to fight this nasty war
That keeps me captive in darken dreams,
I know the words of he who hunts me,
I see the butterflies screaming while they fly
Deep into the night skies, I will always follow
The golden light that shines deep into my eyes.
In this small town, I know so well,
The people try so hard to give me a life of hell,
They go around town lighting their lamps,
While an old man rings the town church bell,
I can hold my breath in my lungs,
Just as they can, So, what makes them think
They are better than me?
I can reach deep into the seafloor,
I can even dance upon on the sand,
My words are strong yet smooth,
In this small town, there is so much hate,
It’s hard for many to keep faith,
I have reasoned with many about their dark ways,
Oh, how the hater's eyes stayed on me while they cried,
While they drowned their souls in more lies,
They would stalk out my life
Trying to shame my name,
With time, I would see their bodies float on the surface of the sea
Into darken dreams, they weep,
My heart is strong when I walk into the streets
Of the small town that weeps,
They always talk about me and call me so many names,
In their eyes are the envy of true jealousy,
But my heart is soft enough to sense the murmuring
Of the crying skies, that hold the gloom of late June,
Where the white stage is made for me to walk,
While the old small town do their talk,
Hang her up they would say,
While they cast stones to break my bones,
My feet are swift to flow the tears that fall to my feet,
I would walk while they cry out into the rain of pain,
They would no longer call out my name in shame,
But they would ask me to stop the pain,
The mountains are lit with the glowing flames
Of the fire the haters made,
My footsteps no longer felt the burns,
The words of my hates of the small town only echo
Into the flam, the shadows of the night creep on into my life,
In this small town, I had returned,
But I will never reveal the name of the small town that gave
Me so many heartaches, while the fools surround me,
Casting their stones,
they relentlessly Waite to see if I would fall,
but I stayed strong through it all,
silence became a friend out into the crying wind,
Oh, my own jealous sister why tell lies?
Why do you try to be me? If I am all that bad,
Your jealousy hold evil to me,
Much has been lost between us,
We are sisters but we act like strangers,
You always try so hard to cast danger my way
While you play your games on the highway,
I am brave and I will always keep my faith,
I am enough to hold true love in my soul from long ago.

Judy Emery © 1978
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
MOONLIGHT AND DARK ANGEL POETIC JUDY EMERY
44 · Apr 2020
COLD GREY WALLS
Cold grey walls
color ancient floor
big wooden doors
spots of mold
all over the window pan,
with bloodstain words
in dull faded purple,
words I didn’t understand
while my body growing weaker.

Judy Emery © 19800
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
43 · Apr 2020
DARK MEMORIES OF YOU
The hurt that comes over me
every time I start to think about you,
it's not that I love you
that could never be you see
its just knowing you was ever in my life
even when I never wanted you to
just the thoughts are bad enough
but those old memories
keeps eating away on my mind
day and night
Oh, how it makes me cry
you hunt me in my sleep
you give me bad dreams
you make me scream
you are so mean to me
you are killing my spirit slowly
but I stand up boldly to you
it hurts to never move on past you
it is like I'm reliving this nightmare
over and over in my mind
this is making me sick most of the time
I can still feel you are near me
your eyes always on me
No matter all those years that has past
you still have your ways of coming back
I remember you every word
that made me hurt
your cold touch I can still feel
that makes me so ill
but when I awake
suddenly you are gone in a cloud of dust.

Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
MEMORIES POETIC JUDY EMERY
43 · Jun 2020
FLAMES OF ECSTASY
Dark Angel is feeling his own flames of ecstasy
on a cold September night, I started having very bad dreams
that were something I haven't had before so I get up and made
me some tea, but I felt someone watching me through my bedroom window. so I get up from my bed to see if anyone was outside my bedroom window I looked around I didn't see anything unusual on the land near, my home so I just started to get back into bed and started to read and sip on my tea but then I felt the breath of autumn woods. Within the winter silences, I could hear that the old sound of darkening wind cry in deep pain like death like mourning. I felt so cold and lost deep within my soul and that is when Dark Angel had started playing games with my mind so when I would sleep I would be afraid of what was waiting for me.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
43 · Apr 2020
MEDITERRANEAN SEA
Ships seal out on the Mediterranean Sea where little boats sink deep
as the wickedness weep into the night casting so much fright.

-Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
43 · Apr 2020
DREAMS OF DARKNESS
Dark Angel, and all who is around
on these darken grounds
hiding in darken dreams
just to see me scream
What is it you want with me?
Why do you cast me out on the angry sea?
this is the mystery that has locked me
into pains that hide in the back of my mind
while cold September harbors in deep emotions
of the pains of long ago that eat upon my soul,
Oh, autumn when you come again just to whisper
your darkness at me in darken dreams
what does all of this mean for me?
the pains of yesterdays keep me on haze
while others walk around just to be found
hearts are shattered
bodies that have been battered and secrets
of the untold from long ago is locked away
in darken days of yesterday.
DARK ANGEL OF LIES
WHY DO YOU MAKE ME CRY?
IS IT BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO BE ON YOUR SIDE?

Judy Emery © 1996
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARK ANGEL POETIC JUDY EMERY
43 · May 2020
I AM A FROG
Sitting on a log
hoping and wishing
true love will find me

I live under a spell
that was cast on me
I live by the river.

wishing someone is
praying and crying
for a frog-like me.

I must wait to see
what the moon has
for me in my frog
dream of what life could
truly be for me.

I dream of a prince
to find me and kiss me
to break the spell
and love me forever.

When the change comes
I will be so happy
to get out of the doom
of sadness, I am in.

Oh moon you will always
be my true friend
right to the very end

I like to be very quiet
you see not too make
anyone angry at me

I want my true freedom
I don't want my life
to end in a frog madness

I hopped back on-
the lily pad that sat in
the river I call home.

- Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
43 · Jun 2020
CROWED OF JEALOUSY
Why can't you be more conventional?
this is what you say to me
People talk, people stare, so I try
to understand their point of view
but I have to speak out to a lying crowed just for you
why should I do a thing like that
when they are out for blood with jealousy in their hearts
you talked and talked your lies about our love
I know in my heart that's not for me
to stand around just to let others watch me bleed
because I can't see what is it they want me to see
they act so crazy with words of hate
that to me is some kind of crazy
You stand out like a darken cloud in this old world
people look me up and down
like they have something they want to say
they pass me on by with hate in their eyes
So, let people wonder, let them laugh
all they want about our love and how it didn't last
let them frown like clowns and walk around with hate
jealousy is a very bad thing
You know I'll love you until the peal moon turns pink
Don't you remember I was always your clown?
Why try to change me now?
You played your game so good on me
you even have your clowns outside our home calling me names
with so much jealousy and hate
go don't lose your darken ways
But remember the truth always comes out at the end.
- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
43 · Apr 2020
MAGNIFICENTLY
Magnificently unprepared for what is yet to come.
Judy Emery © 2019
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
POETIC JUDY EMERY
Dark Angel loves to drink on his whiskey
Most of the time when things don’t go his way,
he gets ***** and very needy,
He always asks me to hold him
when he gets like this,
Sometimes I wonder if he ever been in love,
He acts as if he had another life,
That had made him turn so bad,
he looks down into the sea
like he thought drifted to a place he once loved,
But I knew not to ask questions,
He gets very fussy and put his walls up
Higher than they are,
I could tell he didn't like what he saw
He became angry and walked away,
His anger started rising deep within him
he knows he is an ugly beast,
he walked back towards me
and I could see his eyes changed
while he started talking to me slowly
with his head looking down,
Moonlight what makes you not afraid of me?
I stayed silent because I didn’t want to lie,
Moonlight, please answer me,
I take in a breath and just let all out,
I won’t say I’m not afraid of you,
But at times I can understand you,
Your eyes tell me so much about you,
at times, you can be sweet when you want to,
But a part of me can see that something has
Happened to you to make you so evil,
Dark Angel takes my right hand into his,
Then he looks at me and asks me if I could
ever love someone as he,
Tears flooded my eyes with worries,
I had to look down as the tears have fallen to the
Flour of the ship, No I answer truthfully,
Then he said he understands while he let go
Of my hands,
So, he cast another spell
that would give me more hell,
then he said one day you will,
I can only remember falling into his arms
While he picked me up and taken me to my room,
He would whisper in my ears
while he plays around with my hair,
saying in a soft voice,
you will make many dreams with me
this you will see.


Judy Emery© 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARK ANGEL AND MOONLIGHT POETIC JUDY EMERY
42 · Jun 2020
LOVE OF LIFE
When my eyes did see my love
I just ran into his arms and he held on to me
I just rest my head against his chest
when he finally released me
he whispered his love for me
but at that moment I pushed him away
I was in a frightful state
I knew in my heart I loved him to
how much I needed him in my life
I depended on his love
his goodness and happiness
he was so brilliant in so many ways
I loved him but too afraid to let him stay
Oh, he that has a heart that is a fine frame
must stay in the dark of debt
my poor heart never wanted to let him go
but I know how the old story goes
So I let him go to a better place
I gave up the love of my life
Because I never wanted him to have to take
care of all the pains I held within.

- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
42 · Apr 2020
FIRE COLORED LEAVES
Fire colored leaves
smothered the wet autumn grounds
where solace was found
in a time of need
in a place where forgiveness is made
piercing skies painted down
the emotions of my pains
I feel my body going numb
while holding on to memories of you  
Oh, here comes more rain
while I try so hard to hold back
yesterday's pains
Fire colored leaves
has fallen down to the wet ground
where my love does sleep.

Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
POETIC JUDY EMERY
42 · Apr 2020
HOLLOW EYES
Those hollow eyes breed evil
holding words of shallowness
when they speak only Lies
while they walk on the dark side
in their voices,
you can hear their cries.

Judy Emery © 2019
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
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