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59 · Jun 2020
HELLO
My love, I know it is now spring
I know you are not with me
but can you feel my heart bleed?
Hello, can you hear my cries?
can you feel the pains ...
did you leave me in?
You would think out of all these years
those old tears would have gone away
but that would be so fake if I would say
they are all gone,-
but the tears are the rains storm of us
so I truly never make a fuss about us
but the pain that still remains in the same
I know life is moving on so fast
but mine is slowly fading
Hello ...
Can you hear me?
can you feel me as you sleep
did you see me in one of your dreams?
did you feel my heart bleed out like the sea
Oh did you ever ask why I feel the way I do?
are you still that confused why I had loved you?
I know darkness don't mix with the light
I know what we had is something of the past
but picking up where you left me is so hard
My heart had been broken in millions of pieces
and they are not enough glue
to put them together again
the cuts are too deep
all I can do is weep
So if you are reading my words
I hope you are feeling the pains
of yesterday's news  
about me and you
But you know this is nothing new
you already have known what it is you did
you still have those words
playing over and over in your mind
while you left me in the storm of the pains
you had given me all the blams.
Hello ......
If you can hear me
I just want you to know
Your marks are almost gone
and the old storm will be made in a song
your old face is slowly fading away.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
59 · Jun 2020
BONNIE AND CLYDE
Together like time indefinite into a darken life
like Bonnie and Clyde trying to catch the glass
before it falls to fast into the past of time
Without a frown turn up the stereo to hear our song
let's make love to the sound and fuss about us
I wanna play you like an old song
I want to write you down with me into history
about our crazy dark love
Did we remember to water the plants today
be for we go out to play with our guns
we must never forget to watch the darken moon
because every Eye forgot to look up at the moon in late June
The eye was too busy, said the eye was too busy
The eye was too busy about us they make so much fuss
Looking at you,
looking at me
writing us down into history
still, it's nice to know that when our bodies wear out
they will put us into the ground with a ****** crown
We can be together forever in history
another life side by side cut deep like a knife
But we had a darken love that no one could think of
What does that one thing have to do with the other one
that keeps their minds so confused
love is love
no matter what color it is
no matter what age it is
no matter how danger'es it is
An eye for an eye
but you can never change Bonnie and Clyde
I don't know why but I will love him to the day we die
I was just thinking about my mother and father
I had to cry some darken tears
ain't nothing worse than an old worn-out love song
but this year it will be a song that the old world will never forget
Tell me do you like my hair this way?
remember all the way back in the day
when we would compare who love is stronger
that is what made us hold on a little longer
above the bed, we put our fishing nets and posters
all over the walls about us and our strange love
Sometimes I just wanna go sit out on the stool
and write true poetry about us
just watch all the cars go by
just to say look at Bonnie and Clyde
Yes, we will go down in history.

- Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
59 · Apr 2020
CLOSED DOORS
Oh, I cry so loud at night
So, that you will hear me
hear all my words I needed to say,
While I was out by the bay
losing my way,
Sometimes I think about all the time
We spent walking around on white sand,
Kissing where I stand,
But time has grown thin,
What we had is now something of the past
There is no way of getting what we had back,
I look around watching the seagulls fly
And play on the banks;
While the ships are out on the sea;
I can remember when your hands touching mine,
You grasp on to me so smoothly,
But I could see by the way you were looking at me
Something was terribly wrong,
I watch the words slowly at play
coming out of your mouth
trying to easy my pains of yesterday’s blues,
I know by the way you were looking at me
You were about to leave;
But I never said a word to stop you,
But that is when I realized;
My world was never the same;
all I have now is the rain and more pain,
my emotions started climbing all over my soul
like poison ivy;
I hold you to blame for the cruelty you gave,
But I also must say, thank you for the love
I had never known until you left me alone,
The dark lairs are deflating;
You fill my words with love and emptiness all at once,
Oh, how I feel the loneliness of solitude,
The isolation behind cold brick walls;
My sadness is written upon every sea,
Oh, you left my heart to bleed like ink,
Now I want you to hear all my words
I wanted to say on that sad gray day,
You cut me deep;
All my time you have been away
I weep for this pain you left me in to go away,
The wind of anguish is always at my side,
The hollowness of the crying wind,
Sounds like my empty heart
With an unusual pain,
You come to me in darken dreams,
Oh, how you love to see me scream,
You come to me like an angel of light,
Then you change so quickly;
You knock me over with all the lies you tell,
You give me a world of hell,
Yeah, did that ring your bell?
You listen to an ancient voice of pain,
you brought it my way;
you made a path for me to walk on
that you cast rose dust into the night air,
blood of ancient supplication,
where love is only a game you play,
You say the right words,
You put deep emotions in my heart,
You even made me feel
you were my true companion,
But then I find out it was all a lie,
You had forsaken me,
You gave love a very bad name,
Oh, how you turned it all around
And started blaming me for everything,
rain showers started rushing in,
Then you take me by the hand,
Saying to me; Come follow me,
even the sea was in anguishing pain
the waves are moving and rolling around
playing with the crying wind;
Oh, how your words stained my heart,
While you were breaking me down,
Your evilness made my life a mess,
You made an endless story out of us,
I have written each day and night down
for the world to read;
You put my heart in a necklace of pain,
You keep it around your neck like a charm.
I have so much I want to say;
But you already know every word.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
58 · Jun 2020
THE IMPERIAL PALACE
It was long ago when I have given my heart and soul
It is my innocent that brighten up the Imperial Palace
the brightness of a new-born day came my way
I am very impressed by the sparrows flying around me
It Is lovely To know Love had found me
The clouds that gather round the setting sun
The beauty that is all around me of the Imperial Palace
I could almost hear in my ears the chariot racing
to fight for my Love of true innocents
Then I hear a voice coming out from the sky
You will take him to be your husband
I had looked around but didn't see anyone standing before me
Another race hath been, and other palms are won
Thanks to the human heart by which we live
give it too the innocent one
When I was touch by Love in the
Imperial Palace I gave thanks
to the beauty of God who sends me
True tenderness of love and its joys with no fears
To me, the meanest flower that blows can give
Thoughts that do often lie too deep for tears
But not too Love that makes dreams that last forever
in the imperial palace.
- Judy Emery © 1999
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
58 · Jun 2020
REALITY OF LIFE
My spirit is too weak, for the pains of life heat,
If I knew potential to feel good, I would jump on it,
I would ask no one to be different so that you can feel good
about who you are,
The weight of hate in life is so heavily on the minds that
make the world fight for their own rights,
If you could change the cold world from their bad ways You would,
You would free yourself of all of that cumbersome impossibility
of needing to control the world, or control your mate, or control your child,
My spirit feels so heavily weak to see the way of a cold life
we live in day and night, others are even taken their own life,
In a life so cold,
I am the only one who creates my own reality,
For no one else can think for me, no one else can do it,
It is only I, every bit of it, I that can make a difference
in my own reality of life.
- Judy Emery © 1989
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
58 · Apr 2020
BOTTLE OF RAIN
I walk along the edge of the sea.
I found a bottle next to my feet,
all that was in this ancient bottle
was the tears of the sea that came to me
in darken dreams
where so much rain
poured like the madness of angels going insane.
then I heard a voice crying out to me
I ‘m going to bring you down,
to your knees,
as you will beg and plead
for the pains to end...
I’m going to make you cry
you will feel your about to die
You’re going to feel the power of me,
I'm going to watch you bleed.
I'm going to break you down
just wait and see,
you're never going to forget me
your tears will be your weakness
I will bottle them up
and you will drink from the cup
that holds many dreams
you will always hear the screams,
I will forever make you bleed
because I holding the key
to you and these darken dream,
that is when I started to scream,
Is when I looked back down at the
a bottle full of rain,
I started to understand it was my tears,
I have been here before.
Dark Angel moves along the beaten path,
Moonlight nothing truly ever last,
he started to tell me more lies,
turning my world upside down,
do you my dear feel my pain?
can you understand the rain?
In my world of darken dreams
Things are never what they seem to be,
I need you to feel me holding you,
I need you to believe in fears,
come lay your heart in my hands,
I want you to breath in all my darkness,
then he whispered in my ears,
Come, let’s take this dance on the sand,
let me bottle up your tears
that you had cried all those years
come to me my dear
I will give you more fears.
Come, to me Moonlight, I will give
You are so much more mystery.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARK ANGEL AND MOONLIGHT POETIC JUDY EMERY
58 · Apr 2020
CUT WITHIN
At first, it was easy to walk away,
but the shadows seemed to grow
and soon they started to shift
I tried so hard to reach out
and that is when I heard him shout
Yet, I didn't know what it was all about
soon I got very bad pains
that rain all over my body
in and out like I was cut up from with.

Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
58 · Apr 2020
ISN'T IT SAD
ISN'T  IT SAD
AND EVEN A LITTLE MAD,
WHEN YOU SEE SOMEONE
COME ALONG
PUSHING HATE ON YOUR GOOD DAY?
AND ISN'T  IT EVEN SADER
IS WHEN THEY HAVE TAKEN
YOUR SUNSHINE AWAY...
AND YOU WHEREN'T ABLE TO SAY ANYTHING.

Judy Emery © 2012
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
POETIC JUDY EMERY
57 · Jun 2020
WHITE WINGS
The voice cannot carry out what it is that I feel
I see the beauty of the white wings that fly over me
While I sleep for peace kissing away at dreams
The tongue and the lips that give it wings
to my soul that sings
No one woman should ever have to die in her doom
or should she die in vain of shamefulness
But to die for her glorious in love
For even as love crowns the beauty within
A life that we live in sin
The light of true love makes its way in
So shall it crucify the night by the white wings
Descend to your roots that make the heart sing
And shake them that clinging to the earth for death
White wings we shall be together in spring
When the white wings of death will sing.

- Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
57 · Jun 2020
I KNOW A CUCKOO SONG
So sing along and have some fun
bring a drum and beat along
to an old funny song
dance with me get off you buns
jump around and have some fun
don't let your feet get cold
just jump around the old campfire
hold on to the tun and the the
sound of the beat move your feet
Let's sing along that cuckoo song
let's sing and dance all night long
let's sing on high and low and see
where this old song goes
let's go down by sea and dance
with me and let your feet sink in the sand.

- Judy Emery © 1979
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
57 · Apr 2020
CLOWN
I see a Clown running around in cycles,
Jumping and crying then he falls,
Repeating everything all over again,
I see a clown cycling around,
Up and down on the ground,
He keeps repeating his every move
Making a new grove, wearing long shoes,
He starts to cry, then he laughs
Holding his face in his hands,
Then he looks around to see a crowed
realizing he was no longer alone,
so, the crowd given him a crown
because he is a good clown of the town.

Judy Emery © 1988
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
My knight and Shining Armor
Your love is like a fire that burns deep within me
you are the love of my life
your name is engraved on my heart
you are one of a kind
I am so glad you are mine
you are my eternal flame
that burns in my heart night and day
Your love is like a storm of energy
that keeps me up late at night
deep within me are darken secrets
but you erase each one of the days by day
you make my heart come to life for the first time
you are my knight and shining armor
you fight for my love wherever you go
you are the heartbeat of my soul
my heart beats for you like a drum
thump, thump, thump
your love runs deep within my veins
like a hurricane
you are the sea that runs through me
the light that shines through my nights
When I hear your voice call out my name
my body gets a chill of hunger for your touch
Oh, baby, I need you so much
My thoughts of you are everywhere
I vision of you in my darken dreams
you rescued me from the one putting spells on me
My palms are sweaty
My body is yearning for your touch
My lips crave your everlasting kiss
You are my knight
You are my lover
My soul encounters you love
You chase away all those demons
you cast away all those spells
you unlocked the key of me
You are mine and I am yours.
- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
55 · Apr 2020
TOUCH ME
Touch me with Love
Love me like Shakespeare
write me down deep
within your heart
let me be all you seened
dance with me in the coldest rain
take away all my pains
of yesterday's nightmares
kiss me with true passion,
Touch me
like you had never touched another
give me all your sweet delights
give me the shooting stars of your dreams
love is the true strength
of you and me
Let me be your one and only
let me your true desires
don't ever let go of the fire
speak to me like a true poet
dance with me in all your fantasy
touch me with a kiss deep within
Let your love always be true
no matter how old we get
old age is a beautiful thing
Let your love be all I need
let your words be like silk to my heart
let this love last forever.

Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
55 · May 2020
The Raven
Once upon a midnight fright, A raven found its way into my life, I could see his pains through his eyes while he was looking at me, I started feeling weak and somewhat weary, things are getting kind of scary.
Ding-**** and old bell wrung from far, Oh, how the sound left a mark on my heart. Where words of the past, started making its way back. I felt I was about to have a heart attack when I started getting old flashbacks, over many quieting times of the dark side of my mind.
The curious volume of what was then, I truly thought was forgotten, until the old raven started doing his knocking. He was jabbing and tapping upon my bedroom window. While I was sleeping in the silence of a dream, but before long I have seen myself looked away in a chamber of pain.
A place where the walls are gray and cold, where haunting creepiness is behind the other side of that wall, I hear the screams in true agony, while the raven keeps staring at me. Like he is trying to tell me something with his eyes, He is my only visitor so far in this dark cold room.
The sound muted just for a moment, but then I heard a beating sound of anger pounding at my chamber door. It wasn’t a tapping that is for sure. It was a sound like someone was wanting to even a sore. To lead me in fright for my life, Oh, raven why did you come to the window of my chamber? What is it you are wanting to tell me before this door opens.
The more I look at the ravens’ eyes, I slowly started remembering all those hurtful times, but this raven was always by my side. bring me crumbs and sometimes meat for me to eat. I remember it was in late December when I was out looking for an escape from he who has been haunting me in darken dreams.
I was separated from life, were all my families and friends where, where true love swept over my soul. Visions I always had since my birth. But my life always seemed to be cured. It was okay at first. But with time passing I became eager to be set free, just to see what I could find about my life. Oh. How I could remember how everyone started to change.
They held so much envy and hate in their eyes, But, that was really no surprise. They didn’t seem right to me from the start. They didn’t have love in their heart. Each day and night they would make traps for me to fall into. So, I started studying their every move. They always tried to keep me confused.
Vanity I say, while they looked away. While they were out plotting another fall. But I was borrowing time while they had been playing hateful games on my mind. OH, that late December, I was stroke down with fever. while they had locked me away in my chamber.
Oh, I do remember, that is when I became so ill I almost died. But the Raven kept on tapping on my window to let him in. that’s when we became friends. In the meanwhile, Spells have been cast upon me, which gave me darken dreams of he who haunts me. I could see the silky sad curtains hanging from my window.
The rain was pouring down heavy, I had nothing to eat. But the raven found me water on the leaves of autumn. And he gave me sips of wildlife while he feeds me and watched over me. like if someone from far sent him to keep me safe even in darken dreams.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
55 · Jun 2020
I DREAM FOR FREEDOM
Take it and caress it
cover it with tears
My heart is innocent and pure
it holds all hopes and fears
I dream for freedom
We stand for a nation of Love
we stand for the truth for God
this is my hearts right or wrong
take my heart of innocent
God has seen you take what is mine
I was getting tired
the abuse was too much to bear
Your care was not to be
and a whispered Come to me.’
With tearful eyes we watching me
I saw you pass through the dark
when he abused my heart
although we don't love
he stalked and abused my heart
this pain bleed through me dearly
he could not make me stay
the years are passing yet slowly so am I
A golden heart stopped beating
Yet is started bleeding
It's hard work too put a face on each and every day
like everything is ok
My heart will one day rest
God you have seen everything
That has happened to me
My broken heart
my bleeding soul
I have nothing to prove
The rainbow comes and goes
As lovely as the rose
The moon doth with delight
that keeps me up late at night
Waters on a starry night
Are beautiful and fair
The sunshine is a glorious birth
But yet I know wherever I go
back to my old darken dreams
Of the pains of what Dark Angel has given me.

- Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
54 · Apr 2020
HE TOOK HOLD
He took hold of my small waist narrowing his hands almost at my ribs just to get a closer feel of what he hungers for, I will never let you go without a fight he looked deep in my eyes I started to cry in so much agony.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
54 · May 2020
MEDUSA
Her ruby Eye of Medusa casting her spells
all over the land of shipwrecked souls
Medusa sings on hearing winds in the night
why they sleep she seeks to take on her attack
like a thief in the shadows of light.
Her soul is cold:
She is designed with clutching gamed
controlling is her game to take lost souls in
She is so the protagonist
her story that never ends to man.
A pit of lies she holds in her eyes
she is the goddess of the nights
A goddess of true darkness of the stone
she stands alone on her ****** thrown
to take this dark world on that she holds.
She is the Venus in her lover's eyes
that looks upon her beauty in her eyes
this old darken world craves the need to
find her. she will have her way
just look in her dark beautiful ruby eyes
she will cast her spell and make you of stone.
The people that had heard of her story
the raft of the Medusa with the snake hair
will cast her poison everywhere
who dears to drawn near.
Throughout the house of stone
You will see her eyes looking upon
her evil is the menace of her home
Medusa looks were known to cast a spell
to turn her lovers into stone.
A ***** dire reversion  they all felt
in her eyes, they lie with a deep pleasure that
makes mans heart melt for her
the waters below all around her home her lover
will be her predecease stone.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
54 · Jun 2020
DARKEN SECRETS
I hope that you notice my long black hair
dose my black satin dress it reminds you of
the roses you brought me?
or should I take off this dress and put on another one
that you would love to see me in
let your love for me show without any regrets
let this old rain come down when we dance
I wish I would've asked me for a kiss
I wish I didn't have these doubts about myself
please hold me for a while
For those three minutes that you stood in front of me
I wasn't sure you liked what you were seeing
I wish I hadn't walked away when I had the chance
I wish I had the guts to say I need you to love me
but just then you had taken me down with you into
yours darken dreams making love to me
given me candy kiss and sweet love I been missing
you put me into a world that is only between us
no other can stop what we have or stop what we feel
this is are secret of dark love within.

- Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
54 · Apr 2020
ONCE UPON A TIME
Once Upon A Time
You used to play games on my mind,
Oh, well, that was then
that is for sure
You have learned
to never come back knocking at my door.

Judy Emery © 2014
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
POETIC JUDY EMERY
54 · Apr 2020
CANDLE FLAMES
Tell me not, who broken your heart,
Our future is the flame
That stands in-between,
night and day,
the row of pain another gave
golden, warm autumn leaves
are blowing down the streets
of darken dreams,
in our room are the candles of lost time,
where the past should have been left behind
but it keeps coming back
just to remind us,
that someone has come between us,
Oh, mournful cries that are left inside
Deep within our souls
A pain we hadn’t let go of,
The flame of a wildfire
That hasn’t been extinguished
The cuts are always near us
Marking away at our heart
Next to our window
Are the candles that were once lit,
They are now melted and bent
Because nothing has changed
The past remains;
Bring so much rain our way,
I don’t want to look back
at those sadden eyes;
they cut me deeper than you know
this old pain is getting out of control,
I can no longer take any more
I must let you walk out the door,
This saddens me,
But we know it is for the best
When I must look back
I recall the pain of those days
When I see the one that came between
You and me on that autumn day,
I told myself never again
I will let you come back in,
I lit my candle and let it burn
I watched the old flam danced around
Over and over
until the pain lifted from me,
I don’t want to turn back
So, I kept walking ahead
I know we must weep over what we made
In our own web of the bed;
Oh, how that old candle burn
The darkness has taken the best of us
And left our hearts wounded,
Now, I pray that better days
To come our way;
To let the wild flames,
burn even in the rain,
Oh, your love I honored more
That’s why I let you walk out the door.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARK ANGEL AND MOONLIGHT POETIC JUDY EMERY
53 · Apr 2020
LET ME BE YOUR EVERYTHING
Let Me Be Your Everything
I sat down to think about all you ever told me
I start to write all  my emotions down
for all to read about you and me
I want to show all how
things really are that was between us
I want to have romantic dances
with lots of kisses, you would say
you would hold me close
where you could whisper in my ears
all the things you hold dear
how much you need me
the Love you want to show me
the passion you have for me
I truly know a lot from you
you have talked to me
about so many things you even told me
Love is not that easy
like others think it should be
You get up out of bed
to start your day  
with me on your mind
that was all you could think about
is the love that is in your heart for me
you would tell me
You're my love you see
Let me be your everything
this old life brings
let me spark up a fire deep within you
like you had never known
I want to be the one
to give you a kiss each and every day
just to let you know the hours
you're upon my mind
Let me be all you could ever need
Your words my love
will always be a part of me
Your love will always be in all my memories
So I will write out what I feel
even when we are no longer
my heart has grown founder
this love will always be
written down in the history of you and me.

Judy Emery © 2010
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
53 · Apr 2020
DANCING AMONG THE STORM
We would dance and others would yell
trying to give us hell ;
but we kept are rhyme to the time
and that old bell ring like hell
and we dance among the storm
we dance into the rain of pain
and give back some pain ;
oh, sobbing mind you weren't so kind
my throbbing feet started to bleed
so I jumped into the sea of darken dreams.

Judy Emery © 1992
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
53 · Apr 2020
CHILDHOOD DREAM
Something doesn’t feel right left me confused how could all of this be if you're only a childhood dream?

- Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
53 · Jun 2020
FLAME IN MY HEART
A flame is in my heart, running through my blood
The burn that seems to have no end
My bones are getting old I'm starting to grow cold,
I do not sing in the pouring rain with all this pain
Death is a place of stone on the grave
They will write my name down in elegant's of true fancy
of my old romance of finer days
Drive the deep spear in my lonely heart, hammer the words
of my old lover in my soul of long ago
around wooden Paradise where everything is light is where
the flame that's burning inside me
needs to go to rest, my soul.
- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
53 · Apr 2020
EVOKING HATE
Berries, roots, nuts, acorns, legumes, and grains I picked up along the way roaming around in this old evil dark town as the eyes look me up and down with words of manipulation to bring my spirit in an awakening state of mind. where they can control while they keep evoking their desires of hate, I kept my faith and looked the other way.

- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
53 · Apr 2020
DANCED IN ROMANCED
You think you know me
but you really don't
you tell me you love me
But I know better
to believe those words
Dark Angel cast his spell on me
we started to dance
in a heated romance
I was swept off my feet
words of my passion will be so fatal
The kiss will be so breathtaking  
At the time I did agree
But that was before I realized
I married a beast.

Judy Emery © 1996
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
53 · Jun 2020
WINTER IS GONE
Now that the winter is gone
Spring can move along
playing its sad songs
The grass on the hills
are as beautiful as they can be
love is running around as free
as anyone could see
But all I need is you right here with me
I look all around just to fine those memories
of you and me
all things now hold their peace together
in all types of weather
the birds are up high in the trees
making spring a love song
But for me,
I'm still alone
wishing my love
was here with me.

- Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
53 · May 2020
I DWELL IN LONELINESS
I dwell in loneliness as my heart feels its pains of brokenness,
a place for forgiveness, so the light can shine bright in my life where I no longer get lost in the dark. my heart has been bleeding for a very long time, this really has messed with my mind. where old paranoia plays its games - night and day in this living nightmare leaving me in fear because I can still feel him standing near. In this word of my brokenness as these pains left me in a world of ash gray whereas heavy clouds keep hovering over me bring down thunderstorms.

- Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
53 · Apr 2020
BROKENHEARTED
I had seen all joy departed
and left so many brokenhearted,
then they must open their eyes
while they walk in awaken dream,
life isn’t  always what it seems;
the sand is hot so is the cooling place
to all those that lost their faith,
into a darken dream by day.

Judy Emery © 1995
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
52 · Apr 2020
THE LIGHT
The light in your eyes is fading fast
Like a bladed glass,
I try to keep up a good front that
Nothing's wrong,
But inside my head and my heart
Are constantly fight who's right and
Who's wrong,
As soon as I feel I can grasp for air
And go ahead and let the pain's run
In, and accept that you are long gone
I can move along,
The taste of happiness has faded away
To another place and silence made home,
This feeling that I feel that is holding me
Captive within myself,
Feels as if someone pulls out the rug.
And I fall off my feet onto my face,
My heart does feel a beat.
And I have strong faith in you to see
Me through in Jehovah's name,
I don't want to give up, but this is too
Much pain that won't go away,
This is killing me slowly within why I
Am holding it all in,
But how much can one person take?
I try with all my might.
As darkness try's so hard to fall over
Me when death has taken its course,
This is not who I'm supposed to be.
I always try to remain bright in the love
Of Jehovah God ;
But this time my heart holds dimer
Light of lost life and I must get my
Feeling back right,
So I call on you Jehovah to let me run
Free until I have finely found me.
And now I am asking Jehovah God
To dust me off from all my sinful ways
And let me see brighter days to run
In the race.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
52 · Apr 2020
DARK MEMORIES
You have beaten me down give me a world of pain that hasn't gone away in the light of day, you come my way just to see me in pain all over again.

-Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
52 · Apr 2020
JEHOVAH GOD WORDS
Jehovah God's words are everlasting,
AND dust is for a time...
Never lose sight of that,
Jehovah God is coming
And HE is letting this old Darke World
KNOW IT!

Judy Emery © 2020
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
POETIC JUDY EMERY
52 · Apr 2020
THE CAGE IS OPEN
I could see the lighting strike across the sea of darken dreams leaving me feeling I could no longer breath, how could this be happing? I know I am alive, yet I feel so dead. living in a world so darken full of hate and rage that kept the cage open to all this madness. aww, while the old ancient moon hanged around in that sad late June.

- Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
52 · Apr 2020
MY SENSELESS LOVE
My senseless Love
we have a story to tell when it comes to us
we wove through some hard times
that had truly made us cry;

The Ink on the poet’s sheet had been smeared
with so many tears
The hands that rip the page of poetry  
will find the senseless Love
that was ever written;

Come, come forth into the light
you will find our famous lines
of a Love that died;

Come forth into the light
and let Nature of the poets handwrite
let my words of long ago teach your
weeping soul;

My senseless Love
the Ink is poured on poet’s paper
for thousands to hold our words
in the Lovers mind of all times of you and I
Love never dyes its words will last a lifetime.

Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
52 · Apr 2020
LOVE IS THE MIRROR
No darkness is never enough
to extinguish out the Light
God's Love is a gift
even in a dark Life like this.
If love statue a mirror
your friends will admire Love
that shines in the eyes,
Love is the mirror
That shines even in the darkness.

Judy Emery © 1985
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
POETIC JUDY EMERY
51 · May 2020
MY AWAKING HOURS
My Awaking hours are lost in you  
the twenty million billions of
stars shining on high all over the sky  
The moon holding on to every secret
that was ever made,  
The years have been passing like clock
work, but my heart holds on to the  
memories of you,  
I hold on to the picture of you  
You were only five when you were buried
It was so hard for me to ever truly  
say goodbye,  
This pain had almost taken me with you
but life pulled me back to keep on living
for the world to know about you,
So I put you in the sky where the stars
and the moon can shine upon you,
Why I have been trying to pull the stake
out of my heart,
Every night I look out my window just  
to see your beauty shine back at me  
I start talking to the moon all about you,
I want to say how much I miss you  
I love you so much my grandson  
My beautiful angel of this grandmas life  
Just know I will never say goodbye,
My waking hours wishing I could see you  
again oh how my emotions my heart tremble
my mind hearing you calling my name  
oh here comes the rain.

- Judy Emery © 2008
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

  
Lilly Emery
R.I.P My Grandson Jesse  Alvarez
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
The intellectual interests of scorn twilight
Is shining its beauty into the night?
Upon the meadowlands,
Where the elder knight stands,
Tall and very bold
Ivory skin
Big blue eyes
With plumped lips,
A man I once kissed,
His shadow I still see dancing with me,
It was a dance I will never forget,
But at times my poor heart wants to follow
The shadow of that summer night,
He gave me so much delight
Love was in the making
But I again ran from love
Because of what I hold within,
I know, don’t understand why
I let love slip from my hands,
His words shadow me with a summers song,
That keeps me holding on,
But tonight, I hear another kind of song
Music of true madness
It became very dark in vain,
Tracking of a hunter for my life,
Dark Angel, wanting me for his wife.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARK ANGEL AND MOONLIGHT POETIC JUDY EMERY
51 · Apr 2020
YOUR BEAUTY SPEAKS TO ME
Your Beauty Speaks To Me  Because I see the beauty of me as I look into the mirror of my life I think you God Jehovah ,Jesus for the beauty you have given to me your spirit shines so bright in my life, I had too learned to see again not by eyes but by spirit your beauty speaks to me your Spirit moves me my eyes has never seen your face but No one ever had , My eyes have blossomed open words of your love speaks to me God Jehovah what beauty you have set in my heart at one time in my life I feared that the you didn't love me but that is the Lie that darkness speaks, In my young sometime ago my life was cast into darkness and made my heart cold this pain it gave had put me on the run Life was never fun life didn't seem beautiful the Light of your beauty I didn't no longer seen , But with time you listen to my cries you touched my body my Spirit when I was so scared My God Jehovah , and Jesus you have showed me you cared by taken away all my fears I have grown tender toward all living things what life brings my way, most of all I have learn not to run from Love  But to hold on to it ;because I don't see with just the eyes I see within the beauty of the Light the beauty that shines on high even in the night, As long as you my God and Lord in my Life I see things in beauty of love  from heaven above ;You Put love in my heart even from far  You put thing into its potential place and made an  opens path for me to walk for me to see what love really is , Where no path before ever existed in my life because you love me you shine beauty upon me I love you in heart and soul but most of all In Spirit and with a spirit  eyes ,You saved my Life, I don't see age has a thing to do with love when it comes  from heaven above I live in a new world holding on too a New Law you are in my heart When I close my eyes I see everything in the beauty of your Love, Where my days and nights are now meaningful Because you love me you made my  Life a better place to be I am glad you loved me first I know this love is strong and True God who loved us before we ever loved him Love is not what you can see love comes from within .

Judy Emery © 1996
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARK ANGEL AND MOONLIGHT POETIC JUDY EMERY
51 · Jun 2020
DARK LONELY HIGHWAY
The highway runs for a ride of faith
Into the midnight moon of you
My God I seek I hold on to my faith
while the wheels go round and round
You're on my mind all the way restless
my hearts to you I sleep alone just to know
you are watching over me
while I am sending you all my love along to you
in my prays I even cry upon your Devin name Jehovah
they say that the road is dark and very lonely
But I must say they are right
but I have you to talk to Jehovah
and I know I will be just fine
I hold on to my faith right down the old highway
it's been just you and I
Oh, Jehovah my God thank you for loving me
You stand by me day and night
I'm forever yours faithfully
there is no other love like yours
you are my everything
I will always call out your name
Jehovah is my love for life
My God is my friend to the very end.

- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
51 · Apr 2020
COLD DARKEN WORLD
You try to make the best out of me

you have taken my pains

and made the history of me

you love to see me bleed

you put my pains in writing

for all to see my blood is on

the walls of darkening dreams

observe all my wounds

look deep at my cuts

that is on my guts

look at the marks

that is placed upon my heart

I had lived life into a twisted mind

of the dark side of my own famous lines

of my life that was never nice.

Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
'' For the sea, comes many dreams;''
I hold on to everything in darken dreams
I keep sight too all that was never nice
Oh, how the hollow winds blow
in a world so cold.
For the workers that are in the field
holds the pains of hard times
that dance around in their minds,
I often wonder will life stay like this
will anyone ever be mist,
Invisible, magic plays around
into the night playing on the minds of the sleepers
Dark Angel is out casting his spells
just to give others Hell,
Oh, I hear the screams
coming around with the hollow winds,
People are walking around like rage dolls
like you see in old photographs in dreams,
drama always finds its way in this place
keep your eyes on all insight,
never let go of what you know
from long ago.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
50 · Apr 2020
Your Tranquilizing Love
Your love is like a tranquilizing
of the dark, you even took my heart
and broken it down
Deep, deep down from on reaper

In my heart
I find a love for you sometime
ago even in the pain of age
But hate comes to my mind like a
cold rhyme of the dark side
  
I lost all feelings with time
A heated-up night of summers blues
came like a firecracker in late June
  
For some reason, I don't feel the same
as I Once did in my life
I can't explain it
my heart had gone so numb
  
But letting you go was the best thing
I could have ever done
Your love is like a wild storm
that never goes away
  
Your dark Love
brings me so many heartaches  
so much shame of your sick way’s
You take even the smile off my face
Your love is too much for me to hang on to
  
I let you go so give me back my soul  
My heart has gone cold
This old love of yours is too old

You kept running deep in my mind
I find myself praying night and day
For the image of you to go away

you make me want to scream  
you even haunt me in my sleep  
I am not the best person in life  
But I am not a bad one
  
I don't deserve your kind of love  
Darkness is your game
your love is so fake it gives heartaches
I can't live like this
Set me free, please
let me be

I made a promise to always love you  
I will never break that promise  
But not the same way you love me
If you come out of the dark and change
to the light of day  

My love for you will run deep
Like the Mediterranean Sea
Your love in the dark that is killing me  
You have taken all my strength from me
  
Your love is lukewarm
I was always loyal to You
I never cheated on You
I was always there to hold you when you sleep
I even watch your dream
  
You are always about you and your needs  
You gave me lies
and false dreams of what a love could be
  
Never had I made you doubt my love for you    
I never broke a promise I made to you
I was always true even when
you cut my heart in two  

But only you did all those bad things to me
And even called me Nona of your dreams  
Your accomplishments were you with me
the woman of your dreams
Your true happiness

You always told me God gave you an angel
and her name is Lilly  
But your love hurts so much it made my heart
bleed many seas
I want you to never suffer nor cry

You told me You had Loved once before
but that love had faded
You never Love anyone as You had Loved me
I was the best thing in your Life

You even said I was the gift from God
but I must ask which one is that
I promise I won't allow anyone in my heart
because you already killed it
  
That promise is true  
You have me running on confused  
Love is a word I will always fear
The turning of your voice
the deepness in your brown eyes tells so many lies
that runs in my mind
  
Something I want to let go  
I hope you understand why I want you to
move on without me  
I want you to stop hurting my life  
You make my life feel like I'm a failure.

Judy Emery © 1998
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARK ANGEL AND MOONLIGHT POETIC JUDY EMERY
50 · Apr 2020
SHATTERED LIKE GLASS
Shattered like glass
When we had departed
my heart shattered like glass
oh, how the silence
brought on the tears
thinking back on those years
we had to make love fun
but that was way before
that darken storm
had taken our love away
oh, how I miss those days
running around on the beach
playing with each other's feet
dancing around just to snick a kiss
oh, those days I will always miss
now I am brokenhearted
while the years pass
my heart is still shattered like glass
these old cold hours
made so many rain shows
of true sorrows of what
an ending Love foretold
so many years ago.

Judy Emery © 1998
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
50 · Jun 2020
SESSIONS
Here, where the world was once a quiet place
I would set alone to thinking about my life
how to make things right;
Here, in a world of trouble
a place so cold I try to find peace;
when the sessions of what was once sweet
had no turn bitter;
I this pain holds is the dead wind
that move the waves of hate
life is like a doubtful dream of dreams;
what does all of this mean?
The remembrance of the past
makes it's way back like nothing ever changed,
I watch the green fields grow
but with time all it's beauty fad away
life is darker it once was
for this old world is reaping what it sowed
hate harvest on the land
sleep now only holds darken dreams
that makes one scream
a sleepy world of cold hate loss of true faith.
- Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
50 · Apr 2020
BRING DOWN THE TEARS
He whispers in my ear just to bring down the tears as he would say I will always be with me even if you can not see me, I will never leave, and I will keep on hunting you down even in your dreams. You will look around and think you had seen me,  but then I would be long gone in the hood. Now, come my queen and dance with me in the rain and let down your long black hair, You know I love you dear!


Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
50 · Apr 2020
DARK WATERS
In these dark waters come the drawn dreams
up from my frozen heart, the water glitters spring
I hold on standing tall in the dusk of hope
I listen from distance the songs of the birds
the songs of frogs that are all in love,
I dreamed of the battle of love
I dream that one day my prince will find me
Year's had passed in silence in the midnight moon
I see an old scarecrow out of my window
standing alone in a cornfield in weird hollows lonely
while the ravens sleep making dreams,
I see in the loss of days’ women planting seeds
singing songs of ancient times
Old poets come to my mind like King Solomon and King David
While wild geese write a line
Flapping across the sky,
while the old moon shines so bright in the night
to celebrate a New Year
A poetess writes in the tingling of the night the last verses
''Oh, ' full moon you have seen everything that this old life brings
Solacing my forty-eight years to pass to my forty-nine
let this poetess of who I keep on writing my death bed.

Judy Emery © 2015
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
50 · Apr 2020
IF
IF
If they looked at me too closely
they would find I am somewhere else
my tears will roll down my face like a waterfall
but when the tears fall to the ground
they would make a big sound
like broken glass from the past
and when I was to talk
my voice would be sobbing with no words.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
49 · Jun 2020
LOVE LOVE LOVE
Love is the wild card of existence
Love is the deepest of one's soul in life
Love is the string to God
Love is the white light that shines bright
in the deep dark night
Love is the emotion that moves two hearts
To become one that beats like a drum
Love that song we never want to lose the sound of
Love is what makes the world go around
Love is what everyone hungers for
hide even died for
Love is powerful
Love is the key to another's heart.

- Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
The name of that small town I will never reveal,
I have the courage and strength to fight this nasty war
That keeps me captive in darken dreams,
I know the words of he who hunts me,
I see the butterflies screaming while they fly
Deep into the night skies, I will always follow
The golden light that shines deep into my eyes.
In this small town, I know so well,
The people try so hard to give me a life of hell,
They go around town lighting their lamps,
While an old man rings the town church bell,
I can hold my breath in my lungs,
Just as they can, So, what makes them think
They are better than me?
I can reach deep into the seafloor,
I can even dance upon on the sand,
My words are strong yet smooth,
In this small town, there is so much hate,
It’s hard for many to keep faith,
I have reasoned with many about their dark ways,
Oh, how the hater's eyes stayed on me while they cried,
While they drowned their souls in more lies,
They would stalk out my life
Trying to shame my name,
With time, I would see their bodies float on the surface of the sea
Into darken dreams, they weep,
My heart is strong when I walk into the streets
Of the small town that weeps,
They always talk about me and call me so many names,
In their eyes are the envy of true jealousy,
But my heart is soft enough to sense the murmuring
Of the crying skies, that hold the gloom of late June,
Where the white stage is made for me to walk,
While the old small town do their talk,
Hang her up they would say,
While they cast stones to break my bones,
My feet are swift to flow the tears that fall to my feet,
I would walk while they cry out into the rain of pain,
They would no longer call out my name in shame,
But they would ask me to stop the pain,
The mountains are lit with the glowing flames
Of the fire the haters made,
My footsteps no longer felt the burns,
The words of my hates of the small town only echo
Into the flam, the shadows of the night creep on into my life,
In this small town, I had returned,
But I will never reveal the name of the small town that gave
Me so many heartaches, while the fools surround me,
Casting their stones,
they relentlessly Waite to see if I would fall,
but I stayed strong through it all,
silence became a friend out into the crying wind,
Oh, my own jealous sister why tell lies?
Why do you try to be me? If I am all that bad,
Your jealousy hold evil to me,
Much has been lost between us,
We are sisters but we act like strangers,
You always try so hard to cast danger my way
While you play your games on the highway,
I am brave and I will always keep my faith,
I am enough to hold true love in my soul from long ago.

Judy Emery © 1978
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
49 · Jun 2020
HOLD ON TO YOUR DREAMS
Hold on to Your Dreams, and let them fly
never let your dreams die that would
be like suicide to your mind
Because dreams are made from life
Dreams are made to love something and look
forward to when you sleep
Dreams are like raindrops that pass through
the time of your life, good and bad
the glitter of your dream will give you
something to believe in.
- Judy Emery © 1979
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMES POETIC JUDY EMERY
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