Oh, dear ancient moon this pain came to me wat too soon, Look at what has been done under the dark heavens where you shine your doom in late June. What have I done for my soul to turn so cold? I feel so lost and confused about what I am seeing and feeling all at once like something is dividing is my soul from light to darkness. like something our someone is taken control over me.

Old midsummer moon, I know you have seen the show that happened long ago, only we will ever know how this story goes, where so many are out just to see me fall like those fallen stars that have been cast from the heavens right along with the fallen of angels as they are making war.

Oh, the traps they set for me, Aww! what my eyes do see, the visions of you stand so clearly to me, as the angels fall hard into the see,  Oh, the midsummer moon you shine your beauty in my eyes
and that is where you will always be a big part of me. as the wind keeps crying out to me in its own agony, moving back and forth over the angry seas of darken dreams.

A new year of his lies for me to see with the eyes of a moon
of that unusual violent in midsummer of June, casting its beauty across the seas while the stars blink in the heart of doom, the old sea has resounded over the castle where the black magic woman
plays her games with Dark Angel in rage.

Oh, how I see the foreigners mask faces standing over me, dancing and crying calling out names like they are insane, casting blame my way to make me feel so ashamed, my poor body feels this scorching of pain, while it is starting to rain.  They are all acting so crazy as they crawl and fall rolling around making all kinds of worn down sounds.

Then they start falling some more on the wet ground jumping up and down like frogs in the fog, this is something I have never seen before, then it wasn't long before the storm moving the trees and the waves upon the seas, that is when they started crying out t
to the black magic, woman to please stop the pain that she put upon her slaves.

Dark Angel started to laugh like a painful shout of thunder, then that started making me wonder, what is going to happen next?  Soon after all of that, I started feeling attacked behind my back, so I started fighting those slaves back. they started crying for dark Angel on hands and knees saying look what she has done to me.

**** us please set us free, Oh, that is when I started holding my stomach  I started crying out like them, I  was starting to get very sick, then they have seen how my eyes started to change, and they know deep within I have more control over them. They looked at each other not understanding why I didn't do anything to them yet?

Soon they place a moonstone was placed upon my beast, and down my stomach, legs.  then both of them, the Magic woman and Dark Angel started asking me what is it you see? my eyes rolled back while they attacked, but I had never given them any words to feed on. But I did cry out so much pain on that midsummer fright that shined deep into my eyes, but that was no surprise.


- Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

It was dark, I sunk out of my room and made it around the other side of the castle, they weren't watching for me I don't think; because I see DARK ANGEL keeping them too busy doing other things' he was telling them to do something that the stronger man didn't seem to like, I could see it in their eyes, soon Dark Angel let out his anger like a roar that filled the castl with more demons stirring down from it. He shot a sideways glance and screamed out my name, "Moonlight, where do you think you are going?"


- Judy Emery © 1989
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The volume is being written the series of Dark Angel and Moonlight, who seeks to uncover the secrets of her faith
Dark Angel the darkness of lies haunts her day and night. He is the angel of ancient darkness of the lost manuscripts the carved in the hate all over the place of a love gone bad Dark Angel losses his mind.A manuscript of his kind has been written to turn the faith of true light of true love to a nasty dark lies, he makes traps to draw in his victims. It's true when love can make one blind the image of evil thoughts come to the plots when the heart has been broken:
The cuts get deeper at one's heart love is forever lost, Dark Angel; finds love is more complicated than he could have ever known true love never dyes nor ever grows old. Dark Angel a scanners manuscript of his own of all his lies and traps. He had played so many times on Moonlights mind, the head games that had been eating at her soul to beat her down. But he could never take her true vision of the higher ground of true nature of love.

- Judy Emery © 1999
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The thrill is like a pill that kills,
While I look at the Ku Klux ****
Taken their stand on hot sand,
Ready to take down the darken slaves
In those cold evil ancient days,
The screams are still on the tip of their tongues,
While slaves go out to fight
the KU KLUX ****
they lost their lives
to the hands of those white men,
dead skin for the ravens
the bloodstain stand is the history
that ***** away like bats in time
the dead will soon be gone
the red sea will cast ancient dreams
to all who can see;
it all comes straight from the heart
where life has been written
about the forbidden;
I step upon the stained sand
that is covered in sin;
while time clutched at my feet
while I write in bloodstain ink,
millions of tears did fall
while they tried to claim the wall,
I see soldiers on their feet
Wherein raincoats;
I ask myself what side are they on?
I feel so ill,
like I had taken the old ancient pill
that kills the thrill.
while I see the stains upon the sand
where the KU KLUX **** once stood
whirring their white hoods,
with blood stain, wooden crosses in their hands
while they burned up the land;
where mills of silence swept over the sand.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

At one time in my life
the sun did shine on high
what a beautiful sight
when my life was going right
when you were in my everything,
But I had to give it all up
when you gave my life pain
when you took the sun and made it dark
Oh, my god hear it comes
the rain that never goes away
When I needed you the most
you walked away like an evil ghost,
O how I cried most of the night
dark clouds for gay made its way
as the sunshine fades-
all the brightness that was once apart of me
has taken a dive into the Sea of darken dreams
while my heart bleeds.

Judy Emery © 2002
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

So, many Hatters has cast their stones but I'm not frightened of them anymore, the cold pits of their lies have come to them with a big surprise when they no longer see I hold no fear in my eyes, for the ones that have cast their stones upon my soul. Oh, the darkness of true sadness has passed me on by now what I see is the beauty of a sunrise ray of rejoicing, because love is with me the window of my cold room has been Broken in late June for all to see love is with me. Now all my hatters who have cast their stones just to see me bleed, now they cry out my name in their own pains of darken dreams.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Lost feeling so confused
hurt and very abused
puzzled the way my life has been  
my bedroom is cold and dark
and my body is marked
of what Dark Angel gave.
Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

So, beautiful you are
in the field of wilds flowers
you are a common flower
you brighten up the field
with your beautiful gold
You brighten the days of a lover’s eyes
you are a flower of many
But you are your own beauty
You are the beauty of age
So, thin and small rich in color
you rob the lover’s hearts
You are the beauty
even when dust makes its way in
you stand out among the wild
in the fields, you glow
You are the art of the painter’s eyes
the meadows deep shadows on the graze
the painter paints away at your beauty
of gold swaying, back and forth
You are the beauty
among all the wildflowers
you sprinkle your love
around the drake’s old tree  
You beautified the land
You are my childhood flower
my eyes had always desired
I had to pick you and take you home
to lighten up the place.

Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

It was another lonely night
While holding on to old tears drops
of bits of rain, I always feel this pain,
I can still hear your voice
dancing into the night of fright,
sending me kisses of death,
this doesn’t make my night carefree
all it gives is darken dreams,
I see your ancient eyes looking deep into mine,
that triers to incense me with words,
To make traps for me to fall into your fake love,
In your senses of hateful thinking;
You tell me to come to you with an open mind,
To lite a fire deep into your empty heart,
but I know not to waste no more of my time
On an old ancient rhyme,
Oh, but how Dark Angel's words linger in my mind
Trying hard to play games on my heart,
Old desires make a big fire,
He would tell me all kinds of things
Like my heart is his home,
My soul is all he wants to make his own,
He would tell me over and over,
Oh, Moonlight, together we can be alone
And our spirits can run free,
All we need is each other in the life of a storm,
We can make love in the splendor of lust,
Oh, how swiftly life passes on by,
Come Moonlight, take my hands
Let me be your man with deep commands,
I can see your eyes telling me many things,
Your heart is graving with mine,
Come to me and let’s make many more dreams
Let’s write down in your own bloodstain ink
about you and me, you forever king,
our souls live beyond what others ever have known,
let me feel your heartbeat, my queen,
let me touch your silk hands, this is my command,
Oh, from far away I can hear the glass break
Where dark dreams are, being made
While souls scream to be set free,
Wish me well my queen,
while I take others down in a journey
of darken dreams with me,
Come Moonlight,
put your candle lite by your window
Let me feel your true delight
even if you’re not on my side,
I am torn by your politeness
It gives me so much madness,
But with the time you will see things my way,
Do you know you could never fix me?
So, stop trying to forgive me,
I will always burn in your desire
I will always linger around in your mind,
I am Dark Angel, your king in all your dreams,
Your heart will only beat for me;
Just Waite and you will see,
Oh, Moonlight, your heart is my home,
Your mind is my throne,
Your soul is what I want,
I will never let you go,
Together we can make many storms in history,
We will be written down in the beams
of the moonstones, together alone.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Is Poetic Lilly Emery

The autumn moon hungover in a fire over the hill's  
the wild black promontories of the coast extend as far as the eyes could see, I need a place on the sea away from us away and away from what we could be. one winter afternoon sunlight that gilds the cobbled streets of Montreal, I saw a small village outside Paris, beyond the light beyond the sun, That is where my heart hungover you under sheets of scarlet satin away from vows and other sins, my heart gave in above the confusion and the fuss of both of us beyond the push beyond the rush my heartfelt, it was going to burst with all the love you gave the curve of the narrow street reflected back at you and me. There's a place for love and light a peaceful time, no wrong no right, run me and never let go let's run in the streets of Paris until we get old the shop window at left, still follows the old line of the country lane that we once played.
there's a place for love and light for the both of us understanding takes flight, the cars line the street lights of Montreal feels so right,
with faith as sweet as the scent there is time for us yet.

- Judy Emery © 1997
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Oh, how I dreamed while I sleep
Into many different shades of gray,
Upon my silk bed;
Oh, how love has lost his way,
Where I lay on the grace of meadows,
Oh, how I see troubled times standing before me,
The old ancient winds crying at me again,
Waves of lies wildered around the night
Fighting the mind;
Darkness weighting the way where faith
Could no longer be traveled to worn,
Upon on the sea tangled web it sprayed,
Where the heart is always being broken,
Bones are like tokens,
Spirits are weak,
While the dreamers’ nights of sleep,
A place of weeping, agitation of true agony,
I hear Dark Angel speak his lies,
Oh, slaves try not to cry,
Oh, do you hear the angels sing
Fathers of ancient time dancing around in spring,
A place where eyes see many things,
Where life seems like a faraway dream,
Oh, look how they weep for thee,
Pity is we who now see what Dark Angel brings
To all of us who vision upon holy grounds,
Where love was lost and soon be found,
Oh, let your happy tears fall,
let the light shine in the darkness of your mind,
Who replied in ancient time,
Oh, do call the watchman of the sea.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Old age should burn like a flame of light
rage, rage against the dying of the night
Dark Angel take a walk down the deep woods
of the old wise men of long ago words that
once touched souls that caress at one's heart
because their words had been long forsaken
their life had been shaken
good men had been long lost in Darkness of
their own lust of a dapper heart of swaying
of what was right in God's eye's
their frail deeds might have danced in a garden
of green but no longer
rage, rage against the dying of the light they
cry out in the night for Dark Angel they cry
holding heart's by a knife
wild men, they become  caught and slugged  
they grieved in winter cold why Dark Angel had
taken over they darken souls
made them into slaves
that hide in caves near death but death never came
Prayer had now been long forgotten
rage, rage against the dying of the light Dark Angel
takes on a new Rage squeezing out faith
weeping is all you will hear in the lost woods of the
winter cries of the lost and found
the slaves of Dark Angel.

Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Harsh winter falls;
I yearning for your touch.
For a call with so much love  
Yearning to be near you but  
You are so far, oh how this  
Breaks my heart,
Time creates a difference,
Difference creates desire.
Desire ultimately creates a yearning temptation.
And that is you I crave I yearn to see better days,
My days of winters gray my nights I cry  
Without you in my life,
You are my temptation that whispers in my ears,
I call out your name in that sensual tone.
But when I wake it was all wrong,
You were only on the phone calling me saying  
One day you will be home,
I fight the urge to reply what is truly on my mind
Another time,  
Then one night, temptation comes again
Touching you in places that cried out his name.
Temptation knows exactly what he is doing.
August spent filling empty without you,
Temptation knows exactly what he is doing.
The kiss screams passion, warmth…. but…
How did temptation know what I was needing  
The most!
How did he know that you needed a kiss like that?
Dripping in pure desire; a wanting, yearning kiss  
That makes December a sweeter place to play,
Temptation I can’t fight you anymore.
I’m yielding to your love and it is even at my door.

Judy Emery © 2010
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Departing avenging spirits
In the dead of winter;
love has assumed to know all hearts,
But what stands before thee
Are the cowards of the lost?
all they bring is wickedness,
what has happened to true love?
Oh, tender hearts,
Why did you depart into the dark?
the gentle touch of lovers’ hand
Where the beauty of spring;
this old town has humiliated me,
But then the knight looks and sees
His love under the leafy shade,
Writing her heart away,
He looks with a stunning smile
upon his face that couldn’t be removed
if she is near; words of anger started to fade,
but then he looked around and she was gone,
His anger ragged like a villain;
He looked at the cowards
that has been making war,
what is it you have done?
That is when the cowards started to run,
Then one of the cowards
stopped and looked back,
Saying, Dark Angel is taken his queen home,
There was this big hesitating chill
that moved faintly in the knights’ heart,
a darken trill of the dead of winter
moved in his soul;
The knight's heart became cold.
loneliness came from love;
while the cowards of the town
laugh so loud towards the knight
he pulled out his sword;
and told them if they come back
they would lose their heads,
Clear, loud he stood his ground
In the old town, he called home,
Wide is the rain that brings on pain,
that gives free choice to all who bleeds,
you can love or run from it;
or you can love and fight for what your
heartbeats for and will die for it,
like a true ‘’ Shakespeare’’ theme;
that has been written in the true passion of love
that gives feverish dreams;
Dark Angels, deathless powers,
The knight takes on his delight
that verse how he truly feels,
love is where his heart belongs,
But his queen her heart is no longer function
She has disclaimed her love for thee.

- Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The light in your eyes is fading fast
Like a bladed glass,
I try to keep up a good front that
Nothing's wrong,
But inside my head and my heart
Are constantly fight who's right and
Who's wrong,
As soon as I feel I can grasp for air
And go ahead and let the pain's run
In, and accept that you are long gone
I can move along,
The taste of happiness has faded away
To another place and silence made home,
This feeling that I feel that is holding me
Captive within myself,
Feels as if someone pulls out the rug.
And I fall off my feet onto my face,
My heart does feel a beat.
And I have strong faith in you to see
Me through in Jehovah's name,
I don't want to give up, but this is too
Much pain that won't go away,
This is killing me slowly within why I
Am holding it all in,
But how much can one person take?
I try with all my might.
As darkness try's so hard to fall over
Me when death has taken its course,
This is not who I'm supposed to be.
I always try to remain bright in the love
Of Jehovah God ;
But this time my heart holds dimer
Light of lost life and I must get my
Feeling back right,
So I call on you Jehovah to let me run
Free until I have finely found me.
And now I am asking Jehovah God
To dust me off from all my sinful ways
And let me see brighter days to run
In the race.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Making darkens dreams to all who sleeps
while all this evil king of darkness
keeps coming around me?
telling a lifetime of his ancient lies,
keeping me up throughout the night.
I now have more mysteries dreams
something now I have to live with,
this darkness has eaten away the sky
field my heart with so much pain
bring on the rain.

Judy Emery © 1998
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Just knowing God is the one
who breathes life into my soul
Has given me something to live for,
My lungs are full
my heart is with God.


Judy Emery © 2019
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I wondered why this evil king always comes around me? This is a lifetime of ancient mysteries these dreams are something of what I
had lived, but come to me in history form it’s as if I could eat away the sky, that field my heart with so much emptiness.

Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I have secretly left you a note
upon your bedside;
but only in dreams, you could only see
what it is I have written
in a place of the forbidden,
this is how we meet
you came into my life while I sleep,
you seemed so nice and very sweet,
You’re my childhood dream,
I had left you some time ago
I want to say sorry,
But, I must ask
how did you make your way back?
into my mind another time.
I never understood that
I thought you suppose to stay in the past,
I see your writing on my page  
where others could read
what you are wanting to say to me,
but, you are starting to get mean
and yet a little scarier;
when you write about me
you had taken all my words
I wanted to say right out of my mouth,
You would write to me to tell me
You wanted so badly to kiss me,
But I must say;
Get off my page
Because I don’t feel the same way
You are only something from a darkened past
A childhood dream
that always made me scream,
It’s so funny what words can do,
to make me feel so ill about you,
I could never love you or want too.
I felt I known you all my life,
maybe I did;
But only in my dreams, you see,
So, what does all this mean
for you and me?
again, how could this ever be?
If we were only a childhood dream.
I started to feel overwhelmed by you,
If you are only someone of dreams,
Every time I sleep,
Your eyes are looking back into mine
It’s like I could read an ancient story;
I had to take a deep breath
and walk away from all of this,
Your starting to mess with my head,
I’m starting to feel old wounds
of another time;
something doesn’t feel right
this left me so confused
how could all of this be if you are only
a childhood dream?

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The voice cannot carry out what it is that I feel
I see the beauty of the white wings that fly over me
While I sleep for peace kissing away at dreams
The tongue and the lips that give it wings
to my soul that sings
No one woman should ever have to die in her doom
or should she die in vain of shamefulness
But to die for her glorious in love
For even as love crowns the beauty within
A life that we live in sin
The light of true love makes its way in
So shall it crucify the night by the white wings
Descend to your roots that make the heart sing
And shake them that clinging to the earth for death
White wings we shall be together in spring
When the white wings of death will sing.

- Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Lost, hurt so cut up  
Puzzled the way my life has been  
I had been gazing out my bedroom  
Window thinking about the hurt  
Of what Dark Angel gave.
I looked and what did I see and ''Ravens'',
Looking back at me,
His eyes so little like a spark shining in
That cold darken the sky,
His beaded yellow eyes had been looking me  
Up and down,
I pondered over and over in my mind,
What did the ''Raven'' see when it was looking  
back at me,
Did it see all the pains that were in my eyes?
The cuts of the night that had been cut in  
Deep wounds of Dark Angel's knife,
From my bleeding heart that is all over my
Bedroom floor.
Did the ''Ravens'' see the same story of he  
When he was looking at me.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Every day it will rain until my pains go away Dark Angel always loves to see me in pain. Darkness is always around me all hope of an escape has left me this is knowing the life I live pain and agony the grunt of grinding teeth. My pain's run deep within my veins cut's of darkness that never stops this is all my poor soul knows
that it knows takes hold the hurt that consumes me with no heartbeat I'm hurt.  It is like clockwork A rain that will never go away as long as there is pain. Oh, the shame that holds me in Dark Angels lust I don't want to cry you see that is a weakness in his eyes. I'm along most of the time  I'm locked away with no hope of an escape, I sit around with my black velvet gown with red roses in my black hair, my lips are silked red and my eyes as blue as they could get. My bed is ready to be played in of lustful sin when darkness descends on my light skin the moon shines on dim Dark Angel wants to party. Just to scattered more pieces of my soul lying around just to be found to gather up again I can hear a knocking at my door just to find Dark Angel wanting more. I can feel his lust creeping upon me his hunger his needs for me. His breath, his eyes on my every move his cold touch of death this fight is a fight I could never seem to win his darkness mad it's the way in it has consumed me. I felt I couldn't breathe his lust is all over me his voice has softened by telling me a story how much he waited to find his Dark Angel. Dark Angel exclaimed: I found you Moonlight
it was the best thing that ever happened to me in my darken life then he looked at me and proceeded to say more I waited yet again
For you to let my dark love in. But you keep hanging on to a faith that is no more you don't have escape you don't have strong enough faith your rain will never go away.

- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

In these dark waters come the drawn dreams up from my frozen heart, the water glitters spring. I hold on standing tall in the dusk of hope I listen from distance the songs of the birds the songs of frogs that are all in love. I dreamed of the battle of love. I dream that one day my prince will find me year's had passed in silence in the midnight moon, I see an old scarecrow out of my window standing alone in a cornfield in weird hollows lonely while the ravens sleep making dreams. I see in the loss of days’ women planting seeds singing songs of ancient times, old poets come to my mind like King Solomon and King David. While wild geese write a line flapping across the sky, while the old moon shines so bright in the night to celebrate a New Year. A poetess writes in the tingling of the night the last verses ''Oh, ' full moon you have seen everything that this old life brings solacing my forty-eight years to pass to my forty-nine let this poetess of who I keep on writing my death bed.

-Judy Emery © 2015
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Your love is like a tranquilizing
of the dark, you even took my heart
and broken it down
Deep, deep down from on reaper

In my heart
I find a love for you sometime
ago even in the pain of age
But hate comes to my mind like a
cold rhyme of the dark side
  
I lost all feelings with time
A heated-up night of summers blues
came like a firecracker in late June
  
For some reason, I don't feel the same
as I Once did in my life
I can't explain it
my heart had gone so numb
  
But letting you go was the best thing
I could have ever done
Your love is like a wild storm
that never goes away
  
Your dark Love
brings me so many heartaches  
so much shame of your sick way’s
You take even the smile off my face
Your love is too much for me to hang on to
  
I let you go so give me back my soul  
My heart has gone cold
This old love of yours is too old

You kept running deep in my mind
I find myself praying night and day
For the image of you to go away

you make me want to scream  
you even haunt me in my sleep  
I am not the best person in life  
But I am not a bad one
  
I don't deserve your kind of love  
Darkness is your game
your love is so fake it gives heartaches
I can't live like this
Set me free, please
let me be

I made a promise to always love you  
I will never break that promise  
But not the same way you love me
If you come out of the dark and change
to the light of day  

My love for you will run deep
Like the Mediterranean Sea
Your love in the dark that is killing me  
You have taken all my strength from me
  
Your love is lukewarm
I was always loyal to You
I never cheated on You
I was always there to hold you when you sleep
I even watch your dream
  
You are always about you and your needs  
You gave me lies
and false dreams of what a love could be
  
Never had I made you doubt my love for you    
I never broke a promise I made to you
I was always true even when
you cut my heart in two  

But only you did all those bad things to me
And even called me Nona of your dreams  
Your accomplishments were you with me
the woman of your dreams
Your true happiness

You always told me God gave you an angel
and her name is Lilly  
But your love hurts so much it made my heart
bleed many seas
I want you to never suffer nor cry

You told me You had Loved once before
but that love had faded
You never Love anyone as You had Loved me
I was the best thing in your Life

You even said I was the gift from God
but I must ask which one is that
I promise I won't allow anyone in my heart
because you already killed it
  
That promise is true  
You have me running on confused  
Love is a word I will always fear
The turning of your voice
the deepness in your brown eyes tells so many lies
that runs in my mind
  
Something I want to let go  
I hope you understand why I want you to
move on without me  
I want you to stop hurting my life  
You make my life feel like I'm a failure.

Judy Emery © 1998
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Moonlight has once been loved and will always be written down in the history of his heart that kept her locked away into darkening of dreams.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

You think it’s easy to change,
You think you know everything about me,
But really you don’t,

At times, I feel like I lost my life,
in a death like way,
yet alive feeling all that pain you gave,

Your words are like stones you beaten me down,
You tell me I need to change in your ways,
I say no thanks, I pass, so why keep bothering
me with all of this?

Why, put your hooks in my life,
It must be a nasty old habit, you need to change,
This I did say, we always seem to fight,
Like two battleships, ready to sink,

Oh, your threaded words of lies,
you given to me in darken dreams,
I looked skywards into the grey,
While I see, the moon looking gloom,

The air is chilled, my body is aching
While my heart is breaking,
in changes, you are making for me,
damaged cut deep where all I do is weep,

echoes of the night bring on fright,
flashbacks come to me like lighting,
to that old bloodstain glass of my past,
poison is you who keeps eating away at me,
invisible by day,
but into my nights you creep into my dreams,

I feel suffocated,
like you have a pillow over my face,
I am alive yet feel so dead,
While You keep messing with my head,
With harsh glaring eyes,

Stories will be made about us,
While everyone is trying to pieces all my pains
to make a change. But all they will find
will be more rain.

Judy Emery © 2000
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

My heart forms carefree when seeing thousands of stars blinking so beautifully in the heavens, my heart builds emotions until the tears started flowing as I start thanking God for his beauty.

Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Jehovah God's words are everlasting,
AND dust is for a time...
Never lose sight of that,
Jehovah God is coming
And HE is letting this old Darke World
KNOW IT!

Judy Emery © 2020
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Preciously waiting in the dark holding my heart
Waiting to see if the man I am been seeing is true  
To me, before I walk away in the pain he gave,
Tell me that you needed me at less,
He just looked at me with no care in his eyes  
Shed for me just a tear to let me know you cared,
When you whisper in my ear to say he will never leave  
Dance with me in the rain to wash away your fears my dear,  
Tell me what you see in me to make you hurt me,
He would say I will never let you go
without a fight
Oh, how I could see in his eyes
he means all that he is telling me
You are my life hold me close
then ask me for a second dose
Of a dance in the rain,
It has been a long year dancing
in the rain in so much pain
With a man that dances in the night
to take over my life
You can not live without my loving touch
he would say  
tell me you would never leave
He would tell me you need me
like I need air to breathe
I cried with hurt in my eyes
darkness and pain is the life you have given me
tell me that you are addicted
to my touch that you love  
So much, I cried out with shivers down my spin
I looked at him as he takes my hand
for the next winters dance
tell me that your heart cant
beat without mine he would cry
That you will always be mine
your words that don't stop teasing
My mind I cry to get out of my head
You make me wish I was dead
with every touch of your hand
Ever dance the rain became my friend
The darkness of your cold heart
has taken over my soul let me go.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

If love could talk and tell me all that I needed to hear so I could feel free from all this agony, all I would hear is the sounds of crickets chirping.

  - Judy Emery © 2015
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Once upon a midnight fright, A raven found its way into my life, I could see his pains through his eyes while he was looking at me, I started feeling weak and somewhat weary, things are getting kind of scary.
Ding-**** and old bell wrung from far, Oh, how the sound left a mark on my heart. Where words of the past, started making its way back. I felt I was about to have a heart attack when I started getting old flashbacks, over many quieting times of the dark side of my mind.
The curious volume of what was then, I truly thought was forgotten, until the old raven started doing his knocking. He was jabbing and tapping upon my bedroom window. While I was sleeping in the silence of a dream, but before long I have seen myself looked away in a chamber of pain.
A place where the walls are gray and cold, where haunting creepiness is behind the other side of that wall, I hear the screams in true agony, while the raven keeps staring at me. Like he is trying to tell me something with his eyes, He is my only visitor so far in this dark cold room.
The sound muted just for a moment, but then I heard a beating sound of anger pounding at my chamber door. It wasn’t a tapping that is for sure. It was a sound like someone was wanting to even a sore. To lead me in fright for my life, Oh, raven why did you come to the window of my chamber? What is it you are wanting to tell me before this door opens.
The more I look at the ravens’ eyes, I slowly started remembering all those hurtful times, but this raven was always by my side. bring me crumbs and sometimes meat for me to eat. I remember it was in late December when I was out looking for an escape from he who has been haunting me in darken dreams.
I was separated from life, were all my families and friends where, where true love swept over my soul. Visions I always had since my birth. But my life always seemed to be cured. It was okay at first. But with time passing I became eager to be set free, just to see what I could find about my life. Oh. How I could remember how everyone started to change.
They held so much envy and hate in their eyes, But, that was really no surprise. They didn’t seem right to me from the start. They didn’t have love in their heart. Each day and night they would make traps for me to fall into. So, I started studying their every move. They always tried to keep me confused.
Vanity I say, while they looked away. While they were out plotting another fall. But I was borrowing time while they had been playing hateful games on my mind. OH, that late December, I was stroke down with fever. while they had locked me away in my chamber.
Oh, I do remember, that is when I became so ill I almost died. But the Raven kept on tapping on my window to let him in. that’s when we became friends. In the meanwhile, Spells have been cast upon me, which gave me darken dreams of he who haunts me. I could see the silky sad curtains hanging from my window.
The rain was pouring down heavy, I had nothing to eat. But the raven found me water on the leaves of autumn. And he gave me sips of wildlife while he feeds me and watched over me. like if someone from far sent him to keep me safe even in darken dreams.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Her ruby Eye of Medusa casting her spells
all over the land of shipwrecked souls
Medusa sings on hearing winds in the night
why they sleep she seeks to take on her attack
like a thief in the shadows of light.
Her soul is cold:
She is designed with clutching gamed
controlling is her game to take lost souls in
She is so the protagonist
her story that never ends to man.
A pit of lies she holds in her eyes
she is the goddess of the nights
A goddess of true darkness of the stone
she stands alone on her ****** thrown
to take this dark world on that she holds.
She is the Venus in her lover's eyes
that looks upon her beauty in her eyes
this old darken world craves the need to
find her. she will have her way
just look in her dark beautiful ruby eyes
she will cast her spell and make you of stone.
The people that had heard of her story
the raft of the Medusa with the snake hair
will cast her poison everywhere
who dears to drawn near.
Throughout the house of stone
You will see her eyes looking upon
her evil is the menace of her home
Medusa looks were known to cast a spell
to turn her lovers into stone.
A ***** dire reversion  they all felt
in her eyes, they lie with a deep pleasure that
makes mans heart melt for her
the waters below all around her home her lover
will be her predecease stone.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Oh, unsteady shapes haunting out the night

cold darken sea is a silent grave to me,

Dark Angels eyes showed clouded sight to mine

lost in his own darkness that holds fast in his ways

his temptation rise deep in a haze for me,

In a late autumn breeze, I could feel magic out on the sea

that old darken power follows me

like eyes on me at all times

cold touch had laid upon my face

tears had been shed like rain

voices cry out in so many pains

the sounds of kicking and screaming,

But I could never see a thing,

In the ship, we all do sail on an autumn night of Hell

I could hear ringing bells from far

but could never see where it came from

the fog is thick holding tricks of the night

making so much fright

then a voice cried out saying

Drive my sadden thoughts over the sea

and then let it come back to me

with an unextinguished heart

words will turn into ashes in the dark,

Then A stronger voice came over to me

saying ''Moonlight'' do not worry I am with you

that is when a Raven came near for me to see

he has red-yellow eyes shining in the night

looking at me as if the Raven was the one talking to me

But as soon as I started walking towards the raven

it flew away in the fog of the night

but the voice kept saying; I know you can hear me

the Dark Angel out of nowhere appeared,

He walked over to me handing me a glass of wine

saying drink to our love Moonlight

Please don't say a word, Just drink my love

so you will understand all my commands

then he kissed and tasted my tears

then said if you ever get the strength to leave

I will find you and that will not be a good thing for you

So drink and sleep Moonlight don't say a word

let me walk you to your room.

- Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Oh, how I ride the sea in many darken dreams,
the old roaring sounds of
the crying wind frightens me
while the anger waves move along
like an ancient sad song,
I have seen many things
that made me scream
when it comes to darken dreams,
in the shadows of the night
gives me so much fright
when it comes to my life,
behind my ears
I did hear the sound of autumn winds
crying at me again,
Chains of my pains
held me down in a darkened room
when I move you can hear
the sounds of my fears
when Dark Angel comes near,
Clank of my chains
sounds like howling bells of hell
in a storm of rain of my pains
while I cry day and night
for freedom to come,
Guinevere of my body
the throbbing of my knotted hands
that still move the pen
in my own bloodstain ink
for all to read about me in darken dreams.

Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery