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69 · Apr 2020
DARKEN ROOM
Lost feeling so confused
hurt and very abused
puzzled the way my life has been  
my bedroom is cold and dark
and my body is marked
of what Dark Angel gave.
Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
69 · Apr 2020
SLAMMING DOORS
Deception is a part of life
that you want to leave behind
Betrayal is its friend of the night
that you want to take
Off your mind and let it run in
summers breeze so free
Without it just being a dream
If you watch closely to your pains
You will only find many doors you left open
And you will never be free
The people that gave so much pain's in your life
They’re not different in the end
So let them go
Let go of the pain and let
the rain comes down
Slam that door as hard
as you can and move on in life
You cannot have both so just let go
I know love is bliss
Sadly I will never have a part of this
Just another dream that faded away just as fast
Lost in the moment of one lasting kiss
Something my poor heart miss
Oh this hurts so bad
My heart is taken the beatings
that it should never have
Gladsome things are gone
washed away in the rain
But there are still some pains that remain
Slamming doors that yet have not came
You are like a song that I will not miss
But when the rain comes
I will cry out slamming doors
I need your love today
But then I don't need
no more pains from you and all
Those sad lies you tell
I need you now before you go away
Trying to hold on, I know the cause is lost
Does this mean nothing?
I promised you, my heart
was crossed in the rain of your pains
I've  kept all my  promises to you
Can you say the same?
We're losing touch what is true love
You're driving me insane
I cannot keep playing your games
Are you so heartless to say you still love me
When I saw you with you know who
You must have me confused
My heart was open, the key was yours
But now all I'm doing is slamming the doors
Walking out of this darken life of your lies
Slamming all the doors.
I hate these childish games
Let the rain pour because
I'm slamming this door.

Judy Emery © 1989
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
69 · May 2020
CASTING STONES
So, many Hatters has cast their stones but I'm not frightened of them anymore, the cold pits of their lies have come to them with a big surprise when they no longer see I hold no fear in my eyes, for the ones that have cast their stones upon my soul. Oh, the darkness of true sadness has passed me on by now what I see is the beauty of a sunrise ray of rejoicing, because love is with me the window of my cold room has been Broken in late June for all to see love is with me. Now all my hatters who have cast their stones just to see me bleed, now they cry out my name in their own pains of darken dreams.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
69 · Apr 2020
CUT DEEP
There is a great deal of depression
in a life of pain ;
oh, how this body aches
I know nobody truly knows me
But if they did would it meany anything?
Dark Angel has overtaken me
my soul longs for the day he lets me go,
all he wants is full control over me
oh, how he cuts deep at my mind
just to see my heart bleed most of the time,
his words are like an old sad love song
that never stops playing
my mind is filled with deep thoughts
my heart feels its loss
the tears I cry is like a flood
that never ends deep within,
I was too young to understand the ways of sin
My life was never right in my mother's eyes
No matter how hard I ever try
all she has seen was the dark side of me
she called me her black seed
I was only two when I started crying out
for those painful words to end
as I got older
the pains had grown stronger
I would get down on my knees
Please make the hurt stop
but they never did,
I would cry deep in the night
asking why did my own mother
did not love me ;
why did my father leave me like this?
holding his big old mess
he just walked away without a word of goodbyes
their ware no words to ease my pains
every day this old pain has given me so much rain.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
69 · Jun 2020
WHAT A PITY
My heart is damaged
I crowned to the king how did this to me
because in time I will bring him to his knees,
the one who says he truly loves me.
The habitations of all things which dwells
I thank God for the beauty he has given to me
I was once from the cities
what a pity
that had once consumed my heart
in true fashion of what I call fake love
where men gathered around just too blazing the town.
where the King roams
just to look once more into each other’s eyes
yet that was never a surprise,
I thank God for this love of my life.

- Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
68 · May 2020
POETRY DILEMMA
You put your hard work of thoughts out to a world unkind just to laugh at you making you feel like a fool that is taking a risk.  You do your best not to write like the others if you do you will get poetry dilemma, to weep is to risk appearing sentimental or wimpy in the judge's eyes. You work hard to share your feelings with the poetic world just for what? to get beaten down to make like a clown of words of being judge of your own lifestyle, you write poetry dilemma to reach out for others is to take risk-taking the risk is something we all must face even in the eyes of the hat to expose feelings of the past the be rejected like a fool to place your poetic dreams in a crowd is to take risks to ridicule poetry dilemma. To live and to love is a risk of its own but to write your feelings down is the risk of all just to have someone return your words and call you names that is my poetic dilemma for others to forward your words in haters eye and make you feel ashamed just because they want what is yours so they overwhelm you as a failure, then you see they copy your own words and say itis theirs that is a risk and it hurts but risks must be taken. Because the risk is the way of life
the person who risks nothing has nothing this is my poetic dilemma I will never give up.

- Judy Emery © 1993
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
68 · Apr 2020
BLOODSTAIN LEAVES
Autumn leaves is where you left me to bleed,
the bloodstain of my bleeding heart
on every leaf that falls from a tree
autumn will always remember me
love truly has cut me deep,

So, I figured it out,
I was high and low and everything in between
when it came to you and me
You were wicked and wild
I know what you meant to me
with time pages were turned
Something went wrong in this old love,

It became a place of darkness
where the hearts turn cold,
You made a deal with the devil for an empty Life
You are an angel looking through the eyes of darkness
It was you that cut my heart into pieces,

It's all because of you wanting to go back into old ways
You are the reason why Autumn will never forget me
because my blood is on every leaf
You are the reason I wake up,
Each day with tears in my eyes,

through the night the old darken winds hold my screams
You are the reason my heart bleeds
the reason for autumn stained leaves
In the middle of the night, the world hears my cry
I want to ground with the falling tears of rain,

No more running around spinning my wheel
You came out of my dream and made it real
I know what I feel
It's you that my heart bleeds out all your lies
It's all because of you that my life is confusing
You are the reason for autumn leaves,

the reason I wake up with pain in my heart
You are the misery of anger
You are the one who put the spell on me
now autumn leaves will never be the same
because they are colored with my bloodstains.

  Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARK ANGEL AND MOONLIGHT POETIC JUDY EMERY
67 · Apr 2020
FIGHTING TEMPTATION
Harsh winter falls;
I yearning for your touch.
For a call with so much love  
Yearning to be near you but  
You are so far, oh how this  
Breaks my heart,
Time creates a difference,
Difference creates desire.
Desire ultimately creates a yearning temptation.
And that is you I crave I yearn to see better days,
My days of winters gray my nights I cry  
Without you in my life,
You are my temptation that whispers in my ears,
I call out your name in that sensual tone.
But when I wake it was all wrong,
You were only on the phone calling me saying  
One day you will be home,
I fight the urge to reply what is truly on my mind
Another time,  
Then one night, temptation comes again
Touching you in places that cried out his name.
Temptation knows exactly what he is doing.
August spent filling empty without you,
Temptation knows exactly what he is doing.
The kiss screams passion, warmth…. but…
How did temptation know what I was needing  
The most!
How did he know that you needed a kiss like that?
Dripping in pure desire; a wanting, yearning kiss  
That makes December a sweeter place to play,
Temptation I can’t fight you anymore.
I’m yielding to your love and it is even at my door.

Judy Emery © 2010
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARK ANGEL AND MOONLIGHT POETIC JUDY EMERY
66 · May 2020
MANUSCRIPT
The volume is being written the series of Dark Angel and Moonlight, who seeks to uncover the secrets of her faith
Dark Angel the darkness of lies haunts her day and night. He is the angel of ancient darkness of the lost manuscripts the carved in the hate all over the place of a love gone bad Dark Angel losses his mind.A manuscript of his kind has been written to turn the faith of true light of true love to a nasty dark lies, he makes traps to draw in his victims. It's true when love can make one blind the image of evil thoughts come to the plots when the heart has been broken:
The cuts get deeper at one's heart love is forever lost, Dark Angel; finds love is more complicated than he could have ever known true love never dyes nor ever grows old. Dark Angel a scanners manuscript of his own of all his lies and traps. He had played so many times on Moonlights mind, the head games that had been eating at her soul to beat her down. But he could never take her true vision of the higher ground of true nature of love.

- Judy Emery © 1999
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
66 · Jun 2020
SNOWFALL
I’m not waiting for anything that is of natures beauty
snow falls gentle down on the snowfall
very silently on the grown,
in a mountainous country,
only mountains all around
you could see the bright moon shining beautifully.
In the deep stillness of this cold snow blown night
I sat my chocolate cocoa on my desk
watching the steam brake the cold in the air of my room
thinking of nothing but to walk among the forest
withered trees where we once played out are life dreams.
OH, you tenanted shade that cast all those dreams away,
I am home alone without the love I once called my own
in a home empty and cold watching the snow taking control
of true winters' dreams without you hear with me.
- Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
66 · Apr 2020
BLUES
I hold my thoughts
while my emotions carry on
like an old sad song,
my tears
my fears
lasted all these years.
I didn't have anything better to do
so I wrote out my blues
I think I may have caught the Flue
I never wanted to boar anyone
with my painful sadness
I know it can bring on madness
But remember not everyone has
a love story to write
and if they do
please keep your love true.


Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
Here is another stormy day
casting sadness my way
the land is drenched
the sea is angry
as it could ever be
casting spells into a darken dream.

Judy Emery © 2018
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
Moonlight has once been loved and will always be written down in the history of his heart that kept her locked away into darkening of dreams.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
65 · Apr 2020
EVIL KING
I wondered why this evil king always comes around me? This is a lifetime of ancient mysteries these dreams are something of what I
had lived, but come to me in history form it’s as if I could eat away the sky, that field my heart with so much emptiness.

Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
64 · Apr 2020
CHANGE
You think it’s easy to change,
You think you know everything about me,
But really you don’t,

At times, I feel like I lost my life,
in a death like way,
yet alive feeling all that pain you gave,

Your words are like stones you beaten me down,
You tell me I need to change in your ways,
I say no thanks, I pass, so why keep bothering
me with all of this?

Why, put your hooks in my life,
It must be a nasty old habit, you need to change,
This I did say, we always seem to fight,
Like two battleships, ready to sink,

Oh, your threaded words of lies,
you given to me in darken dreams,
I looked skywards into the grey,
While I see, the moon looking gloom,

The air is chilled, my body is aching
While my heart is breaking,
in changes, you are making for me,
damaged cut deep where all I do is weep,

echoes of the night bring on fright,
flashbacks come to me like lighting,
to that old bloodstain glass of my past,
poison is you who keeps eating away at me,
invisible by day,
but into my nights you creep into my dreams,

I feel suffocated,
like you have a pillow over my face,
I am alive yet feel so dead,
While You keep messing with my head,
With harsh glaring eyes,

Stories will be made about us,
While everyone is trying to pieces all my pains
to make a change. But all they will find
will be more rain.

Judy Emery © 2000
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARK ANGEL AND MOONLIGHT POETIC JUDY EMERY
64 · Apr 2020
FIX YOUR THOUGHTS
Oh, why do you sing your heart out
To the daemons of the night?
Why do you press your lips to the mirror of time?
The spirit of evil isn’t worth the time
Isn’t worth the painful outcome,
So, why do you give your heart away?
to the enemy that gives bad dreams.
Each touch, or look of sorrow,
He weeps for your tomorrow,
Each word you say, he will write down in
Spells to trap you in,
His smile isn’t innocent,
He holds no affection for your soul
He uses words of lies to charms his way
Into a place, you crave,
Then when he finely gets you
He will soon quite you and neglect you;
Oh, can you see the darken swan swim?
Dark Angel trapped it upon scorn ponds,
Making everything beautiful to the swan’s eyes,
The hunger of sweet delights for a foolish swan
To swim it's away into a darkened state,
Oh, can you hear the rushing wind?
Singing out its painful cries of all time,
Beauty and lies are the trap of he
that gives darken dreams,
the words he says cut like a sharp knife
poison the blood that runs in vain,
Dark Angel is something of a hate
Loss of faith, words of worthless power.
Fads with time,
His words are like an ancient rhyme
That makes the soul cry;
The spirit weakens while the heartbreaks,
Oh, look in the fading mirror
that shapes the face; that reflects lies,
into a world of darkness
that languish into the mind,
that dance into a place of anguish,
where tears will always fall,  
Clean up your ways, fix your every thought,
Because if you are weak in your faith;
Dark Angel will sweep you away
into a dark state of mind,
he will invade your life, he will cast you into
darken dreams that will make you scream.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARK ANGEL AND MOONLIGHT POETIC JUDY EMERY
64 · Apr 2020
FORSAKEN
Old age should burn like a flame of light
rage, rage against the dying of the night
Dark Angel take a walk down the deep woods
of the old wise men of long ago words that
once touched souls that caress at one's heart
because their words had been long forsaken
their life had been shaken
good men had been long lost in Darkness of
their own lust of a dapper heart of swaying
of what was right in God's eye's
their frail deeds might have danced in a garden
of green but no longer
rage, rage against the dying of the light they
cry out in the night for Dark Angel they cry
holding heart's by a knife
wild men, they become  caught and slugged  
they grieved in winter cold why Dark Angel had
taken over they darken souls
made them into slaves
that hide in caves near death but death never came
Prayer had now been long forgotten
rage, rage against the dying of the light Dark Angel
takes on a new Rage squeezing out faith
weeping is all you will hear in the lost woods of the
winter cries of the lost and found
the slaves of Dark Angel.

Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
64 · Jun 2020
HE SUNG TO ME
He sings to me a song that we only know
we dance on the sand of romance
the stars and the velvet moon looking down on us
He sings his love to me from heaven above
I had never seen the sea as beautiful as this
I am in enslaved to my lover's heart
he sang to me with so much victory
we made history
He gazed so brightly into the night of our Love
A love so free at easy like the summers breeze
his Love sung to me like no other
He sang to me in a voice so sweet and clear
His voice of true devotion of our Love
He filled my soul with new emotions
His love is so true and rare
A love I could never fear.

- Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY
64 · Jun 2020
DARING TONGUE
I know you have a daring tongue
be careful of what it will deliver's
I must say, no other had left me breathless like you
painting me with excitement, adventure out on the sea
your eyes took hold of me
I must commune with your grief that left out
with me on the sea in the summer breeze
Before you, My Love, there were others
but none could ever capture my heart like you
My mind, my heart, and soul forever is yours
This anyone could see you have a spell on me
I had to always make choices of whom
my friends would be
just look around and you will not find
not one even by my side
but that is the way I like it, is my true satisfaction
I had learned to have patience
with souls that have content
that cast away the moans of pain
and now I look and I see you stand next to me
I have mercy on your soul.

- Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
64 · Jun 2020
I HAVE BEEN WAITING
I have been waiting oh so long
I'm just beginning to feel this pain  
that keeps carrying on
for what is true
and for what is wrong
I'm just beginning to give
what I've been protecting
I'm just beginning to Love and live
and learning how to forgive
before I leave
I must say thank you for the pain
you had given me all these years
bring on the fears and tears
I have learned so much from you
that kept me so confused
leaving me feeling so used
and abused...
The pain of love
you made about us
your madness
gave me a life of sadness
  You hurt me so bad
just the thought of you cuts me deep
leaving me always
weeping in my sleep
Before the light of the dawn
will always carry on
before this evening comes to a close
you bring me more sins.
I have been waiting for this nightmare
to come to its end.
- Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
63 · Apr 2020
CHILDHOOD DREAM
I have secretly left you a note
upon your bedside;
but only in dreams, you could only see
what it is I have written
in a place of the forbidden,
this is how we meet
you came into my life while I sleep,
you seemed so nice and very sweet,
You’re my childhood dream,
I had left you some time ago
I want to say sorry,
But, I must ask
how did you make your way back?
into my mind another time.
I never understood that
I thought you suppose to stay in the past,
I see your writing on my page  
where others could read
what you are wanting to say to me,
but, you are starting to get mean
and yet a little scarier;
when you write about me
you had taken all my words
I wanted to say right out of my mouth,
You would write to me to tell me
You wanted so badly to kiss me,
But I must say;
Get off my page
Because I don’t feel the same way
You are only something from a darkened past
A childhood dream
that always made me scream,
It’s so funny what words can do,
to make me feel so ill about you,
I could never love you or want too.
I felt I known you all my life,
maybe I did;
But only in my dreams, you see,
So, what does all this mean
for you and me?
again, how could this ever be?
If we were only a childhood dream.
I started to feel overwhelmed by you,
If you are only someone of dreams,
Every time I sleep,
Your eyes are looking back into mine
It’s like I could read an ancient story;
I had to take a deep breath
and walk away from all of this,
Your starting to mess with my head,
I’m starting to feel old wounds
of another time;
something doesn’t feel right
this left me so confused
how could all of this be if you are only
a childhood dream?

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
63 · May 2020
LOVE HAS DEPARTED
Departing avenging spirits
In the dead of winter;
love has assumed to know all hearts,
But what stands before thee
Are the cowards of the lost?
all they bring is wickedness,
what has happened to true love?
Oh, tender hearts,
Why did you depart into the dark?
the gentle touch of lovers’ hand
Where the beauty of spring;
this old town has humiliated me,
But then the knight looks and sees
His love under the leafy shade,
Writing her heart away,
He looks with a stunning smile
upon his face that couldn’t be removed
if she is near; words of anger started to fade,
but then he looked around and she was gone,
His anger ragged like a villain;
He looked at the cowards
that has been making war,
what is it you have done?
That is when the cowards started to run,
Then one of the cowards
stopped and looked back,
Saying, Dark Angel is taken his queen home,
There was this big hesitating chill
that moved faintly in the knights’ heart,
a darken trill of the dead of winter
moved in his soul;
The knight's heart became cold.
loneliness came from love;
while the cowards of the town
laugh so loud towards the knight
he pulled out his sword;
and told them if they come back
they would lose their heads,
Clear, loud he stood his ground
In the old town, he called home,
Wide is the rain that brings on pain,
that gives free choice to all who bleeds,
you can love or run from it;
or you can love and fight for what your
heartbeats for and will die for it,
like a true ‘’ Shakespeare’’ theme;
that has been written in the true passion of love
that gives feverish dreams;
Dark Angels, deathless powers,
The knight takes on his delight
that verse how he truly feels,
love is where his heart belongs,
But his queen her heart is no longer function
She has disclaimed her love for thee.

- Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
63 · Apr 2020
RAVENS
Lost, hurt so cut up  
Puzzled the way my life has been  
I had been gazing out my bedroom  
Window thinking about the hurt  
Of what Dark Angel gave.
I looked and what did I see and ''Ravens'',
Looking back at me,
His eyes so little like a spark shining in
That cold darken the sky,
His beaded yellow eyes had been looking me  
Up and down,
I pondered over and over in my mind,
What did the ''Raven'' see when it was looking  
back at me,
Did it see all the pains that were in my eyes?
The cuts of the night that had been cut in  
Deep wounds of Dark Angel's knife,
From my bleeding heart that is all over my
Bedroom floor.
Did the ''Ravens'' see the same story of he  
When he was looking at me.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
63 · Apr 2020
DIFFERENT SHADES OF GRAY
Oh, how I dreamed while I sleep
Into many different shades of gray,
Upon my silk bed;
Oh, how love has lost his way,
Where I lay on the grace of meadows,
Oh, how I see troubled times standing before me,
The old ancient winds crying at me again,
Waves of lies wildered around the night
Fighting the mind;
Darkness weighting the way where faith
Could no longer be traveled to worn,
Upon on the sea tangled web it sprayed,
Where the heart is always being broken,
Bones are like tokens,
Spirits are weak,
While the dreamers’ nights of sleep,
A place of weeping, agitation of true agony,
I hear Dark Angel speak his lies,
Oh, slaves try not to cry,
Oh, do you hear the angels sing
Fathers of ancient time dancing around in spring,
A place where eyes see many things,
Where life seems like a faraway dream,
Oh, look how they weep for thee,
Pity is we who now see what Dark Angel brings
To all of us who vision upon holy grounds,
Where love was lost and soon be found,
Oh, let your happy tears fall,
let the light shine in the darkness of your mind,
Who replied in ancient time,
Oh, do call the watchman of the sea.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
62 · Jun 2020
SO COLD
Why don't you come to overhear
tell me all about your love afar
Tell me all about her,
Is she worth throwing our love away
I was the love of our youth
just in one night, our love faded in so
much pain of most untrue.
I waited for you to say what you need to
But the more I was standing next to You
we got into a heated fuss of your lust
I felt the coldness of your heart that came between us
loneliness and a cold empty bed of bitterness
with time I will be as good as new over you.
- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
62 · Apr 2020
EBOLA
Ebola a virus going around killing the towns
of all kind of clowns hoping to be found before
going to the ground,

A viral infection cutting deep in the intestine
with more viral hemorrhagic high fever piercing
at lives the young and the old hanging to hope,

But now not only was one being found to pass this deadly
virus around, we have hundred to be found
treasured ones struck down,

Contagious lies that are eating away at USA lives
With death and no love Fly back to us,
By the joy of a clown made its round to be crown
To the Ebola Virus to be passed around,

A touch of grace must take place by a gentle dove
from heaven above through a plastic glove,
While in our land we see today another virus spreading,
Killing the babes,

More deadly in the soul that makes the body ****** and cold
Asking God to please take control of this pain they never known,
This is deeper and so severe penetrating on more fear,

'Why bring Ebola home to the ones you love, To a place
You call home? '' Though you Oh God stump this sickness
By your grace will not be *******.

Judy Emery © 2014
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
POETIC JUDY EMERY
62 · Apr 2020
CRYSTAL VISIONS
The old cloak down the hall
Is telling the time of lies,
I could remember in your hollow voice
The words of anger that cut deep,
You always seem to be so mean.
Oh, how you loved it when I dreamed,
You call me your queen of darken dreams
That makes me want to scream,
Every time your cold aging hands would
Touch my body, it gave me chills down my spine,
You would whisper in my ears,
casting so much fear,
just for me to hear all your evil commands,
in a deep voice, you would say,
freedom will never come your way,
Oh, how I believed all your lies in darken dreams,
You keep telling me how much you love
to bring me down, for once I would have to say
that for once you told the truth,
I must say to you oh, Dark Angel,
It’s only your right to play your evil games,
While I dream out your pains,
I could see your coldness in your eyes
While you kept on telling me more lies,
So, listen carefully to the sounds
That is crying out all around you,
Your loneliness is tearing me apart,
I’m not the one that broke your heart,
Those sad ancient wounds,
I can see they are still eating away at you,
Every time you look my way,
Your heartbeat pounds so raptly,
It's diving you mad that I stand up before you
And tell you the truth,
I’m not the one that cut you,
and left you out to bleed
Like you are doing to me,
Oh, I can still remember the stillness
that came between us,
the hollow wind calling at me again,
letting me know I’m back in a place
I never wanted to see again,
Oh, the pains and rain of yesterday’s sorrows,
I would always hear your evil voice
Saying to me, what you lost is your freedom
You belong to me, my queen,
The rains started pouring down
With the old sound of thunder,
So, I just started dancing in the rain
Hoping and praying it would wash me clean,
I hear you saying, while you stood before me,
You will always remember me
my beautiful queen Lilly Emery
you are my true poetic love of long ago
this is how our story will be written,
I could see in your eyes you aren’t lying this time,
In my crystal vision, I have seen you,
Kissing me on a summer of an ancient day,
But I kept that vision to myself,
trying so hard to understand
What this means for you and me,
I know it was always me that runs,
But this time I am standing right next to you,
everything got wrapped up in darken dreams.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARK ANGEL AND MOONLIGHT POETIC JUDY EMERY
62 · Apr 2020
CHAINS OF PAINS
Oh, how I ride the sea in many darken dreams,
the old roaring sounds of
the crying wind frightens me
while the anger waves move along
like an ancient sad song,
I have seen many things
that made me scream
when it comes to darken dreams,
in the shadows of the night
gives me so much fright
when it comes to my life,
behind my ears
I did hear the sound of autumn winds
crying at me again,
Chains of my pains
held me down in a darkened room
when I move you can hear
the sounds of my fears
when Dark Angel comes near,
Clank of my chains
sounds like howling bells of hell
in a storm of rain of my pains
while I cry day and night
for freedom to come,
Guinevere of my body
the throbbing of my knotted hands
that still move the pen
in my own bloodstain ink
for all to read about me in darken dreams.

Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
62 · Jun 2020
PASSING THE NIGHT AWAY
Let us make this travel into the eyes of each other
making a spark of our love shine throughout life
Let's look deep within each other's hearts
just to see what we will find.
Tell me of the adventures you see
when you look at me
and I will tell you mine
do you see that my love is powerful
it run deep like the Mediterranean sea?
I want our Love to be written in the stars
Let's lay our bodies among the flowers of spring
in the meadows of love
just for you and me.

- Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
62 · Apr 2020
THE KU KLUX KLAN
The thrill is like a pill that kills,
While I look at the Ku Klux ****
Taken their stand on hot sand,
Ready to take down the darken slaves
In those cold evil ancient days,
The screams are still on the tip of their tongues,
While slaves go out to fight
the KU KLUX ****
they lost their lives
to the hands of those white men,
dead skin for the ravens
the bloodstain stand is the history
that ***** away like bats in time
the dead will soon be gone
the red sea will cast ancient dreams
to all who can see;
it all comes straight from the heart
where life has been written
about the forbidden;
I step upon the stained sand
that is covered in sin;
while time clutched at my feet
while I write in bloodstain ink,
millions of tears did fall
while they tried to claim the wall,
I see soldiers on their feet
Wherein raincoats;
I ask myself what side are they on?
I feel so ill,
like I had taken the old ancient pill
that kills the thrill.
while I see the stains upon the sand
where the KU KLUX **** once stood
whirring their white hoods,
with blood stain, wooden crosses in their hands
while they burned up the land;
where mills of silence swept over the sand.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
62 · Apr 2020
CRICKETS CHIRPING
If love could talk and tell me all that I needed to hear so I could feel free from all this agony, all I would hear is the sounds of crickets chirping.

  - Judy Emery © 2015
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
62 · Apr 2020
CAREFREE HEART
My heart forms carefree when seeing thousands of stars blinking so beautifully in the heavens, my heart builds emotions until the tears started flowing as I start thanking God for his beauty.

Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
61 · Apr 2020
EVIL KING
Making darkens dreams to all who sleeps
while all this evil king of darkness
keeps coming around me?
telling a lifetime of his ancient lies,
keeping me up throughout the night.
I now have more mysteries dreams
something now I have to live with,
this darkness has eaten away the sky
field my heart with so much pain
bring on the rain.

Judy Emery © 1998
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARK ANGEL AND MOONLIGHT POETIC JUDY EMERY
61 · May 2020
DARK WATERS
In these dark waters come the drawn dreams up from my frozen heart, the water glitters spring. I hold on standing tall in the dusk of hope I listen from distance the songs of the birds the songs of frogs that are all in love. I dreamed of the battle of love. I dream that one day my prince will find me year's had passed in silence in the midnight moon, I see an old scarecrow out of my window standing alone in a cornfield in weird hollows lonely while the ravens sleep making dreams. I see in the loss of days’ women planting seeds singing songs of ancient times, old poets come to my mind like King Solomon and King David. While wild geese write a line flapping across the sky, while the old moon shines so bright in the night to celebrate a New Year. A poetess writes in the tingling of the night the last verses ''Oh, ' full moon you have seen everything that this old life brings solacing my forty-eight years to pass to my forty-nine let this poetess of who I keep on writing my death bed.

-Judy Emery © 2015
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
61 · Apr 2020
WHEN YOU DIED
When you died
I felt I could longer live
yet, the sad thing is I did.

Judy Emery © 2019
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
POETIC JUDY EMERY
61 · Apr 2020
DEATHLESS POWERS
Dark Angels, deathless powers,
The knight takes on his delight
that verse how he truly feels,
love is where his heart belongs,
But his queen her heart is no longer function
She has disclaimed her love.


Poetic Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
I Have Seen Many Things In Darken Dreams
I have seen many things in darken dreams
the cries of the young and old,
while Dark Angel stands bold,
in a world of pains of darkness
a place where life seems so cold,
I had uncapped my pen to write down
all my pains and shames, upon silk paper
in my own bloodstain ink, for others to read
what it is my heart bleeds,
Oh, how the living landscape looks so beautiful,
While the waves push upon on the banks,
faraway into the woods the slaves are out
in the cornfields where their heads are bowed,
while Dark Angel walks about,
scattered souls of long ago,
into the clouds of weathering smoke
Oh, how my tears did flow,
I have seen many things in darken dreams,
How nature of man could make commands,
with ancient anger in his eyes,
Oh, how I gazed at the sky asking God why
in the silence of my mind,
where I stand in the filed upon the blood
That stained mood of ancient time, beneath my feet
are souls of long ago, that was abused and used
because they loved God, they were slaves
of the true faith,
the young and the old they stood so bold,
they died for what they believed in,
they will always be the beauty of light
that shines so brightly in the love of God,
Oh, the ancient moon you hung in the gloom
In late June,
where fewer summers came along,
hearts are shattered;
the soul is broken down day and night,
tears flow like rain in so many pains,
but the mind of the slaves remembers
there was once a true beloved face many
pains on earth before his death,
Oh, how his love shined in the slave’s eyes,
Because that beloved came from heaven above,
He is like a white beautiful dove,
that flies high into the sky of love,
that one died for all of us who loves him,
beneath my feet on the wet ground are the cries
of an ancient time,
Where trembled hands, where words and commands,
came from he who haunts me,
who gives so many pains, his eyes are following
my every move, ceasing away faith and love,
I always had wondered how could he live with himself;
life isn’t a game, but it is a gift,
just like the sea that flows in darken dreams,
the ocean blues and rivers and streams
hold the love of who created all things,
while slaves are being tempted in all things
God Jehovah and Jesus sees all things
even in darken dreams that make me scream,
upon crying tones, blood has fallen beneath the feet
while the spirit still speaks,
in places of the unknown where true agony was made,
where tears fall while the body is beaten down,
where found, feelings had no share,
because Dark Angel doesn’t give a care,
The sight of light never shone in his eyes,
Dark Angel doesn’t know what love is,
on all crying souls of long ago
their words are still being told, their pains are
bring on the rain, while they call upon the name,
where infant cries while they died,
while mothers slaved out for their lives,
friendships are bestowed upon the land,
While Dark Angel beats them down,
He calls out my name, Saying Moonlight,
tell me what it is you see, come cry to me,
Moonlight stands on her feet, tell all that she sees
while slaves of faith weep,
time is a clock that plays the games of tick, tock,
But no one knows the time when God will
make his show, to a place he will make war
a war not of man, but a war in his command,
So, while you’re out being slaved to a word of pain
never lose your faith, love one another,
I see faraway lands of true freedom
where the light will shine so bright,
Where true love will always be,
This is what I see.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARK ANGEL AND MOONLIGHT POETIC JUDY EMERY
Just knowing God is the one
who breathes life into my soul
Has given me something to live for,
My lungs are full
my heart is with God.


Judy Emery © 2019
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
POETIC JUDY EMERY
My poor heart bled out into the sea
Out on the sea feeling the summer breeze
None of my love
Floating wild come back to me
I write and write with my poetic ink
I write you a letter out on the sea
With this here pen and this her ink
My heart does bleed my love for thee
Don't make me wait don't make me wait
Because I'm your love
you're friend oversea
I'm in love with the garden of beauty
That is down the street where my heart bleeds
The earth is a warm thing under my feet
But tonight I am cold all alone out on the sea
without you with me
Oh, long streams of light
Lift me from this ***** town on in a crowed
where we first meet;
But now all I see is the moon casting doom
of a losing stain of my bleeding heart out on the sea.
- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
60 · Apr 2020
BROKEN PIECES
I can see the anger in his eyes
staring right into mine,
telling me all kinds of lies
it was late in October
When I thought, my nightmare was over,
Oh, how I cried with my baby ******* my hips,
I was shattered, broken into many pieces,
Wounded in abuse, young and confused
not knowing what to do,
I had no family or even friends,
So, this old battle didn’t have an end,
he called this love, I just die a little more
each time I heard his words,
I was trapped in this way of life,
I had to take more abuse,
because I became a mother of four,
I cried in the night where the kids never hear me,
my spirit was ready to fly away,
but I know I must stay, it’s the only way,
my babies were very young and so was I
with no one by my side,
Tonight, like every night, it rains more pains
came pouring down like no other night,
the thunder didn't get in the way of his voice
he throws words at me that are so sharp  
forced its way into another night of fright,
ravens on the treetops wrapped around in wonder
as he looks at me, while I was bleeding on the floor,
the leaves were falling while my heart was dropping,
just to watch what we once had gone up in smoke,
I demand power over my own life,
I never ask for my abuser's help,
his anger is like a fire that burned even in the rain,
Then a woman stands in my way telling me lies,
she said she was going to put a spell on me,
there is nothing I could do,
I come to give you good advice,
even when things aren't nice,
then she put in my hand a black rose
that turn to dust,
then she was gone like a sad song,
in the rush of wind,
I fell to the ground and started weeping on my knees,
trying to pick up the broken pieces of me.

Judy Emery © 1985
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARK ANGEL AND MOONLIGHT POETIC JUDY EMERY
60 · Apr 2020
CHANGING
I am changing all the time
but one thing has never changed are you
You are the darkness of all times
you stay upon my mind
most of the time
Life is no game
so why do you play as if it is?
I know I am changing
but not for the worse
but indeed for me
I see the things you do
I walked in your shoes
I felt the pains
I was even put down in the rain
I cried and let out my tears
I felt the fears
I was broken
put in shackles
locked away in darken dreams
your eyes are always on me
I listen to your lies
I stand by your side
You put me in a cage
to never be free
you prison me
so you had thought.

PS. DID ANYONE CARE TO HERE MY SCREAMS?

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
60 · May 2020
DARKEN SOUL
It was the hunting of lust, the year 1836,1 January Dark Angel, thin aching lust of his hunger and needs for me. His penitence is running very thin. He looks on high and low to take control all Dark Angel wants is something he doesn't have that would be love from the higher power. Dark Angel never has known love all he knows is darkness. One day Dark Angel lay'ed eyes on me On my soul. My beauty, My Eyes, that can charm even the sea. My love is not free but yet sweet I never put my heart into something so dark as he. I love God the higher power the one Dark Angel is so very jealous of but that is because he doesn't know who Jehovah God is
He doesn't know who Jesus is all he knows he is angry because I Love God. I would never love someone like Dark Angel so with time he started stalking out everywhere I would go than one night I would hear the sound of darkening winds it was a sound I hadn't heard in a while. But this sound came to me in a darkened dream of screams then I would hear a voice out of the dark calling me
Dark Angel has my name on his wing ''Moonlight '' That is what he call's me because of his eye's. He wants me to be his queen of darkness. I know he must be crazy to think I would love someone as he when the sounds of music make way to his ears running around in his mind he starts to feel lust he goes out for a hunt looking to find a quick fix. His lust is like silvery to a sultry fire of deep desire his envious heart can't stand to lose, his delight un-tortured desire is all he knows but he calls it to love that is what others had thought him. The orphanage should him what pains felt like they told him love is pain. He became God's enemy this is what was told to him he felt he was doomed and with time his name became Dark Angel.  That kills the soul of his people's happiness
when Dark Angel found me I had been walking around town talking to everyone I could find that would here the words of truth.
Telling all who would hear about the true God Jehovah and his only Begotten Son Jesus and his kingdom to come. My love for God is what I lived for but that was not good for the one who stalks me,
Dark Angels eyes wanted what he couldn't have and that is my heart that is true to the highest Dark Angel stalking me in everything I do,  all my beauty burn deep within his darkened soul. Dark Angel is feeling his own flames of evil ecstasy on a cold September night, I started having very bad dreams that were something I haven't had before so I get up and made me some tea, but I felt someone watching me. Through my bedroom window I get up from my bed to see if anyone was outside my bedroom window as I looked around I didn't see anything unusual on the land near my home so I just started to get back into bed and started to read and sip on my tea but then I felt the breath of autumn woods. Within the winter silences, I could hear that old sound of darkening wind cry in deep pain like death like mourning I felt so cold and lost deep within my soul and that is when Dark Angel had started playing games with my mind so when I would sleep I would be afraid of what was waiting for me.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
60 · Apr 2020
FORSAKEN
Old age should burn like a flame of light
rage, rage against the dying of the night
Dark Angel take a walk down the deep woods
of the old wise men of long ago words that
once touched souls that caress at one's heart
because their words had been long forsaken
their life had been shaken
good men had been long lost in Darkness of
their own lust of a dapper heart of swaying
of what was right in God's eye's
their frail deeds might have danced in a garden
of green but no longer
rage, rage against the dying of the light they
cry out in the night for Dark Angel they cry
holding heart's by a knife
wild men, they become  caught and slugged  
they grieved in winter cold why Dark Angel had
taken over they darken souls
made them into slaves
that hide in caves near death but death never came
Prayer had now been long forgotten
rage, rage against the dying of the light Dark Angel
takes on a new Rage squeezing out faith
weeping is all you will hear in the lost woods of the
winter cries of the lost and found
the slaves of Dark Angel.

Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARK ANGEL AND MOONLIGHT POETIC JUDY EMERY
60 · Jun 2020
LULLABIES AND MEMORIES
Lullabies and Memories as the moonlight beams the night as beautiful as it can be;
To set my soul at ease
whiteness on the pane, flakes large
enough to plunk at the window glass
The cloth of love is far away in the meadows of dreams
Of forget me not's while I sit in the emergency room
Oh it snows like this a heart comes bedded in
I pray that my love will be with me soon
Oh wings of love this is my heart crying out to you
Swooping away in memories like snow and water
with a dialectic kiss
The snow is like crystals of hopes and dreams
slanted crystals of true love memories
so many thought-bubbles away in my mind praying you
will be fine as I sit hours more looking out the windows
While December breathe in a snowy climate
The colored glass is stained in ink of you and me
Of lullaby memories.
- Judy Emery © 1985
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
60 · Jun 2020
HE IS A CLOWN
He is a clown with a big nose that is round
He has a big sad frond that could almost touch the ground,
His cheeks are rosy nice and pink
with a heart that sinks down deep
He has the eyes that sparkle in the night wind,
He sits alone crying about what was and what didn't come
This old dark world put this clowns heart on the run,
His old shoes are so big that all his tears fall in,
His costume be perm pressed,
His old heart overflown with sadness,
Every time he walks around every one makes a fuse over the
the way he looks and the way is dressed
Oh, his life is a big mess,
His face is painted with heartaches,
He holds his head down low holding balloons for the show
children run to greet him will hast on their face,
Wherever he may go his life is one big show,
When it comes to love he just bleeds
with the heartaches of long ago,
in spite of all, he has been through,
He walks alone holding on to his broken heart
hoping one day it will mend and be set free and able to breath
and start living again.

- Judy Emery © 1979
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
It was another lonely night
While holding on to old tears drops
of bits of rain, I always feel this pain,
I can still hear your voice
dancing into the night of fright,
sending me kisses of death,
this doesn’t make my night carefree
all it gives is darken dreams,
I see your ancient eyes looking deep into mine,
that triers to incense me with words,
To make traps for me to fall into your fake love,
In your senses of hateful thinking;
You tell me to come to you with an open mind,
To lite a fire deep into your empty heart,
but I know not to waste no more of my time
On an old ancient rhyme,
Oh, but how Dark Angel's words linger in my mind
Trying hard to play games on my heart,
Old desires make a big fire,
He would tell me all kinds of things
Like my heart is his home,
My soul is all he wants to make his own,
He would tell me over and over,
Oh, Moonlight, together we can be alone
And our spirits can run free,
All we need is each other in the life of a storm,
We can make love in the splendor of lust,
Oh, how swiftly life passes on by,
Come Moonlight, take my hands
Let me be your man with deep commands,
I can see your eyes telling me many things,
Your heart is graving with mine,
Come to me and let’s make many more dreams
Let’s write down in your own bloodstain ink
about you and me, you forever king,
our souls live beyond what others ever have known,
let me feel your heartbeat, my queen,
let me touch your silk hands, this is my command,
Oh, from far away I can hear the glass break
Where dark dreams are, being made
While souls scream to be set free,
Wish me well my queen,
while I take others down in a journey
of darken dreams with me,
Come Moonlight,
put your candle lite by your window
Let me feel your true delight
even if you’re not on my side,
I am torn by your politeness
It gives me so much madness,
But with the time you will see things my way,
Do you know you could never fix me?
So, stop trying to forgive me,
I will always burn in your desire
I will always linger around in your mind,
I am Dark Angel, your king in all your dreams,
Your heart will only beat for me;
Just Waite and you will see,
Oh, Moonlight, your heart is my home,
Your mind is my throne,
Your soul is what I want,
I will never let you go,
Together we can make many storms in history,
We will be written down in the beams
of the moonstones, together alone.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Is Poetic Lilly Emery
DARK ANGEL AND MOONLIGHT POETIC JUDY EMERY
60 · Apr 2020
DANCING IN THE DARK
Preciously waiting in the dark holding my heart
Waiting to see if the man I am been seeing is true  
To me, before I walk away in the pain he gave,
Tell me that you needed me at less,
He just looked at me with no care in his eyes  
Shed for me just a tear to let me know you cared,
When you whisper in my ear to say he will never leave  
Dance with me in the rain to wash away your fears my dear,  
Tell me what you see in me to make you hurt me,
He would say I will never let you go
without a fight
Oh, how I could see in his eyes
he means all that he is telling me
You are my life hold me close
then ask me for a second dose
Of a dance in the rain,
It has been a long year dancing
in the rain in so much pain
With a man that dances in the night
to take over my life
You can not live without my loving touch
he would say  
tell me you would never leave
He would tell me you need me
like I need air to breathe
I cried with hurt in my eyes
darkness and pain is the life you have given me
tell me that you are addicted
to my touch that you love  
So much, I cried out with shivers down my spin
I looked at him as he takes my hand
for the next winters dance
tell me that your heart cant
beat without mine he would cry
That you will always be mine
your words that don't stop teasing
My mind I cry to get out of my head
You make me wish I was dead
with every touch of your hand
Ever dance the rain became my friend
The darkness of your cold heart
has taken over my soul let me go.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
59 · Apr 2020
CLOSED DOORS
Oh, I cry so loud at night
So, that you will hear me
hear all my words I needed to say,
While I was out by the bay
losing my way,
Sometimes I think about all the time
We spent walking around on white sand,
Kissing where I stand,
But time has grown thin,
What we had is now something of the past
There is no way of getting what we had back,
I look around watching the seagulls fly
And play on the banks;
While the ships are out on the sea;
I can remember when your hands touching mine,
You grasp on to me so smoothly,
But I could see by the way you were looking at me
Something was terribly wrong,
I watch the words slowly at play
coming out of your mouth
trying to easy my pains of yesterday’s blues,
I know by the way you were looking at me
You were about to leave;
But I never said a word to stop you,
But that is when I realized;
My world was never the same;
all I have now is the rain and more pain,
my emotions started climbing all over my soul
like poison ivy;
I hold you to blame for the cruelty you gave,
But I also must say, thank you for the love
I had never known until you left me alone,
The dark lairs are deflating;
You fill my words with love and emptiness all at once,
Oh, how I feel the loneliness of solitude,
The isolation behind cold brick walls;
My sadness is written upon every sea,
Oh, you left my heart to bleed like ink,
Now I want you to hear all my words
I wanted to say on that sad gray day,
You cut me deep;
All my time you have been away
I weep for this pain you left me in to go away,
The wind of anguish is always at my side,
The hollowness of the crying wind,
Sounds like my empty heart
With an unusual pain,
You come to me in darken dreams,
Oh, how you love to see me scream,
You come to me like an angel of light,
Then you change so quickly;
You knock me over with all the lies you tell,
You give me a world of hell,
Yeah, did that ring your bell?
You listen to an ancient voice of pain,
you brought it my way;
you made a path for me to walk on
that you cast rose dust into the night air,
blood of ancient supplication,
where love is only a game you play,
You say the right words,
You put deep emotions in my heart,
You even made me feel
you were my true companion,
But then I find out it was all a lie,
You had forsaken me,
You gave love a very bad name,
Oh, how you turned it all around
And started blaming me for everything,
rain showers started rushing in,
Then you take me by the hand,
Saying to me; Come follow me,
even the sea was in anguishing pain
the waves are moving and rolling around
playing with the crying wind;
Oh, how your words stained my heart,
While you were breaking me down,
Your evilness made my life a mess,
You made an endless story out of us,
I have written each day and night down
for the world to read;
You put my heart in a necklace of pain,
You keep it around your neck like a charm.
I have so much I want to say;
But you already know every word.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
59 · Jun 2020
HELLO
My love, I know it is now spring
I know you are not with me
but can you feel my heart bleed?
Hello, can you hear my cries?
can you feel the pains ...
did you leave me in?
You would think out of all these years
those old tears would have gone away
but that would be so fake if I would say
they are all gone,-
but the tears are the rains storm of us
so I truly never make a fuss about us
but the pain that still remains in the same
I know life is moving on so fast
but mine is slowly fading
Hello ...
Can you hear me?
can you feel me as you sleep
did you see me in one of your dreams?
did you feel my heart bleed out like the sea
Oh did you ever ask why I feel the way I do?
are you still that confused why I had loved you?
I know darkness don't mix with the light
I know what we had is something of the past
but picking up where you left me is so hard
My heart had been broken in millions of pieces
and they are not enough glue
to put them together again
the cuts are too deep
all I can do is weep
So if you are reading my words
I hope you are feeling the pains
of yesterday's news  
about me and you
But you know this is nothing new
you already have known what it is you did
you still have those words
playing over and over in your mind
while you left me in the storm of the pains
you had given me all the blams.
Hello ......
If you can hear me
I just want you to know
Your marks are almost gone
and the old storm will be made in a song
your old face is slowly fading away.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
59 · Jun 2020
DARK NIGHTS
How do you walk away from someone you love?
One dark night my love has taken a flight
I watched as his love walked start out of my heart
I don't really know what made my heart run so cold
But his love was getting old
The light of his love turned to a cold black night
But inside me I know I must never look back on what
We once had the times we've loved the times you've left
My heart so said
But it's my mind of the past I must learn to trust and see
All the rad flags We have shared so much together
Laughter fun times tears
But all that is dead and gone a
now you put my heart on the run
We must walk away allow ourselves to heal from the pain
I know one day you will be happy soul mate you will find
A car radio blasts
A song of our past Love Oh careless love I hear my ill spirit
Sob in each blood cell
As if my heart were at my throat
I myself is hurting like hell
May life be gentle with you
May God's best come your way
And on some quiet tomorrow
You will realize things were better this way.
- Judy Emery © 1985
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
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