Dark Angel, here you go again
talking about your sins ;
you put in my head
a picture of the dead
you betrayed me in every way,
He only moved on for a little while
just to make me think I am free
just for all to take their eyes off of him
but anyone knows how this old story goes
Dark Angel hasn't forgotten me
he is only playing nice and neat
just to trap me where others couldn't see,
But his old voice is making lots of thunder
casting his anger out upon seas over me
he is craving my touch he loved so much
hungering for a kiss he will never get
that makes him hiss like a .....!
His anger is burning stronger
like a wildfire that is burning up
whatever happiness that comes his way,
He makes others think he is doing okay
he stands up bold out in the cold
with a fake smile upon his face
with a wink coming from his right eye
but everyone can see he is lying
because deep within he is crying to be with me.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I have done one brave thing today
I got up and started to pray
and now I am ready to face
whatever comes my way.

Judy Emery © 2019
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Dark Angel walks around the silent cemetery,
The hour made its way through '' Paris ''  
The moon shining bright with lost souls in mind,
To rid the world of penitence:
Dark Angel looks around the grounds to feed on his
Pangs of hunger.  My soul such for hope, but violence is  
All I get. Because Dark Angel likes things that way,
Abides for me desecrate:
Dark Angel, ever on the wing,
Who never reaches me too late!
His breath is on my skin, why his hands on my hip,
When the music of the silence of a cold deep night gets
Dark Angel thinking what he wants to do with me  
For the night’s delight without tortured but desire.
My beauty burns deep down evil ecstasy.
Paris dreams are his to sweep me off my feet,
He gathers a place of fear to put me near,
Dark Angel looks deep within my souls as he kissed  
On my lip asking me if I was afraid.
I was losing my way to him,
I told Dark Angel to ''stop '' I'm not ready to take the
Next steps with him then he just started laughing at me,
The sounds of my voice wrapped him in anger his body  
Had gone in flames of his anger,
He cried out in his anger telling me I may do foolish things
Occasionally, but I am never a fool then he grabbed my hands
And he taunts me in a dance,
Within the breath of autumn woods,
Within the winter silences, he takes me
to the ground and take over me.
The ardor of red flame is very thin
And then the steely soul of ice:
The Poisson in his eyes told his story within,
The design of his nature gave me the heat of his anger,
Bitterness banquet of a foul delight,
He left me in the Woods
near the cemetery of the art of his gloom.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Dark Angel is a man a beast that has no heart, he always looks so confused about life and love or even how to be nice. I remember so much how he would tell me over and over how he could change and he could be my everything I ever needed. But I didn't allow him to be anything for me. I couldn't stand him being around me, even the thought turns my stomach, Dark Angel said: " I would have been your everything at one time, I was your King," That's when I looked back and said: "Only in thos painful darken dreams a place I never wanted to be."

- Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

All I see is all this darkness that is hanging all around me, Those evil eyes of the fallen keep close to me, they stand always so near casting more fears, bring me down in flooding of tears, it has been long painful years. The sea is angry and the tides are on hight, and so many have fallen with an illness, while like seasickness, they have been vomiting and screaming until there wasn't anything left but death. The winds are hissing like a painful madness, everyone is emotionally out of control. They push the dead in the sea as they started to float. I can still hear their sighing for life while they were slowly dying. I cried out YOUR name, that's when they started giving me more blame, They looked at each other and then back at me like they are ready to attack and throw me over into the sea. Oh, Jehovah, pleas hear my voice and don't let them hurt me. But if they do, take me in your loving care, Soon I started hearing the voices calling out saying bad things to me, Like, look what you have done, you cast your evil spell and even darken the moon. You say you are a prophetess, so where is your God? Then they started laughing and pushing me down just to see me fall to my knees. I started begging for you Jehovah, my God to hear my sighing, and to set me free from the traps that have been laid out for me. Don't leave me, keep your eyes always on me O my God Jehovah. Let the wicked fall into their own nets, while I escape safely.
Judy Emery © 2020
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Dark Angel How could I ever forget you you left me scarred for life
Year after year on every September I will always half to remember your cold touch all your lying words. Your dark evil eyes looking deep within my mine I have to remember you Dark Angel even though I don't want too. You put my life in so much darkness you are something I could never miss. All this pain gives me rain that truly has no end darken thoughts that eat away at my soul
oh how it makes me feel so cold some tell me to let it all go. But if they only know what it is I know then they would understand why I can't wherever I turn a page in life there, you are by my side.
I will always feel you near even when I would like you to disappear. I was young full of life but that all changed when you came my way you have driven away all I ever loved and replaced it with bad thoughts of the gloom of you, Dark Angel, every day is always the same old thing nothing really changed the marks and all those cuts are still very deep within me. every time I dream I could see your eyes staring back at me. In the shadows, you lurk around stalking out my life eating away at my spirit, breaking me down in darken dreams. All hope for freedom is all gone all love, joy, peace I will never feel I can't get you out of my mind. Oh but I try most of the time as you lurk behind all darkness I know deep down You see me looking at you feeling so hopeless just knowing there is no way escaping you. no matter what I do so now I focus on you.

- Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Every time  he would speak
I hunger for the words that are hidden,
I feel as if I am hearing an angel
words true and strong
like a song that carried on.

He would talk so much
about heavenly love
Love has a way to heal the soul
it can get you to dance into the rain
of yesterday's pains
and wash you clean.

Judy Emery © 2014
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

From childhood, things always seemed stranged to me,
I loved the moon and the stars and the maker of them.
and in my darkest hours, I would cry out to HIM.
as others looked at me strangely
when I had all those nightmares
HE was the only one who cared
HE is the only one I gave my heart to.

Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Because we are not two we are one in love you are all my emotions
You are the breath I breathe,Oh, my dear queen come back to your knight and dance with me for life.

- Judy Emery © 2018
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Into late night thoughts, my mind so often drifts to place I once had been that is no sin. But my silence reveals so much more in the majority of the lying eyes. I once had crossed the border of true love summer was once a beautiful thing to see way before autumn and its leaves.
My eyes do look around the drawbridge of time when the moon came out too soon. oh, rain thoughts herald into my mind wishing I was back in that time when true love was on my side. Now all I can see is the pains of rainswept lands that are all around me where tears of ancient memories will never erase from the land of time when love was with me. I will always hold the visions of hope where the light shines through my eyes just to let me know I shell never let go, even when Dark Angel messes with my life.
Memories are sandless of true developments of understandings of ancient memories. I had freed myself every time I think of true love
but now I hold silence beyond intellectual dignity that weeps rainswept pains that reman over me.

- Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Draw no Envy to my own beauty
into my world of dreams
I know I have two names
when it comes to my fame
but remember
we all bleed the same,
Draw no envy ;
When it comes to Love
Love is like  a beautiful dove
an open book to all who takes a look
let that beauty shine  deep within,
My own fame comes in the rain
when my heart feels so many pains
when the heart is broken
it is ready to be spoken
on my silk written words
in bloodstain ink
of what my heart bleeds,
My fame is being written
on the pages of emotions,
When it comes from the heart
everyone can feel that spark
when love has departed into the dark,
blind affections of true reflections
when the heart bleeds out on the sea
into a winters breeze
that make the heart freeze
echoes of crying
hold the sighing of long ago,
when Love has taken a stroll
The pains of fame made a home
on pages of bloodstain ink
as the heart truly bleeds
ill fortunes of lonely rage
that comes along with age,
applause to the old crying moon
May and June have seen better of days
that words had warm the ears that hear
tears that fall with autumn winds
wishing love would find it's way back again.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Cold autumn winds
takes me back again
while the cold memories touched
my mind
my heart another time
the wind and rain brings on my pains
that touched my skin of yesterday,
death smote silence in a gave
Love and peace are written down in books
for others to see and read
to whom that takes the look
sadness and pains
are among autumn leaves in memories
out from my stained cold window
I will always see you
as long as my lungs hold air
I will breathe out pains in the autumn rain
among cold autumn falling leaves
you will always be with me.

Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Angel wings that will never fly
Dark Angel ripped and torn my heart out from me
He even has broken my wings
Wiggling and whimpering
Of pain I will never forget
Obsession in his eyes over me with so much jealousy  
His darken soul filled with scorn
covered with hated tears  
Dark Angel is afraid to let anyone near
Painted fears are what I bared in my mind over time
He pains that sears with words doubts
He touched my body touched
my hair with a touch of lust
With deep words of hurt
Obsession of ****** screams of a wounded animal
He read my dreams of freedom
Something he could never bear to let happen
Man of free, a man of working of the heart of soul
This is what Dark Angel calls himself
a man of Love with the choice to live and die
A place of joy, love to take comfort in a warm home,
To take my Blue Moon from me
He looked deep within my eyes
with fierce anger
Dark Angel broke my wings and then
said I will never let you fly again
he surrounds me in chains
In the upper room in ''Paris ''  
at the old convent building  
Were lies are being told by a priest
giving out his voice to a darkened world
that no one cares to see
Dark Angel covers me in shame of  his darken lust
In the dark, he feasts on my insecurity
Obsession is what broken him down
My wings are torn and shredded by his abuse
My eternal darkness is where I'm headed
No love will ever find me
I'm trapped in the hands of Dark Angel
he feeds off my fears of empty emotions
Dark Angel tells me
I must obey all his commands
because you have no love of your own
You belong to me, you can't
understand how much you mean to me
I now became Dark Angel s little dark toy
I have something to say dear what
would you like me to do for you
I must talk this away
Walk like a lustful toy of the night
Freedom is now as a lost dream
Obsession Is he over me.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Ancient skies dark with billions of stars
that  beautified the night,
It is like fine art
to the eyes,
Oh, capricious moon
that climbs with restless gaze across the skies of June.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

In the dark, my heart has departed
my mind is being damaged
into darken dreams
suffering in doubt
in a castle with many characters
that are running about
making crime
most of the time.

- Judy Emery © 1989
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Oh, dear ancient moon this pain came to me wat too soon, Look at what has been done under the dark heavens where you shine your doom in late June. What have I done for my soul to turn so cold? I feel so lost and confused about what I am seeing and feeling all at once like something is dividing is my soul from light to darkness. like something our someone is taken control over me.

Old midsummer moon, I know you have seen the show that happened long ago, only we will ever know how this story goes, where so many are out just to see me fall like those fallen stars that have been cast from the heavens right along with the fallen of angels as they are making war.

Oh, the traps they set for me, Aww! what my eyes do see, the visions of you stand so clearly to me, as the angels fall hard into the see,  Oh, the midsummer moon you shine your beauty in my eyes
and that is where you will always be a big part of me. as the wind keeps crying out to me in its own agony, moving back and forth over the angry seas of darken dreams.

A new year of his lies for me to see with the eyes of a moon
of that unusual violent in midsummer of June, casting its beauty across the seas while the stars blink in the heart of doom, the old sea has resounded over the castle where the black magic woman
plays her games with Dark Angel in rage.

Oh, how I see the foreigners mask faces standing over me, dancing and crying calling out names like they are insane, casting blame my way to make me feel so ashamed, my poor body feels this scorching of pain, while it is starting to rain.  They are all acting so crazy as they crawl and fall rolling around making all kinds of worn down sounds.

Then they start falling some more on the wet ground jumping up and down like frogs in the fog, this is something I have never seen before, then it wasn't long before the storm moving the trees and the waves upon the seas, that is when they started crying out t
to the black magic, woman to please stop the pain that she put upon her slaves.

Dark Angel started to laugh like a painful shout of thunder, then that started making me wonder, what is going to happen next?  Soon after all of that, I started feeling attacked behind my back, so I started fighting those slaves back. they started crying for dark Angel on hands and knees saying look what she has done to me.

**** us please set us free, Oh, that is when I started holding my stomach  I started crying out like them, I  was starting to get very sick, then they have seen how my eyes started to change, and they know deep within I have more control over them. They looked at each other not understanding why I didn't do anything to them yet?

Soon they place a moonstone was placed upon my beast, and down my stomach, legs.  then both of them, the Magic woman and Dark Angel started asking me what is it you see? my eyes rolled back while they attacked, but I had never given them any words to feed on. But I did cry out so much pain on that midsummer fright that shined deep into my eyes, but that was no surprise.


- Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I knew deep within my soul if anyone had ever got close to me
they would get cast into the darkening of dreams.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

So many Hatters
has cast their stones
but I'm not frightened
of them anymore,
The cold pits of their lies
has come to them
with a big surprise  
when they no longer see
I hold no fear in my eyes
for the ones that have cast
their stones upon my soul
Oh, Darkness of true sadness
has passed me on by
now what I see is the beauty
of the sunrise ray of rejoicing
because love is with me,
The window of my cold room
has been Broken in late June
for all to see Love is with me
Now all my Hatters who have
cast their stones just to see me bleed,
Now they cry out my name
in their own pains of Darken Dreams.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

A cup of coffee to start my day
the cool breeze weathers deep
into my soul of long ago ...

My mind tells me not today
we are going to have a brighter day
while I sip on another cup...

Oh, how I am starting to wake up
I have a smile upon my face
and now I am ready to start my day
thank you, Coffee
I will always need you.

Judy Emery © 1999
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

It was dark, I sunk out of my room and made it around the other side of the castle, they weren't watching for me I don't think; because I see DARK ANGEL keeping them too busy doing other things' he was telling them to do something that the stronger man didn't seem to like, I could see it in their eyes, soon Dark Angel let out his anger like a roar that filled the castl with more demons stirring down from it. He shot a sideways glance and screamed out my name, "Moonlight, where do you think you are going?"


- Judy Emery © 1989
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I knew deep within my soul if anyone had ever got close to me
they would get cast into darkening of dreams they would have to see all that darkness and would have to feel all that pain from their own darken past.

-Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Dreams of darkness roll around in my mind where I hear the screams most of the time. I see blackbirds in the fields looking kinda ill, I hear a voice crying out over the land saying: "Comes the little blackbirds and tell me all your lies," the bird of death sitting in its nest always taking in another breath.

The little blackbirds just look around as they stand hidden in a crowd, shadows that are dark and powerful, Oh, little blackbirds what are you going to do when he comes to get you?  You already know you will soon be found and bound as your body feels so cold, yet you still try to stand so bold while he locks you back up in your own cage, Oh, don't you feel the rage? when he drinks up all the water you crave.

You will have a mirror of your ugliness, you must pay for all you have done that kept loved ones always on the run, life is a beautiful gift, and love is as beautiful as one could ever receive so why did you try to take it from them? Oh, Little blackbirds look what you have done! You whispered lies to keep other birds just to get them to flock with you.

Your secrets are deadly full of poison and fear, but soon that too will despair from this old atmosphere, little blackbirds, you will soon be caught you will never be free from this cage of darken dreams.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

So, beautiful you are
in the field of wilds flowers
you are a common flower
you brighten up the field
with your beautiful gold
You brighten the days of a lover’s eyes
you are a flower of many
But you are your own beauty
You are the beauty of age
So, thin and small rich in color
you rob the lover’s hearts
You are the beauty
even when dust makes its way in
you stand out among the wild
in the fields, you glow
You are the art of the painter’s eyes
the meadows deep shadows on the graze
the painter paints away at your beauty
of gold swaying, back and forth
You are the beauty
among all the wildflowers
you sprinkle your love
around the drake’s old tree  
You beautified the land
You are my childhood flower
my eyes had always desired
I had to pick you and take you home
to lighten up the place.

Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

At one time in my life
the sun did shine on high
what a beautiful sight
when my life was going right
when you were in my everything,
But I had to give it all up
when you gave my life pain
when you took the sun and made it dark
Oh, my god hear it comes
the rain that never goes away
When I needed you the most
you walked away like an evil ghost,
O how I cried most of the night
dark clouds for gay made its way
as the sunshine fades-
all the brightness that was once apart of me
has taken a dive into the Sea of darken dreams
while my heart bleeds.

Judy Emery © 2002
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

The forgiveness we all have a place in our hearts to want to forgive the ones who hurt us, but the ones who hurt us has no heart to want the forgiveness. I find it crazy how much I had always love to write out what seems to make me bleed in those darken memories that got me to have all those painful dreams. But that is the past and I am still learning from it. My heart truly bled out like ink in a world so dark that I wanted to write my story for the world to feel my pains with me.  

-Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Oh, watch the Kangaroo's jump
they look like they are having fun
jumping around in the sun,

Look at the weak ;
what do you see?
tears do fall upon  the sand
gently winds do blow
way before a nasty storm,

Life is like a mirror
that reflects all that you see
Oh, innocents let out your sigh
and hold on tight
you are about to go for a rid,

Here comes the alarming colored sky
shadows of fright make a storm
like never before ;
Sing your song on high
you innocent ones
with lyrics on your lips,

Oh, beloved ones ;
watch the Kangaroo's jump
they are no longer looking
like they are having fun
the old sun is gone
they are now jumping on wet ground,

Oh, you Neglected ones
let your love be strong
while you dance around
in a darkening storm.

Judy Emery © 2004
Goddess of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

So beautiful you are in the field of wilds flowers
you are a common flower
you brighten up the field with your beautiful gold
You brighten the days of a lovers eyes
you are a flower of many
But you are your own beauty
You are the beauty of age
so thin and small rich in color
you rob the lover's hearts
You are the beauty
even when dust makes its way in
you stand out among the wild
in the fields, you glow  
You are the art of the painter's eyes
the meadows deep shadows on the graze
the painter paints away at your beauty
of gold swaying back and forth
You are the beauty among all the wildflowers
you sprinkle your love around the drakes old tree  
You beautified the land
You are my childhood flower
my eyes had always desired
I had to pick you and take you home
to lighten up the place.

Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Lost feeling so confused
hurt and very abused
puzzled the way my life has been  
my bedroom is cold and dark
and my body is marked
of what Dark Angel gave.
Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery