When we finely departed
In silence and tears
I was left brokenhearted
that lasted for too many years
I longed for peace that never came to me,
I cried for hours in darken dreams
walking around in fears,-
While I kept hearing the screams.

- Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

A time ago I lost my heart and soul to a man that turned cold. His knowledge is something of the dark this man has a caged up heart he lives off of misery, he holds a lot of mastery he goes down in history for all to read you could see a darken story if you look deep within his eyes, he is a man of lies. His energy holds power the strength that haunts you in your sleep and gives bad dreams that make you scream he abandons our love and made a big fuss about us. Then he left in a could of black rose dust he dropped his demands and commands to his puppet friends that truly don't have a life they live for the darkness. Old envy and jealousy are all they know while they stand in the cold with no life of their own hate and games to take down another soul many stories, songs, poems, and even movies have his name in it. His name is Dark Angel that is no exaggeration, not a dream but in true reality, he will never confess to his wrongs he will never own up to the pains he has given in all seasons. He has a beast that never sleeps. He is the king of his own darkness.

- Judy Emery © 1979
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

My eyes to the memory of what I once have known he looks deep within my soul and won't let go. He sees my face of much pain he gave burning my soul of the darkness of his lost ways. He feels no trace of what love embraced Dark Angel only knows is the poison roots he feeds on the minds of the innocent when he kills is like a run to him within a hot flashing through the body enveloping to his brain taken over the mind so that one would lose its control. Dark Angel relives what he has done over and over in his mind what he has done to **** one's soul. The pain Dark Angel brings into one's life will never end without some kinda fight and lose one's life slicing and dicing the heart and mine is what Dark Angel. It does best until there is nothing left not caring what words he spoke. The temptation of your memory is what he feeds on just another wound to add to the collection, choosing your soul to make you lose all control of what is right in your life he will break you down and walk you around like some kinda clown that gets pushed around. I'm your nightmare of ever dream of dreams Dark Angel sings.

- Judy Emery © 1979
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Death is a quiet place to sleep;
never have to worry about the weeping
of tears that fall from the tranquil night
or to see the eyes that hold so much fright.

- Judy Emery © 1979
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

They walk around trying to find faith
But they never want to give their heart to God,
they’re where born to know God
and to walk with God,
but they just turned away,
In the stained sand, they stand,
while their own tears flow,
fire and dust will be all they will know,
they bow down to the ground
worshiping false God’s,
Dark Angel has a wicked grin on his face,
while he looks my way,
The cold seven god’s they put rose dust
upon the graves, crying out in so much pain
come and awake they would say,
while the magic woman plays her games,
her thirst for their blood,
she desires their soul of long ago,
I see her hate and envy in her eyes,
While Dark Angel;
cuts deep pains in the deserts sky,
hell, is what he gives,
firestorms upon on the land of sand,
while he conspires with the magic woman,
While they take on the world in darken dreams
make the ones that dream scream,
while the slaves of darkness cry out to
their false messiah,
from the deep part of their hearts,
rise he would tell them,
Take the cup and drink the blood
of the innocent ones, destruction is the price
they will all pay when they gave Dark Angel
the key to their souls, of long ago,
thousands will fall like stars from the sky,
the old magic woman cast her spells,
to wage war in a nasty battlefield of lies,
The evil magic woman and Dark Angel
are the God’s of the blood-stained land,
black magic rolls into the eyes of the slaves,
they dance around upon on the sand of the desert,
demons flow around the graves
in black rose dust.
Playing games on what they see
while their souls bleed,
The magic woman making wind of fire
That made the slaves confused,
While the bombs fly into the desert skies,
taken down all they can see,
while the weep what they believe,
the religion of their lies hold no power
in their mighty false Gods.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Moonlight shines into the deepest darkness
of my life the noise that covered the endless silence
the love of long ago.
Whispered words that were left unheard
that runs through my soul.
I am mesmerized by his  voice that runs in the night
persuaded to close my eyes and dream of better day's,
my nightmares came fast the night you never came back,
wishing that tomorrow will never come  
because you put my heart on the run
I acknowledge that we were never meant to be  
this I could now see,
I lay here looking at the walls that tell it all,
the secrets we never told,
conclusions and confusions of the whys that  
came to my mind,
your black wings are too much for me  
the world resembling paradise it seems so nice
you're the star that once shined in my life,
the fallen angel is now what you are  
October is not too far from your heart,
I'm running astray without you in my life
I bleed with the cuts in my heart,
fabulous was once me
things do change when you started stalking me,
my life had never been the same and you are the blame.
- Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

His voice in my dream kept talking to me over and over about what could be if I would do as he said, he loves messing with my mind most of the time. I can still feel the hat and the unloved at the same time, He was showing me what he could mean to me, showing me images of all he would give to me, his love is dark and very painful, but he calls it joyful. I feel more pain knowing he is always in my mind most of the time telling me all kinds of lies. He is not right he needs some kind of help, and I do mean professional help. My world fell right at his feet while I sleep in darken dreams.
He would tell me how he will always hunt me down in my sleep and the deeper I deep will be harder for me to wake, even if we are millions of mile apart he will keep cut at heart. Soon his voice had ended I have woken up in tears again.

- Judy Emery © 1979
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I can still smell the apple ash trees that burn in the time of long ago
a story that one day will be told, It will be a lifetime accomplishment for me.

Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Ashen moon
in painful June
made its way too soon
It made a fire all over the room.
only parts of us can touch others
only in memories.

Judy Emery © 2018
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I wish you were different,  
but I can see only God could change you,
if you would let him love you,
I couldn’t change you if I try
I am glancing in the dark and  
the truth never lies,
My love for you is very strong  
I will keep praying for you  
to keep hanging on,
time with all your nasty little lies  
that is no way to live life,
I looked at him with tears in my eyes
I handed him a little box,
I said this is all I got to give,
he looks outside the box with a look
I had never seen,
open your mind and let your heart in;
I can’t be your friend I'm much more
then that you see;
It’s better to leave the past and move on
In life, let love in,
The pain you hold is like ashes in the wind
he cried and said;
what do you want from me?
you don’t understand,
I have come too far to lose again,
that’s no longer who I am don't you see,
then I looked up at my son and said  
the past is gone and I hold on to my little son,
from the time, you were born and I cared
you home;
With a love that is so very strong,
this I am willing to do again,  
Don't you see it?
This mothers love was built in me;
this mothers love will never die,
then he looked at me and cried with love in his  
the eyes, as we walked home hand to hand.

Judy Emery © 1988
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The peasants of that land dancing around crying out saying: "Come, come to us with your evil eyes of darkening dreams they do scream to me in wonder to lay my solitude and raised above
all pains and lies that hold in their eyes, let my voice goes after what my eyes cannot reach."
The fog is too deep to see what is standing in front of me, but the sounds of drums keep playing on in the rain of dreams through me is my forbidden voice a voice Dark Angel loves so we'll that makes
he yells for more *** and lies that cross over the mind in deep lust of the night.
That is when Dark Angel gave out his hand to me to be his Queen in the cold winter of my sighing night on September mourning.

- Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

In my girlhood all, I ever have seen
was the pains and rain of darken dreams
all I had ever known
was how to make it out on my own,
I made my mistakes
I walk the line
I see the dead
I see the blind of all times,
Oh, how my world had been darkened
I didn't have a mother or father
that was ever around
and when they where
The pains are to gain some more,
I lived a life of the poor
I had been born into a world
of true darkness;
a place that is never nice
I would always wonder what it was like
to be on the other side,
I am woman that is my right
I am beautifully made
that is my own rights to say
But in this darken place
envy eyes are always on me,
They talk so much badness
just to keep love away from me
where happiness could never find me
I got lost into darken dreams
that keeps me always on the edge
but I will never love my mind,
I will always keep my eyes
on the brighter side
I know in time God will let his Love shine
he will find me at the right time.

Judy Emery © 1988
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Arms are open
to a heart that is no longer
closing hugs to a fare away blues
crying over you,

Long days
holding on to all that pain you gave
I still can't believe all this time
you are still on my mind,

Every time I think of you
my blood pressure rise
your voice comes to me
in darken dreams
that makes me scream,

you cast your dark magic
all over the sea
to all those who sleep
you’re the minds of all times,

Your words are evil
yet very sharp like a razor
cuts very deep
that will make your heart bleed,

My arms are open
but you could never see
or understand what this means,

Oh, the pains you give
cuts me very deep
I feel I could no longer breathe.


Copyright © Judy Emery 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

A summer morning all dressed in black
in silent tears, I could never hold back,-
spirit sunken gave a chill deep within
body cold were life is no longer
I keep my prayers for God to make me stronger,-
It was a warning calling as my tears fall
a bad storm is brewing beneath it all.

- Judy Emery © 2018
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I’ve seen many things in darken dreams
I’ve been sitting near the banks by the sea,
In the sky are many stars, shining from far
right down into my heart,
watching the world move along, while my own life
has somehow stopped, while I witnessed so many things,
rocks are falling from mountains, rolling into the sea,
while the night reflects so many things,
I have seen in darken dreams,
I would see the light shine to a dimmer light
I would see laughter of pains, dancing around in rain,
I know all of this isn’t real but in dreams everything
feels like it is something that is real,
In my dreams, they began to catch fire into my mind,
My own tongue felt so dried, out into a desert of lies,
I had many conversions at a time with myself,
thinking about what is my next move,
what are the things I will soon face,
In this darken dreams I never win either way,
But I refuse to ever give up,
my poor brain is working overtime,
seeing things that weltered in the heat of the weather,
of the pains in the desert,
where abuse is continued with no end,
I would see children of slaves slumbering in pain,
squeezing every drop of love, they could find,
everywhere you look, are the sand that is stained in blood,
I feel so hollow and very ill,
My heart has pity for the loss,
they walk around on the desert ground
with a heart of emptiness, there isn’t anything left,
the slaves are in the dark person of lies,
while Dark Angel plays with their minds,
masking their face in disgrace with hate,
The days are very long, but into the night are more cries,
slaves are always on the move,
walking around as if they are confused,
while I dreamed of these things, I felt so awake
while my body ached, while I asked myself is this reality
that I am witnessing?
I have seen so many things, I’ve vision things while I am awake,
I vision things even in darken dreams,
What does all this mean?
Oh, heartless ones, in solitary hours last way too long,
Into darken dreams, I had lived different lives,
In ancient times playing around with my mind,
I would look around while love was never found,
Hate was poured out like rain,
Oh, how I feel the pain they gave,
My own security is still with me,
I’ve worn many different looks, I hand many different styles
but in the long run, they still look the same,
Others would call me their queen of darken dreams,
Tears would fall because they broke my heart,
I feel like no one will ever give me a chance to show them
The light of true love,
My startled soul, of long ago, I have been worn down
In a darken crowed, But I stand my stand,
while they fall to the ground, upon dust they let their tears fall,
Thousand by thousands are lost, they don’t love God,
They are so unkind, with hate always in their mind,
Oh, how I can remember the sounds of cries
That Dark Angel made them bleed, they don’t know sleep,
They never know what direction to go,
Oh, how the sand is bloodstain sand,
Worry eyes that hold all times,
I hold the light in my eyes, to witness all things
This cold darken world brings,
I never have known I would be placed in a darkened state,
I have seen slaves pushing down more lies,
Stripping away the bright of day,
afraid they will always be,
they walk around in dark shadows of the night,
where Dark Angel will always cut them deep
he loves to see them all weep and bleed.

Judy Emery © 2003
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

The old ship moved along with forgetfulness through the sharp pains of darken dreams oh winter waves rushing through the night like it was holding fright  to all eyes that could seewhat the storms out on sea brings, The old ship Dark Angel call black pearl the old ship rock and rock ;like it was angry out on the Mediterranean seaon every hour the wind blows and the rain comes downas if death was taking a stand to all men that sail at seaoh how they do bleed what Dark Angel feeds, Tears will fall with no end just like the windthis old fearful story force sight with a hunger in thrustMoonlight stand out from the crowed her as are like angel of light that shines so brightclouds of darkness is making its roundswhile Dark Angel pushes his anger all over the seaeven casting pain upon on his queen wreathed words of error holding on to ignorance, Moonlight has clime the stars of her own beaten down pastthat holds the pains of rain that others gave ; But at times see did find her faith and comfort that gave her the reasons to fight the good fight even if she is being tested by darknessoh fate with jealous eye are always nearbut Moonlight will keep her strength even in darken dreams.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I wonder do you remember

that cold September?

how you dwelled inside your castle

thinking about me,

Oh how you once seemed to love

watching me out from my bedroom window

you watch while my tears would fall

that is what you loved most of all.

they would remind you of the time

when you had all control over me

like a remembrance of murmurings

the canticles lights that spark like ashes in your eyes,

oh how memories in darken dreams come alive

what appeared to sleep suddenly awakes with time

Dark Angel, you had never truly been forgotten

You will always be remembered every September.

come tomorrow I shall try to forget

Oh how I do regrate ever knowing you

every night I do sleep and dream of you

your eyes are always on me

your touch is cold

your name is always calling me in vain

Do you remember that cold September?

When you had taken me down in silence

made my life a living Hell

Will, I will never forget you.

- Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The banks are wet
The air is cold
streams of memories
are everywhere I look,
where Dark Angel is a prison in my mind,
I remember that cold September night
that given me so much fright
when Dark Angel has taken me down that night,
His touch
His words I will always remember,
I still see from far away into a darken dream
the castle of Dark Angel
upon the tallest mountain,
I had ever seen,
everything was evergreen
woods of deep smelling pine
fair flowers all around the valley grounds,
but I also felt the great depression
that will overtake anyone’s souls,
I remember a time where the
Black Magic woman casting her evil spells
on all, she could see, in clouding me,
spell of darken dreams
that cuts deep into your soul
she hangs on to your heart
and never wants to let it go
that is a part of her evil control,
while her puppets wherein mask
while they dance around
on broken glass;
Oh, how they would scream
Begging the Magic women to stop their pains,
Oh, how it made me scream
To see all these things in darken dreams,
The old dead sea was anger as it could be,
Storms are brewing;
Rain of tears are falling;
Frogs are hopping
Trees are swaying into the night,
Oh, how I held on for the ride
I hold on to my soul
but still, a part of me let go,
things are getting so out of control
Dark Angel, I cried
Why are you doing this to my life?
But he didn’t want to give me a sight
Into his darken eyes of his lies,
I know I will never find an honest soul
darkness is all they know
Dark Angel will give wonders of worries
throughout the days
for the rest life of hate
this is the life Dark Angel gave,
to the heart of pain
the flood of tears is everywhere
no souls are spared
the expressions on the evil slaves face
they have much hate in their eyes,
Oh, the ships that are out on the sea
started to sink like a disease
that is killing all that is in the way
of the angry storm,
I will never see the light of day
in them darken eyes,
I started crying with the storm
Dark Angels, rage is all over the place,
I'm afraid and very weak and too afraid to think,
I try to explain what I was feeling
it didn't matter to them anyways,
Oh, pale lips come to me
Your lips are rosy as they could ever be
give me a kiss
and I will let you taste death,
Dark Angel walks over to me
I am hearing bad things
I hear things I must not speak
I must stay strong and meek
but Dark Angel has a battle of his own to keep?
I am in way too deep
I'm losing this fight for my own rights
Dark Angel kissed me
I feel I could no longer breath
he is taken the life out of me
He has given me the pain of rain
that will never go away
September will always be remembered.

Judy Emery © 1988
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The night is full
the days are long and gray
the storms hold so many pains
of two souls of yesterdays
When two great souls
as lost their love of long ago
that has made their hearts grown cold
they stand so bold
Love was once known
but that was some time ago,
The two loved each other so much
but the time that was burning desire
into their hearts
but with time the storms came
and take everything in late spring,
The rain made its way
and all their words became memories
as the years, past
their love didn't last
but they will always be a memory
of what love used to be.

Judy Emery © 2010
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

They walk around trying to find faith
But they never want to give their heart to God,
they’re where born to know God
and to walk with God,
but they just turned away,
In the stained sand, they stand,
while their own tears flow,
fire and dust will be all they will know,
they bow down to the ground
worshiping false God’s,
Dark Angel has a wicked grin on his face,
while he looks my way,
The cold seven god’s they put rose dust
upon the graves, crying out in so much pain
come and awake they would say,
while the magic woman plays her games,
her thirst for their blood,
she desires their soul of long ago,
I see her hate and envy in her eyes,
While Dark Angel;
cuts deep pains in the deserts sky,
hell, is what he gives,
firestorms upon on the land of sand,
while he conspires with the magic woman,
While they take on the world in darken dreams
make the ones that dream scream,
while the slaves of darkness cry out to
their false messiah,
from the deep part of their hearts,
rise he would tell them,
Take the cup and drink the blood
of the innocent ones, destruction is the price
they will all pay when they gave Dark Angel
the key to their souls, of long ago,
thousands will fall like stars from the sky,
the old magic woman cast her spells,
to wage war in a nasty battlefield of lies,
The evil magic woman and Dark Angel
are the God’s of the blood-stained land,
black magic rolls into the eyes of the slaves,
they dance around upon on the sand of the desert,
demons flow around the graves
in black rose dust.
Playing games on what they see
while their souls bleed,
The magic woman making wind of fire
That made the slaves confused,
While the bombs fly into the desert skies,
taken down all they can see,
while the weep what they believe,
the religion of their lies hold no power
in their mighty false Gods.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I’ve seen many things in darken dreams
I’ve been sitting near the banks by the sea,
In the sky are many stars, shining from far
right down into my heart,
watching the world move along, while my own life
has somehow stopped,
while I witnessed so many things,
rocks are falling from mountains, rolling into the sea,
while the night reflects so many things,
I have seen in darken dreams,
I would see the light shine to a dimmer light
I would see laughter of pains,
dancing around in rain,
I know all of this isn’t real but in dreams everything
feels like it is something that is real,
In my dreams, they began to catch fire into my mind,
My own tongue felt so dried, out into a desert of lies,
I had many conversions at the time with myself,
thinking about what is my next move,
what are the things I will soon face,
In this darken dreams I never win either way,
But I refuse to ever give up,
my poor brain is working overtime,
seeing things that weltered in the heat of the weather,
of the pains in the desert,
where abuse is continued with no end,
I would see children of slaves slumbering in pain,
squeezing every drop of love, they could find,
everywhere you look, are the sand that is stained in blood,
I feel so hollow and very ill,
My heart has pity for the loss,
they walk around on the desert ground
with a heart of emptiness, there isn’t anything left,
the slaves are in the dark person of lies,
while Dark Angel plays with their minds,
masking their face in disgrace with hate,
The days are very long, but into the night are more cries,
slaves are always on the move,
walking around as if they are confused,
while I dreamed of these things, I felt so awake
while my body ached, while I asked myself is this reality
that I am witnessing?
I have seen so many things, I’ve vision things while I am awake,
I vision things even in darken dreams,
What does all this mean?
Oh, heartless ones, in solitary hours last way too long,
Into darken dreams, I had lived different lives,
In ancient times playing around with my mind,
I would look around while love was never found,
Hate was poured out like rain,
Oh, how I feel the pain they gave,
My own security is still with me,
I’ve worn many different looks, I hand many different styles
but in the long run, they still look the same,
Others would call me their queen of darken dreams,
Tears would fall because they broke my heart,
I feel like no one will ever give me a chance to show them
The light of true love,
My startled soul, of long ago, I have been worn down
In a darken crowed, But I stand my stand,
while they fall to the ground, upon dust they let their tears fall,
Thousand by thousands are lost, they don’t love God,
They are so unkind, with hate always in their mind,
Oh, how I can remember the sounds of cries
That Dark Angel made them bleed, they don’t know sleep,
They never know what direction to go,
Oh, how the sand is bloodstain sand,
Worry eyes that hold all times,
I hold the light in my eyes, to witness all things
This cold darken world brings,
I never have known I would be placed in a darkened state,
I have seen slaves pushing down more lies,
Stripping away the bright of day,
afraid they will always be,
they walk around in dark shadows of the night,
where Dark Angel will always cut them deep
he loves to see them all weep and bleed.

Judy Emery © 2003
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Autumn rain
made its way today
all I feel is the pains
of yesterday,

It's crazy how the memories
can cut so deep
the rain helps me sleep
Yet I start to weep,

Autumn rain
made its way
all I could do is cry
at your grave another time,

I can never get you off my mind
time keeps moving
somehow I got lost in
autumn rain of pains
of yesterday’s blues.

Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

The Queen of Darken Dreams
Poetic Judy Emery

The dark unfathomed tide
That has fathomed my life;
Of an interminable pried
That blacken up my heart
That turned it into ice,
My life is only a mystery
Of many darken dreams;
I can still hear the ravens cry
Day and night
Always by my side
deep into the night where life
is full of fright;
it is a part of my early journey
where lies are always being told
while the creepy stories are
on the making of true hearts breaking,
where old dreams never made
a home of darkness;
where poets wrote down
what they loved;
where plays are making drama
that made visions come alive;
with wild crazy thoughts
moved the mind and hearts
to a place of the unknown,
where words are written
to a place of forbidden,
Where a place my own mind
made a written scene;
for others to play out in their own minds,
places in the mind is a journey of some kind,
where true imaginations are made,
where the spirit of me
hasn’t seen yet;
but I hold no regrets;
but at times I hold worthiness of my heart,
on dreamy eyes;
I do write what comes to my mind,
What my heart bleeds
For a world of mystery
To open their minds and read all about me
In darken dreams;
Poetic Judy Emery
The Queen of all darken dreams,
I let my inter visions of my spirit
Write out my misty scenes
for all to capture what it is I see or bleed,
My thought comes with many plots;
to control the unknown;
where sleeping spell and rose dust
are being cast into a darken past;
yet; hunting down the brighter hopes in life
to come alive in my life;
There will always be the two dodo brides
In my stories;
You will hear many kinds of things
That will come into darken dreams;
Words of a thief to make the heart weep,
Where witches casting a spell
Where only true love could take the spell off,
Where knights ride along the lines
Where queens are made in dreams,
In the sight of ancient time;
I care not about the evil enemies
Because they are a part of the story;
But my work of darken dreams
I do cherish them because they care about me.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery