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25 · May 2020
PILLOW STAINS
In the dark, my heart has departed
my mind is being damaged
into darken dreams
suffering in doubt
in a castle with many characters
running about making crime most of the time,
my own reaction wrestles agents me
in a mirror of wanders
that brings on lots of thunders
the pouring rain that holds the pains
that cut deep into the night
bring on more fright into my life
from early morning to dawn
my own pains that bring on more rain
leaves my pillow stained,
Holding troubled thoughts of strain
my mind over time;
the wild storm made an evil hurricane
bring more pains in darken dreams
that makes the heart bleeds
the body weak shedding freckled sweat
while I sleep into darken dreams
that cut my heart deep,

- Judy Emery © 1989
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
25 · Apr 2020
PEOPLE CAN CHANGE
I love to think
people can change
I was one of them,
I am working hard at it
I was a fallen
I was never proud of it.

Judy Emery © 2016
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
POETIC JUDY EMERY
25 · Apr 2020
WHEN THE LEAVES FALL
When the leaves fall from the trees I start to think of you and me the sun moved upon on the land in a gentle kind of way that makes my spirit fly around in the sky looking for you.

Judy Emery © 2018
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
I MISS YOU MY BELOVED SON BRANDON B.
25 · Apr 2020
SILENCE
A place of silence
is a very cold place to be
words are never really heard
my pains hold its own language
for others to read
Oh, how my body feels so weak
Silence holds no peace
when a witness is around
they see me fall to the ground
what they hold in their eyes
is a sense of wonder
what is happening in my life  
that made me this away
Silence is a place of gray
with pains that never go away
I wanted to tell them
what was truly going on with me
but I didn't think
they would understand
I didn't want to be caught up
in the talk of the town
to have my name past around
like a beat-up clown
rages are upon my skin
while my poor heart
sinks deeper in
Silence is a place
that holds no faith
all I see is the rain
that falls from clouds of gray
I long to be the comfort
but that day
never made its way.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
25 · Apr 2020
PUPPET
I feel like his puppet as he keeps pulling on my emotional strings in these painful darken dreams.

-Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
25 · Apr 2020
MOTIONLESS
A dark motionless night
no love in the sodden air
the coldness with no care
life isn't fair
damp moss of illusions
trembling hands of the innocent
mind racing
hearts breaking
the woods are dark
fog is over the land
the odor of death is near
fear is always near
I feel so despair
Oh, I had better days
this is like a slow death
that id at hand
sadness never ends
one day my heart will mean
but for now
I must find out where I am at
swamps and bats
sounds of fear
with no escape from the pains
all I see is the rain
Dark Angel standing in place
casting spells of dark illusions
making confusion
deep into my heart
are many marks
far into my mind
Dark Angel is always there
he is always near
bring me so much fear
Darken dreams he gives me
he loves to see me weep
he loves to see me bleed
I found myself lost
in some place called
the unknown
something is missing

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
25 · Apr 2020
MOVED ON WITHOUT YOU
Come with me and let’s talk about all the what if's  
Stay the night and hold me and make everything alright  
You say the words but you’re playing me
like I was some kind of toy  
It doesn't feel right you holding me tonight  
Your touch wasn't the same
What do you expect me to say when you act this away?  
You know it's just too little late to play more games
You take my hand just to rub me wrong
You are so fake,  
Years had passed I moving on
now you come back just to say  
you've changed
You know your begging don't
fool me like it once did
Because to you, it's just a game
You know it's just too late to come my way
just too play more games
So let me just say get away from
my place and let me be you see  
Your old way's I don't need.  
If you think I will take another night
out just to cry for you  
You are so long gone your just too late
to make my heart change
cause time has made me strong
I see what you are all about so move on
I'm starting to move on
just like the Years that has passed
My heart isn’t attached
I'm going to say this now I am better
now without that sad song and dance
Your chance has come and gone so move along
I have no more I want to say,  
you know deep down you wish
you had never played your cheap games
I hope you can sleep at night  
It's just too little too late for you
to play another time
You have known all the right things to say
to make me look your way  
You say you dream of my face,
You miss all the kisses you had with me
Your nasty way I can live without
But it wasn't enough you wont to see me
all turn around with my knees on the grown  
Praying for all that pain to go away
Now you want to communicate?  
Go find someone else that you can
make cry out night and day
I'm loving myself
I moved on and now I am
making new dreams for me
You got a problem with me  
Don't come asking me for help
because I have other things to think about.  

Judy Emery © 1996
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
25 · Apr 2020
Look To This Day
Look to this day!
where Love is here to say,
Life moves along with time
My love, you are always on my mind.

Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
POETIC JUDY EMERY
25 · Apr 2020
WEAKNESS OF A STORM
The weakness of a cold stormy night,
Made many darken dreams;
How vain this darken life seems,
The moon is dull as it could ever be
To such ones who dream,
Oh, listen to the screams,
Why did that one talk to the evil King?
What does all of this mean for me?
I walked and ponder over everything,
Through the storms of pain,
The slaves shouldn’t have gathered the stones,
But they are very weak in darken dreams,
The rose dust is in the air
Bring on the dark fear,
This evil world is dull in vain,
Lies are always being told
Hearts are being broken
Tossed at sea like a token,
Oh, weary minds on a sunless day,
It’s a pity for the slaves to devote all their time
doing all this bad crime,
Where religion is truly forbidden
Some found a way to keep their faith,
In the weakness of a cold stormy night
many have lost true sight
to what is right in God's eyes.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
25 · Apr 2020
LAVENDER MOON
He goes to the window
looking at the lavender moon,
that has been leaping into the room,
Dark Angel walked away in hast.
Slamming the door then lock it,
I moved along my bed losing my mind,
asking myself how did this come to be.

Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
25 · Apr 2020
LIGHTING STRIKING THE SKY
I could see the lighting strike across over sky and the sea of you and me into a world of darkening dreams, the old ancient moon hanged around in that sad late June, the rain would fall like teardrops with our names on them while the summer fading into fall, my heart broke just a little more winter made its way at my door, I could still hear your voice ragging war.

Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
Vulnerable are we frighten by the wrinkled old dark skies haunted by dreams and lies. We are such dreamers that are made from within of casting spells of struggles of the night that gives us a fright for our lives, we do take forgathered each and every day until someone takes it away.

We are like beetle bugs trying to make way from a bad day hoping to escape but where is the faith? it got blared as time fads away in your mind of another time. we are dreamers, we are in a spell as we sleep. As we dream that is where we are made to bleed on, and life moves on around us, who is there to awake us from this painful nightmare that won't seem to go away? Dark Angel holds the key while we sleep and dream.

- Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
25 · Jun 2020
TO MY HATERS
People look at me and laugh
They walk around like clowns wishing they
Had what it takes to walk my way
What a shame to still someone else name
They go around and say bad things and
Get others to believe something that isn't true
About me how crazy but I will never let you
Bring me down don't you see you could never
Be me God made me the way I look and that
Will never change my DNA
They make fun of my every move
But then I must say look in the mirror and what
Do you see is darkness in your life
Not too pretty is it?
What I want to know is what is it about me that people hate
Could it be the fact that I have nothing to prove
People are just ignorant for no apparent reason,
I love me that is just the way it is
They talk about me every season for whatever reason
If they see a hot man look my way thing can get nasty
That will tell him bad things about me for him to look
Somewhere else as long as it was not at me
What for, I don't know, this war has been going on too long
I don't really care, and my attitude shows it
People are going to talk if I like it are not
But, that's okay because I know how to walk
And how to be me
They are wasting their time talking about me
I'm using my time to walk away so free in the summers breeze
On easy with my happiness I am me
I don't have time to play little childish games
My life is so real I don't need to play the loser games
At least I can I say I'm happy in my skin God gave me
But I want to say thank you for taking your time out for me
Because it means I'm doing something right I'm always on
Your hateful minds
I feel life is going just fine :)
I really don't like to fight I love me you must see :)
People are only looking at me because they wish they was me
They spend hours looking on the outside of me
Wow they would hate me even more if they see my big heart
Of what makes me
The part of me they should talk about is what's in the inside
How God loves me and gives me peace even in the life I live
Of hat and shame of child play
They also look at the downfalls of themselves
I know that must really hurt but don't give me your dirt
Sometimes, I just have to tell them
There's no shame in my game
I have a lot of love for myself and I don't want to take time out
To put your nasty ways in my heart
So, people can take their opinions about me and stack them on a shelf
And take the book down and write down what you have to learn
For those who look at me and make fun of me
I know I'm all in the game of being me
I just have to ask you something
Are you really looking at me are your nasty self
For those who are laughing at me
I bet you cry in your sleep wishing you were never that mean,
I want to tell ask you something
Is it really me you're laughing at
This is a poem for my 'Haters' to think about not me but at themselves
Love to all my haters :)
- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
25 · Apr 2020
THE TRAPS
Moonlight makes traps for the evil eyes that stalkers her every move.


-   Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
25 · Apr 2020
THE WORD LOVE
You have me running around scared to death and you call it love you have me so confused love isn't abuse, I will always fear the word from hear on, because if this is love that has to hurt, and the sound of your voice that deepness in your brown eyes telling lies, I don't need it.

Judy Emery © 1998
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
25 · Apr 2020
THE OLD AGE OF RAGE
Old age cast some rage along the way in time, playing games on the blind of what is right in God's eyes, age should burn like a flame of light standing strong in the truth of the days yet rage becomes the darkness that plays against the beauty of life. Dark Angel takes a walk down the deep woods of the old wise men trail thinking about given som hell.

-Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
24 · Apr 2020
THE WHY'S
Why oh Dark Angel do you put me in chains?
why do you want to give me all your pains?
Why do you love to see me cry?
Oh please tell me ''WHY.''
In the night I do cry out in so many pains
don't anyone care?
Why is life so unfair
Don't you hear my chains shackle in the nights?
Oh ''WHY, '' do you like to see me cry?
In my soul, I hold the truth to what I know
In my eyes I see the Visions of Life
some don't think that is right in their own eyes,
But when it comes to face to face
my own haters can see I am telling the Truth,
Dark Angel backed me up in between
a cold wall of pains and rains
and a love that never came
His old agony words eat deep within my soul
a damped room he keeps me in
he caged me up like a lion
I remain in a darkened place
a place of darken dreams that make one scream
but within in time of Dark Angels lies
I became numb in despair
the chill engulfs deep within my veins
holding on too so many pains
Dark Angel only knows his own games
he holds shadows of the dark notion
that holds lies and fits of anger that drat the minds
the eloquence of darkness casting away truth of love,
that makes the hearts ache
it levels a pain so deep crushes out the free
that leaves the soul to weep
with a doomed faith that leads to hate
Pain's invention, admonish of true love,
darkness preys behind my own eyes
Now I see what it is I never wanted to be
I feel the cuts deep into my gut
I can feel the emptiness running deep within my soul
oh, how this darkness is making me almost lose control.
I almost felt I will never be free
Dark Angel ''WHY, '' do you want to hurt me?

Judy Emery © 1998
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARK ANGEL AND MOONLIGHT POETIC JUDY EMERY
24 · Apr 2020
NEVER TO BE REVEALED
Where does it all go when you gave your all where did the love go?
when it all had turned cold. In the next few decades, the detail will never be revealed, our story will never be completed or revised, but we will be made the updated WIDELY NEWS. Oh, don't let the past take its hold we must stand bold and never let this love tale go cold there is a lot to be written and a lot of ink to be spilled, but it will never truly be revealed.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
24 · Apr 2020
THE CUTS
There is a great deal of depression
in a life of pain;
oh, how this body aches
I know nobody truly knows me
if they did would it mean anything
Dark Angel has overtaken me,
my soul longs for the day he lets me go,
all he wants is full control over me
oh, how he cuts deep at my mind
just to see my heart bleed most of the time,
his words are like an old sad love song
that never stops playing
my mind is filled with deep thoughts
my heart feels its loss,
the tears I cry is like a flood
that never ends deep within,
I was too young
to understand the ways of sin
My life was never right in my mother's eyes
No matter how hard I ever try
all she has seen was the dark side of me
she called me her black seed,
I was only two when I started crying out
for those painful words to end
as I got older
the pains had grown stronger
I would get down on my knees
Please make the hurt stop
but they never did,
I would cry deep in the night
asking why did my own mother
did not love me;
why did my father leave me like this?
holding his big old mess
he just walked away
without a word of goodbyes
their ware no words
no words to ease my pains
every day this old pain
has given me so much rain,

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARK ANGEL AND MOONLIGHT POETIC JUDY EMERY
24 · Jun 2020
VISIONS OF LIGHT
In my bed with so much going on in my head
Where I dream dark secrets I never wanted to keep
I never wanna believe all the things Dark Angel told
all the promises that he made that will never come true
unless it is of darkness and pain then it will.
In the life made up of strings of a puppet
being pulled by a secret of his darkness
I know my falls and fights that brought me here
I know I have to win and beat this darkness,
but it is hard when you have a spell cast upon you
and when all hope and love seem to disappear
you can't understand this old nightmare,
black roses floating at sea in bloodstains of me
I see visions and I know dark secrets.
I try to never let Dark Angel's words stay in my head
but when they do I get so confused
I get lost into a dream that makes me scream.

- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
One the other side of the moon
I see the light of love

that made me fly like a dove,

but on the other side

I see the darkness and feel so many pains

oh, all that rain that is coming down on me

holding me captive in darken dreams.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
24 · Apr 2020
THE ONE I TRUSTED
Darkness and the silence that pours in the cave of loneliness wondering how did all of this come to be for me, love was once the key to all my human dreams, but when that love had turned dark it truly eat away my heart,  I become scared to ever love again, lost and afraid still caring that old heartache. The one he gave my trust to whom I looked up to is the one who took me down and shamed my name all over that little town.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
24 · Apr 2020
ON HOLY GROUNDS
On Holy Grounds
Loyal souls are upon the land
among the blind
that dance with time
the earth began to
shake and rock
the mountains themselves
became very agitated
the lost sheep of the field
they had fallen down
upon the holy ground
the eyes of the lost sheep
became open for the world to see
God is standing among these
they moved upon the ground
on bidden knees
asking God to forgive them
for all their deeds
God washed them clean

  Judy Emery © 1995
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
24 · Apr 2020
YOU CAN RUN FROM IT
You can love or run from it
or you can love and fight
for what your heartbeats for
But will you die for it?


Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
24 · Apr 2020
SOMEDAY'S
Someday's I am lonesome because I want to talk to you I stand by my window next to my bed looking out to a darkened sky.

- Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
24 · Apr 2020
THE ART OF MY PAINS
The art of my pains
is in the bloodstain ink of me
while I write day and night
to give an insight of me that bleeds
while the world reads,
this is my own battle cry's
that are left in my mind
I see all the dead souls around me
while I dream my darken pains
of the days of rain that hasn't gone away,
I was born in a painful storm
the memories stayed with me
oh how the pains had cut me deep
the words that hurt made bigger storms
I hold my breath like I was dead
thinking it would all end,
I now realize as I got older
you cannot fix anyone
that don't want the help
so why in the hell did this life paint me
and put me down into a devastating storm
the past has a way to paint my life gray
this is the part of me that bleeds.

Judy Emery © 1998
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
24 · Apr 2020
WHAT MUST I DO
You were always there to the very end
my dear lover for darken dreams
You had always been my evil friend
even to the very time Dark Angel
taken down my life
on that cold September night
You have a big part in my heart
but only while I'm in the dark
time tells me to let you go
this I had already  known  
somehow in our life
I will see you again
It is your big brown eyes
that kept me on the line
I do apologize for making you cry
when I had to take control of my own Life
this makes my heart sight
when I had to watch you leave
but again this is only a dream
Should I be feeling guilty
for the let go
I don't think so
the judges of  frown
are always around
they are the lost
that will never be found
What must I do my friend
But you could never be my lover
Please take my hand
while I take my stand
watch my tears fall hard to the ground
while Dark Angel makes his round
Let each tear fall touch your heart  
to walk out of the dark
I saw the end before we'd begun
this was no fun
I felt  your pain
  that another gave
I have seen everything that breaks you down
into darken dreams
I tell you everything
you must Stop following me
I have set you free
from the pains of darkening dreams
because I hold the key to everything
that Dark Angel brings
you were blinded by the truth
Dark Angel kept you confused
I knew I had won
way before it all started
even though I am broken heart' ed  
Someone so wonderful
so full of life and  love
you don't belong here
don't hold any fears
your heart wasn't for me to clam  
You gave our friendship love
to another under the law of pain
one night Dark Angel gave so much fright
you left my side
out of lust, you sold me out
I took what was mine mine
that was my own life away from you
this is my own eternal right
so it was time for me to let you go
I walked alone
hoping that this pain will soon end
My dear friend what must I do
It may be over for our friendship
but it won't stop there until
the right time to say
you need to move on
You will always be
my friend in the dark
but that will one day Stop
in my dreams
Dark Angel will make you feel the pain
of yesterdays blues
When everything end's
I am here for you
if you'd only care to see
what you had meant to me
You touched my heart
you touched my soul
but that was some time ago
then you cut me deep
made my heart bleed
Why is it you can't see
what you had done to me
You changed my life
then you have taken me down
and handing me over
to a darken place
At one time you made me smile
but that had all end
in just one night you have given
me Lies to the dark side
To your anger
to your lust
now look at us
Your love is blind
My heart was blinded by you
I've kissed your lips
held your hand
Shared your dreams
shared your bed when we wed
I have a heart
and it is saying I must let you go
I can no longer hang on
to what could never be
that would be you and me
So I am lost into darken dreams.

Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
24 · May 2020
SEPTEMBER RAINS
When I look into your eyes

it is like I am looking in stain glass

seeing a fire burning on high

while you hold restrain from me

I can see the pains you hold

but you stand so bold

just to tell me you have a love for me

that I am your queen

but I cried out how can that be

you don't even know me

and this is what he told me

I cast pain upon all who see's you

because I will never let another have you

or love you

You will always be my everything

when Dark Angel has taken me down

he looked deep into my crying eyes

I will always be your only one

I am your king of darkness

the one you will always miss

I had cast my spells upon on your head

you will never forget

this cold September night

Dark Angel would tell me his stories

and tell me so many lies

just to keep me on your side

Don't you see what you are doing to me?

you are cutting me way too deep

I am starting to feel I can no longer breath

you are taking the life out of me

I know nothing last forever

this is something you tell me most of the time

but when I look into your eyes

I see stain glass of blood running into the sea

I start to cry because that is my life

you handed down to me

in darken dreams

I know deep within my heart

people do change

Why don't you give it a try

then I told him over and over

I could never love a man like you

that would be so hard for me to love someone

when he isn't free to love me back

the way I need him too

your heart is so cold

I 'm starting to think that is all you know

is a life of darkness

So I hold a candle upon hight

into that cold September sky

oh did it rain with no end to the pain

this old candle has your name

I tell myself don't feel a shame

because I know I am not the blame

of yesterdays pains

Oh, why September rains

keep the memories a flowing

If we only had taken some time

you could see I had never lied

but now I set out in that cold September rains

crying out so many pains

I try to rest my head upon my bed

but when I fall into a deep sleep

I will see you

what is my poor heart to do

when I still Love You?

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
24 · Apr 2020
RECLAIMED HISTORY
Out of pure Love from heaven above
I hunt these sadden hills
to reclaim the history of My true God
If I had known the heartaches that
was coming my way
I would have jump down and start to
pray with no end
Down this road of History is cold
and evil It is called Wormwood
Why would I want to waste my days in lies?
To wash me away in the night
This walk is the time of the Rock
The gleaming of His heart came to mine
The bleach softens bones
of the ancient Knights lay in High places
the words they had held in their souls
of the age of long ago;
Speaks out on High with the wind
Who are these coming in black
Why are they looking down on me with Lies?
You can see it in their eyes
They're alarming with shame and blame
They are written down in hast of the dark side
Pebbles moves within the wind like a great boon
Like a dream of a gift from God telling me not
to give up my Faith
Hold on and never let the Dark of Lies take me down
I will walk in the History of righteous men.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
24 · Apr 2020
OH MY LOVE
Oh, my love, I have been reaching out for you,
But the more I reached,
the farther you got away from me,
I craved your touch for many hard years,
Oh, how my tears do flow, in the silence of my pains,
The autumn winds hollow at me again,
memories echoing its own enchantments,
Right in my mind of a time when it was with you
my eyes danced around with a gazing of our past,
I remember that stunning looks you gave me
While you swept my heart away,
You, my love, gave me years of true delight,
your love whispers throughout my life,
Your words always calmed me,
beneath your hidden voice
my name was always spoken,
You, my love, will always be apart of me.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
POETIC JUDY EMERY
24 · Apr 2020
THE SHIP IS SINKING
Oh, the ship that is out on sea started to sink like a disease that is killing all that is in the way of the angry storm of the day, I will never see the light of life in those darken eyes.


Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
24 · May 2020
WE CHOOSE LOVE
Scientists did there best to understand what love was all about;
It was a time in our lives where we had to say goodbye.
The words of true compassion spilling out from the tears
that flowed from the eyes
where my heartfelt so crushed.
yet volunteering to love,-
whereas leaving made me so very confused.
words flowed from the heart very thoughtful used
yet my heartfelt so abused,
It left me wounded like a wild animal
looking for shatter that would heal my wounds.
It was cold and bitter I felt the disaster behind the goodbyes
that told the story of what we left behind or eyes,
there it all began the careful tread-
of all the words that were said
where we chose to love instead.

- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
24 · Apr 2020
YOU'RE ALWAYS WITH ME
YOU'RE ALWAYS WITH ME

You're always with me
your love rolls through my veins
and my heart has never been the same.

Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
POETIC JUDY EMERY
24 · Apr 2020
THAT'S ENOUGH
That's an enough I cried out as I sweep up the falling of leaves this pain is cutting me way too deep. I looked all around me just to see the winter trees go bare.


Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
24 · Apr 2020
WORDS OF AN ANGEL
Every time You speak to me
I feel as if I am hearing an angel
your words are strong but sweet
you talk so much what love could be
if I only let you show me
Love has a way to heal the soul
and get you to dance into the rain
of yesterdays pains
Then he takes my hand
that is when his light shined on in.

Judy Emery © 2001
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
POETIC JUDY EMERY
24 · Apr 2020
SICK BED
Feeling alone, scared
You are never are around
you are always uptown
playing around
deep despair
with no care
You walked around like a king
telling me I need you
I want you to
You do this
our I will do that
your eyes are always on me
even when you’re not with me
You touched my heart
then you started tearing it down
You cut me in so many pieces
beat me down
made me feel like I was a beat-up clown
You would yell at me
Saying
Moonlight did you give up your sight yet
of your free will
Then I started feeling I’ll
Dark Angel started getting out of hand
push me down to read my mind
Look at me he would tell me
let me see your eyes
I started to feel lost
confused
dizzy
my eyes started rolling back
I didn't know what was happening to me
I felt I was losing control of myself
Dark Angel
looking deeper and deeper in my mind
Until he has seen I still had light
left in my soul
but he couldn't ever see my visions
So he put a nasty spell on me
that made me very I’ll
sent me to bed rest
until I changed
I tried to help myself to fight him
but I couldn't he was too strong for me
He picked me up
started walking to the castle
you could feel the mist of the fog
upon my skin
the creepy sound of the night
ravens keeping an eye out
haven't I made you uncomfortable
Moonlight
I never said a word I am to sick
I couldn't even speak
Dark Angel's breath at my face
every time he has spoken to me
His world playing over and over  in my heart
Please I cried out to Stop
but he never did
Finally, he opens the door to the castle
and started walking upstairs
to take me to my darkened room
I have been crying for the pain to end
He puts me on a big kings bed
walked away
locked the door
and that is where I stayed.

Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARK ANGEL AND MOONLIGHT POETIC JUDY EMERY
24 · Apr 2020
THERE ARE THOSE
There are those who walk in love
and there are those -
who walk in a nightmare of pain
all they see is the grey clouds filled with rain.

Judy Emery © 2020
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
24 · Apr 2020
THE EYES OF THE SEA
I see the eyes of the sea
doomed as they could be
looking back at me
in those painful darken dreams
where I hear all those screams
deep into the sea
while my poor heart bleeds
as my blood drips down out like ink
the walls of the darken dreams
where my pain crawls and my spirit sinks.


Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
24 · Apr 2020
I WRITE
Sometimes when I write
I fall madly
deeply in love with words
let that be crazy for you
I love what I do
Don't get that confused
I'm a writer that loves spilling ink on paper
and let it bleed like me.

Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
24 · Apr 2020
LOVE HAPPENS LATE IN LIFE
Love happened late in one's life  
the coming of love,
the coming of the light
shines so deep in darken places
this Love is like no other
like being in Paradise
the candles are lit deep within
as if the candles had been lite by themselves,
Love is a gift from God
we can see the stars gather together
like a faraway dream
pour into our pillows while we sleep
when I see you smile
you make my heart smile
You''re so sweet
you're the love of my Life
tomorrow’s dust flares into a breath of another
Love is a gift that never withers
love was made from God
He is love to all of us.

Judy Emery © 1994
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
24 · Apr 2020
MOVED ON
I told him to move on
don't wait for me,
I don't want you to,
He said I'll wait for you forever,
I can't ask you to do that,
be happy, live your life,
give your heart to someone else
So, they can give you there's,
I didn't love you the right way
So, that's probably fair,
He said there's only room for you,
I'll wait if I must
because you are worth the wait,
as much as I want to believe him I can't,
there's no guarantee
that we'll be together again,
So, I can't tell you to wait,
that’s selfish of me,
move on with your life,
don't worry about me,
I'm still thinking of you just to let you know,
my heart still beats for you,
I love you,
I got to let you go,
one more thing
that question that you asked me,
did I think you were the one?
Yea I did
like I said time will tell,
If it happens then it happens.
you know who you are.

Judy Emery © 1988
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
24 · Jun 2020
SILENT TONGUE
The shades of the night of July
Black Tulips into a glass velvet vase
it shows no beauty to face,
If you could describe a bird in a cage
what would it look like?
what would it sing
if it holds in its mouth a silent tongue?
If you cut the cord to the heartstrings
there would be a darken place that holds pain,
If you face the beast eye to eye what would you see?
would you marvel over the rain?
My thoughts...
My tears are dim...
I wreck the rest of the best of me
is when my love cut me deep,
I was to pluck out the memories of my heart
what would be left for me to write about?
I think into my darkened room;
looking back at a crying moon
that is shining into the night of my dooms,
I must find what will make my heart sing
what will make my body move like spring,
I feel like the bird with no tongue
crying into the cage of my darkened room,
my silent cries hold my thoughts like a broken clock,
with a shattered note on the weaker heartbeat of me.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
23 · Apr 2020
THE TALK OF AN EVIL TOWN
Rose dust upon the white snow
this is how my story goes-
the ravens fly deep into the night sky
while the old sad moon cast its gloom
the black cats are prowling around
eating upon the rats of the town.
As I was walking
I hard some talking
about how bad I am
holding a lamp around town
casting stone upon clowns
with witch bones in a bag of Jupiter dust,
the church around this small hateful town
made a fire higher than the empire
casting rose dust and lust into dark spells
of a life of a living hell
a little old man rang the bell
while Dark Angel cast his spell
that had made everyone ill.
Now all that talk had left a mark
on everyone holding jealousy in their hearts for me
their eyes burn deep into the night
they blasphemed about everything
I stand around them all holding a lamp of fire
all my wrath of the past is coming back on you
that cast the stone of abuse in hallowed places
will be your faces in different places,
Oh how the little town of the past laughed
but I never looked back
while the fools cast their stones
I walked away in the beauty of the night
holding what is of the light  
of what is right in my own life.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
23 · May 2020
TRUE LONELINESS
Now true loneliness made a home

where love no longer roams

feelings of love,

have been locked away

in the bright of day

where Dust and Lust

has made a cloud of gray

where true Love could never stay

In my mind of loss of time,

your old words come back

heater attack

words do hurt when

they come from you

words of a darken past

made its way back,

Love, passion made a crashed

gave my heart abashed

of everlasting pain

that brought on lots of rain

dust, Lust to an end of us

locked away in the cold

out on the snow of long ago.

- Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
23 · Apr 2020
TESTED
I had been put to the test
I truly fought the fight
to do what was right
time after time
I found myself
in another dream
I couldn't rewind a thing
when it comes to darken dreams
Oh, how Dark Angel makes me scream
I look into the future
in a mirror of my room
I could see Dark Angels eyes
looking back at me
beyond his eyes are a ***** side
of another kind
A place I haven't seen before
where Life is so unfair
I see the poor everywhere
hungry eyes in a place of death
Oh, how this pain took my breath
dry air everywhere
Don't cry a voice out of the night
telling me it will all be alright
just keep your faith
this is the way
you are being tested
you are being broken
but in the end
you will kiss the pains away
so hold on to your faith
that is when I open my eyes
to a brighter day.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
23 · Apr 2020
MY POETESS LIFE
My Poetess Life
there's always challenge's
my true poetess mind
loves to write day and night
most of the time my heart bleeds ink,
My words are deep like the sea
like the candle of my soul
that shines so brightly for others to see
they all love to read about me,
I have two Poetic names
I never feel shame or hold no balms
but when I do I never act confused
I write and play with words for you,
I know great works
comes from intelligence soul
from an active mind
that loves to play with words
that builds the imagination like me,

Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
23 · Apr 2020
SUFFOCATED
I awake with Dark Angel beside me,
curl his big arms around me,
snuggle and caress my head on his chest,
I feel suffocated by his darkness.

Judy Emery © 1996
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
23 · Apr 2020
SEA OF DREAMS
I dwelled along
the sea of dreams
I have seen the winter winds
I felt the coldness
upon my skin
I felt the sins of time
I held no pride
but in my eyes
I have seen the light.

Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
23 · Apr 2020
MOONBEAM SKY
Moonlight dances under the moonbeam sky,
whereas the stars did shine into her eyes.

Judy Emery © 1998
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
23 · Apr 2020
YOU'RE ALWAYS ON MY MIND
You're always on my mind
most of the time
day and night
you're never hard to find
when it comes to dreams
I never want to take you for granted
I just want to keep your love close
Your love is what kept me going
I know I will always need you in my life.

Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
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