Let me move slowly through the crowed
that is filled with so much flowing of tears,
in every shifting eye watches me walk on by,
with fear on their minds all the time,
the old sounds of a train that brings on rain,
with a step sound of pain,
that beats deep into the ears that hear,
the ancient murmuring pours out
like cold September memories,
How fast those old flitting figures come back!
Words that are cold and very evil,
That pierce at the souls of long ago,
The fierce face that haunts the night
With flame’s eyes;
With a thoughtless smile,
are on the slave's face, while Dark Angel walks
through the weeping crowd looking for me,
in the night secret tears fall, left a trace of their faith
upon the wet ground of the lost yet not found,
Moonlight the whisper flows,
that pass through the minds of all kinds,
the words of Dark Angel toil on their minds
day and night like clockwork,
where strife is made to never rest;
Into the crowd, my name did spread,
while Dark Angel plays on their mind,
the manipulation runs deep to all those who weep
in cold chambers, they will always be
until thing change in the way they think,
In silence is where I will be,
sitting in the graveyard of those who sleep,
Happy are they that kept their faith,
God Jehovah is preparing a home for the meek,
where children played on green grass,
in tenderness, they did speak, but now they sleep;
Oh, you slave that gave up the faith
your tears shall fall on empty hearts,
words of hate will always tread into this darkened life,
Dark Angel drinks the tears up that falls in his cup,
the sorrow of the second death,
Oh, you slaves that are in mortal pains,
Come and dance into the rain of faith,
never let go of the love you once knew,
let the love shine on in your souls,
Don’t let Dark Angel,
leave you in the cold darkness,
soon the hour will come when Jehovah and Jesus
will end all darkness, so, stand strong for the faith
even while being teased in darken dreams.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Rose dust upon the white snow
this is how my story goes-
the ravens fly deep into the night sky
while the old sad moon cast its gloom
the black cats are prowling around
eating upon the rats of the town.
As I was walking
I hard some talking
about how bad I am
holding a lamp around town
casting stone upon clowns
with witch bones in a bag of Jupiter dust,
the church around this small hateful town
made a fire higher than the empire
casting rose dust and lust into dark spells
of a life of a living hell
a little old man rang the bell
while Dark Angel cast his spell
that had made everyone ill.
Now all that talk had left a mark
on everyone holding jealousy in their hearts for me
their eyes burn deep into the night
they blasphemed about everything
I stand around them all holding a lamp of fire
all my wrath of the past is coming back on you
that cast the stone of abuse in hallowed places
will be your faces in different places,
Oh how the little town of the past laughed
but I never looked back
while the fools cast their stones
I walked away in the beauty of the night
holding what is of the light  
of what is right in my own life.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I see vengeance in your eyes
I can feel the burning of your anger
you have so much on your mind
but all I can say
is please stay away
I don't know how this gives you power
to stand so brave over all my pains,
I don't know how to succeed
when all you do is give me darken dreams
your voice whirling around in my mind
day and night
most of the time
the old autumn wind
speaks to me time and again,
I get into my bathtub just to feel
the warmth of the water
Oh, how my body felt so cold
but now I'm starting to get warm
Life is on my side
death is always near
holding so much fear,
this old griffin legged tubs
holds so much love in my tub
I close my eyes
but just then I start to cry
praying you would get out of my mind
I almost have fallen asleep
but my spirit started to sing,
I open my eyes
looked at my bathroom door
I thought I heard a knock
so I got up out of the warmth of my tub
just to find emptiness
the hollowness of cold sadness
moving over me
something dark,
I see my bed
I lye down in it
a slumped my head down
upon my cold pillow
and gone off to sleep
oh, here comes to another painful darken dream.


Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Now true loneliness made a home

where love no longer roams

feelings of love,

have been locked away

in the bright of day

where Dust and Lust

has made a cloud of gray

where true Love could never stay

In my mind of loss of time,

your old words come back

heater attack

words do hurt when

they come from you

words of a darken past

made its way back,

Love, passion made a crashed

gave my heart abashed

of everlasting pain

that brought on lots of rain

dust, Lust to an end of us

locked away in the cold

out on the snow of long ago.

- Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Out of pure Love from heaven above
I hunt these sadden hills
to reclaim the history of My true God

If I had known the heartaches that
were coming my way
I would have jump down and start to
pray with no end

Down this road of History is cold
and evil It is called Wormwood
Why would I want to waste my days in lies?

To wash me away in the night
This walk is the time of the Rock
The gleaming of His heart came to mine

The bleach softens bones
of the ancient Knights lay in High places
the words they had held in their souls
of the age of long ago;

Speaks out on High with the wind
Who are these coming in black
Why are they looking down on me with Lies?
You can see it in their eyes

They're alarming with shame and blame
They are written down in hast of the dark side
Pebbles moves within the wind like a great boon

Like a dream of a gift from God telling me not
to give up my Faith
Hold on and never let the Dark of Lies take me down
I will walk in the History of righteous men.

Judy Emery © 1980

The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

When I was just your little girl
I always had around me
was malicious people
always jealous of my beauty
thy would go around town
talking all kinds of trash
they would call me names
just to make them feel good
what a shame to casting all kinds of blames,
When I had got older
I was much stronger
and I stood up for myself
I started remembering all their names
that had given me so many pains
but I never cast any hate their way
because they had to see their own self in the mirror
and face their own fears each and every day
their old friends just linked together
making all kinds of trouble in that old small town
but I never let them burst my bubble
no way will I let them bring me down
into their own shame of lies
I have my own life
I've seen so many things that have given me
darken dreams of pains you would never believe
rains of sorrow that has no end
my life became so gray on that cold September day
by the time December made its way
I felt I was in a grave
I had lost my faith when it comes to love
I come to that old garden of pains
and that is where my heart stayed
around me are falling leaves of memories
that withered deep within my mind
this pain moved deeper and deeper in my heart
I felt I could no longer breath
when I start to think about the loss of my loved ones
It became hard for me to move on in my life
but then I start to think about those malicious people
and I started to think
where they in pain too?
is that why they act the way they do.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I had to take a deep breath and walk away from all of this your starting to mess with my mind another time, I’m starting to feel old wounds all over again.

- Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I sit upon my bed to read the letter of your words that soon brought me in tears that lasted for years, the mosquitoes won't leave me alone they danced around the candlelight. I stretch out my legs and feet, it wasn't long I had fallen into sleep having dreams.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Stand Tall in a world so dark.

Judy Emery © 2020
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I was always known deep within to keep all away from me because of their moral ways, the castle is surrounded by a legion of armed knights, but things are starting to get way out of hand Dark Angel and all his iniquity are ground very deep.

-Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Oh, never reveal who it is you love,
Love is a secrete between two,
Love is something untold,
Love isn’t to be sold,
Oh, gentle winds that touched the skin
You hold a love of all time,
Your touch is smooth
Yet, it is cool and silently invisible,
Love is the music to my ears,
Only I can hear,
Love kissed me on my lips,
Love whispered his heart to me,
Trembling bodies upon the sand
A place where we once danced,
We made romance in lover’s memories,
Cold, sea blown winds,
Casting its spells again,
In ghastly fears, we go
To a place of the unknown
Where lies are always being told.
Oh, how love departed,
Left me broken-hearted,
Soon after the fall, I traveled on.

-Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Oh, how you love to see me weep the pains that you brought down on me with all that yelling and tell me hateful things fighting with me in the rain it was like the whole scene of it all was giving you a fix that was making you feel stronger about yourself by feeding off on all that my misery.

- Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Belied is what I hide behind my eyes
or my own inner sensitivities ;
trapped is I.
Oh, how I do cry most of the time
trying to get you off my mind,
You caged me up like a bird
you had taken my freedom from me
and locked me away in darken dreams
you had never been easy on me
even the sea agrees with me,
Oh, the lonely moon I see you
hanging so low with no hope ;
I understand so clearly
I am feeling your pains
waiting to be set free
from darkening dreams of he,
Oh, look at me :
I am so lost in the dark of the unknown places
looked down on from all enemies
they just love to see me bleed out like the sea
they always have something bad to say
they twisted my words and make so many lies,
Oh, you Dark Angel hold the key
of me that makes me weep ;
Who would ever believe you were with me
Others had always looked down on you
but when it comes to me
I was always the beauty you craved
so you needed me to be broken
left out to bleed like you
just to feel all your hurt and pains others gave
You have given me your world of darkness
in pains of rains that don't go away.

Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Oh, let me tell you how this old story goes that has treated me so cold
bruised my soul shattered my heart left me mark then take me down
on the wet ground of the lost, that was never to be found.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Lost, and very hurt, left out to bleed away
Cutten open deep within  out on the bay
in that summers raise ...
puzzled the way my life has been  
I have been praying for God to wash away my sins.

I have been gazing out my bedroom window
thinking about all those words that he would say
that has been breaking my spirit down night and day.
the  hurt  is deep within my soul
a pain that won't let go,- of what Dark Angel gave.

I looked and what did I see looking back at me!
A  ''Raven'', his eyes so little like a spark shining in
that could darken the sky, his beaded yellow eyes
had been looking me  up and down,
I pondered over and over in my mind,
what did the raven see when it was looking back at me?

Did it see all the pains that were in my eyes?
the cuts of the night that had been cut in deep wounds of Dark Angel's knife of his anger, that left me marked
from my bleeding heart that is all over my bedroom floor.
Did the raven see the same story as he when he was looking at me?

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Mirror of time
I can see you at all times
you are apart of my mind
holding the pains of yesterdays
I can see the eyes of me
looking back deep within my soul
to everything I know of long ago
When I walk over to the mirror
that stands so tall in my darkened room
I see the lies of he that was once with me
o how that made my heart bleed
like the rushing red sea
I find myself going over and over
each lying words that he would tell me
My tears would roll down from my eyes
down on my face of yesterdays
I keep on looking in the mirror of time
just to see he eyes looking deep within mine
I hold in my heart and mind
so much regrets ;
I don't have the words I truly want to say
I feel as if time had stopped and left me marked
deep down in my heart,
I could see his eyes looking over me
while he laughs as I cry
while he cycles pains in my mind
I could still feel he ever touch
o how I hate that so much,
I go down on my knees
while my heart bleeds
while my own eyes look back at me
in the mirror of time
battling away on my faith
like I have been locked away in a cage
like a bird hoping to be free
into the mirror, I did see
Angel of love locking back at me
the light that shines so bright
gave me hope for better days.

Judy Emery © 1992
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

There is not enough
words for me to put down
when it comes to what I
hold deep within my mind.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I'm tired of dreaming and empty promises  
I think I shall never see brighter days;
I'm through with trying.
I am so tired of your lying
and your cheating ways,
The moon that once shined in my eyes have died
In the darkness you give,
I'm tired of living, yet scared of dying.
crying is my friend
when our love did a worldwide,  
maybe things are crazy,
but look at all that I've been through.
Look at all the pain I've won.
against the earth sweet flowing of love
of long ago you once held my soul,
I bet you think that it's been fun
sending my heart on the run,
you never thought I'd turn away.
you never believed you'd see this day.
a tree that looks up at heaven all day,
and lifts her leafy arms to pray
leaving behind all I know
changing it all as I must go,
and grow like the tree that its roots dig deep,
faint hands will row your outward appearance,
But the inwards will grow with the faith of love,  
Knowledge of love open my eyes,
I left behind the love of my life,  
that killed my heart with the heat of the night,
let me live, unseen, unknown;
let me die with love in my heart for Jehovah God,
let me live the way of faith without hate,
winter fire is now a summer desire.


Judy Emery © 1999
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

The clouds out from my window I watched the glimmering stars dancing around the blue moon.

Judy Emery © 1988
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The evidence of my loneliness
is in the tears I cried every year
wishing you were near,
I never found the companion
that was ever companionable,
I love my winter loneliness
because it brings me back to you,
you are still my favorable one
You were all I had
You were all I needed
to feel so completed.
But now I am all alone setting in
my room talking to the moon about you
hoping one day my words will get to you.

- Judy Emery © 2012
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Silence blows in the wind if it is at peace, but when it comes to those darken dreams all those who would fall in them would lose ever thing they thought they once known, where their heart is the screams in true agony, down in this darkness that brings on the fears,  that something is trying to control them, hunting them like a wild animal taking over all their healthy emotions.

-Judy Emery © 1998
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

We would dance in each other's eyes
yet, that was no surprise.
when God is on your side
love is in your life.

People would stand around
others would yell
trying to give us hell
but we kept a rhyme to the time
while that old bell ring like hell,

Yet, we dance among the storm
we dance into the rain of pain
oh, those sobbing mind
weren't so very kind,

My throbbing feet started to bleed
as we jumped into the sea
in those darken dreams.

Judy Emery © 2019
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I was Lost most of my life wondering what is right
In my broken life
Dreams that had been lost a long time ago
Looking for answers that never came my way
Looking for the true light
In Gods eyes
I had been pushed beaten down call so many bad names
That would make the rain come down in shame
A darkened road is what I hold
My mother, father lost their way in what Love really means
They even left me helpless very young
I didn't have any hope of everlasting or evening
Finding something to call home or anyone
To show me the right way to go
People would look at me in a sad shameless way
up and down say bad things to make want to give up
In a life that made me even cry
I sometimes wish I would have died
where I never had to walk this kind of life
I kept holding on to the unknown of hopes and dreams
That never came to me
One day I hope God would find me and look my way
Love me and set me free from all my agony
And call me his own
Forgive me for the way I had to live
I had always been too scared to even pray along
That darken highway
I always thought in my heart that God was too far
away to even care about my life anyways
A God of judging everything I do
A God that I thought was only looking at the bad in me
thinking he was just out to get me too
then one cold storm of the past came rushing in my heart
That made me numb all over again
I cried and I cried wishing God would love me
Clean me up from this life I live in sin
Take my broken heart and make it mind
Then I look to the heavens on hands and knees
I gave it a try to let God in my darken life
I started praying giving God all my pains
All my shames
This had gone on for hours and hours
and the days on in I cried out my sins
I started telling him what I was feeling
And it was something like this
It’s You oh God that I must have missed
Oh God I know I am a sinner I was born
That way you see everyone looks down on me
and call me a black seed
I am a Homeless child that is who I truly am
I had been tossed about like the raven winds
Lost with so many sins
Oh God I don't know why I am crying out to you
But what else can I do
I know you must have better things to do
So I will let you go but please God open
Your heart and you will find mine in
Your hands amen
The night had past and all my pains had
Gone away and my life had never been
The same true love came my way
Walking With Jehovah God
And he even calls me friend.

Judy Emery © 1989
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Oh, the eyes are cast upon me as always,
A spell of their darkness that holds so much envy
that makes them hate me,
their words of lies is on the making
to this poor spirits that is slowly sinking,
While they look back ready to attack
I think they need to look at their own ill past,
that's when loneliness took down their souls.
For what they all have done to me
I was only fourteen,
and they loved what they have done to me.
The rumor to **** my spirit
so I wouldn't speak of all they did
who was going to listen to a kid?


Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The cuts that get deeper as time goes on
they would feel the body aches
the dislocated of body parts
if they were smart
they would look the other way
not even walk my way to see if I was okay.

Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Today steps in more pains with the lack of faith frost frozen hearts
left their marks.

- Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The old birds sing to an infant night dream the ancient world screams in a protest of lies that keep you trapped in darkness the ravens and all the flying creatures spread their wings in darken dreams, to find shelter from a nasty storm.

- Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I have sung to the sea
in so many dreams;
but it’s all the same to me,
I cried and cried day and night
while the old moon looked down on me,
while my tears had fallen deep into the sea
they looked like jewels of history
from all the pains,
I held deep within
lips of words that cut do deep
that made my heart bleed out into the sea
the sea became a friend
just like the autumn winds,
dreams that take me back to the past
oh, here comes the pain
bring down the rain
those memories are cutting at me
my mind could see
the eyes of he looking back at me
while my tears started to fall
like autumn leaves;
the sea made them all
into tears of jewels of me.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I'm not waiting for anything that I haven't already seen of the beauty of nature, I just like watching the snowfall it builds on my imaginations. just the sound of winters callings and the silence of loneliness it brings while the snow gently falls upon the ground.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

In darken dreams
that makes my heart bleed
while I hear those screams
crying out to me... and makes me
bleed out like bloodstained ink.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

You cut me deep in my sleep for all to see me fall into a darkening dream.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The light in your eyes
is starting to fade away
just like night into day,
Your words cut deep within
my heart like a bladed glass
I try so hard to keep up a good
a front that nothing is wrong
But inside my head and my heart
is remembering every nasty word you ever said,
You are constantly fighting with me
who's right and Who's wrong
what a said way this is going,
As soon as I start to feel I can
grasp for the air you start it up all over again
head to let this pain run
Now I have too accepted that you are
now long gone with someone new
I had enough of the blues,
The taste of happiness has faded
to another place was the silence made Home  
this feeling that hunts at me I must scream,
I feel the cuts that eat at my soul
I hold on to myself looking around
our old cold has beaten down the room,
I started having visions
that captive within myself  
feels as if someone pulling the rug
out from me,
Oh, I cannot breathe  
Please, someone, help me
I fall off my feet onto my face
my heart does feel a beat
I had been cut too deep,
I don't want to give up  
but this is too ruff for me
to handle all on my own
You left me with all the blames
and so much pain that won't go away
This is killing me slowly within
Am holding it all in
how much can one person take
I try with all my might to let it all end,
Why darkness tries so hard to make it's
way end another time at my mind
fall over me the cloud of gray,
When death has taken its course
this is not who I'm supposed to be  
I always try to remain bright
in the love of my God,
But this time my heart holds glimmering
dark stones of You and I of all the wrongs  
Light of a lost souls
I must get my feeling back right,
I call on you my God Jehovah
to let me run free until I have finely found me  
I am asking you, my God, to help me please,
dust me off from all my sinful ways
let me see brighter days to run in the race.

Judy Emery © 2013
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

In darken dreams, it is hard for me
To show my feelings,
I would always pray while looking at
The painted skies of the night,
My tears will always fall
From my eyes, while my soul feel the pains,
Oh, here comes the rain,
My heart is pounding like a drum,
While old memories thunder on in my mind,
Oh, how I start to cry,
When I see your eyes, looking back at me,
We somehow found each other,
In that cold September night that Dark Angel
gave me so much fright,
While he started stalking out my life,
Every science then I have so many dreams,
Places I had never seen,
In places of ancient time,
On bloodstain sand is where I stood,
The sun is hot while souls are lost,
Evil is all around with deep exploded hate
Is all over the place, while in a moment,
I would see King Pharaoh standing over me,
Like time is standing still,
while an ancient world plays in my mind,
is where the Dark Angels spirit lives in darken dreams
that makes my heart bleeds
while I hear slaves scream.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Now you will know
I am the queen of this show
In darken dreams,
Yeah, you didn’t hear me scream,
Behind the walls, they will crawl
on black ice, frozen are they
who got in my way,
They all meet me at my feet
Crying out the queen of dreams
Stand up for me,
They all look at me if I was tall
But I wasn’t tall at all,
The slaves are in so much pain
They flipped and gripped at me,
While they are slipping and falling
Down on black ice in the night,
Dark Angel doesn’t play nice,
and he never thinks twice,
He cold trembling hand touched me
Like he never touched me before,
Telling me to speak while I can,
So, I looked at the slaves saying
In a very loud way,
Wake up while you can,
Set yourself free from him,
who gives darken dreams,
Wake up I said are you will soon regret,
That’s when Dark Angel looked at me
Then he slapped me,
I thought I could trust you,
But I can see I have much work to do on you.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Darkness returned to me on those days of falling leaves,
on those cold dark nights, I could see the lightning strike across the sky where it made me think of you and I in another fight.

- Judy Emery © 2014
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery