Into the woods my Master takes hold  
His words are so dark and bold  
His world cut deep within my soul
Into the woods, my Master came to  
Play his game on his new slaves  
shames and guilt he put in their heart  
And upon their minds and truth of light
will never be found their light has gone
Out like a candle without a fire  
Dark Angel cried out the secret is death  
A death you will never get to see  
Death is the teacher of light of what is right
Death is a place you go to rest  
But you will never get that from me  
Dark Angel, they cry out is death like moan  
Of a pain that will never stop but only cut
deeper and deeper that will make them
lose their mind's  
into the woods, my Master takes hold of me  
To give me his pleasurable pain  
that cuts like a razor.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

THE HOUR NO ONE KNOWS

"Now concerning that day and hour no
one knows-neither the angels of the heaven
nor the SON; Only the Father knows..''
-MATTHEW 24:36

HIS NAME IS JEHOVAH AND THE SON IS JESUS.

It is crazy how you remember every little word I ever said then you start messing with my head, every pain you ever gave, I do remember the month, the years, and days, that I prayed for you to go away.


-Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I have to admit the space is nice,
not having to talk about my life
or look people in the eye when  
I need to cry,
I just want to be  myself without  
someone telling how I should be,
I feel too naked around a big crowd
why everyone looks down on me
because I won't let them live-out  
my dreams,
I just want to hide behind  
Run with the wind were every one
Stop looking at all the scars and
Pains that they all given to me,
I want to run free from all of this mess
I've made a nice big bed lie in like
my mother always said,
though of emptiness and lost dreams
came from family,
honestly, I want to make them all live
me alone and let me live my own life  
let them live theirs,
I don't want to speak to you don't be  
so confused you know what you all do
Is lie give so much shame and blame  
of the mess you all made,
then you come home and try to still  
at my soul another time with your nasty lies
you made in the night,
there’s nothing to say,
so getaway I will no longer let you shame  
my name and give me all your blame  
I want to live my own life so give it back,
when it was once too hard for me to say No  
I when to say yes for all my dreams to come true
without you living my life for me,
move on and set me free,
It’s too easy to fall back in the trap they all set out  
for me to fall in, back into the old way  
who are you to tell me what to do,
I am the one that made you look good,
move on I'm already out the door,
I have to remind myself of all the reasons  
for letting go and moving on, I
in my weaker moments, I cry out to my God
I keep knocking on his door,
I can’t keep myself  looking  back  off
all the pain everyone I trusted given me,
looking back, hoping to find something good
I may have left behind all I found was hopeless
emptiness and so much pain,
dying out in the cold rain,
I'm still holding on to me and my own name  
I don’t know why everyone had done this  
to me but no more the door is closed behind me
I set my life on happiness.

Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I hold my head up high
looking deep within the sky
thanking my God for my Life
and for my mind
thanking him for the wisdom
he has handed down to me
that has been written in ancient history

I thank you, My God, for the rain
I thank you for the pain that came my way
I thank you for everything
I listen to his words that are written on the wall
even if it is covered in blood

I remember all my pains of yesterday
I have learned from them in so many ways
I thank you, My God, for the wisdom of  Life
even when the wisdom wasn't very nice
the pains of yesterdays rain
is the wisdom of all.

Judy Emery © 2007
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

You kept me on confused I was so afraid to ever cross you I still hear your voice, your words of all evil telling me I will never see love or never to be loved, I could still hear your laughter as you walked away.

Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Like the sagging whether of the old Deaden Sea
It is like you and me, in darken dreams
Oh, how you made me scream,
few ships sailed on by
and even they could see how bad
You are with me,
Oh, how you made my heart bleed
I saw our love end into a place of darkness
But what I didn't know
is this is where you had always belonged.


Judy Emery © 1998
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I would like to see one day in my memories happy and truly in love before I pass away leaving those old clouds of grey.


- Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Words and lies that cut deep
That makes your heart weep
Makes it hard to sleep
Have you ever see someone tortured?
Bleeding out like ink,
While looking into the eyes
While life is leaving their eyes,
Having no words that could easily the pain
My thoughts of sorrow
lasting longer than tomorrow,
Poets of ancient time
Had seen the ink that was bleed out
While the hearts sink
Words of true knowledge were written
In a world of the forbidden,
Deliberate torture is a sickening
and abhorrent,
bleeding heart is being written
God sees all things;
While the souls cry out in their own
bloodstain ink;
Life and Death we all must face
memories and agony's
that evil gave, but in darken dreams
you can see anything of curtly
where winter winds are always calling
where rainstorms are always brewing,
where the flesh made a bed
bones and ashes are in the mirror
that broken the glass
of my beaten down past,
the windows of my life
cut deep with a knife,
praying for God to reclaim my soul,
to lead me out of the pit,
Words and sound kept me a bond,
I cried out in merciful tears
But true love never came near,
I got lost into my fears;
clowns of the darkened town
are being crowned for their ***** deeds,
while my mind roamed around
my heart wasn't yet found;
while my own spirit is being tortured,
where coldness took over
while I was being abused;
I felt so used because of Dark Angel;
this world of darkness is a big mess
that gives sickness to the mind,
tortured day and night
Oh, how I can hear the cries
They are now becoming lullabies
in my life;
every day is the darkness of old memories
cut deep at me;
all my pains are written on the wall
for all to read what it is I bleed.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

In the dark, my heart has departed
my mind is being damaged
into darken dreams
suffering in doubt
in a castle with many characters
running about making crime most of the time.


Judy Emery © 1988
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I feel the warmth of the wind dancing upon my ivory skin, drying up my tears from my colored eyes, while my own memories come rushing back to me.

- Judy Emery © 2019
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Shadows Of A Storm
Messages are all in silence
while the angry  waves
move along like a sad song
tragic new's spreads like a storm
words are handwritten
down in bloodstain ink
oh, how the ship will soon sink
souls are doomed
into a nightmare of darkening dreams
oh, how we all do scream
windows are broken
life was once a token
freedom will never be
souls will always bleed out into the sea
in many darken dreams
shadows of a storm
dances along the shore
the sea of dreams
are always with me
railing of time
messes with my mind
wounded, lost
entwines into my thoughts
whispering wind
cry's to me again.

Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

What happens to the people?
Why do they act as they do,
they bow their heads like they
are very confused,
the pain that holds in their eyes
make me want to cry, passionless is you
Oh, Darken Angel,
To me your words are pointless
but to the slaves,
your words are everything,
when you make, I cry?
You love to see me die,
But you keep me close to you
Afraid to let me fly,
I know there aren't many things
I could ever do,
to make you feel the pains you
given me and the slaves,
Because I can truly say,
You know pain,
that old ancient day
has cut you deep that you can’t
see what you are doing to me,
Someone had taken your heart,
but has never truly set you free,
so, you are given me the pains
that someone else given you,
when you hurt me so badly,
you make me feel I'm going to die,
oh, why do you like to see me cry?
You love to watch me bleed,
but deep within me
I’m still very strong,
even when you gave me the pains
of your past,
you broke me down like glass.

Judy Emery © 2010
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

You’re always standing in between given me darken dreams telling me so many bad things just to make me scream, I’m tired of running from you, I tried so hard to forget you.


- Judy Emery © 2014
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Turn off the sound of your darken voice
those late-night dances keep me on my feet
I hang up the telephone when you call
just be here with me when I fall,

I like the rain when it falls on my skin
I like the sounds of the ravens
I like the kisses you gave
I love the moans of your body
when it touches mine
It hurts me,

when I never see, you smile
You have taken the light out of my world
We get so disconnected
like light and day
You are my favorite place
when I see the love in your eyes,

but yeah, we're so disconnected
I want to feel your breath up and down back
I want to fix your broken smile
and put love back in your heart
I love you
I learn so much from you
you lie and I try not to
But I want more from you.

Judy Emery © 2000
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The Mind is powerful
yet something made so beautiful,
the mind has many rooms
to hold all things it has seen
those brain rooms hold many thoughts
emotions of happiness and lost
the mind is the revelation
of who we are from the start of birth
to the very end of one's life
the eyes are the window to the soul
the mind is the key to reality
that moves the body and the heart
the mind is a beautiful gift from God
the mind  is the mirror to one's soul
the mind is powerful with many rooms.

Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Every morning starts a good day
with love on its way,
the beautiful light that shines on high
back everything so nice.
makes my heart sing with joy,
looking out my window bay
Seeing the birds flying over the pond
owls hooting away
sing up a love song on the lawn.
what's left of the night you can find
at the beautiful pond,
The moon seating on a hilltop is so near
the pond with its reflection glimmering on.
The black waterfalls sing's it's a sad song
Pouring rain where lovers use to play,
As the sun appears trailing through the clouds,
of its beautiful pink and green wool,
igniting the fields.
Turning the ponds to plates of fire
with some much to desire,
I went for a walk in mid Spring
I carried a bag with a pen clipped into the netting
and my little notebook and a wider
one for long lines.
I thought about the late March wind's
Then I looked all around,
Then I started to write about my life setting by
the beautiful pond crickets of sweet meadows.
Talking to Jehovah my God;
with doves flying on high swooping about
Looking around seeing the creatures therein
the dark flickering,
you can make out one by one
as the light lifts great blue herons.
Wood ducks shaking their shimmering crests
and knee-deep in the purple shallows
I must write and draw this down to show the
World what I have found.
A deer drinking water from the pond,
The silver water crushes like silk,
And the sky full of stars, and a moon with
So much love that shines on us.
The night will make your heart sing
As I look all around me,
I can see Jehovah's love that he has given
our eyes to see the gift he made for us heaven above.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I am an orphan on God's highway
All the warriors gathered around
to take all of the children of the lost and found
To a shelter home
I'll share my troubles if you go my way
to tell my story of better days
I have no mother, no father
I only had been left with a note
with no hope to ever know love
No sister, no brother
but the new one I have made along the way
I am an orphan girl that no one loved
I have had friendships pure and golden
until they all came dark with no heart
as I got older I kept my heart with God
But someone had his eyes on me
Only love can hurt like this
must have been given a deadly kiss
with time he started playing games on me
Your kisses burn into my skin
eating away at my heart over and over again
Only love can hurt like this
when you live in a world of darkness.

Judy Emery ©1977
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

In my mind, I will always have you in it
your love won  my heart
in my  lifetime,
In my soul, the old wind blows
when life holds you no more
but in my head, we will always be wed
even on my dying bed,
there in my mind
holds the story of all times
if others would listen
they could hear the autumn leaves fall
the wind will blow
the tears will fall
But you, my love, will always shine throw.

Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

While the old birds sing
to an infant night dream,
the ancient world screams in a protest
of lies that keep you trapped in darkness,
the ravens and all the flying creatures
spread their wings in darken dreams,
to find shelter from a nasty storm,
Dark Angel stands in front of a crying crowed
while he speaks very loud,
Saying, who will be the one who will save Jerusalem?
Who will guard you when you speak?
Oh, how the slaves bend their heads between their knees,
will this God save you from me?
Moonlight come to me and tell me what it is you see,
what is your God worth to you?
then Moonlight looked around to a place of confused,
firing in the midst of the crying crowd,
then Moonlight raised her head to the midnight sky,
While she cries, Jehovah is the Light
that shines deep in my eyes,
His love is found running in my blood,
the blood of his begotten son Jesus,
I am here to be tested just as the slaves,
this pain that I feel is the agony you revile,
I see many Prophets standing around in the fields
looking for the ones that are lost sheep’s
to save them from you that makes darken dreams,
Oh, you ancient sinners, look what you have done!
You put others on the run, bloodshed is everywhere,
But you never gave the care,
you gave your soul to the one that is called
the enemy to God,
Dark Angel plays many mind games,
to make you see things his way,
Oh, you slave stand on your own two feet
even in the darkest hours,
you never know when the day is that Jehovah God
Will take his stand to all men and beast,
This is what I see, Is God's eyes are on all who weeps.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Love is a battlefield  
When two don't see eye to eye
it comes to push and shove  
Who is right and who is wrong,
You must protect your heart and keep it on grad  
The deception of trust
once it’s been broken it’s hard to get it again,
Trust is a key to the love they both work hand to hand,
When trust is no more love finds its way out the door  
Never search for love because love will find you  
In the midst of war,
love will break you down if you both don't  
See eye to eye about what love is all about  
Keep your heart hidden,
in this ruthless game of the dark what a shame
more pain will come your way
and tear your love down,
love came to me,
but I don't know if I want to take hold of it yet
one day he was there and the next
he was gone running around with my heart
he stole my heart and carried on  
maybe next time,
I’ll put up my wall and that is what I did,
So Love can't find me, for once and for all,
Love is a battlefield.

Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Morning hasn't yet broken the spell  
You put on me
Your love that gave me hell
like a mystery
the stars hold for the dreams I dreamed
the flame you write in the night  
Of you and I
every moment I just want to scream
to be free from you
these pictures of you that run in my  
head makes me wish I was dead
These words you say
make me cry out  
My gray days
Who are you that has
invaded my dreams,  
Who are you
that pushed me to believe  
You care for me!
I don't understand
the language of your  
Words of darkness
You have laid out my path
in your darken ways for me
Only to allow the signs
to get jumbled in my head
I try to hold on to what is true
You make me so blue
Who are you?
Where do you come from?
Some night you'll be around
stalking me out
my memory of you
are making me crazy
my dream are deep  
my life is never going to be the same  
You make me so ashamed
struggling to survive another night
I struggling against the odds of you and me.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I have danced in the bed of ruse dust
where lust was always made,
I found myself playing the hand that Dark Angel gave,
where I patiently waited in a darkened room,
holding on to my heart praying I never lose it,
every summer of late June,
I could see the sky innovation so quickly
into that cold September, I will always remember,
while the night slowly moved along,
my mind played back that sad old song,
while I counted the days of the torment he gave
I could see all those times you had given me roses
they turned black into rose dust,
It was like the Universe started changing
to a place of darkness where love could never shine through,
I remember his eyes while I walked away,
Oh, the pain he gave to me out into that cold September rain,
My life never was the same;
I thought maybe love will shine its light on me,
But nothing came my way but only darken dreams,
Oh, how he made me scream,
things are never what they seem,
I would always take many walks by the sea,
Dark Angel names the sea after me,
the moon he names too,
I could always feel his eyes upon me,
I would look around but I could never see him,
But I know he near because he brings on fear,
he is always following me,
every time he looks at me, I could tell he has
no care in his eyes for anything,
his heart is cold as ice and he isn’t very nice,
at times, he surprises me when he gives me roses,
then he would say; Moonlight give you heart to me!
Shed your tears and let them fall,
I will drink them up like white wine,
Come Moonlight, let me see you care for me,
then he would whisper in my ear, I will always be your king
you will always be my queen in darken dreams,
you will never escape me;
then I looked at him saying I could never give my heart
to slander as you,
Oh, how the angry wind started to cry at me again,
Then Dark Angel, taken hold of my hands,
Then we started dancing upon the wet blood-stained sand,
while he started giving out his commands,
the rain started pouring down,
the sea started making weird sounds,
that is when I had fallen into the arms of he
the one who calls himself my king.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

You have me running around scared to death and you call it love you have me so confused love isn't abuse, I will always fear the word from hear on, because if this is love that has to hurt, and the sound of your voice that deepness in your brown eyes telling lies, I don't need it.

Judy Emery © 1998
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

If they looked at me too closely they would find I am somewhere else
my tears will roll down my face like a waterfall but when the tears fall to the ground they would make a big sound like broken glass from the past and when I was to talk my voice would be sobbing with no words.

Judy Emery © 1998
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Old age cast some rage along the way in time, playing games on the blind of what is right in God's eyes, age should burn like a flame of light standing strong in the truth of the days yet rage becomes the darkness that plays against the beauty of life. Dark Angel takes a walk down the deep woods of the old wise men trail thinking about given som hell.

-Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

People look at me and laugh
They walk around like clowns wishing they
Had what it takes to walk my way
What a shame to still someone else name
They go around and say bad things and
Get others to believe something that isn't true
About me how crazy but I will never let you
Bring me down don't you see you could never
Be me God made me the way I look and that
Will never change my DNA
They make fun of my every move
But then I must say look in the mirror and what
Do you see is darkness in your life
Not too pretty is it?
What I want to know is what is it about me that people hate
Could it be the fact that I have nothing to prove
People are just ignorant for no apparent reason,
I love me that is just the way it is
They talk about me every season for whatever reason
If they see a hot man look my way thing can get nasty
That will tell him bad things about me for him to look
Somewhere else as long as it was not at me
What for, I don't know, this war has been going on too long
I don't really care, and my attitude shows it
People are going to talk if I like it are not
But, that's okay because I know how to walk
And how to be me
They are wasting their time talking about me
I'm using my time to walk away so free in the summers breeze
On easy with my happiness I am me
I don't have time to play little childish games
My life is so real I don't need to play the loser games
At least I can I say I'm happy in my skin God gave me
But I want to say thank you for taking your time out for me
Because it means I'm doing something right I'm always on
Your hateful minds
I feel life is going just fine :)
I really don't like to fight I love me you must see :)
People are only looking at me because they wish they was me
They spend hours looking on the outside of me
Wow they would hate me even more if they see my big heart
Of what makes me
The part of me they should talk about is what's in the inside
How God loves me and gives me peace even in the life I live
Of hat and shame of child play
They also look at the downfalls of themselves
I know that must really hurt but don't give me your dirt
Sometimes, I just have to tell them
There's no shame in my game
I have a lot of love for myself and I don't want to take time out
To put your nasty ways in my heart
So, people can take their opinions about me and stack them on a shelf
And take the book down and write down what you have to learn
For those who look at me and make fun of me
I know I'm all in the game of being me
I just have to ask you something
Are you really looking at me are your nasty self
For those who are laughing at me
I bet you cry in your sleep wishing you were never that mean,
I want to tell ask you something
Is it really me you're laughing at
This is a poem for my 'Haters' to think about not me but at themselves
Love to all my haters :)
- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Do You Like Keeping Me Hurting?
Why does it have to be like this?
Is this apart of your madness?
to keep me hurting so bad?
are you mad?
When my heart feels weak
your eyes start to seek
what it is that cuts me so deep.

- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I could see the lighting strike across over sky and the sea of you and me into a world of darkening dreams, the old ancient moon hanged around in that sad late June, the rain would fall like teardrops with our names on them while the summer fading into fall, my heart broke just a little more winter made its way at my door, I could still hear your voice ragging war.

Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

When the leaves fall from the trees I start to think of you and me the sun moved upon on the land in a gentle kind of way that makes my spirit fly around in the sky looking for you.

Judy Emery © 2018
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

A place of silence
is a very cold place to be
words are never really heard
my pains hold its own language
for others to read
Oh, how my body feels so weak
Silence holds no peace
when a witness is around
they see me fall to the ground
what they hold in their eyes
is a sense of wonder
what is happening in my life  
that made me this away
Silence is a place of gray
with pains that never go away
I wanted to tell them
what was truly going on with me
but I didn't think
they would understand
I didn't want to be caught up
in the talk of the town
to have my name past around
like a beat-up clown
rages are upon my skin
while my poor heart
sinks deeper in
Silence is a place
that holds no faith
all I see is the rain
that falls from clouds of gray
I long to be the comfort
but that day
never made its way.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Touch me with Love
Love me like Shakespeare
write me down deep
within your heart
let me be all you need
dance with me in the coldest rain
take away all my pains
of yesterday's nightmares
kiss me with true passion,
Touch me
like you had never touched another
give me all your sweet delights
give me the shooting stars of your dreams
love is the true strength
of you and me
Let me be your one and only
let me your true desires
don't ever let go of the fire
speak to me like a true poet
dance with me in all your fantasy
touch me with a kiss deep within
Let your love always be true
no matter how old we get
old age is a beautiful thing
Let your love be all I need
let your words be like silk to my heart
let this love last forever.

Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

He goes to the window
looking at the lavender moon,
that has been leaping into the room,
Dark Angel walked away in hast.
Slamming the door then lock it,
I moved along my bed losing my mind,
asking myself how did this come to be.

Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

What a beautiful feeling
with true glory and peace
that comes in spring
with hearts that sing
when I look into your eyes
I could see Love for the first time,
I had realized you're the one
my heart needs to feel complete
Your love for me is lift
like a beautiful butterfly
that fly high in lovers spring,
You may love has truly showed
me what true love is all about
you make me what to shout
and dance around like a child
on the playgrounds,
To others, may seem to be a dream
or it is a likely thing
but true love is something of lies
true love is not about control
but it is about two hearts becoming one.

Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery