Oh, how I heard him cry deep into the night singing his lullabies
to the midnight wind among the billions of stars that shine from far
twinkling like little flashes of candlelight, but just then I heard him
calling out my name! Saying, please remember me I am your king and you are my queen In all my dreams; "Come back to me," would hear him cry another time, then I started remembering his voice but from where? before long it was time to wake up that’s when I see him looking back at me.

- Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I hold my head up high
looking deep within the sky
thanking my God for my Life
and for my mind
thanking him for the wisdom
he has handed down to me
that has been written in ancient history

I thank you, My God, for the rain
I thank you for the pain that came my way
I thank you for everything
I listen to his words that are written on the wall
even if it is covered in blood

I remember all my pains of yesterday
I have learned from them in so many ways
I thank you, My God, for the wisdom of  Life
even when the wisdom wasn't very nice
the pains of yesterdays rain
is the wisdom of all.

Judy Emery © 2007
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

You’re always standing in between given me darken dreams telling me so many bad things just to make me scream, I’m tired of running from you, I tried so hard to forget you.


- Judy Emery © 2014
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The Mind is powerful
yet something made so beautiful,
the mind has many rooms
to hold all things it has seen
those brain rooms hold many thoughts
emotions of happiness and lost
the mind is the revelation
of who we are from the start of birth
to the very end of one's life
the eyes are the window to the soul
the mind is the key to reality
that moves the body and the heart
the mind is a beautiful gift from God
the mind  is the mirror to one's soul
the mind is powerful with many rooms.

Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

When I first have seen your face
I was sure you were the one
that made my heartfelt Love
with time your love embraced me
so much my heart
my soul started to sing
each and every day
this love you gave to me
I never want it to fade
I don't know how you do it
but whatever it is kept on doing it
I learned your love is easy
your love is more then words can say
your love I need all my life
and these feeling I pray never go away
I Love You more today
then yesterday.

Judy Emery © 1996
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I want to sing with ravens, I want to sing with ravens I want to cry with the rain, I want to find the perfect rhymes to fit into my life; You love, you learn, you lie, you try.
You even **** my heart slowly is the flames I know that you may go a lot crazy I don't want to face the changes in your ways high over the rainbow of the darkening sky, I don't see any lullabies but the pain in your eyes I know that you may go into a darkening mood,
having to have everything your way, I don't want to face the changes but I must if I am here with you.

- Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Walk with me in the valleys of green
That comes to me in darken dreams;
Watch the raven feed on the dead,
those who have lost their heads,
Look, and see what Dark Angel brings
that has darkened wings;
He likes to make bleed.
Oh, why does he have to be so mean?
Once he lived in a fair stylish place
Where love was always given,
Where sins were forgiven,
He once has given his heart,
But with time love has taken him for a ride,
Now, he stands in quicksand,
While his heart sinks as he grieved,
Words of true darkness sharpened the sword
That cut him deep;
So, now he wants everyone to feel is inter pains,
Where his love is now in the golden grave,
Ancient witches have taken all his love away,
Now he walks around in scorching agony,
In ancient time, he has lost his mind,
Dark Angel will always be curs,
And every gentle rose will be dried
the roses will turn to ashes
of the forbidden love,
In his ancient love of sweet days,
All that has passed away;
Wandered of true love has been lost,
In the ancient green valleys;
Where the graves of true love in ancient days
Will always be lost into darken dreams
until the Light shines on all who sees,
through the windows of the true believer’s eyes
will see that shining light,
the spirits will sing songs
that never has been sung before,
on the pearls of time, the ruby sea will glow
where the ships will sail,
and the slaves of the wounded will be healed,
doors of visions will be open,
the deaf ears will hear,
and God will whip away all their tears,
Oh, Enoch and all the ancient slaves
Will come out of the grave,
But until the darkness will be.
Where the blind could never see,
Souls are lost into the sea,
Where the dusty dead lost their heads,
In to the marrow of time.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Well he seemed broken heart' ed looking over at me
something within him casting spells over the sea
But the moment that I first laid eyes on him
I knew I would be lost in his charm,

All alone on the edge by the sea of a dream
he made love to me like it was magic
The clouds never expect it to rain but it made storms
crashing in on the sea
But the sea changes color over and over in dreams,

That is when he reaches over to kiss me and he was gone
But the sea does not change what it feels
But I had got lost in the moment of him kissing me
with the slow graceful of his touch, I fell in love,

He was like an angel flow of age,
I went forth with an age-old desire to please me in dreams
He was like a white-winged dove flying over me
Well, then suddenly I got up looking all around me praying
he was not a dream but something real to me,

There was no one left standing in the hall of my dream
In a flood of tears, my heart screams praying he would
find his way back to me
But no one really ever heard my cry's our the tears that fall
not at all because it was only a dream,

Well I went searching for an answer that never came
up the stairs and down the hall, I felt my heart fall
just to hear the call coming out to me from the sea
of a night birds singing come away with me.

- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Those pains don't ever want to go away
the old memories keep on creeping in
like they already made a home
inside my mind most of the time.

Where all those hateful words he would say
they would play over and over again
leaving me looked in his world of sin
in the fear of the night
I see you again all over in my mind.

Judy Emery © 2012
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I have danced in the bed of ruse dust
where lust was always made,
I found myself playing the hand that Dark Angel gave,
where I patiently waited in a darkened room,
holding on to my heart praying I never lose it,
every summer of late June,
I could see the sky innovation so quickly
into that cold September, I will always remember,
while the night slowly moved along,
my mind played back that sad old song,
while I counted the days of the torment he gave
I could see all those times you had given me roses
they turned black into rose dust,
It was like the Universe started changing
to a place of darkness where love could never shine through,
I remember his eyes while I walked away,
Oh, the pain he gave to me out into that cold September rain,
My life never was the same;
I thought maybe love will shine its light on me,
But nothing came my way but only darken dreams,
Oh, how he made me scream,
things are never what they seem,
I would always take many walks by the sea,
Dark Angel names the sea after me,
the moon he names too,
I could always feel his eyes upon me,
I would look around but I could never see him,
But I know he near because he brings on fear,
he is always following me,
every time he looks at me, I could tell he has
no care in his eyes for anything,
his heart is cold as ice and he isn’t very nice,
at times, he surprises me when he gives me roses,
then he would say; Moonlight give you heart to me!
Shed your tears and let them fall,
I will drink them up like white wine,
Come Moonlight, let me see you care for me,
then he would whisper in my ear, I will always be your king
you will always be my queen in darken dreams,
you will never escape me;
then I looked at him saying I could never give my heart
to slander as you,
Oh, how the angry wind started to cry at me again,
Then Dark Angel, taken hold of my hands,
Then we started dancing upon the wet blood-stained sand,
while he started giving out his commands,
the rain started pouring down,
the sea started making weird sounds,
that is when I had fallen into the arms of he
the one who calls himself my king.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Just call me old-fashion because
That is who I am;
Bliss is the one to find me on my
The journey getting past you,

Somewhere over your rainbows,
Lies still my beating heart,
Which you've thrown away,

The mixers what is right and what is
Wrong with the love we had ;
What did I do to make you so bad?

Somewhere under your shadows
You will see me crying over you,
My soul had engraved your name in my
Heart and it has not erased,

Somewhere in your mind,
you had a vision
Of me holding me,
loving me like we once
Did moments like this I do miss,

Somewhere in this big old world, you are
Wishing you never hurt me as you did!
When you see, another rainbow crossing your
Way after a rainy day,
Just know it means I got past you.


Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Old age cast some rage along the way in time, playing games on the blind of what is right in God's eyes, age should burn like a flame of light standing strong in the truth of the days yet rage becomes the darkness that plays against the beauty of life. Dark Angel takes a walk down the deep woods of the old wise men trail thinking about given som hell.

-Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

In the dark, my heart has departed
my mind is being damaged
into darken dreams
suffering in doubt
in a castle with many characters
running about making crime most of the time.


Judy Emery © 1988
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I had to take a deep breath and walk away from all of this your starting to mess with my mind another time, I’m starting to feel old wounds all over again.

- Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Oh, never reveal who it is you love,
Love is a secrete between two,
Love is something untold,
Love isn’t to be sold,
Oh, gentle winds that touched the skin
You hold a love of all time,
Your touch is smooth
Yet, it is cool and silently invisible,
Love is the music to my ears,
Only I can hear,
Love kissed me on my lips,
Love whispered his heart to me,
Trembling bodies upon the sand
A place where we once danced,
We made romance in lover’s memories,
Cold, sea blown winds,
Casting its spells again,
In ghastly fears, we go
To a place of the unknown
Where lies are always being told.
Oh, how love departed,
Left me broken-hearted,
Soon after the fall, I traveled on.

-Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I couldn’t speak of what it is that I have seen in darken dreams,
I could feel someone or something is watching me
like it is hunting me, just like a hunt ready to **** a dear
I looked around but there was no one to be found,
I heard a voice from the woods speaking words
I had never heard before, sounds of thunder of true anger.

Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

The spell isn't yet broken, the charm is flowing!
the seas are roaring, people are moaning;
Dark Angel is still casting more spells
giving so many a life of hell.
In the month of dark September, a nightmare to remember;
I the poetess looking at the seas, while my heart truly bleeds.
This poetess that I am holds no reputation of any kind of true talent
but my tears that wept into ink, is what truly speaks.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I could see the lighting strike across over sky and the sea of you and me into a world of darkening dreams, the old ancient moon hanged around in that sad late June, the rain would fall like teardrops with our names on them while the summer fading into fall, my heart broke just a little more winter made its way at my door, I could still hear your voice ragging war.

Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

He goes to the window
looking at the lavender moon,
that has been leaping into the room,
Dark Angel walked away in hast.
Slamming the door then lock it,
I moved along my bed losing my mind,
asking myself how did this come to be.

Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Sometimes when I write
I fall madly
deeply in love with words
let that be crazy for you
I love what I do
Don't get that confused
I'm a writer that loves spilling ink on paper
and let it bleed like me.

Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Now, all those red roses are dead, I am resting in my bed hoping one day love will return and give my life a true meaning again.


- Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I had a dream of you Jehovah
holding my hand and
He would be talking to me about
Life's pains that I was in
I was crying because I was
I'll of some kind
You Oh Jehovah
You have taken my hand and whipped
away from each tear that had fallen
from my eyes
My heart was filled with compassion
for your
Love for humankind
You Jehovah opened my eyes to see
Yes, spiritually bound by Satan and helpless
Or the loss in their way of the night
Sicken by the night of not living right
To even see their tragic dilemma even mine
Oh, how my spirit started to pray
for them and all mankind
I even prayed for my life  
for Jehovah to take full control
  led the way for me to go
Jehovah and our Lord Jesus
deliver me and all mankind
from this ******* that
We are in; have mercy
for each of the lost souls
To make their way back home  
break these bindings of Satan’s work,
take his sick hands of his ***** works
off of each one of us and
let us live a life to be Fisher Of Men
I suddenly felt confident that
Jehovah God heard me,
while I was sleeping
I heard his voice say to me
you are free from your sickness
go teach others what
you know to save souls
the ******* I was in has been broken
So go and teach the world
of my ''Kingdom'',
My ''Love'', For the lost souls
clean your ways and walk
In the light of Jehovah God
you will gain ''Everlasting Life'',
so pick up your things
we walk and become ''Fishers Of Man ''.

Judy Emery © 1997
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

The cuts that get deeper as time goes on
they would feel the body aches
the dislocated of body parts
if they were smart
they would look the other way
not even walk my way to see if I was okay.

Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

In my mind, I will always have you in it
your love won  my heart
in my  lifetime,
In my soul, the old wind blows
when life holds you no more
but in my head, we will always be wed
even on my dying bed,
there in my mind
holds the story of all times
if others would listen
they could hear the autumn leaves fall
the wind will blow
the tears will fall
But you, my love, will always shine throw.

Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Turn off the sound of your darken voice
those late-night dances keep me on my feet
I hang up the telephone when you call
just be here with me when I fall,

I like the rain when it falls on my skin
I like the sounds of the ravens
I like the kisses you gave
I love the moans of your body
when it touches mine
It hurts me,

when I never see, you smile
You have taken the light out of my world
We get so disconnected
like light and day
You are my favorite place
when I see the love in your eyes,

but yeah, we're so disconnected
I want to feel your breath up and down back
I want to fix your broken smile
and put love back in your heart
I love you
I learn so much from you
you lie and I try not to
But I want more from you.

Judy Emery © 2000
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

What happens to the people?
Why do they act as they do,
they bow their heads like they
are very confused,
the pain that holds in their eyes
make me want to cry, passionless is you
Oh, Darken Angel,
To me your words are pointless
but to the slaves,
your words are everything,
when you make, I cry?
You love to see me die,
But you keep me close to you
Afraid to let me fly,
I know there aren't many things
I could ever do,
to make you feel the pains you
given me and the slaves,
Because I can truly say,
You know pain,
that old ancient day
has cut you deep that you can’t
see what you are doing to me,
Someone had taken your heart,
but has never truly set you free,
so, you are given me the pains
that someone else given you,
when you hurt me so badly,
you make me feel I'm going to die,
oh, why do you like to see me cry?
You love to watch me bleed,
but deep within me
I’m still very strong,
even when you gave me the pains
of your past,
you broke me down like glass.

Judy Emery © 2010
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I keep on loving you,
But you always make me so confused about you,
You lock me away in a darkened room,
Where the world could never see me,
You keep me like a treasure
that you always keep on guard,
in the back of your darkened mind,
you play evil games all the time,
You say you are protecting me from harm,
But I must ask, who is protecting me from you?
Your old prying eyes are on me all the time,
I know this isn’t imagination,
You keep my photo next to your heart,
But then you say a thing to break me down,
You call this love, but I know it’s all a lie,
I look out my window,
watch the slaves caring a casket to the graveyard,
this kept me in full wonderment;
I see a shining diamond flashing from the night,
Hiding behind the forest sky,
A rare jewel of truth,
It moves strong feelings from my spirit,
Like a renewal of some kind,
I’m in a place of un-refined of my mind,
I start to receive visions from an ancient time,
That is leading me to a place I felt close,
A place I held on to my faith,
where the gift of the Light shined deep in my eyes,
while I have seen, others died for this dream,
I open my eyes while others cry,
they call me their queen even in darken dreams,
when my heart starts to bleed,
The Light would shine to me in my darkest hours,
I start to become humble in the true presence,
I never half to question this true Love,
This is the divine design of all times,
while I am locked away in darken pleases,
I know I am only being tested,
Jealousy and hate with envy eyes
are always at my door,
Dark Angel treasures my every move,
While he tells me all the time,
I am his for life, I will become his wife,
I will be his queen of darken dreams.


Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Oh, why September rains

keep the memories a flowing

If we only had taken some time

you could see I had never lied

but now I set out in that cold September rains

crying out so many pains

I try to rest my head upon my bed

but when I fall into a deep sleep

I will see you

what is my poor heart to do

when I still Love You?

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I would like to see one day in my memories happy and truly in love before I pass away leaving those old clouds of grey.


- Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Why oh Dark Angel do you put me in chains?
why do you want to give me all your pains?
Why do you love to see me cry?
Oh please tell me ''WHY.''
In the night I do cry out in so many pains
don't anyone care?
Why is life so unfair
Don't you hear my chains shackle in the nights?
Oh ''WHY, '' do you like to see me cry?
In my soul, I hold the truth to what I know
In my eyes I see the Visions of Life
some don't think that is right in their own eyes,
But when it comes to face to face
my own haters can see I am telling the Truth,
Dark Angel backed me up in between
a cold wall of pains and rains
and a love that never came
His old agony words eat deep within my soul
a damped room he keeps me in
he caged me up like a lion
I remain in a darkened place
a place of darken dreams that make one scream
but within in time of Dark Angels lies
I became numb in despair
the chill engulfs deep within my veins
holding on too so many pains
Dark Angel only knows his own games
he holds shadows of the dark notion
that holds lies and fits of anger that drat the minds
the eloquence of darkness casting away truth of love,
that makes the hearts ache
it levels a pain so deep crushes out the free
that leaves the soul to weep
with a doomed faith that leads to hate
Pain's invention, admonish of true love,
darkness preys behind my own eyes
Now I see what it is I never wanted to be
I feel the cuts deep into my gut
I can feel the emptiness running deep within my soul
oh, how this darkness is making me almost lose control.
I almost felt I will never be free
Dark Angel ''WHY, '' do you want to hurt me?

Judy Emery © 1998
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

When the evening is spread out against the Autumn sky. Let us bless our love by giving it to the master of it with delight. Let our pleasures of love be wrapped in the stars with the moon in beautiful late June. Let us closely lock our selves together in arms let this love of ours- carriers on too the highest towers. Let our hearts be just one design let it be a token of ever after.

- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I feel the warmth of the wind dancing upon my ivory skin, drying up my tears from my colored eyes, while my own memories come rushing back to me.

- Judy Emery © 2019
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

The art of my pains
is in the bloodstain ink of me
while I write day and night
to give an insight of me that bleeds
while the world reads,
this is my own battle cry's
that are left in my mind
I see all the dead souls around me
while I dream my darken pains
of the days of rain that hasn't gone away,
I was born in a painful storm
the memories stayed with me
oh how the pains had cut me deep
the words that hurt made bigger storms
I hold my breath like I was dead
thinking it would all end,
I now realize as I got older
you cannot fix anyone
that don't want the help
so why in the hell did this life paint me
and put me down into a devastating storm
the past has a way to paint my life gray
this is the part of me that bleeds.

Judy Emery © 1998
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Now true loneliness made a home

where love no longer roams

feelings of love,

have been locked away

in the bright of day

where Dust and Lust

has made a cloud of gray

where true Love could never stay

In my mind of loss of time,

your old words come back

heater attack

words do hurt when

they come from you

words of a darken past

made its way back,

Love, passion made a crashed

gave my heart abashed

of everlasting pain

that brought on lots of rain

dust, Lust to an end of us

locked away in the cold

out on the snow of long ago.

- Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

As rumors fly on high
and miss the New York stars
the words hit hearts,

Rumors all over town
the envy eyes
blasted my name out
with so much hast,

Gossip is an old game
to make one lose their way
delicious and dangerous lies
the scandal of precious secrets,

Hold in your mind
your dangerous heart could not
stop the heated up sparks
of the oldest lines of lies,

Old rumors fly on high
to the envy eyes
of the hater's smile
with daggers to your heart,

Rumors that **** the spirit
it will take you down quick
not one word do they miss.

Judy  Emery © 1979
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery