Oh, how I heard him cry
deep into the night
singing his lullabies
to the midnight wind,
among the billions of stars
that shines from far
twinkling like little flashes
of candlelight,
But just then I heard him
calling out my name!
Saying, please remember me
I am your king and you are my queen
In all my dreams;
Come back to me,
I would hear him cry another time,
then I started remembering his voice
But from where?
before long it was time to wake up,
that’s when I see him looking back at me.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

MY THOUGHTS

Just because of my thoughts
runs deep into a dark sea
into a painful darken dreams,
don't make me mean
my soul is clean
I love to read
stay close to the Light
that shine through my life
when things are right,
my heart needs to write
what it is I see
that makes my heart bleed
I let the blood run in ink
that flows from my pen
while my spirit sinks
I write my thoughts down
for the world to read
while they judge me
and drink my words up like tea.

Judy Emery © 1997
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

My days or gloomy gray
my nights are long in pains
when I sleep I do weep
as I dream my dreams
I toss and I turn
while I cry the tears of all times
Dark Angel is coming near
casting on more fears
his strong deep voice
calling out my name
Moonlight comes to me
take my hands and walk with me
his words are hurtful
that cuts deep within your soul
made the heart bleed out
and the body feels so many pains
pains I had never felt before
no matter how I plead or cry
Dark Angel will always be next to me.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

The tears and the fears
lasted for many years
they would always fill my eyes
every day and night.
It was like winters art
that had been eating away at my heart
the art of my inner beauty
that stains the autumn leaves,

Soon became a big part of me
in darken dreams that makes
my heart my heartache and brake
because of the lack of faith.
my tears rolled like ink
as I wrote my famous lines.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Do You Like Keeping Me Hurting?
Why does it have to be like this?
Is this apart of your madness?
to keep me hurting so bad?
are you mad?
When my heart feels weak
your eyes start to seek
what it is that cuts me so deep.

- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

When the sweet silence come to me
In the summer breeze;
Oh, how I started missing thee
The one who loved me,

It was a session of the season
When true love was given
And then taken;
Left my poor heartbreaking,

Oh, how I started aching all over again,
Silent thoughts of true remembrance,
Things of a sweeten past you given
Our love will be written,

Even the time of sigh;
I won’t allow lying,
I shout in silence where no one could hear,
My love for you I hold dear
I have no fear,

Your love was always true,
I could never forget you;
My love still runs strong for you
Even while you are gone,

Death was never a place I wanted to see you in,
nothing changed;
My love for you stayed the same,
But, then something truly has;
In silence, I still call out your name.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Oh, shattered memories stay away from my mind you take up too much of my time.

- Judy Emery © 1999
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The shades of the night of July
Black Tulips into a glass velvet vase
it shows no beauty to face,
If you could describe a bird in a cage
what would it look like?
what would it sing
if it holds in its mouth a silent tongue?
If you cut the cord to the heartstrings
there would be a darken place that holds pain,
If you face the beast eye to eye what would you see?
would you marvel over the rain?
My thoughts...
My tears are dim...
I wreck the rest of the best of me
is when my love cut me deep,
I was to pluck out the memories of my heart
what would be left for me to write about?
I think into my darkened room;
looking back at a crying moon
that is shining into the night of my dooms,
I must find what will make my heart sing
what will make my body move like spring,
I feel like the bird with no tongue
crying into the cage of my darkened room,
my silent cries hold my thoughts like a broken clock,
with a shattered note on the weaker heartbeat of me.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

REVELATION IS AT HAND!

" Happy is he who reads aloud and those
who hear the words of the prophecy,
and who observe the things written in it:
for the appointed time is near."
                       -Revelation 1:3

In my bed with so much going on in my head
Where I dream dark secrets I never wanted to keep
I never wanna believe all the things Dark Angel told
all the promises that he made that will never come true
unless it is of darkness and pain then it will.
In the life made up of strings of a puppet
being pulled by a secret of his darkness
I know my falls and fights that brought me here
I know I have to win and beat this darkness,
but it is hard when you have a spell cast upon you
and when all hope and love seem to disappear
you can't understand this old nightmare,
black roses floating at sea in bloodstains of me
I see visions and I know dark secrets.
I try to never let Dark Angel's words stay in my head
but when they do I get so confused
I get lost into a dream that makes me scream.

- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

My First Love, didn't last very long
it became an old sad song
that kept on playing along
in those cold  icy winds
Alone with no words
to describe the hurt
when I looked at the setting skies
I just start to cry
while the birds sing lullabies
isn't a bad thing
it is just a sad one in spring
a new starting point in my life
to find my own strength
but my heart will always have this longing
whereas the past is accessible to my progress.

- Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Night falls is where the darkness is
all around me is sadness
a place of emptiness
I look into my own thoughts
were love was once was with me
falling leaves hidden darken dreams
they all are apart of me
days of gray
where love is lost
where memories come across
where every leaf that falls
has a name of pains
on every leaf, I see your name
in my own bloodstain ink
Oh, how you made my heart bleed
At nightfall
I can see your eyes upon on me
out in the rain is all kinds of pains
I think about  all the things
that you have given to me
You have taken me by the edge of the sea
you held me when I cried
but then you let me fall
deep into the night, I do cry
I felt all the pain of that darkened night
you left me out to die
You held on to me tight
why we were looking at the blanket of stars
that was shining on us from far
but then you left your mark
upon my heart
The roaring sea is now a big part of me
the anger of the fall rushes to the shore
broken spirit for share
sadly enough you are always with me
you have given me that
when you cast your spell
to give me a life of Hell
I know this may seem harsh
but I am so glad we did depart.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Love is knowledge
love is the key to the soul
Love never grows old,

If ever two souls move into love
will move them into one,
Love is what moves the heart,

to keep the spark shining in the dark,
Love will stand to the very end
Love is the desire of all man,

Love is the fire of the soul
that never turns cold,
Love is a delight that walks with angels
love is the gardens of long ago,

the tongue of true poets
that written out their hearts
that had spoken long ago,

Love is the laughter
the beauty of God-fearing spirit
that sings on high,

Love is the passion
that keeps the heart dancing
even around the sea of me.

Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Oh, how I heard him cry deep into the night singing his lullabies
to the midnight wind among the billions of stars that shine from far
twinkling like little flashes of candlelight, but just then I heard him
calling out my name! Saying, please remember me I am your king and you are my queen In all my dreams; "Come back to me," would hear him cry another time, then I started remembering his voice but from where? before long it was time to wake up that’s when I see him looking back at me.

- Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The Mind is powerful
yet something made so beautiful,
the mind has many rooms
to hold all things it has seen
those brain rooms hold many thoughts
emotions of happiness and lost
the mind is the revelation
of who we are from the start of birth
to the very end of one's life
the eyes are the window to the soul
the mind is the key to reality
that moves the body and the heart
the mind is a beautiful gift from God
the mind  is the mirror to one's soul
the mind is powerful with many rooms.

Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

When I first have seen your face
I was sure you were the one
that made my heartfelt Love
with time your love embraced me
so much my heart
my soul started to sing
each and every day
this love you gave to me
I never want it to fade
I don't know how you do it
but whatever it is kept on doing it
I learned your love is easy
your love is more then words can say
your love I need all my life
and these feeling I pray never go away
I Love You more today
then yesterday.

Judy Emery © 1996
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Speak to me, Oh graveyard
where the souls sleep  
surrender your somber mind
why drink in this dead like life in,
take with you old cold darkness
this pain I hold in my soul,  
take my empty desires and make a fair,
the moon doesn't shine anymore,
I sigh with the wind of the silence of the night ,  
the sound of love gives me so much fright,
shattered dreams became a part of me,
Loneliness is all I know,
It became a friend to me,
Oh, graveyards with the souls that sleep,
Hold me and keep me warm,
My life runs in the night,
With no one to hold in my life,
No home to go to and call mine,
I'm still trying to figure out what my life is  
what does it mean,
why would someone give birth and never claimed
what that one made!
when your lost were does, life began.
all I see is the end.

Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Let the rain come on down
let every drop wash me clean
from yesterday's pains
that Dark Angel gave
I became his queen
in darken dreams,
He always makes me feel
I'm ill like I am going insane
in my dreams, I have seen my grave
Oh, how that made me scream
Look! what you have done to me
I am among the shying of sad songs
silence remains in my own pains,
in my mind, I will always see
Dark Angel eyes
when you came in life
I don't have one
I'm written down in history
in crying eyes of darken storms
when others have seen me
they walk away from me
they call me strange
someone that is locked away in dreams,
My deepest affections are now lost
like a sad song in the crying wind
Autumn leaves fall like me
in darken dreams are where I will be
if anyone is looking for me
You’re the first and the last
you are something from my own past
you are something I pray to never see
but you are always in my dreams
just to make me scream
upon the sea
that makes me bleed out your name
You had taken everything from me
but this you do see
you are so mean,
You take took my freedom
my life
I have no hope left in me
dreams of true love will never be
You take my heart
and left me scared
I will always remember
what you did to me
on that cold September
I will never forget the pains
that brought down the rain of me
your eyes hold the darkness
your world is like fireworks
that plays over and in my mind
most of the time,
you give me fright from your darkness
You touched me I feel so cold
you stand so bold
even though you are old
your love is something out of my reach
I can still feel you always near
I know I mean everything to you
but you mean nothing to me
this you must see
even in darken dreams
you had to take me down
You are a nightmare
you poisoned my mind
you give me a world of pain
you take everything from me,
I feel so cold
this is the life know I hold
the darkness that is engulfing my soul
I have nothing I could call my own
a Queen of darken dreams
he made of me
I have No exist in life
only in lost dreams
is where I scream to be free
this is where I will be
locked away in darken dreams of him
that always makes me scream.


Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I hold my head up high
looking deep within the sky
thanking my God for my Life
and for my mind
thanking him for the wisdom
he has handed down to me
that has been written in ancient history

I thank you, My God, for the rain
I thank you for the pain that came my way
I thank you for everything
I listen to his words that are written on the wall
even if it is covered in blood

I remember all my pains of yesterday
I have learned from them in so many ways
I thank you, My God, for the wisdom of  Life
even when the wisdom wasn't very nice
the pains of yesterdays rain
is the wisdom of all.

Judy Emery © 2007
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

You’re always standing in between given me darken dreams telling me so many bad things just to make me scream, I’m tired of running from you, I tried so hard to forget you.


- Judy Emery © 2014
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

It is very cold with no one to hold, I have been locked away in the darkness a place I will never miss. once I get away from it sounds of the night keeps me up late at night. oh, how I could feel the fright every time I think about Dark Angels eyes, on that cold September long ago, Dark Angel eating away all that I once have known.
Now he calls me his own Darkness is all he could ever be showed of painful memories Dark Angel brings back to me. Those old memories cut deep within me. My emotions are shattered like glass, oh how I never want to look back fear is always near that is the design of Dark Angels ways mercy beneath my feet whispers of broken spirits crying out into the night holding on to pains of yesterdays.
Thin clouds passing along my window like a sad stranger among the unknown of an atmosphere of darkness embroidering a misleading leadership in a time trumpets of war near the eastern seaboard slaughtered by hate without faith darken dreams are cast out on sea along with me the air of fog reaching deep within holding bloodshed sins.
I think to my soul where did my heart go? can they not see what Dark Angel does to me the dead has come oh so near taken away the breath of life the marks are found are all in the vein of lost time
now I open my eyes from visions, just to find my self locked away in a cold darkened room voices come from the other side of the wall crying out no hope for you Dark Angel gots you.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Every morning starts a good day
with love on its way,
the beautiful light that shines on high
back everything so nice.
makes my heart sing with joy,
looking out my window bay
Seeing the birds flying over the pond
owls hooting away
sing up a love song on the lawn.
what's left of the night you can find
at the beautiful pond,
The moon seating on a hilltop is so near
the pond with its reflection glimmering on.
The black waterfalls sing's it's a sad song
Pouring rain where lovers use to play,
As the sun appears trailing through the clouds,
of its beautiful pink and green wool,
igniting the fields.
Turning the ponds to plates of fire
with some much to desire,
I went for a walk in mid Spring
I carried a bag with a pen clipped into the netting
and my little notebook and a wider
one for long lines.
I thought about the late March wind's
Then I looked all around,
Then I started to write about my life setting by
the beautiful pond crickets of sweet meadows.
Talking to Jehovah my God;
with doves flying on high swooping about
Looking around seeing the creatures therein
the dark flickering,
you can make out one by one
as the light lifts great blue herons.
Wood ducks shaking their shimmering crests
and knee-deep in the purple shallows
I must write and draw this down to show the
World what I have found.
A deer drinking water from the pond,
The silver water crushes like silk,
And the sky full of stars, and a moon with
So much love that shines on us.
The night will make your heart sing
As I look all around me,
I can see Jehovah's love that he has given
our eyes to see the gift he made for us heaven above.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Disappointed overstrain by the rain;
Oh, how he gets so mad because
I’m not feeling sad; that is his bad,
He looked at me with lowered eyes
Like he was about to cry,
Because he was trying to make me
Change my mind about everything
He loves playing his mind games,
But he knows I will get even,
I never need to say a word,
My eyes tell the story,
A story he knows so well,
No one ever heard a word from my mouth,
While I started walking away;
But the old town clock ticked
Just like my pounding heart,
It is about to be dark,
I could hear the breathing of the crying wind,
Calling out to me again;
Then an old man walked up to me
Saying I would like you to meet my friend Steve,
He was so very young this I can see,
But his eyes hold stories of another kind,
From another time; where butterflies are flying around
The field of sunflowers; upon the top of a beautiful hill,
This is a place he calls home;
But the more I looked into his eyes;
I could see he is telling lies,
His look is only a mask, to hide who he really is,
This I can see is another trick from Dark Angel,
So, I played along;
Then the old man smiled and said;
I’ve been told you are having trouble sleeping,
It is a lonely state to be in;
It is a condition we all must face when we lose faith,
You lose your way as you get older;
time grows shorter,
Oh, my dear let me not stumble you,
While the old man and his friend walked away
With big smiles on their face;
While I hear a voice out of nowhere saying;
I’m looking for a soul to cling to;
could it be you I’m looking for?
that is when I see Dark Angel looking my way,
letting me know I am not safe,
this old town has eyes all around,
I see something dark in this place,
all the street lights are wrapped up in tape,
everything is starting to look strange;
Dark Angel; looks at me like I lost my sanity,
Then he laughed at me, in the rain,
Did you save anything for the poor?
Do you have anything in your pockets to give?
Then I looked at him saying, I have only what is in my heart
To feed the slaves what it is I know from long ago,
I have no chance of wealth in this dark life,
But I have something better,
that will help them to learn to forgive,
‘’Moonlight,’’ have you made your self a victim?
In a game, you could never win,
It looks as if you are caving in
and the game hasn’t even started yet.
Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Walk with me in the valleys of green
That comes to me in darken dreams;
Watch the raven feed on the dead,
those who have lost their heads,
Look, and see what Dark Angel brings
that has darkened wings;
He likes to make bleed.
Oh, why does he have to be so mean?
Once he lived in a fair stylish place
Where love was always given,
Where sins were forgiven,
He once has given his heart,
But with time love has taken him for a ride,
Now, he stands in quicksand,
While his heart sinks as he grieved,
Words of true darkness sharpened the sword
That cut him deep;
So, now he wants everyone to feel is inter pains,
Where his love is now in the golden grave,
Ancient witches have taken all his love away,
Now he walks around in scorching agony,
In ancient time, he has lost his mind,
Dark Angel will always be curs,
And every gentle rose will be dried
the roses will turn to ashes
of the forbidden love,
In his ancient love of sweet days,
All that has passed away;
Wandered of true love has been lost,
In the ancient green valleys;
Where the graves of true love in ancient days
Will always be lost into darken dreams
until the Light shines on all who sees,
through the windows of the true believer’s eyes
will see that shining light,
the spirits will sing songs
that never has been sung before,
on the pearls of time, the ruby sea will glow
where the ships will sail,
and the slaves of the wounded will be healed,
doors of visions will be open,
the deaf ears will hear,
and God will whip away all their tears,
Oh, Enoch and all the ancient slaves
Will come out of the grave,
But until the darkness will be.
Where the blind could never see,
Souls are lost into the sea,
Where the dusty dead lost their heads,
In to the marrow of time.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Oh, Painful love, you are made by hate
unusual feelings that are created by fright
soon comes sadness and tears,
I had tried so hard to leave,
But somehow, I had never found my way out,
you come to me as if you are sweet
full of life of kindness,
you appear you have something I need,
But all you really have is darkness
that portrayed my way, you made evil
traps for my own destiny,
You blind every step I make,
beyond death are far away dreams,
You give divine failures,
that leads to more pains,
So, much disappointments to the eyes,
all my future you have crushed for me
In darken dreams,
But this is only a test of my faith,
You put me in a cold dark room,
It is my cage of doom,
in your dark evil eyes,
all I see is a tragedy, all you seek is pain,
you call pleasure of love,
You live in my dreams,
You creep into my mind
just to see what you would find,
you stained the glass in blood,
you give doubt and shame,
you always give me your blames,
you have invaded my soul in darken dreams,
all you do is make me cry and scream,
you cut me deep,
Oh, flowing tears you hold so much fear,
My heart is broken, but to you is a token,
I must ask, where did you come from?
Where did you get the license?
to give me pains,
you take love out of my life,
you take me down
into a dark state of mind,
you swept away my light of day
to a world of hate and blame,
you take everything that is good for me,
you web your darkness in dreams.

Judy Emery © 1992
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Well he seemed broken heart' ed looking over at me
something within him casting spells over the sea
But the moment that I first laid eyes on him
I knew I would be lost in his charm,

All alone on the edge by the sea of a dream
he made love to me like it was magic
The clouds never expect it to rain but it made storms
crashing in on the sea
But the sea changes color over and over in dreams,

That is when he reaches over to kiss me and he was gone
But the sea does not change what it feels
But I had got lost in the moment of him kissing me
with the slow graceful of his touch, I fell in love,

He was like an angel flow of age,
I went forth with an age-old desire to please me in dreams
He was like a white-winged dove flying over me
Well, then suddenly I got up looking all around me praying
he was not a dream but something real to me,

There was no one left standing in the hall of my dream
In a flood of tears, my heart screams praying he would
find his way back to me
But no one really ever heard my cry's our the tears that fall
not at all because it was only a dream,

Well I went searching for an answer that never came
up the stairs and down the hall, I felt my heart fall
just to hear the call coming out to me from the sea
of a night birds singing come away with me.

- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

You have me running around scared to death and you call it love you have me so confused love isn't abuse, I will always fear the word from hear on, because if this is love that has to hurt, and the sound of your voice that deepness in your brown eyes telling lies, I don't need it.

Judy Emery © 1998
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Sleep, my pretty queen ;
Dark Angel would whisper to me
let your mind travel like old times
never get me out of your mind,
trouble times will always be
when  you're with me
I will never let you go
music, the art of my heart
blood ink will always be
for others to read
about you and me,
Sleep, my queen
while the night enfolds
what it knows
let winter kiss at your skin
let me come on in
let me rhyme my words out to you
I will always keep you on confused
because I had put a spell on you
write down all your pains
Oh, my love let it rain
Dark Angel keeps on whispering
in my mind on another winter night.

  Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery