I could still feel your eyes on my every move letting me know I will never be free from you.

Judy Emery © 2012
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Those pains don't ever want to go away
the old memories keep on creeping in
like they already made a home
inside my mind most of the time.

Where all those hateful words he would say
they would play over and over again
leaving me looked in his world of sin
in the fear of the night
I see you again all over in my mind.

Judy Emery © 2012
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Tonight on the rainy street  
I saw a man looking at me,
love strive nor weep is what  
he said to me,
love only sleep when we dream
what is so wild as words can be,
I and thou in a debate,  
as a bird without a nest,
see the creature stalking
while we speak,
that is me watching you in my head
Is what the man said;
Hush and hide the talking of the night,
It's been too many nights of being without
love in my life,
Two years had been too long when you  
told me to move on,
I started to walk away as he told me to stay  
hear what he had to say,
with a charm be a man of old the one to hold  
the one who gives his soul to the love he craves  
with his arms he takes hold
and won’t let me go,
The rain is coming down why he is holding me  
down to the grown,
teach me, please
what makes you run from me,
I will speak thy speech of love,
laying flesh sweet to my spirit in the hands.
must a little weep, Love, (Foolish me!)
so, fall asleep, my Love with me.

Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Moonlight dances under the moonbeam sky,
whereas the stars did shine into her eyes.
She walks in her own beauty,-
as life clings to her.


-Judy Emery © 1998
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

The spell isn't yet broken, the charm is flowing!
the seas are roaring, people are moaning;
Dark Angel is still casting more spells
giving so many a life of hell.
In the month of dark September, a nightmare to remember;
I the poetess looking at the seas, while my heart truly bleeds.
This poetess that I am holds no reputation of any kind of true talent
but my tears that wept into ink, is what truly speaks.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Puppet On Strings
I can't keep feeling this away
with all this strife and pains
I can't even remember
last December
I feel like a puppet with strings
in many darken dreams
Dark Angel is so mean
I always hear screams
dancing around like clowns
in an old evil town
with their face upon the ground
praying to be found
they are in so many pains
they could no longer
remember their names
I feel like a puppet with strings
in darken dreams
I can hear Dark Angel laughing
in his evil ways
while his words ring in my ears
pulling on my strings
I began to scream
while he starts to cut on me
my heart is bleeding out
into the sea of dreams.

Judy Emery © 1985
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Walk with me in the valleys of green
That comes to me in darken dreams;
Watch the raven feed on the dead,
those who have lost their heads,
Look, and see what Dark Angel brings
that has darkened wings;
He likes to make bleed.
Oh, why does he have to be so mean?
Once he lived in a fair stylish place
Where love was always given,
Where sins were forgiven,
He once has given his heart,
But with time love has taken him for a ride,
Now, he stands in quicksand,
While his heart sinks as he grieved,
Words of true darkness sharpened the sword
That cut him deep;
So, now he wants everyone to feel is inter pains,
Where his love is now in the golden grave,
Ancient witches have taken all his love away,
Now he walks around in scorching agony,
In ancient time, he has lost his mind,
Dark Angel will always be curs,
And every gentle rose will be dried
the roses will turn to ashes
of the forbidden love,
In his ancient love of sweet days,
All that has passed away;
Wandered of true love has been lost,
In the ancient green valleys;
Where the graves of true love in ancient days
Will always be lost into darken dreams
until the Light shines on all who sees,
through the windows of the true believer’s eyes
will see that shining light,
the spirits will sing songs
that never has been sung before,
on the pearls of time, the ruby sea will glow
where the ships will sail,
and the slaves of the wounded will be healed,
doors of visions will be open,
the deaf ears will hear,
and God will whip away all their tears,
Oh, Enoch and all the ancient slaves
Will come out of the grave,
But until the darkness will be.
Where the blind could never see,
Souls are lost into the sea,
Where the dusty dead lost their heads,
In to the marrow of time.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

You keep coming back
like popping tic tac
convincing yourself
I would fall for your act,

That's not love,
So why would I want that?
I call this a nightmare
I'm saying this because I care.

Judy Emery © 2020
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Paris love of Dark Angel dreams,
running in the rain is me.
My thoughts are on the streets of Paris love,
watching lovers;
laugh, kiss, and making dreams.
I sit and write whatever came to my mind,
up the stairs in
My Paris room Dark Angel is watching
my every move and
Every thought he is making sure
I stay true to only him.
Writing out how I feel,
my needs to be free from the
An evil that is around me.
tears stream down my face why
Dark Angel has a smile on
his face, he likes me to be this away. No
one can see a dark,
lonely angel like me happy and free,
I felt no ****** in my
mind I write out my words.
Dark Angel went up to the staircase
to see all my work in paintings
my words I put in writing,
No one can see the world as I do
my world of sorrow and pain
that Dark Angel gave.
blood is on the paper soul
can be seen of lost dreams,
full of ashes;
nothing that can grow of love in the full moon.
reflecting on my pale face,
Dark Angel cry's out, new moon
is what I gave.
‘’Moonlight, ’Dark Angel, exclaims;
with a fit of anger in a battle cry,
‘’Why’’ do you put your mind on worldly things,
You must change, without making any noise,
then deep rain came of my
Pains cries of a lost cold life, ****** is what you did!
I didn't ask for this;
The hurt never ends, I want my life back
the way it was.
Without feeling anything inside like this I cried.
Because my emotions are lost in the darkness of Paris.

- Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Sing and weep
while memories creep
as I scream deep within
pushing away all those sins
this is how the war begins.

Judy Emery © 2020
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

No one knows how to love in a world so bad that keeps you always sad when you hear others always put on the blame game makes you feel so ashamed.
I remember how I would feel the worst when I looked at my beast and felt really good until the envy eyes have seen they couldn't compete so they started laughing and calling me bad names
when I was younger I believed those lies, But that was then it isn't a now.

Judy Emery © 2019
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Oh, Painful love, you are made by hate
unusual feelings that are created by fright
soon comes sadness and tears,
I had tried so hard to leave,
But somehow, I had never found my way out,
you come to me as if you are sweet
full of life of kindness,
you appear you have something I need,
But all you really have is darkness
that portrayed my way, you made evil
traps for my own destiny,
You blind every step I make,
beyond death are far away dreams,
You give divine failures,
that leads to more pains,
So, much disappointments to the eyes,
all my future you have crushed for me
In darken dreams,
But this is only a test of my faith,
You put me in a cold dark room,
It is my cage of doom,
in your dark evil eyes,
all I see is a tragedy, all you seek is pain,
you call pleasure of love,
You live in my dreams,
You creep into my mind
just to see what you would find,
you stained the glass in blood,
you give doubt and shame,
you always give me your blames,
you have invaded my soul in darken dreams,
all you do is make me cry and scream,
you cut me deep,
Oh, flowing tears you hold so much fear,
My heart is broken, but to you is a token,
I must ask, where did you come from?
Where did you get the license?
to give me pains,
you take love out of my life,
you take me down
into a dark state of mind,
you swept away my light of day
to a world of hate and blame,
you take everything that is good for me,
you web your darkness in dreams.

Judy Emery © 1992
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

The moon is lit and the stars are glinting
the Wed of the night is singing
Shatters scatter of hopes and dreams.

The Queen of fatal beauty sings to the moon
dancing around to the lite midnight sky
singing on high.

Love holds my thoughts
wishes are to be made, on this summer’s night
stars dancing around for wishes to be found.

Dispels the light of the sleepy eyes
darkness is where the dreams to be made
morning is a new page, of the breaking of the day.

Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I want to sing with ravens
I want to cry with the rain
I want to find the perfect rhymes
to fit into my life;
You love, you learn, you lie, you try,
You even **** my heart slowly is the flames
I know that you may go a lot crazy
I don't want to face the changes in your ways,
high over the rainbow of the darken sky
I don't see any lullabies but the pain in your eyes
I know that you may go into a darken mood,
having to have everything your way,
I don't want to face the changes
but I must if I am here with you.

Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I didn’t let no one get too close to me, what I do know is my soul is still weeping my spirit is still sinking while my heart keeps on bleeding out on poetic paper, but I am still here.

- Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The valleys are now withered
the days are colder
the mind is bolder
to the holder
the last rose of summer
had fallen to the garden of time
the blooms of color
lost their luster of beauty
the leaves are all on the ground
the wind blows them around
making all kinds of sounds
I remember a place
where I once use to swing
it was a beautiful thing
in late spring
when love was with me
when life was going bright
but that had all faded away
now all I have is the memories.

Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Preciously waiting in the dark holding on to my heart it's beating like abate without wings waiting to see if this love is true I walk away in the pain of blues that Dark Angel had given me. He keeps on telling me that I need him as the lost sea needs me oh, always in my dreams I would hear it scream.

The noise was everywhere! The wave crashing in and out all over the slated land where I stand with Dark Angel holding my hand
He just looked at me with no care in his eyes only darkness Shed in his eyes like the dead. Just one tear to let me know you even cared.
He whispers in my ear just to say.

he will always be with me he will never leave, he will even find me in dreams. Dance with me in the rain to wash away your fears my dear. Tell me what you see in me to make you hurt me. Dark Angel, he smiled and said love is painful.

Love makes the heart weep where you can never sleep this is the love I give and this is what you, I will receive it from me if you are with me. He has taken hold of my small waist narrowing his hands almost at my ribs just to get a closer feel of what he hungers for.

I will never let you go without a fight he looked deep in my eyes I started to cry while he started screaming at me, I felt so much agony as he held me close, then ask me for a second dose of dance in the rain in a thunderstorm of his pain of deep control.

I want to be free this you got to know please, Dark Angel, let me go
I will keep saying I Love you if you want me to but I just want to be free my heart is made from gold I want you to please let me go, you don't have to be so mean to me. I will say in the rain I love you.

I love you in the cold in the snow but you know that will never be true. It has been a long year dancing in the rain with you. I keep my eye shut because your lust is too much, you take me down to take me apart in so much pain.

You take my heart and beat it to the ground I feel your love, I feel the cuts eating at my dulcet heart making it cold, please let go.  the night the velvet Moon cried for me too while Dark Angel took over my life like a thief in a cold dark night with no one in sight but the moon.

Tell me you would never leave he would tell me you need me like I need air to breathe I cried with hurt in my eyes but the rain was coming down so hard you could never see my tears to be found.
darkness and pain is the life you have given me I cried out with shivers down my spine losing my mind out in the cold.
  
I looked at him as he takes my hand for the next dance to get under my skin. You have my heart and you locked it down as he spins me around he uses his words as a weapon from my soul to fear but I will not shed any more tears for you to hear.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Oh, how I heard him cry deep into the night singing his lullabies
to the midnight wind among the billions of stars that shine from far
twinkling like little flashes of candlelight, but just then I heard him
calling out my name! Saying, please remember me I am your king and you are my queen In all my dreams; "Come back to me," would hear him cry another time, then I started remembering his voice but from where? before long it was time to wake up that’s when I see him looking back at me.

- Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Now, all those red roses are dead, I am resting in my bed hoping one day love will return and give my life a true meaning again.


- Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Oh, how I wish the color would never fade,
But with time dark days have taken love away,
The sky started turning gray,
Oh, how my world
I lived felt much pain,
The rain would never end,
The roses in the garden lost its color
The roots were no longer strong
The rain rotten the roots,
Now, all the beauty of the red roses
Turned into black rose dust;
When the valley was once green
I would see the colors of red, white and pink,
That was a delight to my eyes,
But again, that was one love was on my side,
Oh, how love made me fill so alive;
Like I was sleeping and dreaming
Walking on red roses all at once!
But that was ancient ago,
Now, all the red roses are dead,
And I am resting in my bed;
Hoping one day love will return
and give my life a true meaning again,
Where the red roses will fill the valley
with its Beauty, again.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I can see it is a word of darkness
I am afraid to face it alone
but I had no other choice
you made it for me.
Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I had a dream of you Jehovah
holding my hand and
He would be talking to me about
Life's pains that I was in
I was crying because I was
I'll of some kind
You Oh Jehovah
You have taken my hand and whipped
away from each tear that had fallen
from my eyes
My heart was filled with compassion
for your
Love for humankind
You Jehovah opened my eyes to see
Yes, spiritually bound by Satan and helpless
Or the loss in their way of the night
Sicken by the night of not living right
To even see their tragic dilemma even mine
Oh, how my spirit started to pray
for them and all mankind
I even prayed for my life  
for Jehovah to take full control
  led the way for me to go
Jehovah and our Lord Jesus
deliver me and all mankind
from this ******* that
We are in; have mercy
for each of the lost souls
To make their way back home  
break these bindings of Satan’s work,
take his sick hands of his ***** works
off of each one of us and
let us live a life to be Fisher Of Men
I suddenly felt confident that
Jehovah God heard me,
while I was sleeping
I heard his voice say to me
you are free from your sickness
go teach others what
you know to save souls
the ******* I was in has been broken
So go and teach the world
of my ''Kingdom'',
My ''Love'', For the lost souls
clean your ways and walk
In the light of Jehovah God
you will gain ''Everlasting Life'',
so pick up your things
we walk and become ''Fishers Of Man ''.

Judy Emery © 1997
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I always hear screams dancing around in my mind where I see a crowed standing before me with daggers in their eyes, this evil town keeps up with their town clowns, keeping those frowns, looking for a crown with their face upon the ground, praying to be found while they are always beaten down on the wet ground. You can see they are always in so much pain, but that is the way of their game of shame, where they cast more blame. I could see that they could no longer remember their names, what a shame this place of madness brings.

- Judy Emery © 2013
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I see you alone tonight
for all the wrong's I have done
you must know how much
I truly love you
would you mine given me a call
I would like to cry out my heart to you
if you would only let me do so
would you mind coming home with me
let's talk about everything  over Tea
Just don't stay mad at me
Your love means so much to me
I'm sorry for being so mean
I am alone tonight
Don't you see the pain on my face when
you told me to walk away?
I am the one that hurt you so I sat at home
Alone like a sore beneath my thumb
It burns like a boil that keeps going on
My heart is in so much pain
it feels like a Hurricane
That won't go away
I call you once more
to ask you to forgive me
come back home I am truly sorry
You are the world to me
a love I had always dreamed of
I am sorry I don't know
how to show you truly how I feel
my love for you is truly real
So I am alone on the phone
hoping you will come home.

Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Night falls is where the darkness is
all around me is sadness
a place of emptiness
I look into my own thoughts
were love was once was with me
falling leaves hidden darken dreams
they all are apart of me
days of gray
where love is lost
where memories come across
where every leaf that falls
has a name of pains
on every leaf, I see your name
in my own bloodstain ink
Oh, how you made my heart bleed
At nightfall
I can see your eyes upon on me
out in the rain is all kinds of pains
I think about  all the things
that you have given to me
You have taken me by the edge of the sea
you held me when I cried
but then you let me fall
deep into the night, I do cry
I felt all the pain of that darkened night
you left me out to die
You held on to me tight
why we were looking at the blanket of stars
that was shining on us from far
but then you left your mark
upon my heart
The roaring sea is now a big part of me
the anger of the fall rushes to the shore
broken spirit for share
sadly enough you are always with me
you have given me that
when you cast your spell
to give me a life of Hell
I know this may seem harsh
but I am so glad we did depart.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I am still young not yet too old,
But they still say, leave me alone
To him, that comes around
playing the town then comes
Just to push me down,
We the crowed got him to leave
he told me I was a fool,
but what he didn’t know
the day he left I got control of my life again,
freedom from the pain he gave,
I didn’t know what love was yet,
So, I believed all the lies he ever told,
Oh, how he made my life feel so cold,
He would always come around deep into the night
Just to give me more fright,
He would always tell me, love isn’t what you think
Love is a word that will always make you sink,
Love is a show, a game people plays
Just to get their way,
It’s like having a dream then ends with pain,
A place that will leave you broken,
Love is never what it seems,
All it will do is make you scream,
It’s like watching a movie,
Just to see it all fall apart at the end,
Oh, how I learned never to trust a soul every again,
I would never let anyone get close,
All my desires for love flown out the window,
The wind would roll, pushing the waves around on the sea,
While the sobbing whispers of he keep haunting me.

Judy Emery © 2017

The Queen Of Darken Dreams Lilly Emery

Let the rain come on down
let every drop wash me clean
from yesterday's pains
that Dark Angel gave
I became his queen
in darken dreams,
He always makes me feel
I'm ill like I am going insane
in my dreams, I have seen my grave
Oh, how that made me scream
Look! what you have done to me
I am among the shying of sad songs
silence remains in my own pains,
in my mind, I will always see
Dark Angel eyes
when you came in life
I don't have one
I'm written down in history
in crying eyes of darken storms
when others have seen me
they walk away from me
they call me strange
someone that is locked away in dreams,
My deepest affections are now lost
like a sad song in the crying wind
Autumn leaves fall like me
in darken dreams are where I will be
if anyone is looking for me
You’re the first and the last
you are something from my own past
you are something I pray to never see
but you are always in my dreams
just to make me scream
upon the sea
that makes me bleed out your name
You had taken everything from me
but this you do see
you are so mean,
You take took my freedom
my life
I have no hope left in me
dreams of true love will never be
You take my heart
and left me scared
I will always remember
what you did to me
on that cold September
I will never forget the pains
that brought down the rain of me
your eyes hold the darkness
your world is like fireworks
that plays over and in my mind
most of the time,
you give me fright from your darkness
You touched me I feel so cold
you stand so bold
even though you are old
your love is something out of my reach
I can still feel you always near
I know I mean everything to you
but you mean nothing to me
this you must see
even in darken dreams
you had to take me down
You are a nightmare
you poisoned my mind
you give me a world of pain
you take everything from me,
I feel so cold
this is the life know I hold
the darkness that is engulfing my soul
I have nothing I could call my own
a Queen of darken dreams
he made of me
I have No exist in life
only in lost dreams
is where I scream to be free
this is where I will be
locked away in darken dreams of him
that always makes me scream.


Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Magic women to stop their pains, Oh, how it made me scream to see all these things in darken dreams, the old dead sea was anger, as it could be in a storm that is brewing, rain of tears are falling frogs, are hopping trees are swaying into the night, Oh, how I held on for the ride I hold on to my soul but still a part of me let go, things are getting so out of control.


Judy Emery © 1978
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

When I first have seen your face
I was sure you were the one
that made my heartfelt Love
with time your love embraced me
so much my heart
my soul started to sing
each and every day
this love you gave to me
I never want it to fade
I don't know how you do it
but whatever it is kept on doing it
I learned your love is easy
your love is more then words can say
your love I need all my life
and these feeling I pray never go away
I Love You more today
then yesterday.

Judy Emery © 1996
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I keep on loving you,
But you always make me so confused about you,
You lock me away in a darkened room,
Where the world could never see me,
You keep me like a treasure
that you always keep on guard,
in the back of your darkened mind,
you play evil games all the time,
You say you are protecting me from harm,
But I must ask, who is protecting me from you?
Your old prying eyes are on me all the time,
I know this isn’t imagination,
You keep my photo next to your heart,
But then you say a thing to break me down,
You call this love, but I know it’s all a lie,
I look out my window,
watch the slaves caring a casket to the graveyard,
this kept me in full wonderment;
I see a shining diamond flashing from the night,
Hiding behind the forest sky,
A rare jewel of truth,
It moves strong feelings from my spirit,
Like a renewal of some kind,
I’m in a place of un-refined of my mind,
I start to receive visions from an ancient time,
That is leading me to a place I felt close,
A place I held on to my faith,
where the gift of the Light shined deep in my eyes,
while I have seen, others died for this dream,
I open my eyes while others cry,
they call me their queen even in darken dreams,
when my heart starts to bleed,
The Light would shine to me in my darkest hours,
I start to become humble in the true presence,
I never half to question this true Love,
This is the divine design of all times,
while I am locked away in darken pleases,
I know I am only being tested,
Jealousy and hate with envy eyes
are always at my door,
Dark Angel treasures my every move,
While he tells me all the time,
I am his for life, I will become his wife,
I will be his queen of darken dreams.


Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

It is crazy how you remember every little word I ever said then you start messing with my head, every pain you ever gave, I do remember the month, the years, and days, that I prayed for you to go away.


-Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery