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31 · May 2020
THE EDGE BY THE SEA
Well he seemed broken heart' ed looking over at me
something within him casting spells over the sea
But the moment that I first laid eyes on him
I knew I would be lost in his charm,

All alone on the edge by the sea of a dream
he made love to me like it was magic
The clouds never expect it to rain but it made storms
crashing in on the sea
But the sea changes color over and over in dreams,

That is when he reaches over to kiss me and he was gone
But the sea does not change what it feels
But I had got lost in the moment of him kissing me
with the slow graceful of his touch, I fell in love,

He was like an angel flow of age,
I went forth with an age-old desire to please me in dreams
He was like a white-winged dove flying over me
Well, then suddenly I got up looking all around me praying
he was not a dream but something real to me,

There was no one left standing in the hall of my dream
In a flood of tears, my heart screams praying he would
find his way back to me
But no one really ever heard my cry's our the tears that fall
not at all because it was only a dream,

Well I went searching for an answer that never came
up the stairs and down the hall, I felt my heart fall
just to hear the call coming out to me from the sea
of a night birds singing come away with me.

- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
31 · Apr 2020
VELVET MOON
The night the velvet moon cried for me too
while Dark Angel took over my life
like a thief in a cold dark night
with no one in sight but the moon.


Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
31 · Apr 2020
I DREAM MY DREAMS
My days or gloomy gray
my nights are long in pains
when I sleep I do weep
as I dream my dreams
I toss and I turn
while I cry the tears of all times
Dark Angel is coming near
casting on more fears
his strong deep voice
calling out my name
Moonlight comes to me
take my hands and walk with me
his words are hurtful
that cuts deep within your soul
made the heart bleed out
and the body feels so many pains
pains I had never felt before
no matter how I plead or cry
Dark Angel will always be next to me.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
31 · Apr 2020
MY FIRST LOVE
My First Love, didn't last very long
it became an old sad song
that kept on playing along
in those cold  icy winds
Alone with no words
to describe the hurt
when I looked at the setting skies
I just start to cry
while the birds sing lullabies
isn't a bad thing
it is just a sad one in spring
a new starting point in my life
to find my own strength
but my heart will always have this longing
whereas the past is accessible to my progress.

- Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
31 · Apr 2020
I SIT IN SILENCE
I sit in silence
like a mindless puppet
this is what I had become
my strings are torn
my spirit is broken
along with my wings
abused is the life I am in
creaky bones
but his bones
are creaked even more than mine
Dark Angel loves to fight
all the time
he loves to tell me what to do
but I tell him what I will do
if he isn't careful
My eyesight has gone bad at times
when he gives me a black eye
The yell,
the blaming
the hitting
I couldn't take any more
I had to even the score
He is cutting at my soul
he just won't let me go
his old voice makes me sick
his words play over and over in my head
but I bet mine is stronger than his
I bet he wishes it would end
his old eyes had never faded from mine
my body fading fast
I'm starting to get as mean as he
The chance is turning
wrong to right
Wars-a-waging,
old man's guilt is craving
Love and dreams
now makes me scream
In books, others will read
all about Dark Angel and Me
I look in the shadows of darkness
what do I see
looking back at me
Dark Angel  lurk about
He whispered to me
I would like to sit with you
so don't be mean
so we sit along time in silence
with so much pain
holding so many regrets
There is darkness in the air
of unhappiness
It was like an autumn sharpening in the air
the shadow of time
shone beneath the sea in darken dreams
My mind race
my body and soul wanting to let go
That reawaken pain starts all over again
out among the unknown.

Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
31 · Jun 2020
MIDNIGHT DREAMING
Dreaming about the things that we did in romance
I have been praying hard just to give us another start
We'll be counting stars under that big midnight dream
Lately, I've been losing sleep over you
Sink in with me of the learning lessons of the sea
take me into your loving arms and kiss me under
all those blankets of stars because we found love
right where we are
Everything that kills me makes me feel alive
because you are in my life holding on to my side by side
we'll be counting stars at the shore of time
were love was always meant to be
I am so glad you are learning with me at sea.

- Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
31 · Jun 2020
I WAS LOOKING
I look for another in the book of love
I longed for the poet that sang;
oh, golden days of spring let your love sing,
let the old ship seal on the sea,
I never found a Poet one like you
Art of love is beautiful but then they
Never seen you out on the ship with a love so true
I guess I looked but when I stopped looking
there you stood...
Helpless I stood among those awful cages;
you, my love,  delivered me from injury;
You gave your self to me so patiently,
the fallen roses are me out on the sea with thee,
the old moon rushed along the sky
beating its beauty like it was heaven to the eyes
love is on our side when I was no longer looking.

- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
31 · Apr 2020
THE DEEP DARK WIND
When you feel cast down and despondently sad
have you ever ask yourself
how did your life get  
Get so bad?
now we are face to face little
by little, you stop loving  
Me and somehow I kept
all your hateful words looked
away in my mind
just for them to haunt me throughout my life
I suddenly cried why my heartfelt it already died  
How did are love get like this?
You have this look on your face
without a trace of love  
ever came your way and you gave me all blame  
forgetting you is a hard thing for me today
Why you walked away
with no shame at all for what you  gave to me
do not look for me I cried
with the pouring out cried rain
For all this pain to go away
for I should have already forgotten you
my pain is like it is new
years had passed us by
you had gone on with your life
but mine is still locked away with you  
the wind that crackles in my mind
like a hurtful rhyme of the dark  
the night is what you gave my life  
A pain that has not held
the hurtful words you gave me
is still running on clockwork of you  
Of your abuse,
You are my fright night for life,
You  pass through my life like
a nasty storm that will never go away,
I'm fading don't you see
what have you given to me?
to leave me at the shore
of your broken down world
I at one time had the heart
where I have roots to grow
but you cut them all up
like dust in a rush fire,
That night we had to look
each other in the eyes
just to say our goodbye's  
Your eyes were like flames of fire
with hurtful desires,
You made my heart cold and old
where I will never let love come near
You left me scared with so much fear
It's like you are still with me
This life you gave is something
I do not want to ever put someone trough
Teach me how to remove you from my mind
I have had not seen good days
since I had met you
My nights are sleepless at all hour
If each day, each hour, I am fading
If you feel that you are destined for me
With implacable sweetness
If each day a flower grows
do you see me in spring?
do you smile with the pains
you gave me like the deep darken Sea
When will you stop
this haunting you have given me?
Lost in me as a deep dark wined.

Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
31 · Apr 2020
IN MY SLEEP
In my sleep, I see children crying,
when I see their little white faces
my heart wanted to weep;
those children no longer play,
Someone had taken all there love away
taken their innocence;
when I was a child,
all I could remember was the pains
of those cold lost days;
where the sky was always grey,
I remember hearing someone say,
come back to me, my child
You’re walking the wrong way,
Now, only in my sleep,
I could only remember the faces I’ve seen
In those painful darken dreams,
Time is forgotten the old voice would say
While he leads me to stray;
I often think about the children
With those sad long faces,
What had come of them?
Who knows what this old darken life
had done to them;
last night in my sleep
I hear the children weep,
I see a broken doll-house
along the staircases,
soon I met their eyes
while they were saying their goodbyes,
I often wonder what all of this means,
Are these children
locked away in darken dreams,
I wonder while they sleep
Do they see me?
For I was once a child as they
Who has lost the way?

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
31 · Apr 2020
HUNTED
Graveyard, flowing of rain
Pains that cut so deep
the crying wind has no end,
words of lies are in the night
cries of pains out in winters rain,
Words of his voice cut deep within
making the spirit sink
slew out to bleed
Hello, can you hear me
I am here with no one who cares,
The jabs the grab of my arms
the push and shove
he wasn't wearing a glove
he just dunged deep
just to see me weep,
snakes in the grass
of a lonely past
that cuts deep like glass
the unknowing what chance
do I have to escape this pain  
Dark Angel holds over me,
Broken, hunted
bleeding like the sea
holding me down
into darken dreams
Hello, can anyone hear me?
Please Help me
Set Me Free From He
that is Hunting me
In Darken Dreams.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
31 · Apr 2020
REVELATION IS AT HAND!
REVELATION IS AT HAND!

" Happy is he who reads aloud and those
who hear the words of the prophecy,
and who observe the things written in it:
for the appointed time is near."
                       -Revelation 1:3
THE BIBLE IS GOOD SO READ IT
31 · Apr 2020
HERE COMES THE RAIN
Yes I do mean what I say
when I told you goodbye
I am glad you are out of my life
I would never want to be your wife,

You are something evil of the night
you give me so much fright
I know I was once wise
yet strong and soft to the touch
when love meant so much,

But that was then
but that is not now
I speak my mind very clearly
I hold affections of love
but not for you
then one that likes to make me blue,

Flee from me you evil thing
that gives me darken dreams
take your hands off of me
this is my smooth ceremony
of true exotic of my pains,

Oh, here comes the rain
whit more of your portion
of your anger
the skies are no more light
but very dark
You are eating away at my heart,

Yes I do speak my mind
but when it comes to you
You cast an evil spell of hell
upon me into darken dreams
that always makes me scream
out your name  
in so many pains
Oh, here comes the rain
of yesterday’s pains.

Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
31 · Apr 2020
LOVE
Love moves hearts
Love moves the dark
that eats out the heart,
Love leaves the beauty
of the souls that shines bright
into the darkest nights,
Love is never difficult
when darkness comes
Love never has an end
but it will always be defined
Because Love has no end.

Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
POETIC JUDY EMERY
31 · Apr 2020
MY HEART IS NAKED
My heart is naked and very alone;
people always judge me
because they think their better than I am,
I came out of my own mother's belly
I bleed like anyone else,
But They don’t see things the way I do,
But again, I am The Queen of Darken Dreams
Poetic Judy Emery and the story is about me.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
MOONLIGHT POETIC JUDY EMERY
31 · May 2020
IN SILENCE
Its been almost three years now
not one sound did I every say too you
I just let you walk away and left me blue
being peaceful I should be still
even in my most lonely hours
I still hear the ocean sing out to me
I hold on to every sound the waves made
I just walk along the bay in silence
wishing I was walking with you
Oh, Love may be given
and Love may be spoken, and another out
too seek love but never find it  
my joy is the leaping wave out to play
upon the sea holding dreams
in silence is me standing feeling the breeze
I closed my eyes just too see your face
I remember the song you had sung to me
I was so moved by your tears of love came
to me that night.
I remember when you told me I will never
be alone ever again because you are my man
and we danced why you were kissing my tears
away in silence is where my heart will be
without you standing with me.

- Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
31 · Apr 2020
TORTURED
TORTURED
Words and lies that cut deep
That makes your heart weep
Makes it hard to sleep
Have you ever see someone tortured?
Bleeding out like ink,
While looking into the eyes
While life is leaving their eyes,
Having no words that could easily the pain
My thoughts of sorrow
lasting longer than tomorrow,
Poets of ancient time
Had seen the ink that was bleed out
While the hearts sink
Words of true knowledge were written
In a world of the forbidden,
Deliberate torture is a sickening
and abhorrent,
bleeding heart is being written
God sees all things;
While the souls cry out in their own
bloodstain ink;
Life and Death we all must face
memories and agony's
that evil gave, but in darken dreams
you can see anything of curtly
where winter winds are always calling
where rainstorms are always brewing,
where the flesh made a bed
bones and ashes are in the mirror
that broken the glass
of my beaten down past,
the windows of my life
cut deep with a knife,
praying for God to reclaim my soul,
to lead me out of the pit,
Words and sound kept me bond,
I cried out in merciful tears
But true love never came near,
I got lost into my fears;
clowns of the darkened town
are being crowned for their deeds,
while my mind roamed around
my heart wasn't yet found;
while my own spirit is being tortured,
where coldness took over
while I was being abused;
I felt so used because of Dark Angel;
this world of darkness is a big mess
that gives sickness to the mind,
tortured day and night
Oh, how I can hear the cries
They are now becoming lullabies
in my life;
every day is the darkness of old memories
cut deep at me;
all my pains are written on the wall
for all to read what it is I bleed.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARK ANGEL AND MOONLIGHT POETIC JUDY EMERY
31 · Apr 2020
THE TEARS
The tears and the fears
lasted for many years
they would always fill my eyes
every day and night.
It was like winters art
that had been eating away at my heart
the art of my inner beauty
that stains the autumn leaves,

Soon became a big part of me
in darken dreams that makes
my heart my heartache and brake
because of the lack of faith.
my tears rolled like ink
as I wrote my famous lines.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE POETIC JUDY EMERY DARKEN DREAMS
31 · Apr 2020
MADNESS
This world is darkness
in a very big mess
that gives sickness
to all where the mind
runs back into another time
where the torture is strong
day and night or long
Oh, how I can hear the cries
for all this madness to end
but now everything blows in the wind
it is all becoming lullabies in my life;
every day is the darkness
and now so are the memories
that cut so very deep
all my pains are written on the wall
for all to read what it is I bleed.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
31 · Apr 2020
NO DARKNESS
No darkness is never enough
to extinguish out the Light
God's Love is a gift
even in a dark Life like this.
If love statue a mirror.

-Judy Emery © 1985
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
30 · Apr 2020
SPEAK TO ME OH GRAVEYARD
Speak to me, Oh graveyard
where the souls sleep  
surrender your somber mind
why drink in this dead like life in,
take with you old cold darkness
this pain I hold in my soul,  
take my empty desires and make a fair,
the moon doesn't shine anymore,
I sigh with the wind of the silence of the night ,  
the sound of love gives me so much fright,
shattered dreams became a part of me,
Loneliness is all I know,
It became a friend to me,
Oh, graveyards with the souls that sleep,
Hold me and keep me warm,
My life runs in the night,
With no one to hold in my life,
No home to go to and call mine,
I'm still trying to figure out what my life is  
what does it mean,
why would someone give birth and never claimed
what that one made!
when your lost were does, life began.
all I see is the end.

Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
30 · May 2020
TURN OFF THE SOUNDS
Turn off the sound of your darken voice
those late-night dances keep me on my feet
I hang up the telephone when you call
just be here with me when I fall,
I like the rain when it falls on my skin
I like the sounds of the ravens
I like the kisses you gave
I love the moans of your body
when it touches mine it hurts me,
when I never see, you smile
You have taken the light out of my world
We get so disconnected
like light and day
You are my favorite place
when I see the love in your eyes,
but yeah, we're so disconnected
I want to feel your breath up and down back
I want to fix your broken smile
and put love back in your heart
I love you
I learn so much from you
you lie and I try not to
But I want more from you.

-Judy Emery © 2000
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
30 · Apr 2020
SEPTEMBER
He has given me the pain of rain that will never go away September will always be remembered.

Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
30 · Apr 2020
OLD WOUNDS
Old wounds cut deep
The passion did leave,
Which I once consumed,
When I look at the colored sky
held a story to my eyes
of long ago where stories are told
but mine stayed buried deep within.
that keeps cut with no end,
This old pain has given much rain
I remember a time where you pushed
me down the stairs with no care
It had given me lifetime nightmares,
The pains hurt so bad
I don't have the words to say how I feel
but I try over and over as I write
day after days my life is in gray
your words come to me out of the blues,
It’s like being in a heated-up hurricane
that holds no knowledge of love
I looked at what we had become
it was too much for me to endure
I must say I am glad you moved away.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
30 · Apr 2020
MY BATTERED WORLD
My body and mind had been battered
My poor heart is shattered with time,
I still waking around scared
Holding on to your words
That kept me fearing you,
In my life, you had taken everything
My hopes even the beauty of love
You give me a world of darkness and pain
You discriminated my name
You give me so much shame
Holding on to all those blames
In the cold September winds
My heart starts to shatter all over again
The snow that is on the ground
Where you once pushed me down
frozen my heart;
the sun doesn’t even shine like it used to
in my life, you’re always standing in between
given me darken dreams;
I’m tired of running from you,
I tried so hard to forget you
I could still hear how you would laugh at me
While you had beaten me down
So far down I didn’t think
My life was worth anything;
You took my young spirt
and made me feel old
Then you left me in a world of darkness,
While I could still feel your eyes on me
Letting me know I will never be free from you,
You kept me on confused
I was afraid to ever cross you
I still hear your words of evil
Telling me will never see love
I will never be loved
I will never be loved
I could hear your laugh while you walked away
Leaving me in a world of pain
My body left out in the pouring rain
While I was bleeding out like ink
It was like I had nothing to live for
All hopes for me had come to its end
I got to the point I didn’t care
About what others think
I didn’t let no one get too close to me
All I know is my soul is still weeping
My spirit is still sinking
But I am still here.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
MOONLIGHT POETIC JUDY EMERY
30 · Apr 2020
THOSE DARK HOLLOWS
You walk around late at night
Like you’re are right,
about our last fight,
sure, your right?
I walked away holding on to fate,
I don’t want to see any more wrong
To this same old sad song,
I don’t feel any good energy
when you come around,
the owls hoot while you take a shoot
right at my heart,
but it won’t be long
until I make you stay away,
In my days before it turned grey,
I would see the sun while kids play,
I specialized what is right in Gods eyes,
I don’t like the dark side of all those lies,
That is the eyes of hollowness,
freezing cold prince of injustices
holding so much disappearing ways,
that cuts upon the heart
to engrave evil marks,
you give so many fears
to all who comes near,
But you Oh, Prince of darkness,
You call this a place of love,
I say you are messed up,
you are a shadow of the night,
You walk around making fights,
You always say you have enough of me
but then you give me darken dreams,
and all that stuff
then you make a fuss about us,
You take all the real from my life,
then you keep saying so many lies
to keep me by your side,
while I sleep, you keep watching, waiting,
stalking, screaming, shaping, faking
mocking, dancing, crawling around like a clown,
Behind your eyes, are dark places
With ancient rages,
alone you had locked people in cages,
this I don’t understand,
this is a place of homegrown lies,
But I stand strong,
I’m not afraid because I have faith in Love,
I just don’t belong in this place,
this is a disgrace, this old darken place,
all these fears of you that keeps me blue,
all you’ve ever given me,
was all the heartaches and pain
that brings on rain,

Judy Emery © 2013
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
30 · Apr 2020
EPIC
Disappointed overstrain by the rain;
Oh, how he gets so mad because
I’m not feeling sad; that is his bad,
He looked at me with lowered eyes
Like he was about to cry,
Because he was trying to make me
Change my mind about everything
He loves playing his mind games,
But he knows I will get even,
I never need to say a word,
My eyes tell the story,
A story he knows so well,
No one ever heard a word from my mouth,
While I started walking away;
But the old town clock ticked
Just like my pounding heart,
It is about to be dark,
I could hear the breathing of the crying wind,
Calling out to me again;
Then an old man walked up to me
Saying I would like you to meet my friend Steve,
He was so very young this I can see,
But his eyes hold stories of another kind,
From another time; where butterflies are flying around
The field of sunflowers; upon the top of a beautiful hill,
This is a place he calls home;
But the more I looked into his eyes;
I could see he is telling lies,
His look is only a mask, to hide who he really is,
This I can see is another trick from Dark Angel,
So, I played along;
Then the old man smiled and said;
I’ve been told you are having trouble sleeping,
It is a lonely state to be in;
It is a condition we all must face when we lose faith,
You lose your way as you get older;
time grows shorter,
Oh, my dear let me not stumble you,
While the old man and his friend walked away
With big smiles on their face;
While I hear a voice out of nowhere saying;
I’m looking for a soul to cling to;
could it be you I’m looking for?
that is when I see Dark Angel looking my way,
letting me know I am not safe,
this old town has eyes all around,
I see something dark in this place,
all the street lights are wrapped up in tape,
everything is starting to look strange;
Dark Angel; looks at me like I lost my sanity,
Then he laughed at me, in the rain,
Did you save anything for the poor?
Do you have anything in your pockets to give?
Then I looked at him saying, I have only what is in my heart
To feed the slaves what it is I know from long ago,
I have no chance of wealth in this dark life,
But I have something better,
that will help them to learn to forgive,
‘’Moonlight,’’ have you made your self a victim?
In a game, you could never win,
It looks as if you are caving in
and the game hasn’t even started yet.
Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
Swing on high like a sad lullaby,
Who will ever succeed in darken dreams,
lies are playing around in the open minds,
while hate leads the way into darken days,
upon the bladed grass
are the blood of one’s flesh,
The smell of autumn fresh air,
While the breeze blow, the autumn leaves
all over the place into darken dreams,
I would hear Dark Angel call out to his slaves,
Come up close to me where all can see,
Open your eyes and unstop your ears and hear,
Her my voice your empty souls,
Let all nations and national groups weep
What it is I have then to sow,
Dark Angel starts pointing his finger
at all who are standing around,
Saying, pay attention to all my words
even if it hurts, you lost souls, listen
to what it is being told,
The cries are howling all over the land,
bloodshed tears fall on the bladed grass,
the wind blows a darkening storm in, while
The Black Sea holds rage,
You devoted slaves, in time you will only
be a waste, that the owls and the ravens
will eat up along the way, in the slaughterhouse,
you will go,
On autumn, colored leaves that fall,
Moonlight will have named them all,
through the rosy blooms,
Moonlight walks around the crystal waters
where streams will sing,
That’s when Dark Angel looked at me,
with his eyes looking at me with a smile,
this I have seen many times when he is
ready to start playing on my mind,
Oh, grey skies scatter around clouds of storms
Where thoughts do nest in wonder,
far into Dark Angels eyes pressed against mine,
I see many different things, like fields of silver edge
where slaves are out working hard,
or losing their heads,
Where cows and all kinds of animals are out
eating away on parsley, in a cool silent place,
Deep sun searching through the eyes of the dragonflies,
I had to ask myself where is this place I am seeing,
am I dreaming? Or is it real?
Wings of doves are flying on high
While the ravens are playing around in the trees,
What does all this mean?

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
30 · Apr 2020
THE NILE RIVER
My voice cries out to the Nile River  
crying over you ;
love me little, love me long even  
in the strongest storms ;  
scattered dreams you did not hear with me,
destruction in the late sun that makes  me run,
all my hopes and dreams to be set free
from the hurt and hate that stands before me,
frighten at the age of three when my mother
and my father left me,
Puzzled in ignorance,
explore by nature of a darkened world,
I set alone and cry in the heat of the night  
No love insight not in fount of my eyes,
I would cry out to cleanse all my wounds  
that I held in my heart way too long,
humiliation from all strangers,
humiliated by not having no one in my life,
frightened, force in compelling pain  
praying for rain the never came,
touched unloved relationship with faults dreams
exploration with so many questions,
wounded a child of three when my mother  
my father had left me,
The Nile River is what they gave me,
a life of pains and shames that will never go away,
Nile River cry's within my veins.

Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
I like you

Yet I Love you

Life is a beautiful gift

the sweet smell of springs beauty

the sky is so ever blue

that gets me to think about you,

On January

I know is the month of your birthday

and on the land is where you once stood

but now all that is just a memory

my blood builds up just knowing you are gone,

I at times find myself laughing at things

you use to do to make me smile when I was a kid

Mom most of the time you stay on my mind

I look through the window of time

just where I could see you again

I miss You

Yet I love you more then any words can ever be written,

Through my eyes will always be tears

I believe this old world is very beautiful

but the hate and the lies and all the crimes

make this world a darken place

that makes the good go bad

This makes me so sad

my own veins don't end in me you see

God is the only one that could set me free,

Mom, I miss you so very much

I always had wondered what it would have been like

if we were close

what would we had talked about

what would we had been doing

But life was never that nice

I struggle most of the time living life without you

even though I didn't want too

Mom I will always love you.


- Judy Emery © 2016
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
30 · Apr 2020
MOM
MOM
Mom, I love you so much
I always had
I never understood why we
could never show really how we felt
It hurts me that you're in your rest bed
I felt I was about to lose my mind
to see you like that
I know I cannot be locking back
but the old past has its way of coming back
mom but deep down within my heart
I have known you always had loved me
from the very start.

Judy Emery © 2016
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
30 · Apr 2020
SWING IN DREAMS
Sitting among autumn leaves
it was in a very sad dream
feeling the cool breeze
aiming at my feet
dancing around like the dead
messing with my head
while the cold wind blows its hues
making me feel the blues
in my mind
at another time
in a place called darken dreams
where I always hear the screams
I see a long battered swing
it looks so cold and desolated
where angels lost their wings
this place holds a story
of  something painful of long ago
the more I look
the more it took
from my soul
as my body was turning cold
in the silent
my mind had taken me to a time
that was so ancient
so dark and full of pain
bring down the rain
I could see myself sitting on the swing
I had no more wings
the tears started to fall like glass
from a broken past
my hands are ******
my body bruised and cold
in a world, I didn't know
I was in a bad storm of lies
that cut deep into my life
as the icy air entered in my lungs
I had fallen like the dead
laying in a grave bed
soon I saw a black cat
that curled up on autumn leaves
while he was looking at me
while I start to scream
because I was lost in a darken dream.

Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
30 · Apr 2020
LOVE HURTS WITH NO END
He would always tell me
Love hurts
it will cut you deep
you will get where you can
no longer eat or sleep
but with the time you will have
your darkest dreams,
Love will scare you
it will leave a lifetime mark
upon your heart
you will bleed out like the red sea
Love will wound you
it feels like it will you,
Love hurts in so many ways
you can stand tall and even bold
but when the pain comes
it will take you down with its storm
love can put so much on your heart
until you say you can no longer endure,
I had to learn every word he ever told
and that was some time ago
the old fire was burning higher
like a mighty tower
until the storm came and gave more rain
and taken the flame away,
So many think love is only a game
for words to miss with emotions
but oh if they only have known
love is the real deal
Love hurts with no end.

Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
30 · Apr 2020
THE MOON IN HER EYES
O moon what have you done
What did I do for my soul to be so cold
I am lost and confused
dividing is my soul
darkness is taken control
old moon I know you have seen the show
That was set out for me to fall
the traps they set for me
in my eyes the visions of you
will always be
I will always cry an old sea
so be good to me
A new year of lies
for me to see with the eyes
of a moon
unusual violent
casting with the stars
the doom of hearts
the old sea has resounded over
the castle where the black magic woman
plays her games
Dark Angel is taking me in rage
With the foreigners mask faces
they are dancing all over the place
like they are in a scorching pain
acting so crazy
falling on the ground
jumping up and down
something I have never seen before
then it started to rain
then they started crying out t
to the black magic woman
please stop this pain
Dark Angel started to laugh
like thunder  
Then they started crying for dark Angel
on hands and knees saying
**** us please set us free
I started holding my stomach
starting to get very sick
A moonstone was placed on me
asking me what it is I see
I had no words
but outcry pains
Telling Dark Angel I will not change
Dark Angel tells me
the moonstone is the door of your eyes
you have visions
what is it you see
tell me Dark Angel starts to scream
the moon is the color of your eyes  
Your name is Moonlight
this is who you are
the woman of light
that will soon be walking in the dark
For death and life, you hold in your eyes
brilliant are the jewels of your
sight the foreigners
wearing the mask of doom
the pains penetrate deeper into their souls
Moonlight they cry tell us all what you see
the black magic woman leads the way
to the castle is where I will be
locked away you see
but one day I will be free
Just watch and see.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
30 · Apr 2020
NOT TOO FAR AWAY
I loved the soft sound of the wave's and
The mist of the midnight air on P. Beach,
This is where I go when I feel I am all alone and
Far away from home,
I swallow up all my pains of long ago when I left
From a place I thought was my home,
But I was so wrong ;
I had always loved the daisy-covered ground,
The cloud-bed apple sky.
And not too far away was the farm of cow's and
The little chickens making their sounds,
Texas was my old stomping place where I had
To learn many heartbreaks, And I always prayed
For the rain to come and wash out all my heartaches
That came my way,
The storm appeared when I moved away
To California to live out my better day's
The very voice of Jehovah touched my heart and
Let me know he was with me where ever I go,
That I was not far away from home.

Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN MEMORIES POETIC JUDY EMERY
30 · Jun 2020
LOVE IS THE LAW
I made another wish upon a faraway star
I pray for love to find it's way to my heart
the time love comes for me Dark Angel will
had already taken me for his bride
I probably made enough mistakes to last a lifetime
But I just sweep it all under the mattress
does it really matter if it is for the better
I just act as if it never happened
I probably have a couple of dances left in me
I ain't no ghost yet written down in history
but I feel the ghost of pain is near me
watching me like he has voodoo on me
he is the Phantom of my nights
without the lights to lead my way
I know you still haven't forgotten me oh love of the free
but the night cry's saying deep within the darken wind
voices saying they miss me to never leave
though they never met me so why are they crying for me
that is a dark mystery
Enough I cried out into the night
saying let go of my soul
I don't want to turn cold
I stood so bold out into the strong storm
It's crazy but very true
you have me so confused about what I'm going to do
you walk around me like you have put a spell on me
I'm meeting people for the first time of an unkind
hard to deal with when I look into their eyes I see
something that keeps me unease
They love me after their judgment in embarrassing
watching me jump up and down
rolling around on the ground
holding me down making sounds
Don't you ever confuse timid with arrogant
voodoo child misunderstood
If God let me have true Love then I know my heart is good
but why do I have to go through so much
to prove how much my faith is in Love
why do I have to go through the fire of lies
yet you know my heart is good
So tell me my love is the only law
then take me away from it all
give me back my heart
give me back my wings
and let me sing
let me fly on high
and wash the sins away.
- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
30 · Apr 2020
I SURRENDER
I surrender my life to you Jehovah
Show me the way you want me to
Go and never let me let go!
This is the day I give you full control,
I know I am in a world of haters and
Lawlessness with no godly devotion,
Though I could reach out to this hurtful
World and tell them what I hold in my
Heart and all this world would give me
Back is an empty heart with no hope
Of everlasting,
I would cry with rain pouring tears in
All the things I had to see and feel for
Years of my life, I surrender
In total submission, my heart cries out for
You Jehovah in a repented way ;
Hold my hand Jehovah and show me
The way I need to go,
Let me be a helping hand in this society
I live in; Let me teach others the way to
Go and for them and myself to never take
Our eyes off of you in all we do,
And learn to give without asking for a refund
To be able to influence others into aiming for
The best they can be in you.
Never try to play Jehovah that would be the
wrong thing to ever do!
this world is a bad place to give your heart
soul, too  I surrender my all to you Jehovah
God, please clean my robe as white as snow
I give you all my heart and soul.

Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
30 · Apr 2020
READ
As you read my poem
don't look down on me
But know my words are true
that I have written out to you.

Judy Emery © 2018
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
POETIC JUDY EMERY
30 · Apr 2020
OCEAN BLUE
Ocean blue of wander
makes the heart grow fonder
you are the beauty to the crying eyes
that sees the color you bring
you brighten the way from
a bad rainy day.

Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
POETIC JUDY EMERY
30 · Apr 2020
LATE JUNE
We had traveled
that old lonely road
in late June ......
We have worn out our shoes,
We battled the shadows
of lovers dreams
that given so many pains,
Now look at us
we are no longer together
all we have is the winters weather
holding on to memories,
My head is down
winter again made its round
where I stand on wet ground
where love will no longer be found,
Oh. whispering winds
what must I do ......
to get past these pains
of yesterday's rains,
The days are long
the nights are full of shows
that stroke's the flame
of that day in late June.

Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
30 · Apr 2020
THE RAIN STARTED TO FALL
When the rain started to fall
it sounds like heavy thunder
where it made my wounder
when will I be set free
from these darken dreams
why do people like to hear me scream
bleed out like ink
upon the sea rocks
by the docks,
where those hollow memories
started making it's way back to me,
I have been lost
and tossed
into darkening dream
where I will always hear the screams
calling out to me...
What does all of this mean?

Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
30 · May 2020
LOST DREAMS
Let the rain wash away my pains
that Dark Angel gave of yesterday
I became your queen in my dreams
I was going insane when I saw my grave
Songs of silence remain in my mind
when you came in life,
My deepest affections are now lost
You're the first and the last of my dreams
You had taken everything from me
You have taken my freedom
my life hopes and dreams of true love
You taken my heart left me scared
I will always remember what you did to me
that cold September
because it plays and plays over in my mind
you have given me the fright of your darkness
You may be out of my reach
but I can still feel you
I know I mean everything to you
so you had to take me down to my gave
You are in prison in your life
so you had to take mine too
I feel so cold
this is the life know I hold
The darkness engulfing my soul
I have nothing I could call my own
A queen of your darkness
No exist out for me only in lost dreams
is where my heart screams
this is where I will be.

-Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
30 · May 2020
LEAVES YOU BROKEN
The crowd got him to leave he told me I was a fool, but what he didn’t know the day he left I got control of my life again, freedom from the pain he gave, I didn’t know what love was yet, So, I believed all the lies he ever told, Oh, how he made my life feel so cold. He would always come around deep into the night just to give me more fright, he would always tell me, love isn’t what you think love is a word that will always make you sink. Love is a show, a game people plays just to get their way. It’s like having a dream then ends with pain a place that will leave you broken, love is never what it seems, all it will do is make you scream. It’s like watching a movie just to see it all fall apart at the end. Oh, how I learned never to trust a soul every again, I would never let anyone get close all my desires for love flown out the window and the wind would roll, pushing the waves around the sea, While the sobbing whispers of he who keeps haunting me.

- Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
30 · May 2020
YOU'LL NEVER KNOW
You’ll never really know
how this story will go
or how it will end
My heart will be with you
just wait and see
what I mean
You are in all my dreams
this Dark Angel brings
My heart still skips a beat
every time he comes near me
when I hear your name
I feel I'm going to go insane
I feel far from what would seem close
And close to what would seem far
at times I feel I'm flying among stars
I don’t want  to cry
but this is what I do
when I live in a world of confused
Dark Angel gives darken dreams
a place I never wanted to be.

- Judy  Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
29 · May 2020
LIPSTICK
My lipstick is the color
of autumn leaves;
it holds the stains of autumn
upon my lips;
Oh, how Dark Angel
Loves to kiss my lips,
My old lipstick does the trick
But only in darken dreams.

- Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
Moonlight Don't Run From Your Past
Moonlight don't run from your past
stand strong and never let go
In life there are people
that will Love you or Hate you
that will hurt you
and cause you so much pain
You must learn to forgive
even if it is so hard to forget
don't let your heart grow cold
this is what Dark Angel wants you to do
he wants to take over you
hold on and never lose sight
to what shines into your eyes
your pains of long ago
hold a story of its own looking back
to your dark beaten past
is breaking the glass that held the pains back
you don't want this old darkness in your life
so let it all go don't let the darkness take hold
the past will only bring you back
to the pains of yesterday’s rain
would lead you back into the life of coldness
of the darkness of old pains of sins
of its dirtiness that has taken away sweetness
In life there are mistakes you will make
but you must face them
You must learn from all your wrongs
grow from them let them go
never let the darkness take control
In life, there are so many regrets
you must learn to leave the past behind
realize it is something you can't change
Moonlight let go of the pain
and dance in the rain
You don't need the rain of darkness
to burn like acid in your heart
In life there are people
you will lose forever
That you can't have back
you must learn to let go and keep moving on
Please never hang on to the lies of Dark Angel
If you do you will be lost in darken dreams
you will always feel the pains
of yesterday’s heartbreaks
in a world of true  pains
rain will fall Like tears
you will always feel the cuts
that marks up your heart
you will be lost in the coldness of fears
you must learn to come out of darkness
take the challenges and grow stronger
If you don't
Dark Angel will take over
In life, fear will always be near
that will hold you
back from what you want
But then you should know
that is a trap to keep you lost
in darken dreams
things will never be as they seem
You must learn to fight
for what is right
in Jehovah's eyes
take hold of the courage
of your faith, you have within
Don't look back to sin
Jehovah knows the heart
He holds your life in his hands as long
as you Moonlight don't give in
To Dark Angel sin's
Dark Angel has to give is all sin
of his darkness to internal death
When Jehovah comes to destroy all evil
Let Jehovah holds the key to your future
Only he knows your heart and your weakness
But weakness leads off to a darkened path
Jehovah sees everything and knows everything
Everything in life really does happen for a reason
Because of Jehovah God
is the reason for your faith and your life
Derek thank you for going over everything
I know my testing is on its way
I will keep my prayers going
to keep my mind
right to not look back to my darken past
Goodbye Derek my faithful friend

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
29 · Jun 2020
WHY CHANGE ME
I walk in the rain of pain
I've got some habits even I can't explain
Dark Angel ways are starting to make way
deep within my crying soul
But why try to change me now?
I sit in a daze not understanding
what is going on with me
I've got daydreams galore all over me
ashes of dark rose dust all over my bedroom floor
my candle is still burning in my window
I am so lost into a darkened dream
why change me now?

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
29 · Apr 2020
SADDENS IN JUNE
Now, it’s only written down in a book where all wants to take a look at the light of the moon saddens in late June.

- Judy Emery © 2018
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
29 · Apr 2020
OH SHATTERED MEMORIES
Oh, shattered memories stay away from my mind you take up too much of my time.

- Judy Emery © 1999
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
It is very cold with no one to hold, I have been locked away in the darkness a place I will never miss. once I get away from it sounds of the night keeps me up late at night. oh, how I could feel the fright every time I think about Dark Angels eyes, on that cold September long ago, Dark Angel eating away all that I once have known.
Now he calls me his own Darkness is all he could ever be showed of painful memories Dark Angel brings back to me. Those old memories cut deep within me. My emotions are shattered like glass, oh how I never want to look back fear is always near that is the design of Dark Angels ways mercy beneath my feet whispers of broken spirits crying out into the night holding on to pains of yesterdays.
Thin clouds passing along my window like a sad stranger among the unknown of an atmosphere of darkness embroidering a misleading leadership in a time trumpets of war near the eastern seaboard slaughtered by hate without faith darken dreams are cast out on sea along with me the air of fog reaching deep within holding bloodshed sins.
I think to my soul where did my heart go? can they not see what Dark Angel does to me the dead has come oh so near taken away the breath of life the marks are found are all in the vein of lost time
now I open my eyes from visions, just to find my self locked away in a cold darkened room voices come from the other side of the wall crying out no hope for you Dark Angel gots you.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
29 · Apr 2020
THINKING OF YOU
Thinking of you while the sun moved upon on the land
in a gentle kind of way putting a smile upon my face,
because I know you are in a better place.

-Judy Emery © 2019
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
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