Love moves hearts
Love moves the dark
that eats out the heart,
Love leaves the beauty
of the souls that shines bright
into the darkest nights,
Love is never difficult
when darkness comes
Love never has an end
but it will always be defined
Because Love has no end.

Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Turn off the sound of your darken voice
those late-night dances keep me on my feet
I hang up the telephone when you call
just be here with me when I fall,
I like the rain when it falls on my skin
I like the sounds of the ravens
I like the kisses you gave
I love the moans of your body
when it touches mine it hurts me,
when I never see, you smile
You have taken the light out of my world
We get so disconnected
like light and day
You are my favorite place
when I see the love in your eyes,
but yeah, we're so disconnected
I want to feel your breath up and down back
I want to fix your broken smile
and put love back in your heart
I love you
I learn so much from you
you lie and I try not to
But I want more from you.

-Judy Emery © 2000
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

My body and mind had been battered
My poor heart is shattered with time,
I still waking around scared
Holding on to your words
That kept me fearing you,
In my life, you had taken everything
My hopes even the beauty of love
You give me a world of darkness and pain
You discriminated my name
You give me so much shame
Holding on to all those blames
In the cold September winds
My heart starts to shatter all over again
The snow that is on the ground
Where you once pushed me down
frozen my heart;
the sun doesn’t even shine like it used to
in my life, you’re always standing in between
given me darken dreams;
I’m tired of running from you,
I tried so hard to forget you
I could still hear how you would laugh at me
While you had beaten me down
So far down I didn’t think
My life was worth anything;
You took my young spirt
and made me feel old
Then you left me in a world of darkness,
While I could still feel your eyes on me
Letting me know I will never be free from you,
You kept me on confused
I was afraid to ever cross you
I still hear your words of evil
Telling me will never see love
I will never be loved
I will never be loved
I could hear your laugh while you walked away
Leaving me in a world of pain
My body left out in the pouring rain
While I was bleeding out like ink
It was like I had nothing to live for
All hopes for me had come to its end
I got to the point I didn’t care
About what others think
I didn’t let no one get too close to me
All I know is my soul is still weeping
My spirit is still sinking
But I am still here.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Where my love would you like me to go,
In a world that is way too cold for my soul,
You left me out to bleed for all to see,
in the threads of my being,
You are no longer who I thought you once were,
You are something that makes me scream,
I walk alone upon the snow,
by your throne, you call home,
in ripple tears, you gave me tears,
Winter is stronger these day’s
the snow is all over the place,
But I keep my faith,
even in this darkened place,
I sit on a bench at the park
thinking long and hard,
watching the snowflakes fall,
on wet grounds,
I could hear that old crying wind
calling at me again, to a sad state of mind,
of you and I, where you always made me cry,
you are toxic to my mind,
the thoughts of you give so many pains,
Oh, how you tried to make me lose faith
in what I know is right in Gods eyes,
you did me so wrong, made life a toxic waste,
You trashed my name,
you have beaten down my faith,
you always made me bleed
like the pouring sea,
Oh, how I feel I can no longer breathe,
Lost in so much puzzlement about
What it is you’re going to do next,

Judy Emery © 1988
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

You slip your finger through
the tear of the sheets
where I always weep
you stirring up *****
in the back of my mind,
just to play another time
you keep on flirting with the night
you never play nice
you know that it's working
the drink that you give to me,
You stuck in my head another lie
I just start writing the lines in my mind
I could never sing this song
without you, if I tried
let's light it up like it's our last night,
You know are song
your stile the one
We're just hanging around
burning this old club down
sipping on some cold Margarita's
while we dance,
we sing on high in each other’s eyes
you are the love of my life
laying right here naked in my bed
I'm just doing my thing loving on you
You are doing what you love,
is singing our song making love
because you make me feel like an angel
we about to get a little tangled up
right about now so turn the lights out.

Judy Emery © 2013
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I like you

Yet I Love you

Life is a beautiful gift

the sweet smell of springs beauty

the sky is so ever blue

that gets me to think about you,

On January

I know is the month of your birthday

and on the land is where you once stood

but now all that is just a memory

my blood builds up just knowing you are gone,

I at times find myself laughing at things

you use to do to make me smile when I was a kid

Mom most of the time you stay on my mind

I look through the window of time

just where I could see you again

I miss You

Yet I love you more then any words can ever be written,

Through my eyes will always be tears

I believe this old world is very beautiful

but the hate and the lies and all the crimes

make this world a darken place

that makes the good go bad

This makes me so sad

my own veins don't end in me you see

God is the only one that could set me free,

Mom, I miss you so very much

I always had wondered what it would have been like

if we were close

what would we had talked about

what would we had been doing

But life was never that nice

I struggle most of the time living life without you

even though I didn't want too

Mom I will always love you.


- Judy Emery © 2016
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The world is changing so fast but the past will always be written within.

-Judy Emery © 2019
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

You're always on my mind, most of the time, day and night my poor heart cries bleeding and pleading for this to not be true that I had lost you. I gave you life to you and it has ended before mine. But in my heart and mind I know you're never too hard for me to find.


-Judy Emery © 2020
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Moonlight reveals her pains, fears
in the storm rain flowing tears
upon angry seas
in darken dreams
that makes her scream
Oh, velvet moon
you had given bright eye
in late June ...
when winter made its way
the sky became grayer
all hearts have gone numb
on a darkened throne
where no love to be found
to lift a finger to help one out
in terror, she spoke
while her own faith did sink
she was left with broken wings
in darkening dreams.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

We are such beauty's in the eyes of dreams our life is around deep dark sleep, whereas my life is in stealthy in the gloom of he that has cast his spell upon me. The noise and the cracks in the castle of silence where only dreams can be made to live where so many need to be forgiven for what they did. In this cold darken room of doom is where I now live. I see all the writings on the wall even the ones down from the hall. Dark Angel; keeps me in his dark world so I can see what he is really about, oh, how I hear the shouts while he is holding me down.

To my very last of breath, he gave me a death kiss, to stop me from being free from what he is doing to me. Life is a gift until someone takes it. Before all of this darkness, I had taken life forgathered, and I now wish I had never done that, but don't we all do this? Every inch and every step is new to me now, I have been swept by the darkening of dreams where all I do is hear the screams of so many down in this place of the gloom of its dooms.

In this darken place Dark Angel tries to take away the grace of Life, Oh, he doesn't play nice. But he tries to act as if he is the nice guy.
He tells me this is a new start for you my dear queen, new for hope for a new life with me. Fear me! Love me, and do as I tell you and you will be free for what I will do to you if you disobey me. The more I tell him to move on the stronger I feel regret.

The anticipation of this nightmare makes me see all the things I never wanted to see, hear all the screams that would make anyone go insane, just by hearing all those pains while he calls out their names. Oh, this old pain will never go away it brings on rain, where my body and heart are throbbing, pulsing, circulation to hold on for dear life.

Scream that runs in my mind over time makes me cry like I was going insane, I would look out my bedroom window where it is very high up in length, the glass is thick only the moon could see in my darkened room, It has a way of letting me know I am not completely alone. In this place is like the walking dead, letting me know there is no way of coming back to a life that  I once knew.

A life I once knew and the things I have once achieved and love have been taken away from me in this darken dream. It is too late for me and if I ever tried to tell my story, who would ever believe?
To ever escape, will I ever be free?  No, as long as I keep on dreaming of the one who holds the key to me in dreams.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

TORTURED
Words and lies that cut deep
That makes your heart weep
Makes it hard to sleep
Have you ever see someone tortured?
Bleeding out like ink,
While looking into the eyes
While life is leaving their eyes,
Having no words that could easily the pain
My thoughts of sorrow
lasting longer than tomorrow,
Poets of ancient time
Had seen the ink that was bleed out
While the hearts sink
Words of true knowledge were written
In a world of the forbidden,
Deliberate torture is a sickening
and abhorrent,
bleeding heart is being written
God sees all things;
While the souls cry out in their own
bloodstain ink;
Life and Death we all must face
memories and agony's
that evil gave, but in darken dreams
you can see anything of curtly
where winter winds are always calling
where rainstorms are always brewing,
where the flesh made a bed
bones and ashes are in the mirror
that broken the glass
of my beaten down past,
the windows of my life
cut deep with a knife,
praying for God to reclaim my soul,
to lead me out of the pit,
Words and sound kept me bond,
I cried out in merciful tears
But true love never came near,
I got lost into my fears;
clowns of the darkened town
are being crowned for their deeds,
while my mind roamed around
my heart wasn't yet found;
while my own spirit is being tortured,
where coldness took over
while I was being abused;
I felt so used because of Dark Angel;
this world of darkness is a big mess
that gives sickness to the mind,
tortured day and night
Oh, how I can hear the cries
They are now becoming lullabies
in my life;
every day is the darkness of old memories
cut deep at me;
all my pains are written on the wall
for all to read what it is I bleed.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Now, it’s only written down in a book where all wants to take a look at the light of the moon saddens in late June.

- Judy Emery © 2018
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Today steps in more pains with the lack of faith frost frozen hearts
left their marks.

- Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Please forgive the eyes that see
the anonymous stories
of the desert leaves;
as innocent blood
are being poured out in the sea.
Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

People look at me and laugh
They walk around like clowns wishing they
Had what it takes to walk my way
What a shame to still someone else name
They go around and say bad things and
Get others to believe something that isn't true
About me how crazy but I will never let you
Bring me down don't you see you could never
Be me God made me the way I look and that
Will never change my DNA
They make fun of my every move
But then I must say look in the mirror and what
Do you see is darkness in your life
Not too pretty is it?
What I want to know is what is it about me that people hate
Could it be the fact that I have nothing to prove
People are just ignorant for no apparent reason,
I love me that is just the way it is
They talk about me every season for whatever reason
If they see a hot man look my way thing can get nasty
That will tell him bad things about me for him to look
Somewhere else as long as it was not at me
What for, I don't know, this war has been going on too long
I don't really care, and my attitude shows it
People are going to talk if I like it are not
But, that's okay because I know how to walk
And how to be me
They are wasting their time talking about me
I'm using my time to walk away so free in the summers breeze
On easy with my happiness I am me
I don't have time to play little childish games
My life is so real I don't need to play the loser games
At least I can I say I'm happy in my skin God gave me
But I want to say thank you for taking your time out for me
Because it means I'm doing something right I'm always on
Your hateful minds
I feel life is going just fine :)
I really don't like to fight I love me you must see :)
People are only looking at me because they wish they was me
They spend hours looking on the outside of me
Wow they would hate me even more if they see my big heart
Of what makes me
The part of me they should talk about is what's in the inside
How God loves me and gives me peace even in the life I live
Of hat and shame of child play
They also look at the downfalls of themselves
I know that must really hurt but don't give me your dirt
Sometimes, I just have to tell them
There's no shame in my game
I have a lot of love for myself and I don't want to take time out
To put your nasty ways in my heart
So, people can take their opinions about me and stack them on a shelf
And take the book down and write down what you have to learn
For those who look at me and make fun of me
I know I'm all in the game of being me
I just have to ask you something
Are you really looking at me are your nasty self
For those who are laughing at me
I bet you cry in your sleep wishing you were never that mean,
I want to tell ask you something
Is it really me you're laughing at
This is a poem for my 'Haters' to think about not me but at themselves
Love to all my haters :)
- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

You walk around late at night
Like you’re are right,
about our last fight,
sure, your right?
I walked away holding on to fate,
I don’t want to see any more wrong
To this same old sad song,
I don’t feel any good energy
when you come around,
the owls hoot while you take a shoot
right at my heart,
but it won’t be long
until I make you stay away,
In my days before it turned grey,
I would see the sun while kids play,
I specialized what is right in Gods eyes,
I don’t like the dark side of all those lies,
That is the eyes of hollowness,
freezing cold prince of injustices
holding so much disappearing ways,
that cuts upon the heart
to engrave evil marks,
you give so many fears
to all who comes near,
But you Oh, Prince of darkness,
You call this a place of love,
I say you are messed up,
you are a shadow of the night,
You walk around making fights,
You always say you have enough of me
but then you give me darken dreams,
and all that stuff
then you make a fuss about us,
You take all the real from my life,
then you keep saying so many lies
to keep me by your side,
while I sleep, you keep watching, waiting,
stalking, screaming, shaping, faking
mocking, dancing, crawling around like a clown,
Behind your eyes, are dark places
With ancient rages,
alone you had locked people in cages,
this I don’t understand,
this is a place of homegrown lies,
But I stand strong,
I’m not afraid because I have faith in Love,
I just don’t belong in this place,
this is a disgrace, this old darken place,
all these fears of you that keeps me blue,
all you’ve ever given me,
was all the heartaches and pain
that brings on rain,

Judy Emery © 2013
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Somewhere in the darkness will always be you
I try so hard to move past you
I could never open my heart
to someone of the dark,
In darken dreams you always make me scream
you are so mean you love to see me bleed
the old earth vibrates in so many pains,
The velvet moon is always in the gloom
you took love out of the room round we go
in the cloud of smoke your old words
Oh how they echo out to the crying sea
into darken dreams,
At night the sky holds no stars you taken that too
you cast your evil all over the land
just for your anger to stand your heart is so cold
you are something I could never hold.

Judy Emery © 1993
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Dark Angel is feeling his own flames of evil ecstasy on a cold September night, I started having very bad dreams were something I haven't had before so I get up and made me some tea, yet I felt someone watching me through my bedroom window. I get up from my bed to see if anyone was outside my bedroom window I looked around I didn't see anything unusual on the land near my home so I just started to get back into bed and started to read while I sip on tea but then I felt the breath of autumn woods.
Within the winter silences, I could hear that old sound of darkening wind cry in deep pain like death like mourning  I felt so cold and lost deep within my soul and that is when. Dark Angel had started playing games with my mind so when I would sleep I would be afraid of what was waiting for me.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Dust, Lust of a heated up bust of us
hidden down into the cold snow
of long ago where our love is frozen
where love was once told,
Now true loneliness made a home
where love no longer roams
feelings of love have been locked away
in the bright of day
where Dust and Lust
has made a cloud of gray
where true Love could never stay
In my mind of lost of time
your old words come back
like a hearten up  heater attack
words do hurt when they come from you
words of a darkened past made its way back
Love, passion made a crashed
gave my heart abashed of everlasting pain
that brought on lots of rain
Dust, Lust to an end of Us
locked away in the cold snow of long ago.

Judy Emery © 1998
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Tonight on the rainy street  
I saw a man looking at me,
love strive nor weep is what  
he said to me,
love only sleep when we dream
what is so wild as words can be,
I and thou in a debate,  
as a bird without a nest,
see the creature stalking
while we speak,
that is me watching you in my head
Is what the man said;
Hush and hide the talking of the night,
It's been too many nights of being without
love in my life,
Two years had been too long when you  
told me to move on,
I started to walk away as he told me to stay  
hear what he had to say,
with a charm be a man of old the one to hold  
the one who gives his soul to the love he craves  
with his arms he takes hold
and won’t let me go,
The rain is coming down why he is holding me  
down to the grown,
teach me, please
what makes you run from me,
I will speak thy speech of love,
laying flesh sweet to my spirit in the hands.
must a little weep, Love, (Foolish me!)
so, fall asleep, my Love with me.

Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Preciously waiting in the dark holding on to my heart it's beating like abate without wings waiting to see if this love is true I walk away in the pain of blues that Dark Angel had given me. He keeps on telling me that I need him as the lost sea needs me oh, always in my dreams I would hear it scream.

The noise was everywhere! The wave crashing in and out all over the slated land where I stand with Dark Angel holding my hand
He just looked at me with no care in his eyes only darkness Shed in his eyes like the dead. Just one tear to let me know you even cared.
He whispers in my ear just to say.

he will always be with me he will never leave, he will even find me in dreams. Dance with me in the rain to wash away your fears my dear. Tell me what you see in me to make you hurt me. Dark Angel, he smiled and said love is painful.

Love makes the heart weep where you can never sleep this is the love I give and this is what you, I will receive it from me if you are with me. He has taken hold of my small waist narrowing his hands almost at my ribs just to get a closer feel of what he hungers for.

I will never let you go without a fight he looked deep in my eyes I started to cry while he started screaming at me, I felt so much agony as he held me close, then ask me for a second dose of dance in the rain in a thunderstorm of his pain of deep control.

I want to be free this you got to know please, Dark Angel, let me go
I will keep saying I Love you if you want me to but I just want to be free my heart is made from gold I want you to please let me go, you don't have to be so mean to me. I will say in the rain I love you.

I love you in the cold in the snow but you know that will never be true. It has been a long year dancing in the rain with you. I keep my eye shut because your lust is too much, you take me down to take me apart in so much pain.

You take my heart and beat it to the ground I feel your love, I feel the cuts eating at my dulcet heart making it cold, please let go.  the night the velvet Moon cried for me too while Dark Angel took over my life like a thief in a cold dark night with no one in sight but the moon.

Tell me you would never leave he would tell me you need me like I need air to breathe I cried with hurt in my eyes but the rain was coming down so hard you could never see my tears to be found.
darkness and pain is the life you have given me I cried out with shivers down my spine losing my mind out in the cold.
  
I looked at him as he takes my hand for the next dance to get under my skin. You have my heart and you locked it down as he spins me around he uses his words as a weapon from my soul to fear but I will not shed any more tears for you to hear.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Into the woods my Master takes hold  
His words are so dark and bold  
His world cut deep within my soul
Into the woods, my Master came to  
Play his game on his new slaves  
shames and guilt he put in their heart  
And upon their minds and truth of light
will never be found their light has gone
Out like a candle without a fire  
Dark Angel cried out the secret is death  
A death you will never get to see  
Death is the teacher of light of what is right
Death is a place you go to rest  
But you will never get that from me  
Dark Angel, they cry out is death like moan  
Of a pain that will never stop but only cut
deeper and deeper that will make them
lose their mind's  
into the woods, my Master takes hold of me  
To give me his pleasurable pain  
that cuts like a razor.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Oh, I'd seen the sea in many ways
I heard so many lies coming from he
darkness is a playground
for the lost and never found,
Lies is in his eyes
Lies are in his soul
Lies is all he knows
I'd seen better days
but that was some time ago,
Dying is the place of grace
dying is to rest your head
dying is, the grave
that holds your name
it’s the history of who you are,
Life was slow and sad
but Dark Angel was always glad
when someone was made
I was crying alone
but again, this is his darken throne,
He is the angel of all lies
He loves to make me scream
and give me a life of darken dreams
He loves to tell me stories
that will make me weep,
Dark Angel is so mean
I watch the sea turn red
I see so many painful things
but most of all
I would hear the lies of the dark side.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Graveyard, flowing of rain
Pains that cut so deep
the crying wind has no end,
words of lies are in the night
cries of pains out in winters rain,
Words of his voice cut deep within
making the spirit sink
slew out to bleed
Hello, can you hear me
I am here with no one who cares,
The jabs the grab of my arms
the push and shove
he wasn't wearing a glove
he just dunged deep
just to see me weep,
snakes in the grass
of a lonely past
that cuts deep like glass
the unknowing what chance
do I have to escape this pain  
Dark Angel holds over me,
Broken, hunted
bleeding like the sea
holding me down
into darken dreams
Hello, can anyone hear me?
Please Help me
Set Me Free From He
that is Hunting me
In Darken Dreams.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I had a dream in a vision of dreams so it seems;
Darkness is a place for sleep, while I see myself dreaming await watching the universe at play, the heavens are turning in seasons whereas the moon looks so elegant dressed for her best in her smooth drapes of moonbeams sweeping all over the lands, as the rotating immeasurable of curtain stars reaching down into a painters heart like fine art, the ancient breeze soothing to the touch, Aww, I loved it so much, the sound it made was like angels whispering throughout the night, taking away all the fright. And with a sudden swish of curtains drawn, all that magic went away.
Judy Emery © 2020
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Someday's I am lonesome because I want to talk to you I stand by my window next to my bed looking out to a darkened sky.

- Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Words and lies that cut deep
That makes your heart weep
Makes it hard to sleep
Have you ever see someone tortured?
Bleeding out like ink,
While looking into the eyes
While life is leaving their eyes,
Having no words that could easily the pain
My thoughts of sorrow
lasting longer than tomorrow,
Poets of ancient time
Had seen the ink that was bleed out
While the hearts sink
Words of true knowledge were written
In a world of the forbidden,
Deliberate torture is a sickening
and abhorrent,
bleeding heart is being written
God sees all things;
While the souls cry out in their own
bloodstain ink;
Life and Death we all must face
memories and agony's
that evil gave, but in darken dreams
you can see anything of curtly
where winter winds are always calling
where rainstorms are always brewing,
where the flesh made a bed
bones and ashes are in the mirror
that broken the glass
of my beaten down past,
the windows of my life
cut deep with a knife,
praying for God to reclaim my soul,
to lead me out of the pit,
Words and sound kept me a bond,
I cried out in merciful tears
But true love never came near,
I got lost into my fears;
clowns of the darkened town
are being crowned for their ***** deeds,
while my mind roamed around
my heart wasn't yet found;
while my own spirit is being tortured,
where coldness took over
while I was being abused;
I felt so used because of Dark Angel;
this world of darkness is a big mess
that gives sickness to the mind,
tortured day and night
Oh, how I can hear the cries
They are now becoming lullabies
in my life;
every day is the darkness of old memories
cut deep at me;
all my pains are written on the wall
for all to read what it is I bleed.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

When the leaves fall from the trees I start to think of you and me the sun moved upon on the land in a gentle kind of way that makes my spirit fly around in the sky looking for you.

Judy Emery © 2018
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Happiness
is the fullness
of the word of God
Don't miss the Brightness
that shine in this Darkness
Let GOD be your true Love.


Judy Emery © 2020
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Not too long ago,
I did write my famous lines
the power of my pains
did bring more rain to all who reads
my heartfelt words
that I had written down
in my own bloodstain ink,
my words are strong a
yet very deep like the sea
it holds things of long ago
it talks about the pains of yesterdays
I had never denied
my tears for all to hear,
they fall into the cup for all to drink
that will run deep
into your veins while you dream
all about me,
darken dreams will make you feel
you are going to die in a hateful ride
in another time of long ago,
You will scream out so much pain
but no one will ever hear a thing
my pains will arise in everyone’s eyes
that sees me dancing around
in the cold September storm,
to all those who read about me
you will hear the cries
of the foreign tongues
of a mockery of darkening time
that cuts away at the mind.


Judy Emery © 1988
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I am still young not yet too old,
But they still say, leave me alone
To him, that comes around
playing the town then comes
Just to push me down,
We the crowed got him to leave
he told me I was a fool,
but what he didn’t know
the day he left I got control of my life again,
freedom from the pain he gave,
I didn’t know what love was yet,
So, I believed all the lies he ever told,
Oh, how he made my life feel so cold,
He would always come around deep into the night
Just to give me more fright,
He would always tell me, love isn’t what you think
Love is a word that will always make you sink,
Love is a show, a game people plays
Just to get their way,
It’s like having a dream then ends with pain,
A place that will leave you broken,
Love is never what it seems,
All it will do is make you scream,
It’s like watching a movie,
Just to see it all fall apart at the end,
Oh, how I learned never to trust a soul every again,
I would never let anyone get close,
All my desires for love flown out the window,
The wind would roll, pushing the waves around on the sea,
While the sobbing whispers of he keep haunting me.

Judy Emery © 2017

The Queen Of Darken Dreams Lilly Emery

Now what I see is everything we once had
is now gone with the wind left in the past
And all that is left within is the rapture of my soul
there is nothing else you can take from me
all that I have to give is the millions of pieces
of my broken heart that has gone cold.

I can still remember:
when we danced in so much romance
but all of that is a big darken memories
that our love has flown apart with no warnings
maybe the warnings were there all along
and I just didn't want to see them.

We are like the candle in the wind
and the hot flame of our love just burned out
and now we walk around so empty
without a spark of light to keep the candle burning
the wind has blown it out just like our love
all we have left is the faded footsteps of the past
of what we once had.

- Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I always hear screams dancing around in my mind where I see a crowed standing before me with daggers in their eyes, this evil town keeps up with their town clowns, keeping those frowns, looking for a crown with their face upon the ground, praying to be found while they are always beaten down on the wet ground. You can see they are always in so much pain, but that is the way of their game of shame, where they cast more blame. I could see that they could no longer remember their names, what a shame this place of madness brings.

- Judy Emery © 2013
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

The tears and the fears
lasted for many years
they would always fill my eyes
every day and night.
It was like winters art
that had been eating away at my heart
the art of my inner beauty
that stains the autumn leaves,

Soon became a big part of me
in darken dreams that makes
my heart my heartache and brake
because of the lack of faith.
my tears rolled like ink
as I wrote my famous lines.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery