My queen, come to me
Not only in your dreams,
If I must I will cut out my heart
Where you won’t take it apart,
I was once you knight
I never left your side,
Until that cold September night
When Dark Angel has given, you fright
He took over your life,
He had taken away my queen
And that wasn’t any dream,
But you have forgotten me
If only you could see,
I can see you still
And even hear your voice,
At the time, I could hear you call out my name,
I can hear you
Feel you
See you
But you look at me as if I am no longer there,
I have two feet
but I could never approach you,
I could never get close to you
But I can still feel your love from far
You are the queen of my heart,
I cannot go to you
But I want too,
I still crave your lips
to kiss all your sweetness,
I’m speechless,
It’s you I will always miss,
One day I will take hold of you
I will grasp you in my heart
In my soul
In my arms
And never let you go,
My heart will always be strong for you
Because we are not two
We are one in love
You are all my emotions
You are the breath I breath
Oh, my dear queen
come back to your knight
and dance with me for life,
you run through my mind
from my blood that pumps to my heart,
I carry you everywhere I go
Your love is the key to me.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Into that cold September, you sink into the night
just to give more fright
your sleek and shiny black hair
and your diamond eyes that shine into the night
hunting dreams just to make one scream,
dark and very fast is your way of life
you never play nice
you love to see me cry
I had always asked you Why?
what have I done
to make you act this away?
you haunt my thoughts
you give me darken dreams
you are the curse of me.
I always pray,
that I would never cross your path
that would be so bad
even the thought of it makes me mad
because the pain you give hurts so bad
and that makes me so sad.
The panic begins every September that draws near
it sets off fear for others to hear...
this is a battle I'll never win
But then it's a battle you will never win
because I will never give in to your darkness
you bait the trap for me to fall into
but I also got one for you
We all know superstition is a lie,
so, keep faith in mind always
You cry out my name every night
saying how much you love me
you want me to stay
Oh, panic go away
I promise I will never turn my back on you
Oh, Dark Angel, I see your blazing eyes
looking back at me
tell me what it is you see
Why do you keep haunting me?
You are everywhere I go
You're stalking out my life,
But why do you hold on to me as you do?
What have I done to make you act so cold?
your anger is so bold,
Yet, so cold with hunger into your darken soul.
Please let me go
I don't want to drink your ruby red wine
not this time...
never mess with a man of darkness,
He will always play games
with one’s mind every time...
He is an evil cat knocking at the door
he has a superstitious mind
that tries to read my soul
but he will never get that far
so remover your darkness from me
take your spells off me and let me be.

Judy Emery © 1988
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

If I could open my heart up to you like a book
I would try to make that book as hard as it could be
Just too where you would never forget me,
I could tell you about all the things I Love,
I will tell you about all the things
that makes me sad
But I won’t because that is not the way
I want things to be,
I could dance all night
with you under that beautiful moon,
But That would mean I like you
and want to let you like me to
But that would make things too easy for you,
I could tell you if I wanted to,
But that would be no fun so please read on
could you Love someone you could never truly know?
could you spend your whole life reading a book?
I could only tell you this,
dreams are made for dreamers,
and Love is made for the
ones that are ready to give there all.

Judy Emery © 1996
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I look for another in the book of love
I longed for the poet that sang;
oh, golden days of spring let your love sing,
let the old ship seal on the sea,
I never found a Poet one like you
Art of love is beautiful but then they
Never seen you out on the ship with a love so true
I guess I looked but when I stopped looking
there you stood...
Helpless I stood among those awful cages;
you, my love,  delivered me from injury;
You gave your self to me so patiently,
the fallen roses are me out on the sea with thee,
the old moon rushed along the sky
beating its beauty like it was heaven to the eyes
love is on our side when I was no longer looking.

- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The whispering of the night
Kept me up throughout the night,
through the autumn leaves
were you staring at me;
Your voice was as gentle as time,
You whispered love in my ears,
You told me secrets of long ago,
A place I would have loved to had seen
In many dreams;
While the night moved along;
You sang me a sad song;
Into a deep sleep, I went
By morning you were gone,
But that gentle voice;
Sounded out into the autumn winds,
asking me if I would like to see him again,
That put a smile upon my face
While it gave me a limp of faith,
While the day was young,
My heart was filled with whispers of love,
Words of truth-filled my soul
With heaven on my mind
Oh, how it felt so divine.
Love found me just in time.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Thinking of you while the sun moved upon on the land
in a gentle kind of way putting a smile upon my face,
because I know you are in a better place.

-Judy Emery © 2019
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Life moves on but so does the pain it reflects all the mistakes I had ever made I remember that cold September even in late December
perhaps you don't remember what it was you did to make me never forget.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I'm too nervous to let my words leap
So I just shut my mouth and let my heart speak
I get myself up in the morning and your name
Is what I crave,
Please excuse me if my deep thoughts get to
Deep and my heart starts to weep ;
And tears make a new song on a rainy day,
It's your love that I crave,
I can feel your rhythm inside me like a heartbeat
And my spirit of who I am just getting so happy too
Call out your name to start my new day ;
I already made my mind up you are my everlasting
Love of all times ;
I have to accept this confession so I just have one
Question? Jehovah Will, you be mine forever.

Judy Emery © 1999
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

He Phantoms My Life
Most wild is he
who haunts me
he phantoms all my nights
while he takes over my Life
he doesn't play nice
Every September
I start to remember all his words
his cold voice
echos through my mind
most of the time
the horror of his touch
his eyes of darkness
looking deep within the mine
while he was on top of me
his breath of death
was all over me
he terrifies me
his voice runs deep
into my mind
just the thoughts of him
brings me down
he has destroyed
all that I had Love'd
when he is angry
he clamps his fist to hit the wall
while he pushes me down the hall
he would tell me all kinds of things
just to bring me down in pains
he cuts at my soul
he never lets me go
he crushes my spirit
while he walks around bold
when it comes to Love
he has to run
he holds the crown of darkness
this is all he knows
his frivolous moods
keeps me on the blues
he provokes
he cast evil upon all
that comes around
his deep laughter is like thunder
when he is angry
his eyes start to twitch
he indulges more pains my way
Oh, here comes the rain
I start to fall down
to the wet ground
while my body starts to tremble
while coldness makes its way
into my body
I start to cry
but only he is by my side
Dark Angel is his name
the one that cast all blames my way
he treasurers all my tears
he loves to give me fears
every September
will always be remembered.

Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Moonlight dances under the moonbeam sky,
whereas the stars did shine into her eyes.
She walks in her own beauty,-
as life clings to her.


-Judy Emery © 1998
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Yes I do mean what I say
when I told you goodbye
I am glad you are out of my life
I would never want to be your wife,

You are something evil of the night
you give me so much fright
I know I was once wise
yet strong and soft to the touch
when love meant so much,

But that was then
but that is not now
I speak my mind very clearly
I hold affections of love
but not for you
then one that likes to make me blue,

Flee from me you evil thing
that gives me darken dreams
take your hands off of me
this is my smooth ceremony
of true exotic of my pains,

Oh, here comes the rain
whit more of your portion
of your anger
the skies are no more light
but very dark
You are eating away at my heart,

Yes I do speak my mind
but when it comes to you
You cast an evil spell of hell
upon me into darken dreams
that always makes me scream
out your name  
in so many pains
Oh, here comes the rain
of yesterday’s pains.

Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

You know how this is when your love leaves you like the wind
the crystal moon reveals the slow autumn at my window was the
touch of the wind. If I touch it back it would flee from me near the fire of the wind can take what I feel away it's your love I want to say. The impalpable ash wrinkled body of the log everything carries me to you.

As if everything that exists aromas light metals were little boats that sail and Paris reveals the love that I feel, your love a wait for me set free, they say love is blind but I see just fine. If you love someone set it free and if that one comes back to you it was always yours. It's you I adore my armor.

- Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I didn’t let no one get too close to me, what I do know is my soul is still weeping my spirit is still sinking while my heart keeps on bleeding out on poetic paper, but I am still here.

- Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

So, stay close to me, and let the time flies,
Without saying goodbye,
Let what we have to be civil
And never incarcerated hate into your heart
Just because one day we will depart,

Don’t let flip talk leave marks on you
Don’t act out in a crowed of lies,
When life gets too rough to fight,
Please listen to my love,

Live as if life never has taken us apart,
Don’t let envy and jealous way take
You down a darken way,

Today I live as you do;
So never look at the things that life
didn’t yet bring, all this talk
is like a bad dream,
that keeps the heart and mind on a scream,

Let’s just chill and keep it all real,
We have each other even in a life
That holds broken dreams.

Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Every night I curl up in my bed
trying to get you out of my head
I start to cry thinking about you
abandoned in the dark is where
you left me to bleed,

The memories of this pain
brings on the rain ;
I Cry
yes I do over you
it is not because I love you
that could never happen
Not even in your dreams,

Clueless is what you made this
argumentative is you
I never wanted to put you in my life
You just found ways to get in it
Oh, I was so happy that you are gone
I thought I could finely move on
Oh, how I was wrong
you come back to me like an old sad song,

In my mind, I start to remember You
every night in my cold bed
I CRY to get you out of my mind
you come to me in darken dreams
you find a way to mess up my days
the memories of you
are taken me down like the Flu.

Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

My Life is like sad poetry that the world reads about,
Lost in winters dreams of my own misery;
This I do confess with an honest heart
Silent emotions with true devotions.
My words have passed through the stages of millions of minds
from true solitary childhood of pain
adolescence cornered in distant,
The isolated soul is what my life had seen,
I held on to my own deepest desires that could
make a very big fire.
I set out to make myself a part of the great human multitude,
My life has matured, and that is about all it has done;
I have traveled the life of pain out in pouring rain,
It was like a dream,
the style of the last century of torment
that had been passed down to me.
But I had never given up on true Love;
I feel that a poet must live out his or her own life
to ever write what is truly from one's heart,
I am that poet who knows life's pain
who knows the problems of broken-down dreams,
I know what it is like to be alone and never have
love to call ones own,
I survive the crossing storms in deeper winds;
Who passed along into the life
of a broken heart from the very start of birth;
I have passed through the fire and rain,
I felt the sorrows of another hope of a tomorrow
that may never come,
But now my heart is glistening for true love
to set that spark in my heart
to an everlasting dream of true reality
of what love can bring.

- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

How can only try to reach the top of this mountain
but it has been forbidden.
whatever happened,-
to the one who would tell about poets
whose hands could take a pencil to the paper
and change everything?
I'm still unsure what direction to steer,-
It's so hard not knowing who will be next to fall.
The evening slips into another darkness
what must I do?
if I knew all about all of this, would that be bad, too?
I've been feeling I am running out of time
people are acting as if they have lost their minds.
I am afraid to let all of this go
we've tried it before,-
but all those painful memories kept knocking on my door.

- Judy Emery © 1994
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I SEEN BETTER DAYS

Oh, when I look at you
I see the unloving things about you,
I want to love you
But how can I love someone like you
That acts so cruelly,
I need you...
Yet, I truly don’t,
I just live in a confusing world,
I thought at one time in my unstable mind,
I thought I loved you,
that I could help you change your evil ways,
Oh, how I needed it to be true
Because I thought I truly loved you,
I needed you...
No matter what others tried to tell me about you,
At one time that all I wanted to think about
Was only you,
Oh, but now, I truly changed my mind,
Now that I am walking in a healthy mind,
Now I cry all the time to get you out of my head,
You make me so crazy with your evil always,
No matter what I do
You are always there,
Oh, I have seen a better day when you are not in them.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Dark Angel, with thin aching lust
for what he cannot have
my heart isn't for him
My body is flesh
but my spirit is with the light
but he thinks he owns me
he wants to rid all that I love
the world of his darkness
is all he knows how to give
he cast his spells
gives a life of hell
locked away in an unknown place
darken dreams he gives to me
a gift from he
He wants me all
he wants everything I love
he wants my the visions
that I hold deep within
Dark Angel doesn't know true Love
what it is that I hold
I loved what is good
I loved my true God
with all my heart
with all my might
I had fallen  apart when I found
myself in the dark
someone has broken my heart
Dark Angel made his way
into my mind
he showed me things
that brings on many pains
I am standing in the rain
I feel I am about to go insane
the violence is all around me
I am cut very deep from he
My life will never be the same
he gives me so much blames
I questioned all his words
but he holds no self-worth
I myself did not want what he holds
he reveals what is dark and cold
like we are apart of the dead
am I losing my head
my mind sees the angry sea
a ship of pain
with many dancing in the rain
I don't know what to think
are what it is I feel
what I felt in my soul
is something from the unknown
Dark Angel looks at me
like he is reading my thoughts
I can't put anything past him
in a world of dreams,
Oh, how he makes screams
Why did love take flight from me?  
I cried in so much pain
in pouring rain
with so much shame,
Dark Angel,  on the wing of darkness
fly's over to me
asking me what it is I see
but I never said a thing
he never reaches me too late
this pain of coldness is freezing my blood
frozen emotions,
among silvery to a sultry fire
the envious heart
delight tortured by the desire of Dark Angel
things of beauty burn like a  flames
evil ecstasy he has for me
the gloom of dooms is all around me
moments of his lust
I hate this so much
he lied me down with gentle coldness
words of hunger
whispering words in  my ears
dark love to me
He admires my beauty
my body
but most of all is my eyes
and the visions  I hold within
my hands around him
my skin is almost lifeless as his
tears he kissed off my cold face
my lips he kissed
then he bites until blood run thin
upon my skin
he had been looking me up and down
He put me next to him
hope that I will never try to escape.

Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Sing and weep
while memories creep
as I scream deep within
pushing away all those sins
this is how the war begins.

Judy Emery © 2020
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

My heart is naked and very alone;
people always judge me
because they think their better than I am,
I came out of my own mother's belly
I bleed like anyone else,
But They don’t see things the way I do,
But again, I am The Queen of Darken Dreams
Poetic Judy Emery and the story is about me.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The sea is calm tonight the tide is full and the moon is lite the stars lie fair the gleams are gone the cliff is high with the sad sky. The sea of faith was once a place I was with you. Ah, Love why couldn't we had been true to one another the world is right with us, the moon lies before we like to make dreams, why are you not with me to make that dream come true, I hath nothing without you. I only hear the wind blow cold by the sea talking to me lonely is me without you.

- Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I wasn't ready for love but you thought I was, now,  I go where no one knows to write all my famous lines, to help me get by in this life, where all I can remember is the lies you tell that put me through a living hell. this is how the old story goes and that is how it will be written in my own bloodstained ink.

- Judy Emery © 2020
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Dark nights with hollow cries
Shadows rolling around on the ground  
with false pretense  
walls are closing in with clouds of gray
why hopes and dreams fade  
what a masterpiece of Long days
in a world of grey
hours go on and on
without love without a kind word
Time just stretches on
with the sound of rain
pouring down in the darkest hours
a dark life of principles
of what is right and wrong
of childish pity of adults playing
on hearts ignoring
with false pretense
Sad days swaying
at my heart again
My thoughts are cold
with feelings of true loneliness
oozing away in lost dreams
lost in darkness
bruising my body
in arguments all over again.

Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Darkness and the silence that pours in the cave of loneliness wondering how did all of this come to be for me, love was once the key to all my human dreams, but when that love had turned dark it truly eat away my heart,  I become scared to ever love again, lost and afraid still caring that old heartache. The one he gave my trust to whom I looked up to is the one who took me down and shamed my name all over that little town.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

We are such beauty's in the eyes of dreams our life is around deep dark sleep, whereas my life is in stealthy in the gloom of he that has cast his spell upon me. The noise and the cracks in the castle of silence where only dreams can be made to live where so many need to be forgiven for what they did. In this cold darken room of doom is where I now live. I see all the writings on the wall even the ones down from the hall. Dark Angel; keeps me in his dark world so I can see what he is really about, oh, how I hear the shouts while he is holding me down.

To my very last of breath, he gave me a death kiss, to stop me from being free from what he is doing to me. Life is a gift until someone takes it. Before all of this darkness, I had taken life forgathered, and I now wish I had never done that, but don't we all do this? Every inch and every step is new to me now, I have been swept by the darkening of dreams where all I do is hear the screams of so many down in this place of the gloom of its dooms.

In this darken place Dark Angel tries to take away the grace of Life, Oh, he doesn't play nice. But he tries to act as if he is the nice guy.
He tells me this is a new start for you my dear queen, new for hope for a new life with me. Fear me! Love me, and do as I tell you and you will be free for what I will do to you if you disobey me. The more I tell him to move on the stronger I feel regret.

The anticipation of this nightmare makes me see all the things I never wanted to see, hear all the screams that would make anyone go insane, just by hearing all those pains while he calls out their names. Oh, this old pain will never go away it brings on rain, where my body and heart are throbbing, pulsing, circulation to hold on for dear life.

Scream that runs in my mind over time makes me cry like I was going insane, I would look out my bedroom window where it is very high up in length, the glass is thick only the moon could see in my darkened room, It has a way of letting me know I am not completely alone. In this place is like the walking dead, letting me know there is no way of coming back to a life that  I once knew.

A life I once knew and the things I have once achieved and love have been taken away from me in this darken dream. It is too late for me and if I ever tried to tell my story, who would ever believe?
To ever escape, will I ever be free?  No, as long as I keep on dreaming of the one who holds the key to me in dreams.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Love moves hearts
Love moves the dark
that eats out the heart,
Love leaves the beauty
of the souls that shines bright
into the darkest nights,
Love is never difficult
when darkness comes
Love never has an end
but it will always be defined
Because Love has no end.

Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Moonlight makes traps for the evil eyes that stalkers her every move.


-   Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

The world is changing so fast but the past will always be written within.

-Judy Emery © 2019
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I remember you, it was like
a sweet summer song
that turn colder than a dark winter
when you said you love me
I had to laugh
because you didn't even love yourself
so how you ever love a queen like me?
I'm just a memory you say
Oh, how you scared me away
I'm lost in a shadow of your days
please move along
and take your grey days with you
I don't know where you are
but I can always feel you near
trying so hard to cast your fears
Oh, my dear,
I remember you
Just like I remember having the Flue
getting away from you
yesterday's gone
like your old sad song
and those old dreams
keep caring on
So please don't look my way
I wanted to see brighter days
Oh, please sing me a sweet little song
but please don't take too long
hold me until tomorrow
I believe you pushed me a little too far
you are the story I been trying to forget
you are my big regret
they say every lesson must be learned
I know you're loveless beat
so stay away, please
your old cold heart
play its last card
I know where you've gone
because you are yesterday's memories
yet dreams carry on
just like your lies
but I don't stand by your side
Why would I
I remember you
what an ugly beast
you feed off my emotions
while you stand around to watch me bleed
a nasty old beast of greed
will you return back to your cave
where you need to stay
because I have no need for you
you are sick
and you like to abuse and use,
I'm not saying words of being confused
it's over, it's over,
I know this because I'm the one made to leave
Now my heart no longer bleeds
I Remember You
and I know you remember me too.

Judy Emery © 2012
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

There are so many times I needed to be alone,
But tonight, wasn’t one of those nights,
I never thought we would end like this,
But I know it was all for the best,
Oh, tonight I need you to hold me and say
We will make things right,
I need you with me why I cry,
But then that wouldn’t change a thing,
Oh, here comes more rain
I feel so much pain,
But I know we are doing the right thing,
The fears I hold deep within
feel like ancient years of sin,
I could no longer hold it in,
I had to cry day and night just to get by
To make things right,
My bed is unmade,
But I lie there on your side
Telling myself it will all be just fine,
When I wake from that painful night
I take long walks where we first meet,
Sometimes I wonder do you ever think of me?
Do you feel we did the right thing?
Do you feel the pains of are breakup?
If you could only see me now,
Would you take me in your arms?
and tell me we are going to be okay?
Can you feel me right now?
If you can do you understand,
I truly wanted you to be my man,
When you’re gone,
The world on my end has stopped,
My heart is broken into billions of pieces,
I pray each night you are feeling the same way,
But then I get so lost in all my emotions
That I forget why we ended in the first place,
I’m missing you
But I know why we needed to let each other go,
But my heart keeps missing you so,
Missing the face, I once knew,
But we are so long gone
How could we still be hanging on?
I never felt this way before,
I never thought this pain would last so long,
everything I do reminds me of you,
Every place I go
I start to remember all those memories
When we would dance in summers breeze,
But when I go home to a place of old heartaches,
A place we made history,
I go to our bedroom
I would see the photo of you and me
Looking so happy,
The smile upon our face like everything was okay,
I loved how you would dance with me
Before we ended our night,
You will kiss me with true passion,
The love we had ended so fast,
I could still remember when we take are walks
I could still count your every step
Your every breath,
But that is long gone,
Know all I have is the memories
how can I pick up the billions of pieces of my heart
And make my life a better place,
Did you ever take the time?
To see that we were made for each other?
but we gave up on the best things we ever had
That was a love that could have last,
I try so hard to let or past go,
But somehow, I wanted you to know
I still love you so,
I’d given you my heart and soul
But that is when everything started to bring on the rain,
I started getting where I could no longer breath
When You had left me.

Judy Emery © 2012
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Where my love would you like me to go,
In a world that is way too cold for my soul,
You left me out to bleed for all to see,
in the threads of my being,
You are no longer who I thought you once were,
You are something that makes me scream,
I walk alone upon the snow,
by your throne, you call home,
in ripple tears, you gave me tears,
Winter is stronger these day’s
the snow is all over the place,
But I keep my faith,
even in this darkened place,
I sit on a bench at the park
thinking long and hard,
watching the snowflakes fall,
on wet grounds,
I could hear that old crying wind
calling at me again, to a sad state of mind,
of you and I, where you always made me cry,
you are toxic to my mind,
the thoughts of you give so many pains,
Oh, how you tried to make me lose faith
in what I know is right in Gods eyes,
you did me so wrong, made life a toxic waste,
You trashed my name,
you have beaten down my faith,
you always made me bleed
like the pouring sea,
Oh, how I feel I can no longer breathe,
Lost in so much puzzlement about
What it is you’re going to do next,

Judy Emery © 1988
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

All I can see in your evil eyes
are all the lies from the dark side?
I see the age of evil, that brings on pains,
In your eyes of darken dreams,
I see many things I would never want
my life to be,
I could stay in this moment forever
Dark Angel, your spirit holds agony
In place of the circumstances,
I see you standing out in the pouring rain
You are looking deep into my eyes
While I sleep in darken dreams,
I could reach every star in the sky
That is lost into your painful eyes,
you made my life all about you
I had lost myself in all your emotions,
I consider all that your eyes hold
are the fantasy of you and me,
I still look very young,
I miss the beauty of my day’s
You keep me young in darken dreams,
because of you
I lost who I am,
I lost what is real in my life,
just when everything felt right
you told your lies,
Oh, how that cut me deep within like a knife
then you looked at me with a smile on your face,
laugh every day at me while my life slipped on by,
in darken dreams of fake believe,
You are evil, something of ancient time,
You are something from the night
You’re not very nice,
my heart can't possibly break
I must stay awake,
You had taken me so for down
My life doesn’t have any meaning to it,
But it wasn't even whole to start with
because of you, I will never trust ever again,
Oh, this pain you give has no end,
I will always in the dooms of you,
I never stray too far from you
Because I know not to,
you left your mark
my heart was ripped apart
Now all I can see is your eyes of darken dream.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

My body and mind had been battered
My poor heart is shattered with time,
I still waking around scared
Holding on to your words
That kept me fearing you,
In my life, you had taken everything
My hopes even the beauty of love
You give me a world of darkness and pain
You discriminated my name
You give me so much shame
Holding on to all those blames
In the cold September winds
My heart starts to shatter all over again
The snow that is on the ground
Where you once pushed me down
frozen my heart;
the sun doesn’t even shine like it used to
in my life, you’re always standing in between
given me darken dreams;
I’m tired of running from you,
I tried so hard to forget you
I could still hear how you would laugh at me
While you had beaten me down
So far down I didn’t think
My life was worth anything;
You took my young spirt
and made me feel old
Then you left me in a world of darkness,
While I could still feel your eyes on me
Letting me know I will never be free from you,
You kept me on confused
I was afraid to ever cross you
I still hear your words of evil
Telling me will never see love
I will never be loved
I will never be loved
I could hear your laugh while you walked away
Leaving me in a world of pain
My body left out in the pouring rain
While I was bleeding out like ink
It was like I had nothing to live for
All hopes for me had come to its end
I got to the point I didn’t care
About what others think
I didn’t let no one get too close to me
All I know is my soul is still weeping
My spirit is still sinking
But I am still here.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Paris love of Dark Angel dreams,
running in the rain is me.
My thoughts are on the streets of Paris love,
watching lovers;
laugh, kiss, and making dreams.
I sit and write whatever came to my mind,
up the stairs in
My Paris room Dark Angel is watching
my every move and
Every thought he is making sure
I stay true to only him.
Writing out how I feel,
my needs to be free from the
An evil that is around me.
tears stream down my face why
Dark Angel has a smile on
his face, he likes me to be this away. No
one can see a dark,
lonely angel like me happy and free,
I felt no ****** in my
mind I write out my words.
Dark Angel went up to the staircase
to see all my work in paintings
my words I put in writing,
No one can see the world as I do
my world of sorrow and pain
that Dark Angel gave.
blood is on the paper soul
can be seen of lost dreams,
full of ashes;
nothing that can grow of love in the full moon.
reflecting on my pale face,
Dark Angel cry's out, new moon
is what I gave.
‘’Moonlight, ’Dark Angel, exclaims;
with a fit of anger in a battle cry,
‘’Why’’ do you put your mind on worldly things,
You must change, without making any noise,
then deep rain came of my
Pains cries of a lost cold life, ****** is what you did!
I didn't ask for this;
The hurt never ends, I want my life back
the way it was.
Without feeling anything inside like this I cried.
Because my emotions are lost in the darkness of Paris.

- Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery