You know how this is when your love leaves you like the wind
the crystal moon reveals the slow autumn at my window was the
touch of the wind. If I touch it back it would flee from me near the fire of the wind can take what I feel away it's your love I want to say. The impalpable ash wrinkled body of the log everything carries me to you.

As if everything that exists aromas light metals were little boats that sail and Paris reveals the love that I feel, your love a wait for me set free, they say love is blind but I see just fine. If you love someone set it free and if that one comes back to you it was always yours. It's you I adore my armor.

- Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

People would always' ask me;
"Why do you live in the Past?"
And this is what I say:
"I  there is still have hidden treasures that are yet needed to find."
They looked at me like I was out of my mind.

-Judy Emery © 2020
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Dark Angel walks over to me I am hearing bad things I hear things I must not speak I must stay strong and meek but Dark Angel has a battle of his own to keep? I am in way too deep, I'm losing this fight for my own rights.

Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Moonlight reveals her pains, fears
in the storm rain flowing tears
upon angry seas
in darken dreams
that makes her scream
Oh, velvet moon
you had given bright eye
in late June ...
when winter made its way
the sky became grayer
all hearts have gone numb
on a darkened throne
where no love to be found
to lift a finger to help one out
in terror, she spoke
while her own faith did sink
she was left with broken wings
in darkening dreams.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Dark Angel, with thin aching lust
for what he cannot have
my heart isn't for him
My body is flesh
but my spirit is with the light
but he thinks he owns me
he wants to rid all that I love
the world of his darkness
is all he knows how to give
he cast his spells
gives a life of hell
locked away in an unknown place
darken dreams he gives to me
a gift from he
He wants me all
he wants everything I love
he wants my the visions
that I hold deep within
Dark Angel doesn't know true Love
what it is that I hold
I loved what is good
I loved my true God
with all my heart
with all my might
I had fallen  apart when I found
myself in the dark
someone has broken my heart
Dark Angel made his way
into my mind
he showed me things
that brings on many pains
I am standing in the rain
I feel I am about to go insane
the violence is all around me
I am cut very deep from he
My life will never be the same
he gives me so much blames
I questioned all his words
but he holds no self-worth
I myself did not want what he holds
he reveals what is dark and cold
like we are apart of the dead
am I losing my head
my mind sees the angry sea
a ship of pain
with many dancing in the rain
I don't know what to think
are what it is I feel
what I felt in my soul
is something from the unknown
Dark Angel looks at me
like he is reading my thoughts
I can't put anything past him
in a world of dreams,
Oh, how he makes screams
Why did love take flight from me?  
I cried in so much pain
in pouring rain
with so much shame,
Dark Angel,  on the wing of darkness
fly's over to me
asking me what it is I see
but I never said a thing
he never reaches me too late
this pain of coldness is freezing my blood
frozen emotions,
among silvery to a sultry fire
the envious heart
delight tortured by the desire of Dark Angel
things of beauty burn like a  flames
evil ecstasy he has for me
the gloom of dooms is all around me
moments of his lust
I hate this so much
he lied me down with gentle coldness
words of hunger
whispering words in  my ears
dark love to me
He admires my beauty
my body
but most of all is my eyes
and the visions  I hold within
my hands around him
my skin is almost lifeless as his
tears he kissed off my cold face
my lips he kissed
then he bites until blood run thin
upon my skin
he had been looking me up and down
He put me next to him
hope that I will never try to escape.

Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

All I can see in your evil eyes
are all the lies from the dark side?
I see the age of evil, that brings on pains,
In your eyes of darken dreams,
I see many things I would never want
my life to be,
I could stay in this moment forever
Dark Angel, your spirit holds agony
In place of the circumstances,
I see you standing out in the pouring rain
You are looking deep into my eyes
While I sleep in darken dreams,
I could reach every star in the sky
That is lost into your painful eyes,
you made my life all about you
I had lost myself in all your emotions,
I consider all that your eyes hold
are the fantasy of you and me,
I still look very young,
I miss the beauty of my day’s
You keep me young in darken dreams,
because of you
I lost who I am,
I lost what is real in my life,
just when everything felt right
you told your lies,
Oh, how that cut me deep within like a knife
then you looked at me with a smile on your face,
laugh every day at me while my life slipped on by,
in darken dreams of fake believe,
You are evil, something of ancient time,
You are something from the night
You’re not very nice,
my heart can't possibly break
I must stay awake,
You had taken me so for down
My life doesn’t have any meaning to it,
But it wasn't even whole to start with
because of you, I will never trust ever again,
Oh, this pain you give has no end,
I will always in the dooms of you,
I never stray too far from you
Because I know not to,
you left your mark
my heart was ripped apart
Now all I can see is your eyes of darken dream.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

The flowing of tears
that lasted all these painful years
I wrote my famous lines
upon the Mediterranean Sea
in all those darken dreams
where I hear those ancient screams
in the wind that swiftly cries
deep into the night to be set free.

Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

He Phantoms My Life
Most wild is he
who haunts me
he phantoms all my nights
while he takes over my Life
he doesn't play nice
Every September
I start to remember all his words
his cold voice
echos through my mind
most of the time
the horror of his touch
his eyes of darkness
looking deep within the mine
while he was on top of me
his breath of death
was all over me
he terrifies me
his voice runs deep
into my mind
just the thoughts of him
brings me down
he has destroyed
all that I had Love'd
when he is angry
he clamps his fist to hit the wall
while he pushes me down the hall
he would tell me all kinds of things
just to bring me down in pains
he cuts at my soul
he never lets me go
he crushes my spirit
while he walks around bold
when it comes to Love
he has to run
he holds the crown of darkness
this is all he knows
his frivolous moods
keeps me on the blues
he provokes
he cast evil upon all
that comes around
his deep laughter is like thunder
when he is angry
his eyes start to twitch
he indulges more pains my way
Oh, here comes the rain
I start to fall down
to the wet ground
while my body starts to tremble
while coldness makes its way
into my body
I start to cry
but only he is by my side
Dark Angel is his name
the one that cast all blames my way
he treasurers all my tears
he loves to give me fears
every September
will always be remembered.

Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

There are so many times I needed to be alone,
But tonight, wasn’t one of those nights,
I never thought we would end like this,
But I know it was all for the best,
Oh, tonight I need you to hold me and say
We will make things right,
I need you with me why I cry,
But then that wouldn’t change a thing,
Oh, here comes more rain
I feel so much pain,
But I know we are doing the right thing,
The fears I hold deep within
feel like ancient years of sin,
I could no longer hold it in,
I had to cry day and night just to get by
To make things right,
My bed is unmade,
But I lie there on your side
Telling myself it will all be just fine,
When I wake from that painful night
I take long walks where we first meet,
Sometimes I wonder do you ever think of me?
Do you feel we did the right thing?
Do you feel the pains of are breakup?
If you could only see me now,
Would you take me in your arms?
and tell me we are going to be okay?
Can you feel me right now?
If you can do you understand,
I truly wanted you to be my man,
When you’re gone,
The world on my end has stopped,
My heart is broken into billions of pieces,
I pray each night you are feeling the same way,
But then I get so lost in all my emotions
That I forget why we ended in the first place,
I’m missing you
But I know why we needed to let each other go,
But my heart keeps missing you so,
Missing the face, I once knew,
But we are so long gone
How could we still be hanging on?
I never felt this way before,
I never thought this pain would last so long,
everything I do reminds me of you,
Every place I go
I start to remember all those memories
When we would dance in summers breeze,
But when I go home to a place of old heartaches,
A place we made history,
I go to our bedroom
I would see the photo of you and me
Looking so happy,
The smile upon our face like everything was okay,
I loved how you would dance with me
Before we ended our night,
You will kiss me with true passion,
The love we had ended so fast,
I could still remember when we take are walks
I could still count your every step
Your every breath,
But that is long gone,
Know all I have is the memories
how can I pick up the billions of pieces of my heart
And make my life a better place,
Did you ever take the time?
To see that we were made for each other?
but we gave up on the best things we ever had
That was a love that could have last,
I try so hard to let or past go,
But somehow, I wanted you to know
I still love you so,
I’d given you my heart and soul
But that is when everything started to bring on the rain,
I started getting where I could no longer breath
When You had left me.

Judy Emery © 2012
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I can't keep feeling this away
with all this strife and pains
I can't even remember
last December
I feel like a puppet with strings
in many darken dreams
Dark Angel is so mean
I always hear screams
dancing around like clowns
in an old evil town
with their face upon the ground
praying to be found
they are in so many pains
they could no longer
remember their names
I feel like a puppet with strings
in darken dreams
I can hear Dark Angel laughing
in his evil ways
while his words wring in my ears
pulling on my strings
I began to scream
while he starts to cut on me
my heart is bleeding out
into the sea of dreams.

- Judy Emery © 1985
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The weakness of a cold stormy night,
Made many darken dreams;
How vain this darken life seems,
The moon is dull as it could ever be
To such ones who dream,
Oh, listen to the screams,
Why did that one talk to the evil King?
What does all of this mean for me?
I walked and ponder over everything,
Through the storms of pain,
The slaves shouldn’t have gathered the stones,
But they are very weak in darken dreams,
The rose dust is in the air
Bring on the dark fear,
This evil world is dull in vain,
Lies are always being told
Hearts are being broken
Tossed at sea like a token,
Oh, weary minds on a sunless day,
It’s a pity for the slaves to devote all their time
doing all this bad crime,
Where religion is truly forbidden
Some found a way to keep their faith,
In the weakness of a cold stormy night
many have lost true sight
to what is right in God's eyes.

- Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Somewhere in the darkness will always be you
I try so hard to move past you
I could never open my heart
to someone of the dark,
In darken dreams you always make me scream
you are so mean you love to see me bleed
the old earth vibrates in so many pains,
The velvet moon is always in the gloom
you took love out of the room round we go
in the cloud of smoke your old words
Oh how they echo out to the crying sea
into darken dreams,
At night the sky holds no stars you taken that too
you cast your evil all over the land
just for your anger to stand your heart is so cold
you are something I could never hold.

Judy Emery © 1993
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Love is knowledge
love is the key to the soul
Love never grows old
If ever two souls move into love
will move them into one,
Love is what moves the heart
to keep the spark shining in the dark,
Love will stand to the very end
Love is the desire that keeps the fire
life into the souls
that will never grow cold even in snow
Love is a delight that walks with angels
love is the gardens of long ago
the tongue that had spoken to lost souls
laughing higher than anything I know
Love is the passion that keeps dancing
around the sea of me.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

We are such beauty's in the eyes of dreams our life is around deep dark sleep, whereas my life is in stealthy in the gloom of he that has cast his spell upon me. The noise and the cracks in the castle of silence where only dreams can be made to live where so many need to be forgiven for what they did. In this cold darken room of doom is where I now live. I see all the writings on the wall even the ones down from the hall. Dark Angel; keeps me in his dark world so I can see what he is really about, oh, how I hear the shouts while he is holding me down.

To my very last of breath, he gave me a death kiss, to stop me from being free from what he is doing to me. Life is a gift until someone takes it. Before all of this darkness, I had taken life forgathered, and I now wish I had never done that, but don't we all do this? Every inch and every step is new to me now, I have been swept by the darkening of dreams where all I do is hear the screams of so many down in this place of the gloom of its dooms.

In this darken place Dark Angel tries to take away the grace of Life, Oh, he doesn't play nice. But he tries to act as if he is the nice guy.
He tells me this is a new start for you my dear queen, new for hope for a new life with me. Fear me! Love me, and do as I tell you and you will be free for what I will do to you if you disobey me. The more I tell him to move on the stronger I feel regret.

The anticipation of this nightmare makes me see all the things I never wanted to see, hear all the screams that would make anyone go insane, just by hearing all those pains while he calls out their names. Oh, this old pain will never go away it brings on rain, where my body and heart are throbbing, pulsing, circulation to hold on for dear life.

Scream that runs in my mind over time makes me cry like I was going insane, I would look out my bedroom window where it is very high up in length, the glass is thick only the moon could see in my darkened room, It has a way of letting me know I am not completely alone. In this place is like the walking dead, letting me know there is no way of coming back to a life that  I once knew.

A life I once knew and the things I have once achieved and love have been taken away from me in this darken dream. It is too late for me and if I ever tried to tell my story, who would ever believe?
To ever escape, will I ever be free?  No, as long as I keep on dreaming of the one who holds the key to me in dreams.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I Love You and that is the truth
No matter what others say
I’m glad you came my way
To brighten of my days;

I had always wondered
is there a forever love out there?
parts of me thought
it was only dreams
or something of story’s
that people put in their minds,

that love was only a fairy tale
or just for the lucky people
who can find love;
that may last forever,
now look at us
we are old and gray
and true love stayed;

tears of true gladness
playing with time;
but love will always be on my mind
the laughter of you touch my life
with you by my side,
that will always be
a big part of memory,

there is happily ever after?
there is true honesty
that runs free within you and me
is there a forever?
Yes indeed.


Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Dust, Lust of a heated up bust of us
hidden down into the cold snow
of long ago where our love is frozen
where love was once told,
Now true loneliness made a home
where love no longer roams
feelings of love have been locked away
in the bright of day
where Dust and Lust
has made a cloud of gray
where true Love could never stay
In my mind of lost of time
your old words come back
like a hearten up  heater attack
words do hurt when they come from you
words of a darkened past made its way back
Love, passion made a crashed
gave my heart abashed of everlasting pain
that brought on lots of rain
Dust, Lust to an end of Us
locked away in the cold snow of long ago.

Judy Emery © 1998
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

All-day I’ve been feeling a built of the pain of something from
another lifetime; where potters loved their clay,
where a lifetime of the heated sun, but then something happened
to the beauty of the land, ships of love sink into the angry sea,
where true fishermen were out casting their nets.
Oh, how the horizon bleeds upon on the bloodstain sand
Where it is the dark king stands where he was once locked away
Now he goes out of sight, making his way into the night.


Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Into that cold September, you sink into the night
just to give more fright
your sleek and shiny black hair
and your diamond eyes that shine into the night
hunting dreams just to make one scream,
dark and very fast is your way of life
you never play nice
you love to see me cry
I had always asked you Why?
what have I done
to make you act this away?
you haunt my thoughts
you give me darken dreams
you are the curse of me.
I always pray,
that I would never cross your path
that would be so bad
even the thought of it makes me mad
because the pain you give hurts so bad
and that makes me so sad.
The panic begins every September that draws near
it sets off fear for others to hear...
this is a battle I'll never win
But then it's a battle you will never win
because I will never give in to your darkness
you bait the trap for me to fall into
but I also got one for you
We all know superstition is a lie,
so, keep faith in mind always
You cry out my name every night
saying how much you love me
you want me to stay
Oh, panic go away
I promise I will never turn my back on you
Oh, Dark Angel, I see your blazing eyes
looking back at me
tell me what it is you see
Why do you keep haunting me?
You are everywhere I go
You're stalking out my life,
But why do you hold on to me as you do?
What have I done to make you act so cold?
your anger is so bold,
Yet, so cold with hunger into your darken soul.
Please let me go
I don't want to drink your ruby red wine
not this time...
never mess with a man of darkness,
He will always play games
with one’s mind every time...
He is an evil cat knocking at the door
he has a superstitious mind
that tries to read my soul
but he will never get that far
so remover your darkness from me
take your spells off me and let me be.

Judy Emery © 1988
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Oh, I'd seen the sea in many ways
I heard so many lies coming from he
darkness is a playground
for the lost and never found,
Lies is in his eyes
Lies are in his soul
Lies is all he knows
I'd seen better days
but that was some time ago,
Dying is the place of grace
dying is to rest your head
dying is, the grave
that holds your name
it’s the history of who you are,
Life was slow and sad
but Dark Angel was always glad
when someone was made
I was crying alone
but again, this is his darken throne,
He is the angel of all lies
He loves to make me scream
and give me a life of darken dreams
He loves to tell me stories
that will make me weep,
Dark Angel is so mean
I watch the sea turn red
I see so many painful things
but most of all
I would hear the lies of the dark side.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

If I could open my heart up to you like a book
I would try to make that book as hard as it could be
Just too where you would never forget me,
I could tell you about all the things I Love,
I will tell you about all the things
that makes me sad
But I won’t because that is not the way
I want things to be,
I could dance all night
with you under that beautiful moon,
But That would mean I like you
and want to let you like me to
But that would make things too easy for you,
I could tell you if I wanted to,
But that would be no fun so please read on
could you Love someone you could never truly know?
could you spend your whole life reading a book?
I could only tell you this,
dreams are made for dreamers,
and Love is made for the
ones that are ready to give there all.

Judy Emery © 1996
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Just call me old-fashion because
That is who I am;
Bliss is the one to find me on my
The journey getting past you,

Somewhere over your rainbows,
Lies still my beating heart,
Which you've thrown away,

The mixers what is right and what is
Wrong with the love we had ;
What did I do to make you so bad?

Somewhere under your shadows
You will see me crying over you,
My soul had engraved your name in my
Heart and it has not erased,

Somewhere in your mind,
you had a vision
Of me holding me,
loving me like we once
Did moments like this I do miss,

Somewhere in this big old world, you are
Wishing you never hurt me as you did!
When you see, another rainbow crossing your
Way after a rainy day,
Just know it means I got past you.


Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Dark Angel is feeling his own flames of evil ecstasy on a cold September night, I started having very bad dreams were something I haven't had before so I get up and made me some tea, yet I felt someone watching me through my bedroom window. I get up from my bed to see if anyone was outside my bedroom window I looked around I didn't see anything unusual on the land near my home so I just started to get back into bed and started to read while I sip on tea but then I felt the breath of autumn woods.
Within the winter silences, I could hear that old sound of darkening wind cry in deep pain like death like mourning  I felt so cold and lost deep within my soul and that is when. Dark Angel had started playing games with my mind so when I would sleep I would be afraid of what was waiting for me.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Oh, how I can see your darkness looking back at me, your angry holds a story that needs to be told of something that happened ancient years ago. Your eyes were like the sea the reflection of your pains entered deep within my soul, cutting away at my heart
shattered all the emotions you left me broken down.

All your friends are evil warriors that like to **** all that is good,
fighting for selfishness and greed you think pain is love because love had once made you bleed one night while I was home alone in my bed asleep. You, Dark Angel, came into my mind given me darken dreams.

Your words were deadly like an old sad song of true Gothic pains
under a big velvet moon that was hanging down in gloom, I fell deep into your icy arms while you cared me on into a darken room,
your embrace made me shiver my spine felt like it was about to break.

Oh, how you make my body ache, when you first looked inside my eyes I started to cry the pains were so deep. It burned in my mind you held me so tight like we had known each other all our lives, your hunger for me started making me feel even more uneasy.

It got so hard to tell you to let me go, fighting against all that I have known that what we have is truly wrong. Dark Angel would tell me all kinds of things just to make me think, making me question what is right from what is wrong. This is one of Dark Angels way
to take control over me while I dream he would touch me with his cold wrinkled hands.

He kissed my lips as if he was taking away from my last breath, he sent to my mind fear making my heart race. Oh, how my body ached, he loved to see me cry he would hold me tight when I would glance at him. I would see his eyes change with mine,
he acts as if he was trying to read my thoughts.

But all I felt was a disguise so helpless, powerless, he would charm me with a smile like he truly loved me as if he was bewitched
of something of long ago a story of darkness a love that once ends.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

When I look at the colored sky
held a story so deep into my eyes
that would have made anyone want to cry
long ago where stories are being told
but mine stayed buried deep within.
that keeps cut with no end,

This old pain has given much rain
I remember a time where you pushed
me down the stairs with no care
It had given me lifetime nightmares,

The pains hurt so bad
I don't have the words to say how I feel
but I try over and over as I write
day after days my life is in gray
your words come to me out of the blues,

It's like being in a heated up hurricane
that holds no knowledge of love
I looked at what we had become
it was too much for me to endure
I must say I am glad you moved away.

Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I couldn’t speak of what it is that I have seen in darken dreams,
I could feel someone or something is watching me
like it is hunting me, just like a hunt ready to **** a dear
I looked around but there was no one to be found,
I heard a voice from the woods speaking words
I had never heard before, sounds of thunder of true anger.

Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

That burn in the flam of time a story was being told of long ago where many known about this child that will be a lifetime accomplishment for me.

-Judy Emery © 2020
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

'Your hand, clenching in mine
and mine, clenching yours,
You had a look that turns in like
Dr. Hook,
I see your face lit up as you saw  
The light of a paradise,
a smile so rare that  
I just stare and stare
to keep it there with a love of the  
Most high.
Time at a still Life is simple,
beautiful, wonderful,
Oh, so wonderful like you,
I mustn't blink, If I do this feeling  
of you will be gone,
have you seen your perfection yet
then he looked and said not yet!  
having perfection is nothing you  
can ever reach; Only one man had  
ever exceed and that was Jesus.
the greatest gift is love,
this is the perfect gift from heaven above,
this is true love.

Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Each night I dream, I must face he
Who makes me scream,
Facing the predator that eats away
at my soul and spirit
to get me to lose my faith,
In this old darken world of suicide lies
plays over and over of an ancient birdcatcher,
He is a super-intelligent of the dark,
That knows how to pierce the heart,
Plays on the mind with cunning ways
to get you to lose your way,
while he sits on his blood throne of darkness,
he plots a trap in all your moves,
he studies all your habits and chrematistics,
He walks on the ground of the lost
that never been found;
the graves in ashes of gray pines of all time,
pasting on what was once a grassy meadow,
he schemes to mislead,
he is the ancient birdcatcher of all times,
plays his games on the dreamer’s minds,
He has a wicked skittish hand,
he hides behind dark places
in his eyes is the fire of hades,
He sets traps for the flesh and blood
he takes the bones and turns into rose dust,
In the castle of true horror are many doors
That traps the dreamers,
I had recently burnt down many traps
He made out for me in darken dreams,
It was a stormy night,
on a cold September fright,
he came out of nowhere and taken me down
so, fast I didn’t know I was caught
into one of his traps,
Oh, the pains and the rain on a road of darkness,
High into the mountains are the eyes
and the tracks of slaves, where traps are being laid
The prince of darkness stands in the mist
giving out his evil commands,
anger is always in the air
in a world of darkness that doesn’t give a care,
I could hear the lying words through the thunder,
he is the birdcatcher of darken dreams,
he loves to watch me bleed.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Cold as stone in my home I am a Lonely Butterfly ready to fly on high in the sky just to fly around in the dark world that I live in to find my shining spot of true love to believe in.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I look for another in the book of love
I longed for the poet that sang;
oh, golden days of spring let your love sing,
let the old ship seal on the sea,
I never found a Poet one like you
Art of love is beautiful but then they
Never seen you out on the ship with a love so true
I guess I looked but when I stopped looking
there you stood...
Helpless I stood among those awful cages;
you, my love,  delivered me from injury;
You gave your self to me so patiently,
the fallen roses are me out on the sea with thee,
the old moon rushed along the sky
beating its beauty like it was heaven to the eyes
love is on our side when I was no longer looking.

- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I sit in silence
like a mindless puppet
this is what I had become
my strings are torn
my spirit is broken
along with my wings
abused is the life I am in
creaky bones
but his bones
are creaked even more than mine
Dark Angel loves to fight
all the time
he loves to tell me what to do
but I tell him what I will do
if he isn't careful
My eyesight has gone bad at times
when he gives me a black eye
The yell,
the blaming
the hitting
I couldn't take any more
I had to even the score
He is cutting at my soul
he just won't let me go
his old voice makes me sick
his words play over and over in my head
but I bet mine is stronger than his
I bet he wishes it would end
his old eyes had never faded from mine
my body fading fast
I'm starting to get as mean as he
The chance is turning
wrong to right
Wars-a-waging,
old man's guilt is craving
Love and dreams
now makes me scream
In books, others will read
all about Dark Angel and Me
I look in the shadows of darkness
what do I see
looking back at me
Dark Angel  lurk about
He whispered to me
I would like to sit with you
so don't be mean
so we sit along time in silence
with so much pain
holding so many regrets
There is darkness in the air
of unhappiness
It was like an autumn sharpening in the air
the shadow of time
shone beneath the sea in darken dreams
My mind race
my body and soul wanting to let go
That reawaken pain starts all over again
out among the unknown.

Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

My First Love, didn't last very long
it became an old sad song
that kept on playing along
in those cold  icy winds
Alone with no words
to describe the hurt
when I looked at the setting skies
I just start to cry
while the birds sing lullabies
isn't a bad thing
it is just a sad one in spring
a new starting point in my life
to find my own strength
but my heart will always have this longing
whereas the past is accessible to my progress.

- Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Well he seemed broken heart' ed looking over at me
something within him casting spells over the sea
But the moment that I first laid eyes on him
I knew I would be lost in his charm,

All alone on the edge by the sea of a dream
he made love to me like it was magic
The clouds never expect it to rain but it made storms
crashing in on the sea
But the sea changes color over and over in dreams,

That is when he reaches over to kiss me and he was gone
But the sea does not change what it feels
But I had got lost in the moment of him kissing me
with the slow graceful of his touch, I fell in love,

He was like an angel flow of age,
I went forth with an age-old desire to please me in dreams
He was like a white-winged dove flying over me
Well, then suddenly I got up looking all around me praying
he was not a dream but something real to me,

There was no one left standing in the hall of my dream
In a flood of tears, my heart screams praying he would
find his way back to me
But no one really ever heard my cry's our the tears that fall
not at all because it was only a dream,

Well I went searching for an answer that never came
up the stairs and down the hall, I felt my heart fall
just to hear the call coming out to me from the sea
of a night birds singing come away with me.

- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Yes I do mean what I say
when I told you goodbye
I am glad you are out of my life
I would never want to be your wife,

You are something evil of the night
you give me so much fright
I know I was once wise
yet strong and soft to the touch
when love meant so much,

But that was then
but that is not now
I speak my mind very clearly
I hold affections of love
but not for you
then one that likes to make me blue,

Flee from me you evil thing
that gives me darken dreams
take your hands off of me
this is my smooth ceremony
of true exotic of my pains,

Oh, here comes the rain
whit more of your portion
of your anger
the skies are no more light
but very dark
You are eating away at my heart,

Yes I do speak my mind
but when it comes to you
You cast an evil spell of hell
upon me into darken dreams
that always makes me scream
out your name  
in so many pains
Oh, here comes the rain
of yesterday’s pains.

Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery