In the dark is where it starts
the cutting at my heart
it was like fine art
when he had taken me apart.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Into the faded lines of a darkening time
into the pain of showered rains
the fainter my life goes
into the fade outlines of you and I
We are heading deeper down a slippery road
we're sliding without noticing the cuts in between
our own decline
we are hanging on to nothing to save us
we are on the edge of a falling out love
sweet nothing is left behind only the cuts are driving
deeper, and deeper in our hearts
until we depart.
- Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

You’ll never really know
how this story will go
or how it will end
My heart will be with you
just wait and see
what I mean
You are in all my dreams
this Dark Angel brings
My heart still skips a beat
every time he comes near me
when I hear your name
I feel I'm going to go insane
I feel far from what would seem close
And close to what would seem far
at times I feel I'm flying among stars
I don’t want  to cry
but this is what I do
when I live in a world of confused
Dark Angel gives darken dreams
a place I never wanted to be.

- Judy  Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

In my time of waiting
gives me determination
to keep on seeking out
what it is I am waiting for.

Judy Emery © 2001
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Is there any honest
when all you find is pain
and all the rain
Is there love
in a world of poverty
I cry out so loud
Hello can you hear me
why is everything so silent
why isn't the wind crying
what does this mean for me
am I still in a dream
oh, how I scream
Please let me be
visions are passing like light
into a darkened night
I hold on to what I see
that keeps me standing
keeps me holding on
to another day
I do hold my faith
even in a darkened place.

Judy Emery © 1985
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I’ve been waiting oh so long,
I’ve even written another poem,
the nights and days you stayed
I didn’t see the time passing
I’m so flabbergasted by it all,
it all started in late fall.

Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

There I sat with all my pains
tears do fall like rain
words of anger come my way
like a rush of thunder,
Oh, how my heart hungers for peace
this voice that I do hear
stands so near giving fear
murky sky
rolling darkness to the eyes
Oh, how it makes me cry,
I know Dark Angel
thinks he is bold
that he knows all that I see
Oh, please
all he knows is darken dreams
that he brings to me,
There I sat holding the key
but he doesn't know this yet
I cried ! then I laugh
but then I hold all I know back
because things are moving to fast.
Whither winter holding haste
to a darken place
waves of time crossed my mind
waves of the sea
holds life to me
into darken dreams.

Judy Emery © 1988
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Tell me the legends of long ago
when the kings and queens would dance
in the realm of the Black Rose
did she love her darken King
or was it all just a dream?
Play me the melodies of long ago
I want to know did Dark Angel win her soul
or did Moonlight when his heart?
I want to know everything
can teach me how to dance in dark romance?
tell me the story of young Moonlight
and about her eyes was her light taken away
or did she gain her faith
Was Dark Angel expression sullen to another day
how he'd fight and always won the battles of his love
And how Moonlight cried when her life was falling
into the hands of her Dark Knight
Oh tell me the story of the Dark Queen of the land
where the darkest hilltop where the castle stayed
to keep Moonlight locked away from her faith
did she have kids or did her sons died at her own hand
And how fools obey commands
Oh tell me the legends of long ago
did moonlight win over Dark Angel's soul?
Where the mountains of Mourn come down to the sea
did the sea cast out the spells onto the land of dreams
Will, she ever come back to the place she once lived
Oh velvet moon you have seen it all to bad you cannot talk
I hear the wind calling Moonlights name
Far away her pains roll around at sea
Roll down the mountainside oh Moonlight why do you cry
Oh Tell me the legends of long ago
when you had love in your soul
When the kings and queens would dance in the realms
of the Black Rose did she dance under Dark Angels spell
did he give her love?
Play me the melodies of the songs they have sung
So I can tell my children all about the story of their love
Tell me more about the butler Brutus
looking for a Moonlight with green-gray eyes that holds a vision
of long ago why did Brutus love her so?

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Romantic words of time
on color paper, I do write my famous lines
through my celebrate the ability
I see all things just the way they need to be
when Love is with me,
In the hissing of the night had given me a fright
the whispers of the wind still come back again
If there is one thing I know, it is pain
I will keep on writing even in the rain
My words are Volatile this anyone could see
Look at all who chase after me...
At one time in my Life
I had felt Love
there was so much to hug
it was like something from heaven above
Birds sang their songs for spring
Oh, how it sounds so sweet like symphonies of Love,
And autumn preached what I do bleed
in an exposed manner...
what is this Love of the unspoken has done?
Oh, why have you put our Love on the run?
dogs will play
cat's will hiss but nothings too miss,
I HOPE YOU ARE DOING WELL
Today I feel like I am in Hell
back to back, the painful memories make its stand
September is here again.

- Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

When I first met you it was like thunder
your eyes into mine
the rain pouring down all over us
You caught me in your web of my youth
But now I know the wicked truth
I stand next to you
It's much too late so what's the use in fighting
what is there for me to gain out in this rain
you have taken the light out of my life
You peeled my mind like an onion
one day you'll turn up to begin something
And find there's nothing left but innuendo
beside you, others fade away but I stand straight
I am brave walking the line of all time
you have me hypnotized
you can see it in my eyes
but that will be all you can see
you still try to read my eyes of another kind
but that will be something you could never take from me
This is much more than just a game you play
this is the life of truth or dares with fear of you
These certain rules become a way of living
this is the way to walk into the night without the light
night after night I try to prove my love
that I can resist you
but you have a spell on me
you had tied me up inside your lies and voodoo
You have designed your manipulations
you cast your spell all over the land
all over the sea, that cry's for me
You made me the Queen of sensuality
You shelter me into your darkness
you have taken me down into weakness of your lies
That's not to say it doesn't please me sometimes
now this may come as no surprise
but you have issued this I can see
no one has to tell me
But I'm content to compromise
until the day you realize I could never truly love you
I have been manipulated by you
without this spell, you couldn't keep me down.
- Judy Emery © 1979
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The waiting land of better days
just faded away just like that
the fields of righteousness are few
the fields lie in darkness
after the flame died away
Loneliness and darkness filled the soul
Drugs and cheep woman and men
That is selling their souls
Life had no meaning to them you could
see it in their zombie's eyes
they live in Satan's hotel
the coldness of their souls is out to take
another young life into the drug world
understanding the ways of the Life of
Darkness and gloom
Kids are walking around
thinking they are doing just fine
Just to find their
Mommy and daddy's killing of there
Souls to another blow
of the drug pip
oh, just look at their lives
look what they have done
they are walkers of the night
words have been spoken
Will **** one's life
If you would walk by
Satan's hotel you could feel the control of
the lost souls lost in the eternal blackness
never to be seen again.
something new has come
into another life
taking the demons in their mind
and a pipe in their hand
the young and the old under
the control of Satan's world
Parents looking all over town
wondering how to find their kid
then they hear there
Kids learned a new trick
for the angel of death
has arrived in that
cold sad lonely night
when another has taken a life
broken down of the drug world
Satan's world
when you check in to Satan's Hotel
the way that they act
is no way of coming back
to the way of better days,
You can see the evil
in there, eyes are an urge to ****,
the desire is a thrill
to **** the good in another Soul
once upon a time
they had Jehovah in their lives
walked in the light
all of that had changed
when they said goodbye
and they let Satan's
in their lives by taking the drug pipe
Dark Angel is all over
the place hunting for new souls
to take into their control
the broke word
that  killed dreams of the young and
the old nobody there forgave sins
they just keep making them
The Drug fights take a blood bath of the knife
Behind the walls, you can hear it all
The cry's of the night when
a baby cries to be fed why it's
Mommy is out doing what she knows best
So now the baby's growing up
to be the victim of prostitution
Of preconception and true damnation,
the young minds
Reaching out into a world
that is lost every time,
They can no longer see
the twisting emotions that they live in
they will be longing for
the person they once used to know
But that was long ago
Know they live in Satan's world.

Judy Emery © 2013
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I believe in love, I believe in hopes
And dreams ;
I'll tell you what I mean
He came and died for all our sins
His blood has washed us clean from Sin,
Jesus is our Lord and Jehovah is our
God of everlasting ;
Jehovah sends his only begotten son
To give His life for all mankind out of
Love;
For those who would believe
He truly is God's only Son
In the flesh, He came to be like you and
Me in likeness but not in heart ;
Jesus is love and love is Jehovah and
In his likeness, he gave us his son,
He gives us everlasting life;
And puts God's love into our hearts
To do his well in love for him,
He fills us with His Spirit and to live out
Our days in his way,
He shines his love in our lives to help us
Keep on walking in his sight of love ;
He puts his words in our hearts to teach
Others his will where their eyes can be
Open and to no longer walk in the dark
Of the evil we live among,
To teach us all things in the Jehovah's way
For the day of everlasting.
So we spread the good news across the land
That Jehovah's will have taken place in the heavens
And on the earth,
He is going to do what He has planned
Repent and be forgiven and do Jehovah's will
And let's win the race and fight the good fight
For what is right in Jehovah's eyes.

Judy Emery © 1998
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Every tongue
hold deadly lies
that hunt the innocent ones
to the spirit of truth
the lies of the night
roots of darkness
the words that
runs into the minds
most of the time
day and night
death fires
old desires
dancing around
into darken dreams
that plagued the sea
weary times
glazed into the eyes
of the wicked ones.

Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

A Black Rose is what he has given me
When darkness becomes the glory of a Black Rose
When gone is gone and darkness holds on
When a Black Rose holds all the game of fame
A Black Rose is what he handed me
glistening in the night rain, hold on to pain
A sign, a symbol, of his darkness
An insignia of loss, from heaven above
It’s the Flower of Darkness
the old kiss of death
lying in wait of September
The old velvet moon shines on a dime
You could see in Dark Angels eyes the hurt of his own lies
In his hand, he holds a Black Rose
the possession of what he Loves
It represents the beauty of despair of a lonely heart
Dark Angel takes me by the hands and we start to dance to every raindrop that falls to the ground
Within the black petals drown to its growth you will find grief
poison in every leaf right down to its dead stem
you will hear screams that have no end
the cries of the wind that clutch at Life
at the heart that has been broken down
Within its thorns blood of ice, you will find that is not nice
the spirit of those who are lost not yet found
within this dark Black Rose holds the stories of you and me
It holds no peace only darken dreams
no sleep from all the pain that comes in dark rains of September
The power to let go of the pain will never come
A Black Rose is what he had given to me
that glisten in every dream that comes to me in the rain of dreams.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The days are long
But the nights are even longer
I t is always tears flowing
in a darkened world of wounder
when life is like thunder
where history repeats itself
in the storm of HIS voice.

Judy Emery © 2019
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

All I see around me in the dark of all dark's
as if my own eyes hold no color
no visions of any kind of the weather
the sounds of winds blowing leaves
as the wrath of a bad storm is on its way,
A loud laugh came out from the dark
while the old ship rocking back and forth
rain is pouring down like madness
thunder creak's the sky with the anger of light
that is when I have seen Dark Angels eyes
looking back at me,
He loves to see me in fear
that is what he feeds on
he takes hold of me and lets me know
he is my king of darken dreams.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Two glasses of wine;
And we started to dance with love on our minds
He tells me he wants me to be his wife
His body is so warm next to mine
I smile at him and said yes I would love to dance
With you throughout our lives
The moon had been shining on us all night
We set out our blanket outside just to make love
Under that beautiful sky beneath the stars
We held each other all night long
This honeymoon we will never forget
The little tinkling of words I love you sounds so good
Coming from the man I love
As this love moves on in life lets never sleep apart
You are the man Of my heart.
- Judy Emery © 1995
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

PAIN

Pain has a way of achieving its goal
letting you know the elements
that eat deeply at your soul,
It holds its own commitment
it has a way to release or not
When it began, or when it should end
Whereas the body and the mind it is at its control.
Pain holds no future, it cares for nothing
Yet, it has a beginning
and one day it will have an ending.

Judy Emery © 2012
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Down, unable to get up,
cut deep makes me weep
drowning in my own pains
makes me feel so drained
like I am going insane,
I have nothing to give
all I can do is to forgive
I don't know-how
I'm going to make my way out
every time I try to be nice
I become broken like ice,
I made myself move along
that old cold bridge
I feel the chains heavy on me
darkness and wet
is where I was left for dead,
Prisoner in darken dreams
Oh, how this place
makes me scream
I feel locked away
while he holds the key,
inside my mind is a world of pain
memories that will make one
go into a nightmare
when I cry
no one cares to dry my eyes
this is hard times
that plays on my mind,
I can't afford to give up now
I have gone this far like a star
with a broken heart
lost, cut without a wish
things are getting tight
this is so unbelievable,
I got to find my way out
I need to be able to feel the passion
Love and not overthink  
I need to breathe and set my heart free
until then I will stay cold numb.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I will not allow my heart to be cold
I must stand up bold
words of hate
is all darkness bringing
along with pains and rain
that captive the mind
that cuts deep within one soul
Oh, I must let this go.
words of love are too precious
to cast away into a cure of sins
if you are mild and sweet
it will keep you always on your feet
but if your heart turns cold
the best of you will go.

Judy Emery © 1975
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I have a very good friend
that has always been there
through the thick and thin
The most can do for him
is to always be a friend
to the very end.

Judy Emery © 2019
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

The love you gave it all to me,
You put my soul at ease just knowing your love is mine.
When I hear your voice I crave your mouth,
Just to get a kiss,
your voice drives me wild,
But silent, starving and it hurts so much just because
I want to feel your touch,
Bread does not nourish me,
Not the way your words do,
I miss you so much sometimes I think I need a drink
But that's when I say no thanks,
I hunger for your sleek laugh,
I hunger just to have our wedding dance,
I want to eat the sunbeam flaring in your loveliness,
Your every word you ever had to say to me,
I walk in love, smelling the twilight from within,
You are that dream that brights my heart and sates a spark
Right down deep in my heart,
A fountain and a shrine,
All wreathed with fairy fruits and flowers,
And all the flowers were mine with wedding bells and songs
You are the one I am to love and to hold for life in my heart is only you that's when I said I do to you.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery