True passion is what you are
You set the stage for all to see,
Your love is full of power,
You have touched my heart from the very start,
You put your breath of life into my lungs,
You showed me the way to walk in your glories love,
the earth has many grains of sand upon the land
where you had once stood;
your words are strong yet soft and sweet
easy for my soul to be at ease;
your love means everything to me, my King,
my tears are at your feet;
my heart cries with joy in mind,
you are one of a kind;
you are the light that shines in my eyes,
I can hear the Devin song of all times
in an ancient rhyme;
while the angels fly around in the heavens
with your love and passion in their hearts,
their wings have your names engraves upon them;
death I know will be soon swallowed up by love;
many will fall into the darkness;
But, that is an old song that everyone on earth knows,
The harps are playing;
Angels are sing songs that no one is yet to master
But the Holy one that sets on his heavenly throne.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I wasn't ready for love but you thought I was, now,  I go where no one knows to write all my famous lines, to help me get by in this life, where all I can remember is the lies you tell that put me through a living hell. this is how the old story goes and that is how it will be written in my own bloodstained ink.

- Judy Emery © 2020
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

All the beauty I have ever seen
Started with love you have given me
The sun shall glint in heaven sent  
I've seen the seven wonders of the world
But nothing like this
I have ever seen before
The love you hold for me in your heart
made way too a new start
In the light of day
in your eyes that shine so Bright
Oh Your love feels so right  
I've seen the beauty of diamonds and pearls
But they hold nothing to the love you give me  
Your love amazes me  
You set my heart on easy
in that beautiful summers breeze
I am so glad you found me  
Every enchanted hour
years is like a new page of my poet's heart
We started to share a new song
A beautiful Love song
The sun shall glint its gold for us
and every tree Shall flower in spring  
the Mediterranean Sea is comfortable with
The rush of the waves singing out Night and Day
the love of the rain on to the Cloudy days
the moon gives out it's love to us
On the beautiful sea
gives us it's a fresh breeze
when the moon shines its light so beautifully
New pages of us are so bright like the stars in
that midnight sky  
I've seen a sunset that would make you cry
So much love that touches the sky
all the colors of a rainbow reaching 'across
the Sea of lovers dreams  
the breeze of the misty wind Pouring out its
love for all to see
The moon in all its phases and the stars in all
their Places  
Your love amazes me all my waking hours
My heart shall thrill at break off Dawn to
the meadowlarks
At dusk to whippoorwills Of the love that showers
over you and us
Don't you ever doubt this love of mine
I hold in your in my heart for a lifetime
You give me hope,
you give me a reason to keep on living
and you Give me A love I can believe in  
Forever faithfully, your love amazes me
I've prayed for miracles that never came
I got down on my hands and knees in the
pouring rain asking God to send me
true love and it finally came.

-Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Into the sea of darken dreams
I held my head up above
the waters were I won't sink,
I had taken in a deeper breath
as life started passing me on by
tears of fears started taken over me,
I started screaming but
No one could hear me
I started thinking to my self,
I never got to even taste Love
I never got the chance to Live
dance in true Romance,
While I was looking around
my eyes did see a flying dove
flying over me
out in my darken dreams
what did this mean for me?
I started thinking about what would
it feels like flying away
without all this pain
just to fly far, far away
into better days.

Judy Emery © 1989
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Life moves on but so does the pain it reflects all the mistakes I had ever made I remember that cold September even in late December
perhaps you don't remember what it was you did to make me never forget.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I knew deep within my soul if anyone had ever got close to me
they would get cast into darken dreams because of you that haunts me, they would have to see all that darkness where it is I bleed
they would have to feel all that pains of all those slaves that stood strong in the faith, yet so many lost their way because of their own darken past, where love didn't last.

-Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I  stood tall as he painted me on the wall
my nerves stayed strong
I didn't let him see me fall
flesh and blood
he loved so much
while he put the brush
in the water
he would lick his lips
hungering for my kiss
but that I held cold
while I stood bold
silently he moved the brush
without many fuses
silence flew into
the cold darken room
energy started drained from me
like a sad movie
had taken me down into
a heavy sleep
that is  where I lost my head
I found myself in the waters of the angry sea
of darken dreams.

Judy Emery © 1992
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Hold me close he would say, then ask me for a second dose
of another cold dance in the rain of a nasty thunderstorm
of his pain of deep control I just wanted to be free from his darkness, his madness, his lies, that cut me so deep, he leaves me feeling I cannot breathe, he has me is a dark state of mind just waiting for my death bed, this you got to know
PLEASE, please Dark Angel, let me go.

Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

The Window is where stood
while the rain poured out like tears,
at one time the sky was beautiful
like the ocean blue,

But that was some time ago
way before my life became cold,
what a wonderful thing the beauty
of the light was to my eyes,

But with time everything lost its beauty
I have learned just to look out my window
just to feel safe,
life isn’t what it used to be.


Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Being alone was something I loved
because I got to be alone
with my heavenly love
that always stood by my side
no matter how bad at times, I cried
praying for so many lives that had died.
so many came around
acting like clowns
around this old town,
This isn't something new
when they are being used
by the evil one of this world
But in my life Jehovah my God
gave me the strength
to do what is right
In HIS EYES.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2019

The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The days become shorter and the nights seem to last longer in a hearted up rag and the ground outside is white the trees are frozen just like we are.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Just turn and look
and tell me what you see
he just moved along
like the winter breeze
Then he turns and said
I love to see you bleed
lost into darken dreams of me
I cried so ******* that winters night
he gave me so much fright
almost taken my mind
I had learned so much from him
but nothing of any good
you know he came from the hood
that is no manhood,
In his eyes, all you see is the dark side
nothing nice to see that comes from he
Dark Angel gives out a cough
then he takes his walk
he holds so much envy
for the light of what is right
the bullets of pride reach the sky
he holds no rhythm in his bones,
his life of the unknown is his home
his heart is dark and cold
holds no hope
but every September
he will always remember me.

Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Oh the cries I did hear that is always so  near

A voice came out of darkness saying to

the people of Salem's lot,

Come, lets us deal with the shrewd ones

let me make them stand mighty for me

and they will fight for me in war,

it will be a war no other has ever seen

bloodshed men and women all over the sea

all over the land crying out for me,

Oh, enemies of mine, you will fight

until someone wins,

Dark Angels eyes are red yellow

like a raven holding so much anger

making all his people work hard as slaves,

then Dark Angel looks up at the castle

just to see me looking back at him

from my window then he laughs in

a ruthless way saying very loud

Moonlight there will be no one

to save you from me ...

You could hear in his darken law voice

his evil justice will be powerful and

Moonlight your beauty will always be

that shines out on to the sea

and your mind will always remember me

in darken dreams are what your eyes see

because you are my queen

that will always sing lullabies to me.

- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I Seem sailors toast to my beauty,
My soft fair skin,
My elegant moves as I walk,
They love the way I talk,
They get so much pleasure
calling out my name
But to me, it’s all the same game,
Without a thought of interest in anything
They had to say; all advantage is mine,
I am the Queen of Darken Dreams,
I used to watch the slaves of all color
When they would speak about me,
I would measure their enthusiasm,
Oh, who Dark Angel eyes would spark
Every time I would call him an old man,
It was like I was seeing the moon fall into the sea
whenever he would look at me,
praised he would say is a certain sense of duty
Oh, my queen, you hold all beauty,
When you smile, you calm the sea,
When you talk many slaves
hear what it is you had to say,
your beauty shines a light into the slave’s eyes for a lifetime,
Your beauty is in every mirror,
Oh. Moonlight my queen,
Your skin glistened upon the sea of darken dreams,
Dark Angel would say,
I could swim in your eyes,
They look like the open sea,
You flower the soul of many
you give the darkness hope for light,
Each breath you take is another delight,
This is all my personal advantage
You are my queen in darken dreams.

-Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

My heart is naked and very alone;
people always judge me
because they think their better than I am,
I came out of my own mother's belly
I bleed like anyone else,
But They don’t see things the way I do,
But again, I am The Queen of Darken Dreams
Poetic Judy Emery and the story is about me.

- Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Moonlight is a goddess
she sits in many paintings
where the storms are raging
her eyes are gray-blue
but they change with her moods
they are like the moon
She is a true goddess in many eyes
they will never leave her side
she seeks for peace
for one day to be free
she waits for that day
when true love comes her way
she is still young
yet growing old
she is the story
that will always be told
she is the goddess
that stand so bold
of long ago
she has once been loved
and will always be
she is written down in history
but locked away into darken dreams.

Judy Emery © 1985
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Oh flounder mind you move the sea
Oh come and look at me
I pray night and day
for love to come my way,
I look deep with my mind
for the inward part of me
why I had to shout all doors
and now I look for more,
Mine has been working overtime
that keeps me up late at night
that is the way the old sea cry's
leaving my mind stain as glassed
looking beyond the past,
Oh why does my mind keep my heart to flounder?
It is taken me to a place I had once crave
I started feeling so much intense needs
with vivid of hunger of sweet delight
on the other side of my wildest dreams
I would see so much evergreen,
Oh what a beautiful things I did see
into the night the stars did shine so ever bright
re flicking their shades of beauty on the sea
twinkling away at me
all darkness made its round like lost and found
without a sound for solid grounds,
the confusion came over me
like I was lost into a dream
fear and lost made a bust so deadly over me
all my emotions for true devotions
submerged beneath my wildest dreams
the earth was no longer under my feet
oh how I do feel so weak
like a child so scared holding on to fear
that seems to always stand so near,
All the beauty I once had taken in
had shadowed me in so many sins
I was lost and not yet found on true solid grounds
I started feeling empty like the waves of the sea
bringing on sadness in dreams
guilt and hate with so much blame
from the past of another time,
I started thinking about how
often I would be laid in my bed
thinking back to an old beaten down past
my mind moved along like the wind
sing out the sad old sound of back then
now every time I think about sleeping
my mind starts weeping
because I don't want to fall asleep into darken dreams.
This old fear is so dreadful to me
it always comes back to me in nightmares
that eat away at my mind
cutting deep within me
every time I tried to get this off of my mind
I could hear the old wind crying over again
the old strings of time
that was never mine,
All my emotions got lost behind all closed doors
I tried so hard to get what it was I missed
I get up feeling so scared
hold my body like it had been wounded
voices from these closed doors
crying out saying open the door, please
let your pain run out like rain
I started feeling like all my bones were broken,
All walls started building up
my mind didn't want to give up
the truth and love was at my inter doors
but my mind felt all the pain of lost time
My world started crashing down
while everyone else just studs around
just to watch me bleed and weep
like the old wind of time
stripping away my spirit of faith
Oh floundering soul where did you go?

- Judy Emery © 1994
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The highway runs for a ride of faith
Into the midnight moon is you
My God I seek,
I hold on to my faith  
Wheels go round and round  
You're on my mind all the way
Restless my hearts to you  
I sleep alone just to know you  
Are watching over me,
Sending all my love along to you  
In my prays I even cry upon your
Devin name Jehovah,
They say that the road is dark and  
So lonely and I must say they are
Right but I have you to talk to  
I hold on to my faith in you,
Right down the line, it's been you and me  
Oh Jehovah my God thank you for loving me
You stand by me day and night
I'm forever yours faithfully  
There is no other love like yours  
You are my everything  
I will always call out your name  
Jehovah is my love for life  
My God, my friend to the very end.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

In darken dreams are where evil plays on the mind to keep me weak most of the time, while Dark Angel plays on my mind, showing me thing of that he has done in the ancient of time that put me on the run, I saw the abuse and the used until their death came to them but it wasn't a fast death but very painful ones, some finely got their rest, by seeing all of this my heart just bled, and the screams and their words of agony made those images in my head, I will never forget.  my heart will forever bleed like ink in these darken dreams, I know I must write what comes to sight no matter the agony and the blood that pours into the angry seas of these strong attacks where heaps of bodies float and the spirit turn dye bones.

- Judy Emery © 2019
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

To know God, It is Love.

Judy Emery © 2020
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Read 1John 4:8

Sleep, my pretty queen ;
Dark Angel would whisper to me
let your mind travel like old times
never get me out of your mind,
trouble times will always be
when  you're with me
I will never let you go
music, the art of my heart
blood ink will always be
for others to read
about you and me,
Sleep, my queen
while the night enfolds
what it knows
let winter kiss at your skin
let me come on in
let me rhyme my words out to you
I will always keep you on confused
because I had put a spell on you
write down all your pains
Oh, my love let it rain
Dark Angel keeps on whispering
in my mind on another winter night.

  Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Tears would always filled my eyes
is the blueprints of me.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I proceeded to have these darken dreams
I remember that old sad night I made you cry
I had always wanted to say I am sorry
But you just walked away with anger in your eyes,
I had been wondering did your feelings change
after all these years?

As I sleep I fall deep within a darken dream
I hear a very loud voice
crying out to me on darkening seas
saying you would like to go over the pains
that is when it started to rain,

You tell me time can heal but your heart
but mine hasn't maned
dark cuts remain deep inside my soul
I have thought about all the things we once did
who we were when it came to Love,

we were so young thinking love would never end
but that is only a lie to pass on in time,
The voice in my dream kept talking to me
I can still feel the love we once had,

but I feel more pain knowing you left me
my world fell deep right at my feet,
so, I will haunt you in your dreams
even if we are millions of miles apart
you cut my heart as the voice had end
I have woken up in tears again.

Judy Emery © 1987
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I have many pages I must keep on writing what my life is being brought out to me in what I see, what I feel, and what makes me truly ill. I love to write the good and the bad because this is the way life moves, this is what it breathes and this is what I bleed in ink for the whole world to read all about me, life wasn’t all that easy like others would have thought and there is always a plot.


Judy Emery © 2019
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I SEEN BETTER DAYS

Oh, when I look at you
I see the unloving things about you,
I want to love you
But how can I love someone like you
That acts so cruelly,
I need you...
Yet, I truly don’t,
I just live in a confusing world,
I thought at one time in my unstable mind,
I thought I loved you,
that I could help you change your evil ways,
Oh, how I needed it to be true
Because I thought I truly loved you,
I needed you...
No matter what others tried to tell me about you,
At one time that all I wanted to think about
Was only you,
Oh, but now, I truly changed my mind,
Now that I am walking in a healthy mind,
Now I cry all the time to get you out of my head,
You make me so crazy with your evil always,
No matter what I do
You are always there,
Oh, I have seen a better day when you are not in them.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Tears are a big part of my story
they will always be  
flowing free
that filled my eyes
they are the blueprint of me.

the art of my inner beauty
that stains the autumn leaves
are written from tears
and bloodstained ink
as my poor spirit sink.

In darken dreams
is a place I never wanted to be
all I hear or those painful screams
calling out to me...
Oh, how this makes me bleed
wanted so badly to set them free.


Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

When the sweet silence come to me
In the summer breeze;
Oh, how I started missing thee
The one who loved me,

It was a session of the season
When true love was given
And then taken;
Left my poor heartbreaking,

Oh, how I started aching all over again,
Silent thoughts of true remembrance,
Things of a sweeten past you given
Our love will be written,

Even the time of sigh;
I won’t allow lying,
I shout in silence where no one could hear,
My love for you I hold dear
I have no fear,

Your love was always true,
I could never forget you;
My love still runs strong for you
Even while you are gone,

Death was never a place I wanted to see you in,
nothing changed;
My love for you stayed the same,
But, then something truly has;
In silence, I still call out your name.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Fears of the night where all that coldness held me tight while old memories started playing games on me I started remembering this and that until I believed it was walking behind me. Soon I started looking around in a panic, my heart started pounding faster as I started walking quicker than usual, my heart started breaking when I see a man standing by that old willow tree again. It was raining and he started staring at me with piercing eyes, as I walked on by, I already knew deep within who this beast really is. I started realizing there isn't an end to this story not yet.

Judy Emery © 2013
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

There are consequences to everything we do.
This is where the truth comes in
In a world of darkness loving Sin
Until it comes to its End.

Judy Emery © 1998
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Oh, beautiful morning how I love you
I pour my coffee set at my desk
making a big mess
Looking at my notebook
ready to start my day
my pen is uncapped
My eyes are gazing at the blank pages
of true mystery that my brain will
set the ink to write what my heart bleeds
for all to read that comes from me
to a world of a poetic mind,

  Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

My heart is worn
it is full of sorrow
tears are fallen
my eyes are swollen
the wind is blowing in its sadness throughout the night.

- Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

How are you feeling my dear?
you look so peal
you look like hell
The day has had its way with both of us
you don't do as I command
so get full punishment
oh, I've gone out of my way to make you stay
you will never be free of me
you think you feel the pains of me
Oh, grad doll you haven't seen anything yet
I cry out why do you make me feel like this
pain I'm feeling as I am going to die
I was a fool to think someday you could ever love me
and just maybe you would come around
and see the pain you are putting me in
but that is what you love
I'm not thinking that about you
I don't want to ever be like you
Because you see at one time I loved you
but now I see you are not what you seem
You are my mystery to me
Sometimes I just want to scream
but that would do me no good
I am your ragdoll you like to play with
I think you should just go away
please take your hands off of me
I don't want your nasty kisses
you are drunk and mean
There's no necessity for you to stay
please just go away
next time you come around my way
forget it I don't want to play
then you slapped me on my face
just to see me cry
then you tell me your sorry
you don't want to fight
then you promise tomorrow will be better
just wait and see when he puts me back into his head.

- Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I began to scream as he starts to cut on me deep within my heart, his eyes open wide when he saw I was bleeding out into the sea of darken dreams.

-Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Oh, never reveal who it is you love,
Love is a secrete between two,
Love is something untold,
Love isn’t to be sold,
Oh, gentle winds that touched the skin
You hold the love of all time,
Your touch is smooth
Yet, it is cool and silently invisible,
Love is the music to my ears,
Only I can hear,
Love kissed me on my lips,
Love whispered his heart to me,
Trembling bodies upon the sand
A place where we once danced,
We made romance in lover’s memories,
Cold, sea blown winds,
Casting its spells again,
In ghastly fears, we go
To a place of the unknown
Where lies are always being told.
Oh, how love departed,
Left me broken-hearted,
Soon after the fall, I traveled on.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery