Green is the deep color of the sea,
Where far away thoughts are made,
Green is the eyes of Moonlight,
Her eyes changed with her moods
Just like the ancient moon,

Green is the color of many ancient books,
That poets write their famous lines,
In the green wood’s, where ravens fly
Where the grass is forever green,
Where lovers make their dreams,

Green is the frog that jumps on the lilies pads
that are floating on the pound,
Green is the sea moss
at the end of the sea banks,

Green is the color we all love to see
Green is the land where the queen takes her stand
Green is many things
even in darken dreams.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

No darkness is never enough
to extinguish out the Light
God's Love is a gift
even in a dark Life like this.

"The light shines in the darkness,
and the darkness has not overcome it."

               JOHN 1:5

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

The days become shorter and the nights seem to last longer in a hearted up rag and the ground outside is white the trees are frozen just like we are.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Each and every one of us has the ability to change and grow in our lives, we will have disagreements and hurt from this life we live in. Don't be afraid to encounter risks it is by taking chances in life is the key to a healthy goal I had learned how to be brave. Friends I have made along the way help me to stand on my two feet, the energy to do whatever you want is a gift of life so live it right day and night, and never shut love out of your life it is never impossible for love. No matter your age our time the journey to this life is something we all must face.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

It was the haunting of lust,
the year 1836, 1 January
DARK Angel, thin aching lust
of his hunger and need
For what he could not have  
His penitence is running thin
You see. He looks to the high  
the low to take control
The Angel he wants is me  
My soul
My beautiful violence
the charm that could even charm the sea
My love is not free
it doesn't belong to what is of the dark
I love my true God
He is the high tower
that holds all the  power
the one Dark Angel
Is so jealous of
He put me through so much pain
brings on the rain
in darken dreams of true agony
but I will still stand strong
I will never give in
but my soul is growing weak
my body is in so much need
Dark Angel has my name
written upon his wing 's
''Moonlight ''
That is what he call's me
because of his eye's
because how the moon change
but most of all
he wants me as his queen of darkness
He has a way that never reached me too late
When music sounds off
in his mind becomes in lust
he goes out for a hunt
he is hungry for me
he feels he could no longer breath
he needs me for everything
His Lust is like silvery to a sultry fire
holding on to deep desire
that hold flames in his eyes
His envious heart  
can't stand to lose,
  His delight is to torture
a game he has not been able to win
He is an enemy in God's eyes
Dark Angel kills the soul of his people
that holds love for God
  Dark Angel, found me  when I had been
Walking around downtown
talking to everyone I could find
telling them all about the true faith
who would hear about my true God
  his kingdom will soon arise
My love for God
is what I live for
that was not good in Dark Angels eyes
He wanted what he couldn't have
that is my heart
that is true to the highest
Dark Angel watch me all the time
he stalking me in everything I do
my beauty burn deep within
My soul holds a place he could never be
a place he hungers to see
Dark Angel is like flames of all evil
On a cold September night
I started having very bad dreams
  something I haven't had
I get up and made me some tea
I felt someone watching me
through my bedroom window
I felt all eyes on me
I didn't see anything unusual upon the land
near my home
I just started to read and sip on my tea
while the winter night moved along
The breath of autumn woods
  silence is a place where the cold wind blows
time time again
you could hear the wind like a cry's
in deep pain
like death like mourning
Just then I felt a pain like never before.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I know you are out there
somewhere far away
I just wish I could have told
you how much I truly love you,
I just wish you had known
how much I truly miss you
I carefully think about all out
talks around the clock,
Did any of our words run true
or with it all a game we just
played to get each other's way,  
I just didn't know how to show
you what I was feeling inside
I was too scared to show you  
but the damage is done
our lives are on the run
and my heart is all over the place,
all I do is talk to the moon
hoping you are talking to
on the other side like we use to,
I am determined to find a solution
on how to get past you
but I just keep wondering do you
miss me too?
At night when the stars beam in
my room I start thinking of you  
praying to hold you.

- Judy Emery © 2012
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Oh the cries I did hear that is always so  near

A voice came out of darkness saying to

the people of Salem's lot,

Come, lets us deal with the shrewd ones

let me make them stand mighty for me

and they will fight for me in war,

it will be a war no other has ever seen

bloodshed men and women all over the sea

all over the land crying out for me,

Oh, enemies of mine, you will fight

until someone wins,

Dark Angels eyes are red yellow

like a raven holding so much anger

making all his people work hard as slaves,

then Dark Angel looks up at the castle

just to see me looking back at him

from my window then he laughs in

a ruthless way saying very loud

Moonlight there will be no one

to save you from me ...

You could hear in his darken law voice

his evil justice will be powerful and

Moonlight your beauty will always be

that shines out on to the sea

and your mind will always remember me

in darken dreams are what your eyes see

because you are my queen

that will always sing lullabies to me.

- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Listen to the old sounds that cry at night
oh how the old wind blows again
holding back the years of pains deep within
I think about the fear I've had so long
I know deep down I must face the pains
but for now, I keep running with the wind
I pray that somebody will listen to my pains
I pray that life will not stay this away
Listen to the fear that's gone on way to long
can anybody help me, please
I am strangled by the wishes I begged for
I hoped for Love to find me someday
but all I have is broken down dreams
sooner or later Love will find me
Oh Lord please help me find my way
Holding back the years I held so long
I know this one day will be a song
A chance for me to escape from all I know
it will never be a word untold
I held back my deep emotions of unspoken pains
I held those long chocking tears of being alone
nothing here is wrong but this sad old song
that keeps hanging on
I've wasted all my tears holding on fear
I have no reason to let Love come near
I know I have to take care of what I held deep within
that has been cutting at my heart for a way too long
darkens of a broken home
the scares that yet hasn't held
the words of lies haunt me day and night
Wasted all those years just fighting back the pains
standing alone in the rain
hoping the rain would wash away all my pains
Nothing had the chance to be good
no way not in the hood
Nothing ever could go right with a mother and a father
never by my side, they left me in a cold darken world
all alone with no one to hold me
when the pain got too much for me
I'll keep holding on to the sound of the wind
sing out to me deep within
I made the wind and the moon my only friends.

Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I swig my spirits up on high
I hold on to love like a silk white dove,
I maintain holding on to Jehovah's name.
the night grew longer
the heart is growing founder
into a deep sleep, slowly sink.
the darkness closes around my eyes
I start to dream of Paradise
I felt like a beautiful bride standing in the light,
deeper and deeper I become deeper in love,
I see the faces of my own beloved.
I cry out with joy
holding on to my young of my lost
a little boy
a little girl
all the old I have known of long ago
my dad
my brother
my grandson Jesse
my little girl Hope
said I am glad you made it home
Oh, how my heart jump with happiness,
beautiful colors of shaded green
beautiful blue sky
everything nice to my eyes
so vivid
so bold
but never cold
the images dance and swirl around with glory
doves flying around me
quickly  I run with all my loved ones
before my time is finally done
I held each and every one
I have given my love
now it was time for me to wake up.

Judy Emery © 1992
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I was born in a painful storm

the memories stayed with me

oh, how the pains had cut me deep

the words that hurt made bigger storms

I hold my breath like I was dead

thinking it would all end,

I now realize as I got older

you cannot fix anyone

that don't want the help

so why in the hell did this life paint me

and put me down into a devastating storm

the past has a way to paint my life gray

this is the part of me that bleeds.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

we have a story to tell when it comes to us
we wove through some hard times
that had truly made us cry
The Ink on the poet’s sheet
has been smeared with so many tears
The hands that rip the page of poetry  
will find the senseless Love
that was ever written
Come, come forth into the light
you will find our famous lines
of a Love that died
Come forth into the light
and let Nature of the poet’s handwriting
let my words of long ago teach your
weeping soul
My senseless Love
the Ink is poured on poet’s paper
for thousands to hold our words
in the Lovers mind of all times of you and I
Love never dyes
its words will last a lifetime.

Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

My Loneliness is killing me
No one should have to go through
Something like this;
I could no longer fool myself
or my heart;
Because of my heart and mind
reviles what I’m feeling all the time;
Oh, times sea look at me
I am in way too deep;
my pains are cutting me
I’m bleeding out like ink;
this loneliness left me feeling cold
and very alone;
I can no longer bear
it but I know I must,
loneliness makes me feel
I have no existence
No self-worth;
life of a living Hell of true darkness,
out in the cold all alone
trying to make it on my own;
Oh, how my body craves to be loved
But love was never a part of me,
my empty heart needs to free
to love and to be loved back,
I had read every book after book
to pass the time;
to easy my nights
to ease my mind
my pains of loneliness remain,
but one day it will go away.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Fears of the night where all that coldness held me tight while old memories started playing games on me I started remembering this and that until I believed it was walking behind me. Soon I started looking around in a panic, my heart started pounding faster as I started walking quicker than usual, my heart started breaking when I see a man standing by that old willow tree again. It was raining and he started staring at me with piercing eyes, as I walked on by, I already knew deep within who this beast really is. I started realizing there isn't an end to this story not yet.

Judy Emery © 2013
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Dark Angel wings that will never fly,
Dark Angel ripped and torn
my heart out from me,
he even has broken my wings,
''Wiggling and whimpering'',
of pain I will never forget,  
Obsession in his eyes over me
with so much jealousy,
his darken soul filled with scorn,
covered with hated tears,
Dark Angel is afraid to let anyone near,
painted fears are what I bared
in my mind over time,
he pains that sears with words doubts,
he touched my body
then started touching my hair
with a touch of lust,
with deep words of hurt,
Obsession of ****** screams
are like a wounded animal,
He read my dreams for freedom,
something he could never see
what it is he truly is looking for,
he loves working on my mind
play around with my heart
my body he loves so much,
He gives me no choice to live or die,
he takes my name and calls me
and changed it to ‘’Blue Moon’’
he changed it again to ‘’Moonlight,’’
He looked deep within my eyes
with fierce anger,
Dark Angel broke my wings,
just to hear me scream,
then he would say,
I will never let you fly away,
He surrounds me and puts me
In a dark cold room,
with heavy chains on me,
in this upper room
in ''Paris ‘‘at the old convent building,
were lies are being told
by a priest of a ghost,
miss leading the way
giving out his voice to a darkened world,
that no one cares to see or hear,
Dark Angel covers me in shame
of his own darken lust,
In the dark, he feasts on my insecurity,
His obsession is what broken him down,
my wings are torn
My spirit is broken,
I feel so shredded and abuse,
My eternal darkness is with he
this is where I'm headed,
No love will ever find me,
I'm trapped in the hands of Dark Angel,
He feeds off my fears,
Dark Angel tells me,
I must obey all his commands,
because I have no love of my own,
You belong to me,
you can't understand
how much you mean to me,
I now became Dark Angels little toy,
I have something to say, my dear,
Come, come near,
I want your all, give me your heart,
I want your body mind and spirit,
I looked at him with a smirk on my face,
telling him it will never happen,
But only in his dreams.

Judy Emery © 1989
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

All beauty shall be mine today
for one enchanted hour,
I'd like to write about happy things
like how the clouds love the rain,
the birds love to sing in the spring morning,
A loving glance at summers romance
But even if I'd known such things I will
still, dance in the winter rain;
It's simple and it's my love that gives
me the look that everyone loves on me,
All beauty is mine today;
for one enchanted hour with you,
the sun shines with a glean in the morning
view of me and you,
For when I'm hurt, or in a mood of crying
rain, even the trees, and flowers come out
In the rain, Sometimes I shut myself away
I'm furiously writing way with lovers pains when
you had to go on your way,
It's impossible to hide what I feel,
It’s you that can reveal what I feel even dancing
in the rain at the break of dawn to meadowlarks,
at dusk to whippoorwills,
Now I am jealous of spring's rain because our
Love is lost in it, This love is full of your charms
When you were holding me in your love;
I would never share this love with no other
then you, so, see I have left you this note for
only you to read and hold, my short hours with
you are like a beautiful love song of spring.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

It is my birthright
It is my own written pages of me...
where the story of my past
and the Now!

-Judy Emery © 2020
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

The years have passed, but my mind is still on you
My heart is broken in two,
I have been doing a lot of thinking
Why life has been doing so much changing,
At times, it is so ******* me to say what it is I think,
I just stand quite while others look at me strangely,
They would even ask others if I was okay,
So, I started writing all my pains down
in my own bloodstain ink,
where others could read what, it is my heart bleeds,
It is hard for me to explain everything Dark Angel
Has done to me in darken dreams,
But I try to do my very best to open the doors of empty rooms
for all who is ready to take the journey,
there are so much to see in the battles of darken dreams
you will be left in darkened places where you see the dead
while others are losing their minds in a different time,  
in my mind, I have so much emotion bottled up within
My heart weeps for peace, but darkness is all I see,
In a world of pains that bring on pouring rain that stings,
I try so hard to express all that I feel or see,
I write on paper on the computer or on anything that will
let me write out my pains,
In darkening dreams my world of screams, a place of darkness
Where the blood moon hangs in late June,
I never have known life to be so cold. I always stand bold
Even in the hours of a painful storm,
On the scale of time, I always write what’s on my mind,
Just for the readers to see the journey of darken dreams
That comes to me while I sleep.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams is me
Poetic Lilly Emery.

Tell me what you see Moonlight and be very kind to me if you know what I mean, or I will have to bring you down to your knees and let the whole town watch you bleed. Now, again Moonlight what do you see when you look me in the eyes? THEN HE smiled and said I do Love you even when I give you so much pain this is the price you Must pay for getting in my way. Love makes the heart weep don't you agree?  I will always make your heart bleed, I know this is what you see. where you can never sleep, but when you do, Oh, Moonlight you will find me. This is the Love I give and this is what you will receive it from me if you are with me.

Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I had to write out some of my most famous lines
praying one day you would have read them all
but autumn moved along
like an old sad song
Oh, how I have been doing my crying
just praying one day this old pain would end,
while the years moving along
my emotions had stayed the same
my heart feels the thunder pains and rains
of our breakup of long ago
but that doesn't change a thing
I know I had written over thousands of times
just writing out my pains
in blood stein ink
for the world to read about you and me,
while my heart bled out like the sea
I had been trying to get past you
but no matter how hard I try
you come back to my mind
Oh .....another time
while others come along just to take
on all the famous lines that I write to you
they try so hard to stop me from writing to you,
They even go as far as trying to be me
but all know who's words are writing
who're pains are crying out
for this old world to see
for the world to read
my bloodstain ink
of all my  pains
you had left me in .......,
At times I miss you
oh how I bleed out every time September
made its way around another time
while old memories keep eating away at my mind
breaking down my heart over and over with time
but then at times, I feel that thunderstorm
making its way with on end,
Oh, every day my world is gray
and every night I cry about you
I dream my dreams of pains
If you only have known what I truly feel inside my mind
on the side of my heart
just maybe you would face me
and tell me you are sorry for what you did.

Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

All the beauty I have ever seen
Started with love you have given me
The sun shall glint in heaven sent  
I've seen the seven wonders of the world
But nothing like this
I have ever seen before
The love you hold for me in your heart
made way too a new start
In the light of day
in your eyes that shine so Bright
Oh Your love feels so right  
I've seen the beauty of diamonds and pearls
But they hold nothing to the love you give me  
Your love amazes me  
You set my heart on easy
in that beautiful summers breeze
I am so glad you found me  
Every enchanted hour
years is like a new page of my poet's heart
We started to share a new song
A beautiful Love song
The sun shall glint its gold for us
and every tree Shall flower in spring  
the Mediterranean Sea is comfortable with
The rush of the waves singing out Night and Day
the love of the rain on to the Cloudy days
the moon gives out it's love to us
On the beautiful sea
gives us it's a fresh breeze
when the moon shines its light so beautifully
New pages of us are so bright like the stars in
that midnight sky  
I've seen a sunset that would make you cry
So much love that touches the sky
all the colors of a rainbow reaching 'across
the Sea of lovers dreams  
the breeze of the misty wind Pouring out its
love for all to see
The moon in all its phases and the stars in all
their Places  
Your love amazes me all my waking hours
My heart shall thrill at break off Dawn to
the meadowlarks
At dusk to whippoorwills Of the love that showers
over you and us
Don't you ever doubt this love of mine
I hold in your in my heart for a lifetime
You give me hope,
you give me a reason to keep on living
and you Give me A love I can believe in  
Forever faithfully, your love amazes me
I've prayed for miracles that never came
I got down on my hands and knees in the
pouring rain asking God to send me
true love and it finally came.

-Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

"What is some did not believe?
shall their unbelief make the faith of God
without effect?
God forbid: yea, let God be true,
but every man a liar;
as it is written,
That thou mightest be justified in thy saying."

-ROMANS 3:3,4.

I knew deep within my soul if anyone had ever got close to me
they would get cast into darken dreams because of you that haunts me, they would have to see all that darkness where it is I bleed
they would have to feel all that pains of all those slaves that stood strong in the faith, yet so many lost their way because of their own darken past, where love didn't last.

-Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Oh, how the false face must hind,
How it mocks my life;
I hear the sound in the night
like caries of an ancient time,
I could see the mighty light shine on in,
While others are on hands and knees
begging please not me,
that old September wind
made its way back again,
in the silence of the night
I can hear the cries,
they get closer and closer with time,
it is messing with my mind,
Oh, why do they cry?
I could almost hear trumpets
from far away;
what does this mean? when it comes
to me in darken dreams,
It sounds like a mighty earthquake
Where lives are about to end;
on blood-stained sand
someone is about to take a stand,
while deadly flowers are in a cup
when a voice would say
come and drink.
It will end quickly you will see
changes will be made for you and me,
at the end of the mighty cry
when it hits midnight,
so, look around me, dear queen,
tell me what it is you see,
I had no words to say to he
The one who haunts me
In darken dreams;
Then he would say to me again,
Moonlight tell me what you see,
So, I opened my mouth with would
Like thunder and said;
I see prophecies are being fulfilled,
tears are flowing out on the seas,
songs are being sung,
And yet; death is being done,
Slaves do appear to hear the words
I must say; flowers are falling from the sky
while another has died;
Horror and pain come to the mighty rain;
In deep emotions, they do fall;
I hear words of sorrow
knocking at the doors of the poor,
while a noble slave tries to shine faith their way.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I sang to the sea in so many darken dreams yet it all was the same old thing, I cried and I cried day and night to be set free from he who haunts me and the ancient moon shines its beauty all across the sea while Dark Angel lifted his face up to the heavens and he started to scream and cry and the waves become anger and soon darkness filled the sky like a plague.

- Judy Emery © 2013
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Oh, never reveal who it is you love,
Love is a secrete between two,
Love is something untold,
Love isn’t to be sold,
Oh, gentle winds that touched the skin
You hold the love of all time,
Your touch is smooth
Yet, it is cool and silently invisible,
Love is the music to my ears,
Only I can hear,
Love kissed me on my lips,
Love whispered his heart to me,
Trembling bodies upon the sand
A place where we once danced,
We made romance in lover’s memories,
Cold, sea blown winds,
Casting its spells again,
In ghastly fears, we go
To a place of the unknown
Where lies are always being told.
Oh, how love departed,
Left me broken-hearted,
Soon after the fall, I traveled on.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I began to scream as he starts to cut on me deep within my heart, his eyes open wide when he saw I was bleeding out into the sea of darken dreams.

-Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Let us dance in the cold wind.
Let us speak the words of knowledge,
Let true love be the key to everything
and death our resting place;
Let all roses of the garden splinter
through the life of the brokenhearted,
let the sea rip away darken dreams
let the slave mourn for the free
let all kneel on the holy grounds
where the ancient slaves rest their heads,
love is the seed to all who bleeds
that love thee;
but to those that sold their souls
let the cry to the darkened moon,
where roses once bloomed
but now rose dust to all who is curs
go to your hollowed sea,
envy and hate is a nasty disease
that will sink the ship of all in greed,
all you will ever receive is the pain
that seems to never go away,
your soul will bleed
your mind will go crazy
your heart heavy
your eyes will always tear
because your lost holding so much fear,
slaves of darkness will clutch their teeth
they will always bleed,
busted up lips that never been kissed
wounds that never heal
love will never be but a darken dream,
a place where you will crave the beauty of the sun
but they grey will be all you see,
But if you are ready for change,
True love is the key that will set you free.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I have many pages I must keep on writing what my life is being brought out to me in what I see, what I feel, and what makes me truly ill. I love to write the good and the bad because this is the way life moves, this is what it breathes and this is what I bleed in ink for the whole world to read all about me, life wasn’t all that easy like others would have thought and there is always a plot.


Judy Emery © 2019
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

In a darkening room by the window
Is where I sit gazing away at the stars
That shines from far,
I start to see in my darken dreams.
Ships are out on sea looking for me,
Men and woman are out looking for the lost
That has never been found,
Walking bare in a world that doesn’t care,
I see faces in the wrinkled of time,
Where doubts full among tears,
That last for years,
I see a young child crying out for me,
Saying set her free
while he stands bold in a world of dreams,
while they march on into the forest they go,
with a message of guilt,
the more I gaze out my window watching the stars
twinkling into the night,
I for a moment forgot all fright,
At times, I can still hear selfish cries of the night,
While the cold September winds wipe its hollowness,
tears do fall with my broken heart,
I struggle in this war of darkness,
Lonely I will always be,
While I am locked away in darken dreams.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

In this darkness
left me in a very big mess,
lies are always being told
and my own family heart is dark and cold.

They had always done a thing to hurt me
always hid the truth of the light
they didn't think right
they only loved to fight.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

It was a perfect summer day until I got the call that made everything turn grey and this pain will forever remain.

- Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I knew deep within my soul if anyone had ever got close to me
they would get cast into darkening dreams. They would have to see all that darkness they would have to feel all that pain from their own darken past.

The cuts that get deeper with time as life goes so does the pain that still reams, body aches, as so many tries tom look at my dislocated body parts if they were smart they would look the other way. And never walk my way to see if I was okay.

If they looked at me too closely they would find I am somewhere else my tears will roll down my face like a waterfall but when the tears fall to the ground, they would make a big sound like broken glass from the past and when I was to talk my voice would be sobbing with no words.

Silence would be all they would hear they would see something
was controlling me, taking over all my emotions lighting up my breath given extreme pain deep within, they will see they are going through the same pain. I know to keep all away from me if I can but things are starting to get way out of hand.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

There is a darkness in the air, where people no longer care
they always walk around in fear what they see is a dear;
that has been beaten ready to be eaten,
it is the season without any reason,
I looked and what did I see?
It was something of an illusion
My eyes are seeing things that are not there,
I would cry out because I couldn’t speak
of what it is that I have seen in darken dreams,
I could feel someone or something is watching me
like it was hunting me, just like that dear I have seen,
I looked around, but there was no one to be found,
then I heard a voice from the woods,
speaking words, I had never heard before,
sounds of thunder of true anger,
Ravens flying into the sky,
just to see what they could find to eat,
out from the woods, Dark Angel stood,
looking at me with anger in his eyes,
asking me where did you go? Tell me what it is you see,
why did you remove yourself from me?
I then started hearing the autumn when crying
like the rushing see, what did all this mean?
slaves are crying out on the sea,
while Dark Angel is out looking for me,
the sounds are near, yet far.
Then I heard Dark Angel say to me,
I couldn’t go on another day without you near me,
I love how you fear me,
knowing that you were always with me
then you left me, without holding me.
or kissing me without saying
Your goodbyes to me,
the air started getting sharpen with snow
While the land got very cold,
while Dark Angel stood bold,
his voice seems faint for a while,
I do know if he is going to stay for a well,
shadow shone beneath the black  
as if the sun were there,
walks along the promenade,
by the pale moon that shines upon the snow,
Dark Angel strong muscles are big in his arms
his body is everything a woman would be looking for in a man,
but Dark Angel is much more than a man, he is an evil beast,
he is wearing a long black suit coat
his underclothing is black sleek
while his eyes turn into no color that has a lack of light,
it is like he is dead, yet he lives,
then he speaks to me, saying do not slip away,
because you know I will find you,
then he would laugh giving a dazzling smile,
then out of nowhere, my body started to feel pain,
he would be watching me while I started to scream,
the solitary tear I weep was like rain on a stormy night,
seems to wash all the memories away of what is right,
my heart shatters like glass, I kneel to the ground,
I hear the music play into the darkness that sounded me
he put me in chains, his face I have found again,
I cannot speak the words I truly want to say,
Dark Angel will not hear them anyways,
I try so hard to piece back together what is left of me,
Dark Angel has me bewitched, With his darkness,
he laid me down to sleep why I wept,
why he takes what he needs from me;
rest his cooling head upon my breast,
kiss it tenderly, stained red is what he gave me all over me,
I awake with Dark Angel beside me,
Dark Angel curl his big arms around me,
snuggle and caress my breast on his chest,
I feel suffocated by his darkness in the air.

- Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Oh, never reveal who it is you love,
Love is a secrete between two,
Love is something untold,
Love isn’t to be sold.

- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery