Listen to the old sounds that cry at night
oh how the old wind blows again
holding back the years of pains deep within
I think about the fear I've had so long
I know deep down I must face the pains
but for now, I keep running with the wind
I pray that somebody will listen to my pains
I pray that life will not stay this away
Listen to the fear that's gone on way to long
can anybody help me, please
I am strangled by the wishes I begged for
I hoped for Love to find me someday
but all I have is broken down dreams
sooner or later Love will find me
Oh Lord please help me find my way
Holding back the years I held so long
I know this one day will be a song
A chance for me to escape from all I know
it will never be a word untold
I held back my deep emotions of unspoken pains
I held those long chocking tears of being alone
nothing here is wrong but this sad old song
that keeps hanging on
I've wasted all my tears holding on fear
I have no reason to let Love come near
I know I have to take care of what I held deep within
that has been cutting at my heart for a way too long
darkens of a broken home
the scares that yet hasn't held
the words of lies haunt me day and night
Wasted all those years just fighting back the pains
standing alone in the rain
hoping the rain would wash away all my pains
Nothing had the chance to be good
no way not in the hood
Nothing ever could go right with a mother and a father
never by my side, they left me in a cold darken world
all alone with no one to hold me
when the pain got too much for me
I'll keep holding on to the sound of the wind
sing out to me deep within
I made the wind and the moon my only friends.

Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Somewhere in the dark

someone is crying

darkness will always be,

I try so hard to move past you

I could never open my heart

to someone of the dark,  

In darken dreams, you come to me

always make me scream

calling out my name

doing the same old things,

you’re always so mean

you love to see me bleed

the old earth vibrates in so many pains,

the velvet moon is always in the gloom,

you take love out of the room

round we go in the cloud of smoke

your old words echo out to the crying sea

into darken dreams,

at night, the sky holds no stars

you token that too;

you cast your evil all over the land

just for your anger to stand

your heart is so cold

you are something I could never hold.

- Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Breathe in the trail of love
Ice river vaporizing the pain
of old heartaches

The light-years afar meltdowns
I feared to taste what love had
to give to me

I breathe inside my soul
the sweetness of true love  
The sweet abundance of stars
instilling dark

I look to see if I could find
your name in the heavens
Where the moon sings out to the

millions of stars dancing around
That gives out pleasure in the
flowers and the beautiful sea

I feel you, my love, watching over me
where love is found springing of the year
I hold you near

with love in the air
The beating of two hearts becoming one
It's love that keeps us holding on

Breathe in the trail of love
Ice river vaporizing the pain
of old heartaches

The light-years afar a meltdowns
I feared to taste what love had been about
Love can be very sweet

When the golden sun is sinking
my heart form carefree
when thousands of stars blinking

I must think
did you ever think about me?

Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

He picked at my heart like he was hunting for the key
when he found it he left my heart to bleed.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Missing you, hoping one day I will see you again, maybe that too is a sine! You and I are too blame for letting what we had come to an end. I think to myself love like you really was sweet when your heart started loving me.

It is too hard to find with anybody else like what we have, all of this is like a fairytale, written down in books, were so many needed to take a look, and now they all got hooked. I am missing the funny ways you would brighten up my days.

You had always found a way to get me to laugh, no matter how sad or bad things were, you knew just what to say when I was hurt.
You had always had a way to keep a smile on my face.m I am truly missing you.

Missing us in your truck holding on to each other while the old moon shined down on us. I remember our song playing on the radio and you would hold me close like there wasn't going to be a tomorrow. I miss our talks our little fights, you always felt you had to be right all the time.

I miss you holding me while we would walk in the rain trying so hard to wash away each other's pains. I know what we had is lost in the past, but I keep on hoping you still love me. My heart feels you when you are thinking of me too just to say I Love you.

- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

He has sung his songs to me
In late winter upon the seas,
Where all color of men and woman
dancing around to the sound,

Oh, how he can sing the most beautiful love songs,
Which the sounds are strange,
but his words of true delight to the ears that hear,
Oh, sweet love jumps to the sounds of thump.

- Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

You oh, Dark Angel, always telling me
how it was so easy being unconfident in life,
where others always had put their trust in my hands,
where true darkness takes its stand,

those old past feelings run deep into the mind,
the touch of pain upon the skin, that makes its way
deep within, where the fingers of time of what is
right and wrong plays out its song,

Oh, Moonlight, you are like a child of the light
that has a message for the slaves,
but only darkness I will only allow them to see,
in the distance, the light will shine,

like a white dove that flies on high,
brightness shines deep into your eyes,
to help the blind see how to get away from me,
Moonlight, there is no way I will set you free,
the breath of true will never be,

darkness is the way this game is played,
close your wings and walk over to me,
come and test what it is I give,
come and watch what I will do to the slaves
that pray for death to come,

Come to me Moonlight and play along,
Open your heart to me and I will give you anything
When it comes to darken dreams,
You know I will be all you need if you will only trust me,
You can have it all here in the place of the dark,

That’s when I turned around and said to Dark Angel,
remove your hands off my breast,
you are the creature of the night move aside,
all you ever do is tell lies, to keep others on your side,
but you oh, Dark Angel, you had forgotten I see everything.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I couldn’t scream
he looked so mean
Dark Angel shut my heart
and left me in the dark
to bleed away
like the waves
in the deep dark sea
Then he hands me a looking glass
of a deep darken past;
I started to unfold
while the pains took control.

Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The sunset danced its way into my eyes where my mind made ballets.

Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Tell me what you see Moonlight and be very kind to me if you know what I mean, or I will have to bring you down to your knees and let the whole town watch you bleed. Now, again Moonlight what do you see when you look me in the eyes? THEN HE smiled and said I do Love you even when I give you so much pain this is the price you Must pay for getting in my way. Love makes the heart weep don't you agree?  I will always make your heart bleed, I know this is what you see. where you can never sleep, but when you do, Oh, Moonlight you will find me. This is the Love I give and this is what you will receive it from me if you are with me.

Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Sometimes at night, I cry I look to the midnight sky the stars look like shining teardrops the more I look at them the more. My memories come back to when we were so in love. Just thinking back makes me smile in my heart, you will always be the more I think about you I start missing you.

Then I had to ask myself "why?" did you hurt me as you did?
You left me so wounded of you not knowing what is true and what was lies. "Why do I love you?" I think and smile. Maybe because I know what we once had felt so right at that time in our lives, you were a very big part of me.

My list could run on for miles the whispers of your voice still runs in my mind. The warmth of your love and touch of your hands
your kiss so sweet so true. So many little things that had said so much to me. We held on to what we called love.

We sing to each other even at the clubs we were so in love this anyone could see. The songs we sung to each other was called your still the one, your eyes just shine within the mine the deeper we looked within each other's eyes.

You could see the love we have for one another made I love you so much more. The way you support me even in my silly ways the way that you care for me when I was sick. Or got out of hand, you were there for me even when I was blue over you.

You showed me such devotion the way that your kiss fills me with desire and how you held me in so much passion. The way your eyes shine like the stars in the night when you look at me it felt so right.  You act as you were the ''King'' and I was your ''Queen.''

When you look at me my world felt so safe at the time when you were still mine. My love for you was so strong I was so Lost in you forever in love so I had thought, your love was the same for me.
Oh how wrong you are to hurt me as you truly did.

My world changed in a heartbeat when I had found out your love was so untrue. I believed in you, I believe what we had was true
the way that I feel When you are by my side a sense of completeness with an overflowing pride the dreams that I dream had always involved you.

The possibilities that I could see the things that we can do and become but I see our love was only a lies inside my heart, I weep inside my soul, I had lost that part of me. You were that very important part of me.

- Judy Emery © 2013
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

EPIC

Disappointed overstrain by the rain;
Oh, how he gets so mad because
I’m not feeling sad; that is his bad,
He looked at me with lowered eyes
Like he was about to cry,
Because he was trying to make me
Change my mind about everything
He loves playing his mind games,
But he knows I will get even,
I never need to say a word,
My eyes tell the story,
A story he knows so well,
No one ever heard a word from my mouth,
While I started walking away;
But the old town clock ticked
Just like my pounding heart,
It is about to be dark,
I could hear the breathing of the crying wind,
Calling out to me again;
Then an old man walked up to me
Saying I would like you to meet my friend Steve,
He was so very young this I can see,
But his eyes hold stories of another kind,
From another time; where butterflies are flying around
The field of sunflowers; upon the top of a beautiful hill,
This is a place he calls home;
But the more I looked into his eyes;
I could see he is telling lies,
His look is only a mask, to hide who he really is,
This I can see is another trick from Dark Angel,
So, I played along;
Then the old man smiled and said;
I’ve been told you are having trouble sleeping,
It is a lonely state to be in;
It is a condition we all must face when we lose faith,
You lose your way as you get older;
time grows shorter,
Oh, my dear let me not stumble you,
While the old man and his friend walked away
With big smiles on their face;
While I hear a voice out of nowhere saying;
I’m looking for a soul to cling to;
could it be you I’m looking for?
that is when I see Dark Angel looking my way,
letting me know I am not safe,
this old town has eyes all around,
I see something dark in this place,
all the street lights are wrapped up in tape,
everything is starting to look strange;
Dark Angel; looks at me like I lost my sanity,
Then he laughed at me, in the rain,
Did you save anything for the poor?
Do you have anything in your pockets to give?
Then I looked at him saying, I have only what is in my heart
To feed the slaves what it is I know from long ago,
I have no chance of wealth in this dark life,
But I have something better,
that will help them to learn to forgive,
‘’Moonlight,’’ have you made your self a victim?
In a game, you could never win,
It looks as if you are caving in
and the game hasn’t even started yet.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I rarely know what journey my mind will take me on. I set down to write my famous lines, I pick up my pen that is laying on my desk and I let the ink bleed as I gave my best for my heart and my emotions to do the rest as it bleeds upon poetic paper, all that I feel all that I see for the who world to read about me. My mind stars too travel too the unknown places, some of these places I love to have gone, but when it comes to my writing, my mind does the traveling, and my hand moved the ink pen. My thoughts started to take me far and near of long ago,  in a time of '' SHAKESPEARE .'' His words danced around in my head, His words he stresses the magnitude for me too you. It all belongs to ''SHAKESPEARE'', the poet who bleed and wept his heart out to touches our hearts.
''Then my mind jump to the secretes of thoughts .'' I never know where or when are what my mind will plot or where it will Rome. my mind take my attention to a place of unknown, turning from the unreal world of dreams or to a present moment of reality.
If my mind has held a time of my own troubles or thoughts of secretes then it will revile, and this is what I will write that takes off in my mind.


Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

we have a story to tell when it comes to us
we wove through some hard times
that had truly made us cry
The Ink on the poet’s sheet
has been smeared with so many tears
The hands that rip the page of poetry  
will find the senseless Love
that was ever written
Come, come forth into the light
you will find our famous lines
of a Love that died
Come forth into the light
and let Nature of the poet’s handwriting
let my words of long ago teach your
weeping soul
My senseless Love
the Ink is poured on poet’s paper
for thousands to hold our words
in the Lovers mind of all times of you and I
Love never dyes
its words will last a lifetime.

Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I do not like the way I feel
I don't like the state of mind
that I am in I feel the bitterness
the coldness emptiness
of his darkness
querulous of mind
thoughts of the unkind
hate is always at my door
leaving me among a life of the poor
I do not yearn for false love
I don't look down on the homeless
but I do dread the dawn's
that holds no light
I do stand up and fight
for what I know is right
I hate to go to bed
because that is where I will sleep
that is where I weep
I have bad dreams of he
Dark Angel never gives me peace
all he gives is darken dreams
that makes me scream
he gives me a world of darkness
a place that always makes me cry
he seems to never leave my side
I feel so disillusioned
my heart holds nothing
but my mind holds all things
my eyes hold visions of time
I am not sick
but I feel sick
dreams are shoots in my mind
like fireworks of hell
my soul is crushed
spirit weak and lost
body sore
I don't like me anymore
I don't like what I had become
with a heart always on the run
this dark life is no fun.


Judy Emery © 1979
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Just call me old-fashion because
That is who I am;
Bliss is the one to find me on my
The journey getting past you,
Somewhere over your rainbows,
Lies still my beating heart,
Which you've thrown away,
The mixers what is right and what is
Wrong with the love we had ;
What did I do to make you so bad?
Somewhere under your shadows
You will see me crying over you,
My soul had engraved your name in my
Heart and it has not erased,
Somewhere in your mind,
you had a vision
Of me holding me,
loving me like we once
Did moments like this I do miss,
Somewhere in this big old world, you are
Wishing you never hurt me as you did!
When you see, another rainbow crossing your
Way after a rainy day,
Just know it means I got past you.


Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Moonlight is praised by many, yet hated by those that envy her. She has her famous enemies that had always looked down on her beauty, she is a real cutie. Those evil eyes looking as if they want to hurt her, but sometimes I even think that Moonlight would like to see them try. You don't see those kinda tears anymore in her eyes, yet she does still cry. Moonlight never lets their words of hate stop her from her faith, and she keeps doing what needs to be done. So many have looked at her as if she is weak, but in the long run, they will see how strong she really is.

-Judy Emery © 2020
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Dreams of darkness
comes the blackbird
that tells the blackbird lies,
the bird of death sitting in a nest
the one who tries to take
your last breath,
the blackbird that stands around
and hidden in a crowd,
shadows that are dark and powerful,
Little black bird;
you feel you are the graceful one,
but you will soon be found and bound
locked away in your own cage,
the water you will always crave;
you will have a mirror of your ugliness,
you must pay for all you have done
that kept loved ones always on the run,
Life is a beautiful gift;
love is as beautiful as one could ever get
Little blackbird
look what you have done,
You whispered lies to keep other birds
just to get them to flock with you,
your secrets are deadly
full of poison and fear,
but soon that too will despair
from this old atmosphere;
Little blackbird,
you will soon be caught
you will never be free
from this cage of darken dreams,

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The old gray village lay in the landscape of pain;
It was a cold night in our home
Once our home felt what Love was all about
but that had been some time ago.
I had to ask myself over and over as the years past,
How do you walk away from someone you love?
There he is standing by the door in silence
it was a cold dark night my love had taken flight,
OH, HOW THAT MADE ME CRY;
I watched as his love made its way out the door,
the spell that invented no words;
I don't really know what made my heart run so cold
but that one cold night his love was getting old,
The light of his love turned cold like the black in the night,
inside my broken heart,
tell me to never look back on what was good
never look back on the life we had
We once had so much love to give
But time moved so fast in our life
Love started to slip away...
We have shared so much together,
We Laughter...had so much fun, we had our tears;
when love had gone like the summers sun
all that we had is now all dead and gone
my heart is on the run...
We must walk away, and allow ourselves to heal from the pain,
I know one day you will be happy
and one day so will I
O careless love '', I hear my ill spirit
Sob into the winter sky's
each blood cell weep day and night
my heart was at my throat...
my soul cry's out for this old pain to end
it hurts like hell deep within.

- Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

My Life is like sad poetry that the world reads about,
Lost in winters dreams of my own misery;
This I do confess with an honest heart
Silent emotions with true devotions.
My words have passed through the stages of millions of minds
from true solitary childhood of pain
adolescence cornered in distant,
The isolated soul is what my life had seen,
I held on to my own deepest desires that could
make a very big fire.
I set out to make myself a part of the great human multitude,
My life has matured, and that is about all it has done;
I have traveled the life of pain out in pouring rain,
It was like a dream,
the style of the last century of torment
that had been passed down to me.
But I had never given up on true Love;
I feel that a poet must live out his or her own life
to ever write what is truly from one's heart,
I am that poet who knows life's pain
who knows the problems of broken-down dreams,
I know what it is like to be alone and never have
love to call ones own,
I survive the crossing storms in deeper winds;
Who passed along into the life
of a broken heart from the very start of birth;
I have passed through the fire and rain,
I felt the sorrows of another hope of a tomorrow
that may never come,
But now my heart is glistening for true love
to set that spark in my heart
to an everlasting dream of true reality
of what love can bring.

- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

My Dark Angel,
Look at what you have done
Oh. why have you made me bled
Oh. look what you have done to me
  loves me more then I will ever know
then he kissed me and said
my love is dark
and it will cut deep at your heart
Come and walk with me
and I will show you a part of me
that has been written down in history
he touched my hand
and given them a kiss
then he lifted me up
and we walked and talked about
a life he once lived
before he was cast down to the darkness
in a crying abbes
then a spell had been cast upon him
and he never known Love again
Until he has seen the beauty of me
he told a story about me
why he felt he had to make me see
what it is he felt
when he has seen I fall  
he looked deep within my eyes
and he kissed me goodbye
as I had woken up from this dream
he left a mark on me
it was a dark shad of his lips
upon my hand  
just to let me know
he is truly real
with time moving along
I feel him wherever I go
I feel his eyes upon me
I know he loves me
because he told me so
But his love hurts so much
all I feel is the pains
and see so much rain
He plays games upon the minds
most of the time
he loves to see the dreamers cry
He tells me to look in his eyes
he will show me all he will bring
his eyes are dark as the sea
his words are painful
that cuts deep within
It's me he wants to take control of
but it is I that could never let it be
I was alone until I met him
now I cry to get away from him
I can't seem to get him out of my head
I could feel the change come over me
I ask God to please forgive me
to please Help me
I pleaded for mercy
to help me to get through this
Dark Angel gave me a life
of true darkness
a reason for the change
is  like the seasons
where autumn leaves fall
while snow is on the ground
where the sun moves along into the gray
while the moon hangs in the gloom
in late June
Is how he changed me
Darkness is all I can see in darken dreams
everything is black and white
this place isn't very nice
it always seems to make me cry
my poor heart bleeds out like the sea
My winter is colder than before
my summers are all gone
I know he loves me
because he told me so
When he takes hold of my arms
he squeezes them tight
just to make me cry
bits my lips just to see them bleed
he loves to see me in pain
to make me scream
then he tells me this is his Love
When he is through with me
he tells me over and over
how much he needs me
how much he loves me
more then I will ever know
Oh, how my world has grown cold
I see him wherever I go
His words are like a mystery song
that will go down in history
right along with me
Will anyone misses me
while yesterday pains
gave me so much rain
I cried today I smile tomorrow
but only for a little while
He gave me all his loneliness
He gave me the love of his darkness
to make my life worthwhile
only just for a little while
He takes my hand
gave me a spend
and said the words to me
I love you more then you will ever know
can you see all the things I bring
Look in my eyes and I will tell you my story
that holds no end.

Judy Emery © 1993
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Turn around
Look at me while I cry
this is what you had done to my life;
can you see me falling apart?
I'm riding the blood ties
of your darken life
a life you passed down to me
a life I never agreed
you are so mean
get away from me
I know I am what you need,
but you are no part of me
you are something
that has been loosed
upon the world
something cold with no heart
you are the shadows of dreams
that bring so many pains
I see in your eyes
a place that isn't nice,
I still the old rattling of your voice
your breath of death
yet you say you love me:
but all I hear are lies.
You say you have won
you say you you know
what is I think
that I will be done with Love
as long as you are around
Broken you say
lies you  bring
in darken dreams
I'll bow to the ground
just to be bound, and never to be found
I will be traveling through your thoughts
a place I never want to be
a place that brings darken dreams
you keep me on the edge
while I pray to be removed from you.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

A glimmer of light shine so deep into the night
holding visions in my eyes;
while your hands are around my waist
asking me to tell you what it is I see,
I pray for true love to find its way
back into the deaden hearts that you have taken apart,
while I see you counting the hills across the way
just to see if you could find another heartache,
the sheets of clouds are making its way in,
I would hear you say repeatedly
That I am a falling star you left marked,
While a glimmer of lightning lights up the night
While you give me fright to save my own life,
I admit I'm a bit of a fool for playing by your rules
I've found my escape in your eyes;
That’s when I started to cry,
While I am alone with you
I learn to find love in my heart to forgive you,
But the more I true to do what is right
You started playing games on my mind,
you kept me on confuse about you,
Oh, I cry for you to turn down the sounds
Of your words of lies that haunt me in my life,
when we fight about your dark life
you take me by the bridge for me to see
the city that never sleeps;
here in the moment on the dark side of the screen
I see you looking back at me,
I hope one day soon your heart will unfreeze
I want to feel the warmth of you while you breathe.

-Judy Emery © 2000
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

In this darkness
left me in a very big mess,
lies are always being told
and my own family heart is dark and cold.

They had always done a thing to hurt me
always hid the truth of the light
they didn't think right
they only loved to fight.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I had fallen into the dark of darken dreams it is a long fall from where I once was, I will try not to make a fuss, about us, I will see you on the way down.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I hold my thoughts of you
Playing over and over in my mind,
While my boat is onshore,
I thought so hard about your words,

Oh, how my tears flowed,
When I could still see,
you looking at me with anger in your eyes
because I didn’t want to be by your side,

I don't want to feel this way,
you always kept me so sad,
you always had a way to make me feel pain,
too much pain that brought on rain,

I don't want to stay this away
but if you stay in my mind
in my heart, Fairytale darkness
is what I will always find playing on my mind,

you always tell me lies
just to keep me by your side,
always cutting at my heart
just to see me fall apart,
I would love to forget about you.
So, I take some time to sail the sea,
but you are always given me darken dreams.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I sang to the sea in so many darken dreams yet it all was the same old thing, I cried and I cried day and night to be set free from he who haunts me and the ancient moon shines its beauty all across the sea while Dark Angel lifted his face up to the heavens and he started to scream and cry and the waves become anger and soon darkness filled the sky like a plague.

- Judy Emery © 2013
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

The light in your eyes is starting to fade away
just like night into day
Your words cut deep within
my heart like a bladed glass
I try so hard to keep up a good
the front that nothing is wrong
But inside my head and my heart
is remembering every nasty word
You ever said;
You are constantly fighting with me
who's right and Who's wrong
what a said way this is going  
As soon as I start to feel I can
grasp for air
You start it up all over again
and head to let this pain run
Now I have to accept that you are
Now long gone with someone new
I had enough of the blues
The taste of happiness has faded
To another place was the silence made Home  
This feeling that hunts at me
I have to scream,
I feel the cuts that eat at my soul
I hold on to myself looking around
our old cold has beaten down the room,  
I started having visions
that captive within myself  
Feels as if someone pulling the rug out from me  
Oh I cannot breath  
Please, someone, help me
I fall off my feet onto my face
My heart does feel a beat
I had been cut too deep  
I don't want to give up  
but this is too ruff for me
to handle all on my own  
You left me with all the blames
and so much pain that won't go away
This is killing me slowly within  
I'm holding it all in
But how much can one person take
I try with all my might let it all end
Why darkness tries so hard to make it's
way end another time at my mind
fall over me the cloud of gray
When death has taken its course
This is not who I'm supposed to be  
I always try to remain bright in the love
of my God, JEHOVAH,
But this time my heart holds glimmering
dark stones of You and I of all the wrongs  
Light of a lost souls
I must get my feeling back right
I call on you my God Jehovah
to let me run Free until I have finely found me  
I am asking You, my God, to help me, please
Dust me off from all my sinful ways
let me see brighter days to run in the race.

-Judy Emery © 1993
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I Seem sailors toast to my beauty,
My soft fair skin,
My elegant moves as I walk,
They love the way I talk,
They get so much pleasure
calling out my name
But to me, it’s all the same game,

Without a thought of interest in anything
They had to say; all advantage is mine,
I am the Queen of Darken Dreams,
I used to watch the slaves of all color
When they would speak about me,
I would measure their enthusiasm,

Oh, How Dark Angel eyes would spark
Every time I would call him an old man,
It was like I was seeing the moon fall into the sea
whenever he would look at me,
praised he would say is a certain sense of duty
Oh, my queen, you hold all beauty,

When you smile, you calm the sea,
When you talk many slaves
hear what it is you had to say,
your beauty shines a light into the slave’s eyes
for a lifetime,

Your beauty is in every mirror,
Oh. Moonlight my queen,
Your skin glistened upon the sea of darken dreams,
Dark Angel would say,
I could swim in your eyes,
They look like the open sea,
You flower the soul of many
you give the darkness hope for light,
Each breath you take is another delight,
This is all my personal advantage
You are my queen in darken dreams.

Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Belied with false compare looks at me with his skin of stone
the effort to keep his hands off me, he looks and tells me I need to get my hair done his veins behind his eyes see everything. If my hair would just stay beautiful I wouldn't complain, I wouldn't have to go through so much pain to keep up with all this drama in the rain to keep in a style that drives everyone wild that sees me
dark passion with the lust of style is on every woman, that wants to be like me the queen that holds Dark Angel's eyes. My hair is up in one big old mess every time Dark Angel wants to get wild in the nights of romance if you know what I mean the wires of true liars that keeps me wanting more of the beauty of their styles that only last a while it's like blue road maps of the night that catches the eyes black wires upon my head like a fire of something from the dead that is making another kinda mess something I may have many regrets. I have seen some black roses with red and white ones too some perfumes are there more delight of my hair of the night
I love to hear him how much I drive him crazy. I like the way Dark Angel speak, yet I know music hath a far more pleasing sound when Dark Angel is around. He would tell me in his softness I never seen a goddess like you, my queen when he treads on the ground he takes my hand and he spends me around my love rare as the beauty of the moon belied with false compare.
- Judy Emery © 1979
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I cried last night why you were on the phone
I cried this morning when I had let you go
this night you, I cried out of my mind,
I wrapped myself in misery and sat alone in the dark
holding the other part of my heart of the unknown  
feeling my despair and loneliness.
I know this was for the best you just don't know this yet  
take note of this I don't want to be in love yet,
I don't want a marriage
yet that will be so many regrets for me,
You must know never to put your heart on hold.
move on please and let me go!
today I have not been acting my usual self you see  
my heart is finely free that is what my heart needs,
the universe is vast in love,
I am in the void of loneliness,  
I do set and look at the stars thinking about where you are,
Paris is where my heart wanted to be.
But given my all to just one, it set my heart on run,
I am still young not ready for that yet,
I can handle love to a degree,
But my heart needs to love freely,
I am used to being alone with a big world
around me I cold home,
I 'm just starting to find me,  
I know I am in my forties but my heart is still young  
And it wants to move on,
I gave my all to others very young in life,
I learned how to let others walk all over me
let them live out my dreams.
But not this time I started learning how to love me
and live out my own life  
learning to find me and setting out my own dreams,
Then when my heart is ready for love it will be on easy,  
I don't want to be alone tonight but this is life,
I had made loneliness my best friend.  
I realized that I am where I need to be and that is free,
I would call to Paris but I know not!
the key to a semi-happy life is simply not for me.
I need sufficient distraction of true happiness
that's when I found me.
balance of passion and love and energy I already had it,
so, I distracted myself,
shook off all my pains that others gave  
I just walked away and find my world for me to being.
my gravity pulling sadness to happiness.
I learn to love me and live my own life
and set my heart free.

Judy Emery © 2012
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

My soul struggles
without true Love
I walk into the dark
I feel so alone
while my spirit slowly dies
Oh, how this makes me cry
what about me
will I ever be enough
will my words ever matter
I will walk around like a lost clown
but I will never give in to this evil
that is always at my mind
day and night
Oh, how I cry to feel your love again
without all this sin
Oh, do I matter
do you even care what it is I fear
you just walk around me in the dark
to keep me on the edge
like you are waiting for me to be dead
I am lost deep into the sea
within darken dreams
desperate cries of all times
haunt over me like a darken cloud
my mind is unfolding
to a time when Love was once with me
how could this be
when I feel so lonely
I have no nourishment for my spirit to feed
I feel so empty and weak
look what you are doing to me
why can't you see
Look at me
taste this cold bitterness
you had given to me
My soul struggles to keep hanging on
I am at my end of the grave
my life is only a mystery of broken dreams
of you and me you plagiarized me.

-Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

You pushed me down in the snow and left my body frozen right along with my heart the sun doesn’t even shine like it used to
in my life, you’re always standing in between given me darken dreams.

Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The Night is long
and my mind is working hard
while holding back a wild storm
of pains started sinking in
I open my mind to a time
that brought me back to you
autumn was always so cold
walking around in the snow
but that was way back then
where you left me all alone
I could feel the coldness
of your touch
in the air holds so much fear
I looked outside my window
just to find you looking back at me
downward through the twilight
I got lost in your eyes
a place you love to take me
a place of darkening dreams
a place that makes me scream
those old memories
started rushing back at me
I see the darkness all around us
I see the old streetlight
holding on to gloom
autumn leaves fallen down at my feet
my mind fines you in every memory
your eyes looking back at me,
My heart tells many stories
while the blood of me
pours out like ink
you love to see me bleed
his words he would say
started playing with my mind
his voice cutting into the fog of dreams
leaving me marked
my tears started running down my face
like a thunderstorm of rain
Oh, how I can feel the pains of yesterdays
intensified with protests cries
asking him why are you doing this to me
I feel I can no longer breath
Dark Angel is a rebel of darkness
that gives darken dreams.

Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

It is my birthright
It is my own written pages of me...
where the story of my past
and the Now!

-Judy Emery © 2020
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

The whispering of the night
Kept me up throughout the night,
through the autumn leaves
were you staring at me;
Your voice was as gentle as time,
You whispered love in my ears,
You told me secrets of long ago,
A place I would have loved to had seen
In many dreams;
While the night moved along;
You sang me a sad song;
Into a deep sleep, I went
By morning you were gone,
But that gentle voice;
Sounded out into the autumn winds,
asking me if I would like to see him again,
That put a smile upon my face
While it gave me a limp of faith,
While the day was young,
My heart was filled with whispers of love,
Words of truth-filled my soul
With heaven on my mind
Oh, how it felt so divine.
Love found me just in time.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery