Oh, deadly black rose
you cut so deep
making so many weep
in Darken Dreams...
how could you be so mean?
You turn to dust
you cast your spell in the air
yet, you hold no care
you don't play fair...
Dark Angel loves you so very much
it is almost like lust
but you are only dust
he keeps you always so near
to bring on more fear
who is standing near
Oh, Black Rose,
You cut deep way too deep
to those who sleep
who fall into darken dreams.

Judy Emery © 1989
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Old  desires made the fire
every time I think about you
I feel the flame burning deep within me
I think about those blissful years
when there were no sad tears,

I had written to you in my heart
sometime ago
when loves curtain open
for the world to see our show of long ago
those old comforted memories
of you and I made me cry,

Now the curtain of our love closed
it burns the old fire out
all we have is the smoke from the flames
that brought on yesterday's pains
given so much rain
I feel so a shame
to let or love end this away,

Those old desires
made long-lasting memories
when your love was with me
I could almost feel your every touch
when the wind blows my way
it is almost like you are kissing at my lips
oh, how that burns deep within me,

Those old desires
kept that flame burning on high
with those fragile moments
where tears started to flow
and the curtain began to close
and that was the end of our show
of long ago smoke.


Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Just call me old-fashion because
of the humiliations of darken dreams
where things are never what they seem
old fashion is ancient,
But ancient is the power to our day,
So, that is who I am,
I will take my stand,
old fashion is a fashion statement,
others make to get their way,
I am old fashion but I look good in it,
blessing is always at my hands,
where the prince takes my hand
with a wedding band to put on my finger,
for our love to last forever,
I’m always on a true journey in something
of ancient, my painting hanging on the walls
down that long hall, where fashion
of old ways showed many how to keep their faith,
old fashion is truly something of beauty,
that keeps the spirit strong,
Somewhere over a colorful rainbow
will find something or someone
of beauty that lays upon a beating heart,
that will write in an old fashion way
but will relay what it is that one is trying to say,
in a poem, or in a song, love will move on.
something of ancient time,
which you've thrown away,
holds the mix of you and me,
somewhere under a shadow
there will be a shining light,
my soul had engraved your name
in my heart and it has not erased,
somewhere in my mind,
I will always hold a vision of you,
somewhere in this big old fashion way
our love will always remain.

Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Embrace the night
you drunken moon
your reflection shines
deep into the night
while the lonely wind cries
while the old ship
sail throughout the storms
while you look so gloom
Oh, drunken moon
look at what you shone
upon the sea as it bleeds
into darken dreams
in the tingles of the night
Dark Angel wants to fight
just to give a fright
another time
on the minds of the sleepers
Lies are being told
the body is getting cold
Oh, how his words are being told
while Dark Angel stands bold
while the story is being told
as the old drunken moon
hangs on gloom
casting its shine on painful times
that echoes in the minds
the earth is in thickness
of the fog of bitterness
to keep the dreamers trapped
I am lost in unearthliness
of a time of Ancient pride
that salted up the sea  
tears will fall
while the drunken moon
hangs in doom.

Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I will keep saying I Love you if you want me to
But I just want to be free and no longer bleed
Why can you see?
My heart is not made from gold
I want you to please let me go,
you don't have to be so mean
given me, all these darken dreams,
I will say  to you if you want me to
that I love you but you know it isn't true.

Judy Emery © 2002
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I dwell in the loneliness of a broken heart of long ago
My home is where I live all by my self
This cold pain I hold keeps my day's so out of a place of gloom
I know somethings are just meant to be
That would be you vanished from me some summer's ago
You left your trace all over the place of my heart
You left no trace of love the cellar walls hold every word
You ever had to say to me
A cellar is where you left my heart in the dark
The daylight falls with dooms of you
Outside the fences, the grape-vines ruined all dyed up
The roses lost their colors
The woods come back to the mowing field
The big tree outside from my window had lost its beauty
Lost with time like a said little rhyme of you and me
Like a sad broken dream of a place we once had called home
I dwell with a strangely aching heart when you left me
You vanished and left me of your memory's of a forgotten road
Of how much you truly meant to me
Broken is what I am
This cold winter night without you by my side is taken
Another part of me.

Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Come out of the rain
a voice called out to me
o let the storm move along
you don't need to be out among the cold
O but if that voice only is known
I had been in the storm way too long,
O my heart, my heart
I cried
O can you see me bleeding?
the rain is all my tears
I cried day and night for years,
Come, my child,
the voice called out to me
let you heart mend
come take my hands
that is when the pains began
to cut deeper within,
Who she ever Love me
can never come near me
this is how the story goes
O how I would love to take
your hand in true Loves dance,
But a spell has been cast upon me
and my heart has been lost
deep down into darken dreams
so, for now, I will always let my tears fall
I will always feel the coldness
until the spell is broken.

Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

The years have passed, but my mind is still on you
My heart is broken in two,
I have been doing a lot of thinking
Why life has been doing so much changing,
At times, it is so ******* me to say what it is I think,
I just stand quite while others look at me strangely,
They would even ask others if I was okay,
So, I started writing all my pains down
in my own bloodstain ink,
where others could read what, it is my heart bleeds,
It is hard for me to explain everything Dark Angel
Has done to me in darken dreams,
But I try to do my very best to open the doors of empty rooms
for all who is ready to take the journey,
there are so much to see in the battles of darken dreams
you will be left in darkened places where you see the dead
while others are losing their minds in a different time,  
in my mind, I have so much emotion bottled up within
My heart weeps for peace, but darkness is all I see,
In a world of pains that bring on pouring rain that stings,
I try so hard to express all that I feel or see,
I write on paper on the computer or on anything that will
let me write out my pains,
In darkening dreams my world of screams, a place of darkness
Where the blood moon hangs in late June,
I never have known life to be so cold. I always stand bold
Even in the hours of a painful storm,
On the scale of time, I always write what’s on my mind,
Just for the readers to see the journey of darken dreams
That comes to me while I sleep.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams is me
Poetic Lilly Emery.

Looking to the west,
Where true love has given me the best,
A place I could rest my head,
Where the pine cones fall from the tree
In late spring;

Oh, what a beauty that seems
Next to small streams;
It almost feels like a dream to me,
On green grass where love
Came to me in summers breezes,
The sea of rushing dreams;

Where true love always finds me,
In my own fountain of youth;
It was all like a fairy tale,
But soon it all seemed to weather away,
The sweet beauty of the fields,
The sweet fruits and flowers dried up,

Darkness started coming my way;
Oh, not another darken dream,
All brightness left my sight;
Oh, how things aren't feeling right,
Loss of hope did arise in me,

Fear started taking over my soul,
Things that happen long ago
Even before I was even born,
I started feeling I was an outcast
In a place of true darkness,

From the overcast!
The beauty of love left me,
A voice from far is coming to my ears
As if it was standing near,
I started hearing slaves crying
As if my future was a part of this,

‘’On! Please not for me,
I was not a part of this,
I wasn’t even born to a life of this kind,
The past that I see is something ancient
And dark that cuts deep at the heart,
Evil spirits hovering over me with lies.
Oh, how they make me cry,

It is like they have no emotions,
They hold no love in their hearts,
I see slaves of true pains,
Agony is everywhere I look,
Like all my days of youth has left me,
Like someone or something
cast me into a trance,

where the evil eye glance;
where is this place I ask?
the king that is standing over me,
where footsteps of history
are all around me,

Is this something of ethereal pains
Of ancient days?
Is this a dance of the forbidden?
Is this eternal death,
In a stream of dreams that make me scream,
What does all this mean?

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Looking to the west,
Where true love has given me the best,
A place I could rest my head,
Where the pine cones fall from the tree
In late spring;
Oh, what a beauty that seems
Next to small streams;
It almost feels like a dream to me,
On green grass where love
Came to me in summers breezes,
The sea of rushing dreams;
Where true love always finds me,
In my own fountain of youth;
It was all like a fairy tale,
But soon it all seemed to weather away,
The sweet beauty of the fields,
The sweet fruits and flowers dried up,
Darkness started coming my way;
Oh, not another darken dream,
All brightness left my sight;
Oh, how thing isn’t feeling right,
Loss of hope did arise in me,
Fear started taking over my soul,
Things that happen long ago
Even before I was even born,
I started feeling I was an outcast
In a place of true darkness,
From the overcast!
The beauty of love left me,
A voice from far is coming to my ears
As if it was standing near,
I started hearing slaves crying
As if my future was a part of this,
‘’On! Please note for me,
I was not a part of this,
I wasn’t even born to a life of this kind,
The past that I see is something ancient
And dark that cuts deep at the heart,
Evil spirits hovering over me with lies.
Oh, how they make me cry,
It is like they have no emotions,
They hold no love in their hearts,
I see slaves of true pains,
Agony is everywhere I look,
Like all my days of youth has left me,
Like someone or something
cast me into a trance,
where the evil eye glance;
where is this place I ask?
the king that is standing over me,
where footsteps of history
are all around me,
Is this something of ethereal pains
Of ancient days?
Is this a dance of the forbidden?
Is this eternal death,
In a stream of dreams that make me scream,
What does all this mean?

- Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

You took my heart and beat it to the ground I feel you're love-hate, I feel the cuts eating at my dulcet heart making it cold, please let go.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

It was the haunting of lust,
the year 1836, 1 January
DARK Angel, thin aching lust
of his hunger and need
For what he could not have  
His penitence is running thin
You see. He looks to the high  
the low to take control
The Angel he wants is me  
My soul
My beautiful violence
the charm that could even charm the sea
My love is not free
it doesn't belong to what is of the dark
I love my true God
He is the high tower
that holds all the  power
the one Dark Angel
Is so jealous of
He put me through so much pain
brings on the rain
in darken dreams of true agony
but I will still stand strong
I will never give in
but my soul is growing weak
my body is in so much need
Dark Angel has my name
written upon his wing 's
''Moonlight ''
That is what he call's me
because of his eye's
because how the moon change
but most of all
he wants me as his queen of darkness
He has a way that never reached me too late
When music sounds off
in his mind becomes in lust
he goes out for a hunt
he is hungry for me
he feels he could no longer breath
he needs me for everything
His Lust is like silvery to a sultry fire
holding on to deep desire
that hold flames in his eyes
His envious heart  
can't stand to lose,
  His delight is to torture
a game he has not been able to win
He is an enemy in God's eyes
Dark Angel kills the soul of his people
that holds love for God
  Dark Angel, found me  when I had been
Walking around downtown
talking to everyone I could find
telling them all about the true faith
who would hear about my true God
  his kingdom will soon arise
My love for God
is what I live for
that was not good in Dark Angels eyes
He wanted what he couldn't have
that is my heart
that is true to the highest
Dark Angel watch me all the time
he stalking me in everything I do
my beauty burn deep within
My soul holds a place he could never be
a place he hungers to see
Dark Angel is like flames of all evil
On a cold September night
I started having very bad dreams
  something I haven't had
I get up and made me some tea
I felt someone watching me
through my bedroom window
I felt all eyes on me
I didn't see anything unusual upon the land
near my home
I just started to read and sip on my tea
while the winter night moved along
The breath of autumn woods
  silence is a place where the cold wind blows
time time again
you could hear the wind like a cry's
in deep pain
like death like mourning
Just then I felt a pain like never before.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

His Eyes are haunting and his kiss is deadly.
Dark Angel kissed me in dark spring
it was all in my dreams
where it is I hear painful screams.
He takes me down;
where all the fallen angels are standing around
just waiting to see him crowned;
yet he only looked at me so he could try to read me
to see what my eyes hold, he can see I'm bold.
Dark Angel cast his spell on me with a death kiss,
I was lost in that moment of another time,
Oh, he is playing on my mind.
I see so many things I never wanted to see
I feel the pains where I had been cast into ancient dreams
where it is I hear all those screams,
not knowing what it all means.
It all was like I was in a play
where so many asking him which way they should walk
or how they should talk or dress for the best
in a wedding fest,-
But in his eyes are very haunting
I see how he watches me day and night
bring on the fright where I must fight for what is right.
I must be insane to feel this away
my life is in his hands where he is always making commands.
I will never understand how he got a hold of me
and how he swept me off my feet,
every time he is near, I start to tremble into fear
as he speaks what's wrong dear,
his slightest touch takes me places I never been
it's like a craving deep within.

- Judy Emery © 1979
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

There is a darkness in the air, where people no longer care
they always walk around in fear what they see is a dear;
that has been beaten ready to be eaten,
it is the season without any reason,
I looked and what did I see?
It was something of an illusion
My eyes are seeing things that are not there,
I would cry out because I couldn’t speak
of what it is that I have seen in darken dreams,
I could feel someone or something is watching me
like it was hunting me, just like that dear I have seen,
I looked around, but there was no one to be found,
then I heard a voice from the woods,
speaking words, I had never heard before,
sounds of thunder of true anger,
Ravens flying into the sky,
just to see what they could find to eat,
out from the woods, Dark Angel stood,
looking at me with anger in his eyes,
asking me where did you go? Tell me what it is you see,
why did you remove yourself from me?
I then started hearing the autumn when crying
like the rushing see, what did all this mean?
slaves are crying out on the sea,
while Dark Angel is out looking for me,
the sounds are near, yet far.
Then I heard Dark Angel say to me,
I couldn’t go on another day without you near me,
I love how you fear me,
knowing that you were always with me
then you left me, without holding me.
or kissing me without saying
Your goodbyes to me,
the air started getting sharpen with snow
While the land got very cold,
while Dark Angel stood bold,
his voice seems faint for a while,
I do know if he is going to stay for a well,
shadow shone beneath the black  
as if the sun were there,
walks along the promenade,
by the pale moon that shines upon the snow,
Dark Angel strong muscles are big in his arms
his body is everything a woman would be looking for in a man,
but Dark Angel is much more than a man, he is an evil beast,
he is wearing a long black suit coat
his underclothing is black sleek
while his eyes turn into no color that has a lack of light,
it is like he is dead, yet he lives,
then he speaks to me, saying do not slip away,
because you know I will find you,
then he would laugh giving a dazzling smile,
then out of nowhere, my body started to feel pain,
he would be watching me while I started to scream,
the solitary tear I weep was like rain on a stormy night,
seems to wash all the memories away of what is right,
my heart shatters like glass, I kneel to the ground,
I hear the music play into the darkness that sounded me
he put me in chains, his face I have found again,
I cannot speak the words I truly want to say,
Dark Angel will not hear them anyways,
I try so hard to piece back together what is left of me,
Dark Angel has me bewitched, With his darkness,
he laid me down to sleep why I wept,
why he takes what he needs from me;
rest his cooling head upon my breast,
kiss it tenderly, stained red is what he gave me all over me,
I awake with Dark Angel beside me,
Dark Angel curl his big arms around me,
snuggle and caress my breast on his chest,
I feel suffocated by his darkness in the air.

- Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Sometimes at night, I cry for you
I look to the midnight sky
the stars look like shining teardrops
the more I look at them the more
My memories come back to when we were so in love.
Just thinking back makes me smile in my heart, you will always be
the more I think about you I start missing you.
Then I had to ask myself 'why? '
Did you hurt me like you did leave me so wounded of you not knowing what is true and what was lies?
'Why do I love you? '
I think and smile,
Maybe because I know what we once had felt so right
at that time in our lives
You were a very big part of me.
My list could run on for a mile
The whisper of your voice still runs in my mind
The warmth of your love and touch of your hands
your kiss so sweet so true.
So many little things that had said so much to me
We held on to what we called love
We sing to each other even at the clubs
we were so in Love this anyone could see.
The song we have sung to each other
was called your still the one
your eyes just shine within the mine
the deeper we looked within the eyes of each other.
You could see the love we have for one another
Made me love you so much more
The way you support me
Even in my silly  ways
The way that you care for me when I was sick.
Or got out of hand,
You were there for me even when I was blue over you
You showed me such devotion
The way that your kiss
Fills me with desire
how you held me in so much passion.
The way your eyes shine like the stars in the night
when you look at me it felt so right
You act as you were the ''Prince'' and I was your ''Queen''
When you look at me
my world felt so safe at the time when you were still mine.
My love for you was so strong
I was so Lost in you forever in love
so I had thought, Your love was the same for me
Oh how wrong you are to hurt me as you did
My world changed in a heartbeat,
When I had found out your love was so untrue.
I believed in you
I believe what we had was true
The way that I feel When you are by my side
A sense of completeness with an overflowing pride
The dreams that I dream had always involved you.
The possibilities that I could see
The things that we can do and become
but I see our love was only a lies
inside my heart, I weep
inside my soul, I had lost that part of me
You were that very important part of me.

-Judy Emery © 1993
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Never look for death
because it will find You.
But keep your eyes on God
and everything will be alright.

Judy Emery © 2018
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I had fallen into the dark
it is a long fall of them all
down I go where no one knows
this is how the old story goes,
Dark Angel is always near
holding so much anger and fear
while he calls me his sweet darling
but you can see all his guilt and lies
deep within his eyes ...
He keeps me broken
I am always hoping for peace
my door did linger
while my heart grew weaker
in sorrows and more pains
in darken dreams, it always rains for me.

Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

"What is some did not believe?
shall their unbelief make the faith of God
without effect?
God forbid: yea, let God be true,
but every man a liar;
as it is written,
That thou mightest be justified in thy saying."

-ROMANS 3:3,4.

Darkened silence of lost love,
you gave the rain that never goes away
dark silence is my cave,
Mist filled halls of broken dreams.

Promises of lies in your eyes
Hold me in doom with you,
Since there's no hope,
let me sleep, death sounds good to me.

The cold black stone of ashen,
walls that hit at my soul
In shadows, he watches me scream,
fears that don't go away.

Dark Angel's words eat away at me
Lost is what I feel,
He makes me so ill.

I Feels him near me all the time
I don't have any freedom,
I feed on his lies of darkness,
I don't sleep if I do he is with me.

His breath is on my breast
his lies in my ears,
a kiss on my lets of coldness,
his cold hands all over my slender body.

My numbness came over me
Dark Angel, I cried,
get off of me, you to heave for me,
he was hastening.

He goes to the window
looking at the lavender moon,
that has been leaping in my room,
Dark Angel walked away in hast.

Slamming the door to lock it,
I moved along my bed losing my mind,
asking myself how did this come to be.

Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

All beauty shall be mine today
for one enchanted hour,
I'd like to write about happy things
like how the clouds love the rain,
the birds love to sing in the spring morning,
A loving glance at summers romance
But even if I'd known such things I will
still, dance in the winter rain;
It's simple and it's my love that gives
me the look that everyone loves on me,
All beauty is mine today;
for one enchanted hour with you,
the sun shines with a glean in the morning
view of me and you,
For when I'm hurt, or in a mood of crying
rain, even the trees, and flowers come out
In the rain, Sometimes I shut myself away
I'm furiously writing way with lovers pains when
you had to go on your way,
It's impossible to hide what I feel,
It’s you that can reveal what I feel even dancing
in the rain at the break of dawn to meadowlarks,
at dusk to whippoorwills,
Now I am jealous of spring's rain because our
Love is lost in it, This love is full of your charms
When you were holding me in your love;
I would never share this love with no other
then you, so, see I have left you this note for
only you to read and hold, my short hours with
you are like a beautiful love song of spring.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

If only I can see you at the end of the horizon
I don’t need a map to know where my heart needs to run
when I know it will only run to you
There wasn't a moment that we were apart
we shine like the north star
you lite a fire into my heart
that burns so high into the night for life
If only I can see you at the end of the horizon of our love
I know I will be just fine in life
but in time I see our love got carried away with the wind
the rain starting pouring down again
I found myself not able to sleep without you holding me
the old flowers that we planted into my heart
bloomed into the dark whole the moon shined out over the sea
it holds my secret, my beautiful black pearl moon
You saw our ship sink into darken dreams
with the question of existence, apart from reality
oh, the moon my heart just screams why love made my heart bleed
I fight past the time to find a peace of mind
I’ve never believed in things that are forever
You have given me love
but then you have taken it away from me
you have given me a storm of pain that dazzled the sea of rage
you brilliantly trapped me into a love of your reflection
reflects dimly above the high tides in the thick mist
that sunk our ship where love should be
now all I see into this darken dreams is the black pearl
of you and me into lost dreams at sea
if anyone would lesion to the cold wind
they would hear the sound faintly of our ship of love sinking
into silence dreams that makes my heart scream.

- Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

SOME STILL ASK;" WHY DO YOU LOOK TO THE PAST?"
I LOOK AT THEM SAY: "I'M STILL LEARNING."


-Judy Emery © 2020
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

In a darkening room by the window
Is where I sit gazing away at the stars
That shines from far,
I start to see in my darken dreams.
Ships are out on sea looking for me,
Men and woman are out looking for the lost
That has never been found,
Walking bare in a world that doesn’t care,
I see faces in the wrinkled of time,
Where doubts full among tears,
That last for years,
I see a young child crying out for me,
Saying set her free
while he stands bold in a world of dreams,
while they march on into the forest they go,
with a message of guilt,
the more I gaze out my window watching the stars
twinkling into the night,
I for a moment forgot all fright,
At times, I can still hear selfish cries of the night,
While the cold September winds wipe its hollowness,
tears do fall with my broken heart,
I struggle in this war of darkness,
Lonely I will always be,
While I am locked away in darken dreams.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I was so angry with life
I even told the moon my deepest secrets
I cried over and over, my wrath did end
I was so angry with the life of lies.
Crowded rooms all around me
people are creaming in so much agony
my soul reach out to them but they where
already gone cold.
I told the moon what my heart holds
I feel so alone, my wrath did grow
In a world that is so evil and cold.
I sit down in the corner of my darkroom
I feel I am lock in a cage,
I watered in my fears Night and Day with
so many tears that wouldn't go away.
What a forbidding morning
whispers in the wind talking about sin
The breath goes and some stays in the dark
caves of a fool.
absence came like rain with no hope in sight
but the blues getting the Flu
locked away in a dark cage where others
had faded away.
Dark Angel eyes are not like the sun
it's like the ashen moon,
the coral is far redder than his lips'
the black wire he puts on my head
perfume he put on the bed to be wed.
he is so dark his love is rare
there is nothing to compare it with.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I hear the silence of the night
Oh how I hear the autumn wind cry
another time in darken skies
hearts that are breaking
while standing on wet grounds,
cold empty words
that **** the spirit
that cuts deep within the mind
fear runs into the darkness of one's soul
hate is in the eyes that roam
I look around and all I see
is a world that stands so mean,
Evil hearts are all around
take their stands like a beat-up clown
in hand in hand, another takes a stand
and another one falls down to the wet ground
I've looked in the eyes of what is painful
I lived the life of broken dreams
I have seen the hated face to face
while the serpent slithers
more innocents die,
This old darken world of wars
sneaks around with hate and fire in their eyes
love isn't on their side ;
traps are being made
while others are losing their faith
I hear the silent winds come again
with so many cries into the night
blood is being shed with so many dead,
Raves fly up deep into the night
seas are red with the dead
endless sorrows  to a world of horrors
of a tomorrow that may never come
darken stain tears upon the soul that dreams
that keeps the mind to scream.

Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Stealthy in the gloom he would say
while he looks my way...
the noise and cracks of a silent room
has a way to fight back in late June
that is where he keeps me holding me  
In every step an inch to free life before me
Every inch a step to new strife for hope  
For a new life
Fear, regret, anticipation of a nightmare  
that will never go away
throbbing pulsing, circulation of a nasty  
the painful scream that runs in my heart
the window’s high,
the glass is thick how  
could life not pass me by
oh how at times  
I wish for death
Someone is hearing in the room with me  
Aging with me from life  
There is no way of coming back to life  
I once achieved
Too late for me who would ever believe  
An escape will I ever be free  
Where is the key to the staircase gate  
kneel down, make out to pray
this cold life is going just fine
No one ever comes this away
It's a place so darken  
My chances have gone
perhaps it’s best
let’s go back and sit  
Dark Angel holds me with his lies
I had no-where to go anyway's
no one to call my own
Dark Angel scared them all
from me long ago  
there is no escape he is eating at my soul.  

Judy Emery © 1997
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Magnificently unprepared for what is yet to come.
Judy Emery © 2019
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

You oh, Dark Angel, always telling me
how it was so easy being unconfident in life,
where others always had put their trust in my hands,
where true darkness takes its stand,

those old past feelings run deep into the mind,
the touch of pain upon the skin, that makes its way
deep within, where the fingers of time of what is
right and wrong plays out its song,

Oh, Moonlight, you are like a child of the light
that has a message for the slaves,
but only darkness I will only allow them to see,
in the distance, the light will shine,

like a white dove that flies on high,
brightness shines deep into your eyes,
to help the blind see how to get away from me,
Moonlight, there is no way I will set you free,
the breath of true will never be,

darkness is the way this game is played,
close your wings and walk over to me,
come and test what it is I give,
come and watch what I will do to the slaves
that pray for death to come,

Come to me Moonlight and play along,
Open your heart to me and I will give you anything
When it comes to darken dreams,
You know I will be all you need if you will only trust me,
You can have it all here in the place of the dark,

That’s when I turned around and said to Dark Angel,
remove your hands off my breast,
you are the creature of the night move aside,
all you ever do is tell lies, to keep others on your side,
but you oh, Dark Angel, you had forgotten I see everything.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Listen to the old sounds that cry at night
oh how the old wind blows again
holding back the years of pains deep within
I think about the fear I've had so long
I know deep down I must face the pains
but for now, I keep running with the wind
I pray that somebody will listen to my pains
I pray that life will not stay this away
Listen to the fear that's gone on way to long
can anybody help me, please
I am strangled by the wishes I begged for
I hoped for Love to find me someday
but all I have is broken down dreams
sooner or later Love will find me
Oh Lord please help me find my way
Holding back the years I held so long
I know this one day will be a song
A chance for me to escape from all I know
it will never be a word untold
I held back my deep emotions of unspoken pains
I held those long chocking tears of being alone
nothing here is wrong but this sad old song
that keeps hanging on
I've wasted all my tears holding on fear
I have no reason to let Love come near
I know I have to take care of what I held deep within
that has been cutting at my heart for a way too long
darkens of a broken home
the scares that yet hasn't held
the words of lies haunt me day and night
Wasted all those years just fighting back the pains
standing alone in the rain
hoping the rain would wash away all my pains
Nothing had the chance to be good
no way not in the hood
Nothing ever could go right with a mother and a father
never by my side, they left me in a cold darken world
all alone with no one to hold me
when the pain got too much for me
I'll keep holding on to the sound of the wind
sing out to me deep within
I made the wind and the moon my only friends.

Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I had to write out some of my most famous lines
praying one day you would have read them all
but autumn moved along
like an old sad song
Oh, how I have been doing my crying
just praying one day this old pain would end,
while the years moving along
my emotions had stayed the same
my heart feels the thunder pains and rains
of our breakup of long ago
but that doesn't change a thing
I know I had written over thousands of times
just writing out my pains
in blood stein ink
for the world to read about you and me,
while my heart bled out like the sea
I had been trying to get past you
but no matter how hard I try
you come back to my mind
Oh .....another time
while others come along just to take
on all the famous lines that I write to you
they try so hard to stop me from writing to you,
They even go as far as trying to be me
but all know who's words are writing
who're pains are crying out
for this old world to see
for the world to read
my bloodstain ink
of all my  pains
you had left me in .......,
At times I miss you
oh how I bleed out every time September
made its way around another time
while old memories keep eating away at my mind
breaking down my heart over and over with time
but then at times, I feel that thunderstorm
making its way with on end,
Oh, every day my world is gray
and every night I cry about you
I dream my dreams of pains
If you only have known what I truly feel inside my mind
on the side of my heart
just maybe you would face me
and tell me you are sorry for what you did.

Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery