I rarely know what journey my mind will take me on. I set down to write my famous lines, I pick up my pen that is laying on my desk and I let the ink bleed as I gave my best for my heart and my emotions to do the rest as it bleeds upon poetic paper, all that I feel all that I see for the who world to read about me. My mind stars too travel too the unknown places, some of these places I love to have gone, but when it comes to my writing, my mind does the traveling, and my hand moved the ink pen. My thoughts started to take me far and near of long ago,  in a time of '' SHAKESPEARE .'' His words danced around in my head, His words he stresses the magnitude for me too you. It all belongs to ''SHAKESPEARE'', the poet who bleed and wept his heart out to touches our hearts.
''Then my mind jump to the secretes of thoughts .'' I never know where or when are what my mind will plot or where it will Rome. my mind take my attention to a place of unknown, turning from the unreal world of dreams or to a present moment of reality.
If my mind has held a time of my own troubles or thoughts of secretes then it will revile, and this is what I will write that takes off in my mind.


Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Just call me old-fashion because
That is who I am;
Bliss is the one to find me on my
The journey getting past you,
Somewhere over your rainbows,
Lies still my beating heart,
Which you've thrown away,
The mixers what is right and what is
Wrong with the love we had ;
What did I do to make you so bad?
Somewhere under your shadows
You will see me crying over you,
My soul had engraved your name in my
Heart and it has not erased,
Somewhere in your mind,
you had a vision
Of me holding me,
loving me like we once
Did moments like this I do miss,
Somewhere in this big old world, you are
Wishing you never hurt me as you did!
When you see, another rainbow crossing your
Way after a rainy day,
Just know it means I got past you.


Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

My soul struggles
without true Love
I walk into the dark
I feel so alone
while my spirit slowly dies
Oh, how this makes me cry
what about me
will I ever be enough
will my words ever matter
I will walk around like a lost clown
but I will never give in to this evil
that is always at my mind
day and night
Oh, how I cry to feel your love again
without all this sin
Oh, do I matter
do you even care what it is I fear
you just walk around me in the dark
to keep me on the edge
like you are waiting for me to be dead
I am lost deep into the sea
within darken dreams
desperate cries of all times
haunt over me like a darken cloud
my mind is unfolding
to a time when Love was once with me
how could this be
when I feel so lonely
I have no nourishment for my spirit to feed
I feel so empty and weak
look what you are doing to me
why can't you see
Look at me
taste this cold bitterness
you had given to me
My soul struggles to keep hanging on
I am at my end of the grave
my life is only a mystery of broken dreams
of you and me you plagiarized me.

-Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I will keep saying I Love you if you want me to
But I just want to be free and no longer bleed
Why can you see?
My heart is not made from gold
I want you to please let me go,
you don't have to be so mean
given me, all these darken dreams,
I will say  to you if you want me to
that I love you but you know it isn't true.

Judy Emery © 2002
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

He picked at my heart like he was hunting for the key
when he found it he left my heart to bleed.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

This love I hold deep within my soul
will never grow old or get cold
This love has known limits to what it knows
this love is something of long ago
that keeps me on my toes
this love I hold deep within
shines light in my darken days
the old pains I have endured will pass
with a blast that will never come back
This love has no end
this trust I hold deep within gives hope
to the poor and to the lost souls
that the door will be open to them if they ask
and change their ways to better days
this Love will outlast anything
even from a darkened past
Love will always stand strong
even when everything else has fallen.

Judy Emery © 1999
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Just call me old-fashion because
of the humiliations of darken dreams
where things are never what they seem
old fashion is ancient,
But ancient is the power to our day,
So, that is who I am,
I will take my stand,
old fashion is a fashion statement,
others make to get their way,
I am old fashion but I look good in it,
blessing is always at my hands,
where the prince takes my hand
with a wedding band to put on my finger,
for our love to last forever,
I’m always on a true journey in something
of ancient, my painting hanging on the walls
down that long hall, where fashion
of old ways showed many how to keep their faith,
old fashion is truly something of beauty,
that keeps the spirit strong,
Somewhere over a colorful rainbow
will find something or someone
of beauty that lays upon a beating heart,
that will write in an old fashion way
but will relay what it is that one is trying to say,
in a poem, or in a song, love will move on.
something of ancient time,
which you've thrown away,
holds the mix of you and me,
somewhere under a shadow
there will be a shining light,
my soul had engraved your name
in my heart and it has not erased,
somewhere in my mind,
I will always hold a vision of you,
somewhere in this big old fashion way
our love will always remain.

Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I hear the silence of the night
Oh how I hear the autumn wind cry
another time in darken skies
hearts that are breaking
while standing on wet grounds,
cold empty words
that **** the spirit
that cuts deep within the mind
fear runs into the darkness of one's soul
hate is in the eyes that roam
I look around and all I see
is a world that stands so mean,
Evil hearts are all around
take their stands like a beat-up clown
in hand in hand, another takes a stand
and another one falls down to the wet ground
I've looked in the eyes of what is painful
I lived the life of broken dreams
I have seen the hated face to face
while the serpent slithers
more innocents die,
This old darken world of wars
sneaks around with hate and fire in their eyes
love isn't on their side ;
traps are being made
while others are losing their faith
I hear the silent winds come again
with so many cries into the night
blood is being shed with so many dead,
Raves fly up deep into the night
seas are red with the dead
endless sorrows  to a world of horrors
of a tomorrow that may never come
darken stain tears upon the soul that dreams
that keeps the mind to scream.

Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

He has sung his songs to me
In late winter upon the seas,
Where all color of men and woman
dancing around to the sound,

Oh, how he can sing the most beautiful love songs,
Which the sounds are strange,
but his words of true delight to the ears that hear,
Oh, sweet love jumps to the sounds of thump.

- Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

SOME STILL ASK;" WHY DO YOU LOOK TO THE PAST?"
I LOOK AT THEM SAY: "I'M STILL LEARNING."


-Judy Emery © 2020
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I go up through the mowing field
while my poor heart reviles
it's old passions of long ago
the headless aftermath of the beating past
keeps hanging around like a necklace around my nick
the pain hovers over me like the clouds of gray
half closes is the garden path where you lay
I come to the garden ground
of sober birds sing
while my poor heartaches
I kneel down to pray
but my words were hard for me to say
Oh how much I love you
I do hope you known it
I do hope I gave my all to you
my tears I couldn't hold back
they came down like rain
On the ground the leaves
lingered with the breeze
sweeping them away softly  
I end not far from my going forth
to pick up the faded blue rose
of long ago I have given to you on Your grave
Oh, how my poor heartaches for you
I just hang on to your love I once knew
I walk away with no more words I could say
But to put another in the other one's place
With a word, I will always love you.

Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Come out of the rain
a voice called out to me
o let the storm move along
you don't need to be out among the cold
O but if that voice only is known
I had been in the storm way too long,
O my heart, my heart
I cried
O can you see me bleeding?
the rain is all my tears
I cried day and night for years,
Come, my child,
the voice called out to me
let you heart mend
come take my hands
that is when the pains began
to cut deeper within,
Who she ever Love me
can never come near me
this is how the story goes
O how I would love to take
your hand in true Loves dance,
But a spell has been cast upon me
and my heart has been lost
deep down into darken dreams
so, for now, I will always let my tears fall
I will always feel the coldness
until the spell is broken.

Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I dwell in the loneliness of a broken heart of long ago
My home is where I live all by my self
This cold pain I hold keeps my day's so out of a place of gloom
I know somethings are just meant to be
That would be you vanished from me some summer's ago
You left your trace all over the place of my heart
You left no trace of love the cellar walls hold every word
You ever had to say to me
A cellar is where you left my heart in the dark
The daylight falls with dooms of you
Outside the fences, the grape-vines ruined all dyed up
The roses lost their colors
The woods come back to the mowing field
The big tree outside from my window had lost its beauty
Lost with time like a said little rhyme of you and me
Like a sad broken dream of a place we once had called home
I dwell with a strangely aching heart when you left me
You vanished and left me of your memory's of a forgotten road
Of how much you truly meant to me
Broken is what I am
This cold winter night without you by my side is taken
Another part of me.

Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Oh, how hard it is to turn
one's steps around
I sat and I pray for this lost
and pain to go away
as I see many walking astray
Oh, how this pain cuts me deep
within my heart
It felt like I was being cut by a knife
No one shall come
and another one must go
this is a place I don't belong
like any other, I must go on
the break of dawn to
save another soul
from doing what is wrong
I must teach and lead another
in to know Jehovah's
Ways to walk in my heart I cry out
for the lost sheep to find
their way back home
for them to know they
Are not walking alone
if they just Call on his name
Jehovah will make way
You can hear the lost cry
out for love but they will
Never find the whole night
through no love will
dwell and they are all cried out
If they can survive this
long winter and let Jehovah
God delivers what needs
to be taken place in there
lives  one day they
will get to see ''Parricide '',
the pain will go away
they will never have to see
another sad lonely day
If they walk in Jehovah's way.

Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

The bank's braes and streams all around
The castle of Dark Angel
Green by woods and fair flowers
There is a great depression
that will overtake your souls
Dark Angel and the Black Magic woman,
will cast the spell of darken dreams
your heart will scream
it will flood like the sea
crying out to thee
into every inch, you hold of your soul
it will never let go,
you will never find an honest soul
darkness id all they know
Dark Angel will give
wonders and worries
throughout your days
your life of hate
this is the life Dark Angel gave,
to the heart of pain
the flood of tears is everywhere
no souls to spare
the expressions on their face
has so much hate  
you will never see the light of faith
in them darken eyes,
Oh, pale, pale lips cry out to me
Dark Angel calls me
I assure myself everything is going
to be okay
But the who am I to say
any fool can see
Dark Angel has me,
I pleaded for Dark Angel to let me be,
I am crying with the sea
His rage came over me  
I'm afraid and very weak to even think
When I try to explain
what I was feeling
it didn't matter anyway,
Oh, pale lips come
Oh, pale of rosy lips
kiss me of death
to your King
Dark Angel walks over to me
I am hearing bad things
I hear things I must not speak,
I must stay strong and meek
But Dark Angel
has a battle of his own to keep?
I am in way too deep
I'm losing the fight for my own rights,
Then Dark Angel kissed me
I feel I could no longer breath
he is taken the life out of me
He has given me the pain of rain
that will never go away
September will always be remembered.


Copyright © Judy Emery 2000
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Missing you, hoping one day I will see you again, maybe that too is a sine! You and I are too blame for letting what we had come to an end. I think to myself love like you really was sweet when your heart started loving me.

It is too hard to find with anybody else like what we have, all of this is like a fairytale, written down in books, were so many needed to take a look, and now they all got hooked. I am missing the funny ways you would brighten up my days.

You had always found a way to get me to laugh, no matter how sad or bad things were, you knew just what to say when I was hurt.
You had always had a way to keep a smile on my face.m I am truly missing you.

Missing us in your truck holding on to each other while the old moon shined down on us. I remember our song playing on the radio and you would hold me close like there wasn't going to be a tomorrow. I miss our talks our little fights, you always felt you had to be right all the time.

I miss you holding me while we would walk in the rain trying so hard to wash away each other's pains. I know what we had is lost in the past, but I keep on hoping you still love me. My heart feels you when you are thinking of me too just to say I Love you.

- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Oh, I do remember every little word,
Every pain you ever gave,
I do remember, but do you?
Do you remember all those marks?
I had given you back?
If not look all over your body again,
I stud up to my evil beast,
and that beast is you,
I call you out from the dark,
Just to show you I’m no longer scared,
Oh, how the light shines in your night
When I give, you back some fright,
Do you remember the pains I gave you?
Oh, please don’t be confused,
I’m just getting started on you,
Come let’s take that long walk in the dark,
While I pierce away at your heart,
Remember my darken king,
I am the queen of all darken dreams.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The sunset danced its way into my eyes where my mind made ballets.

Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Oh, deadly black rose
you cut so deep
making so many weep
in Darken Dreams...
how could you be so mean?
You turn to dust
you cast your spell in the air
yet, you hold no care
you don't play fair...
Dark Angel loves you so very much
it is almost like lust
but you are only dust
he keeps you always so near
to bring on more fear
who is standing near
Oh, Black Rose,
You cut deep way too deep
to those who sleep
who fall into darken dreams.

Judy Emery © 1989
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Turn around
Look at me while I cry
this is what you had done to my life;
can you see me falling apart?
I'm riding the blood ties
of your darken life
a life you passed down to me
a life I never agreed
you are so mean
get away from me
I know I am what you need,
but you are no part of me
you are something
that has been loosed
upon the world
something cold with no heart
you are the shadows of dreams
that bring so many pains
I see in your eyes
a place that isn't nice,
I still the old rattling of your voice
your breath of death
yet you say you love me:
but all I hear are lies.
You say you have won
you say you you know
what is I think
that I will be done with Love
as long as you are around
Broken you say
lies you  bring
in darken dreams
I'll bow to the ground
just to be bound, and never to be found
I will be traveling through your thoughts
a place I never want to be
a place that brings darken dreams
you keep me on the edge
while I pray to be removed from you.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I can hear Dark Angel laughing in his own evil ways while his words ring in my ears pulling on my emotional strings.

-Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I couldn’t scream
he looked so mean
Dark Angel shut my heart
and left me in the dark
to bleed away
like the waves
in the deep dark sea
Then he hands me a looking glass
of a deep darken past;
I started to unfold
while the pains took control.

Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Oh how hard it is to turn one's steps around
I sat and I pray for this loss and pain to go away
As I see many walking astray,
Oh how this pain cuts me like a knife,
No one shall come and another one must go
This is a place I don't belong,
Like any other, I must go on the break of dawn to
Save another soul from doing what is wrong
I must teach and lead another in to know Jehovah’s
Ways to walk,
But in my heart, I cry out for the lost sheep to find
Their way back home, and for them to know they
Are not walking alone if they just Call on his name
And Jehovah will make way,-
You can hear the lost cry out for love but they will
Never find, the whole night through no love will
Dwell and they are all cried out,-
If they can survive this long winter and let Jehovah
God delivers what needs to be taken place in their lives ;
One day they will get the see ''Parricide '',
The pain will go away and they will never have to see
Another sad lonely day if they would only walk in Jehovah’s way.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The door is open in heaven just waiting  for you to come home
to the land of anew just for you.

Judy Emery © 2020
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Breathe in the trail of love
Ice river vaporizing the pain
of old heartaches

The light-years afar meltdowns
I feared to taste what love had
to give to me

I breathe inside my soul
the sweetness of true love  
The sweet abundance of stars
instilling dark

I look to see if I could find
your name in the heavens
Where the moon sings out to the

millions of stars dancing around
That gives out pleasure in the
flowers and the beautiful sea

I feel you, my love, watching over me
where love is found springing of the year
I hold you near

with love in the air
The beating of two hearts becoming one
It's love that keeps us holding on

Breathe in the trail of love
Ice river vaporizing the pain
of old heartaches

The light-years afar a meltdowns
I feared to taste what love had been about
Love can be very sweet

When the golden sun is sinking
my heart form carefree
when thousands of stars blinking

I must think
did you ever think about me?

Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Love and flame my poor heart speaks
I encourage true love
if I was a little girl
I would change everything that gave pain
I would wrap myself up in love,
But I am no longer a child
I am a woman that had been in and out of love
How sad it is to understand the pain of it all
when love leaves you to fall
Some say that is the beauty of it all,
Image the astonishing beauty of rain
I touch many artist eyes
readers minds as I write out my pains
I understand my own faith
yet, for my own sake, I rather let out my cries
in the number of years, I felt my heart slowly die,
I unwrapped my pains into my faithful diary
it is a heavy yet rough plaid material
it fastened with brass clasp
but as soon as it was to be open
the heartaches begin
with an outcry pain that has no end.

Judy Emery © 1999
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Never look for death
because it will find You.
But keep your eyes on God
and everything will be alright.

Judy Emery © 2018
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Embrace the night
you drunken moon
your reflection shines
deep into the night
while the lonely wind cries
while the old ship
sail throughout the storms
while you look so gloom
Oh, drunken moon
look at what you shone
upon the sea as it bleeds
into darken dreams
in the tingles of the night
Dark Angel wants to fight
just to give a fright
another time
on the minds of the sleepers
Lies are being told
the body is getting cold
Oh, how his words are being told
while Dark Angel stands bold
while the story is being told
as the old drunken moon
hangs on gloom
casting its shine on painful times
that echoes in the minds
the earth is in thickness
of the fog of bitterness
to keep the dreamers trapped
I am lost in unearthliness
of a time of Ancient pride
that salted up the sea  
tears will fall
while the drunken moon
hangs in doom.

Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Somewhere in the dark

someone is crying

darkness will always be,

I try so hard to move past you

I could never open my heart

to someone of the dark,  

In darken dreams, you come to me

always make me scream

calling out my name

doing the same old things,

you’re always so mean

you love to see me bleed

the old earth vibrates in so many pains,

the velvet moon is always in the gloom,

you take love out of the room

round we go in the cloud of smoke

your old words echo out to the crying sea

into darken dreams,

at night, the sky holds no stars

you token that too;

you cast your evil all over the land

just for your anger to stand

your heart is so cold

you are something I could never hold.

- Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Dreams of darkness
comes the blackbird
that tells the blackbird lies,
the bird of death sitting in a nest
the one who tries to take
your last breath,
the blackbird that stands around
and hidden in a crowd,
shadows that are dark and powerful,
Little black bird;
you feel you are the graceful one,
but you will soon be found and bound
locked away in your own cage,
the water you will always crave;
you will have a mirror of your ugliness,
you must pay for all you have done
that kept loved ones always on the run,
Life is a beautiful gift;
love is as beautiful as one could ever get
Little blackbird
look what you have done,
You whispered lies to keep other birds
just to get them to flock with you,
your secrets are deadly
full of poison and fear,
but soon that too will despair
from this old atmosphere;
Little blackbird,
you will soon be caught
you will never be free
from this cage of darken dreams,

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Looking to the west,
Where true love has given me the best,
A place I could rest my head,
Where the pine cones fall from the tree
In late spring;
Oh, what a beauty that seems
Next to small streams;
It almost feels like a dream to me,
On green grass where love
Came to me in summers breezes,
The sea of rushing dreams;
Where true love always finds me,
In my own fountain of youth;
It was all like a fairy tale,
But soon it all seemed to weather away,
The sweet beauty of the fields,
The sweet fruits and flowers dried up,
Darkness started coming my way;
Oh, not another darken dream,
All brightness left my sight;
Oh, how thing isn’t feeling right,
Loss of hope did arise in me,
Fear started taking over my soul,
Things that happen long ago
Even before I was even born,
I started feeling I was an outcast
In a place of true darkness,
From the overcast!
The beauty of love left me,
A voice from far is coming to my ears
As if it was standing near,
I started hearing slaves crying
As if my future was a part of this,
‘’On! Please note for me,
I was not a part of this,
I wasn’t even born to a life of this kind,
The past that I see is something ancient
And dark that cuts deep at the heart,
Evil spirits hovering over me with lies.
Oh, how they make me cry,
It is like they have no emotions,
They hold no love in their hearts,
I see slaves of true pains,
Agony is everywhere I look,
Like all my days of youth has left me,
Like someone or something
cast me into a trance,
where the evil eye glance;
where is this place I ask?
the king that is standing over me,
where footsteps of history
are all around me,
Is this something of ethereal pains
Of ancient days?
Is this a dance of the forbidden?
Is this eternal death,
In a stream of dreams that make me scream,
What does all this mean?

- Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Hand in hand overlooking the gentle waves, it's you I will always crave in this life that has never been nice, so take me for a ride deep inside your mind. let your eyes travel into mine and I will take you to another time. The moon and the stars in full at play where it is we stand in a haze, hand and hand we pray. I want to wake each morning in your love and pray it will never fade away.  being seduced by his knowledge in ways I could never express, but I have tried to do my best.  O what a beautiful day this love has given to me, it is like a dream but it is reality. You right hear with me handing me your class ring, where you have sets us both in the flame of the fire as the night crawls on. I remember the day when you swept me off my feet into the canyons of love like it was sent from heaven above, it was as if I was seeing the doves flying high over us, into the deep realms of dreamy nights you became my knight that shined in my darken life. Oh, how we held to each other for tight in life. The world has come to a standstill the moon looks down upon us, I gently lean to kiss you and with time
I have known this love we have will grow but a sudden gust of wind rushed through our lives and who would have known I would soon lose you. You pressed our bodies together your arms wrapped around me we started dancing so free, you told me with a kiss how much you love me, I smiled just for a little while in spring of a blessing that you have given to me. Death came like that dark cold wind and taken you away from me.

-Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I was so angry with life
I even told the moon my deepest secrets
I cried over and over, my wrath did end
I was so angry with the life of lies.
Crowded rooms all around me
people are creaming in so much agony
my soul reach out to them but they where
already gone cold.
I told the moon what my heart holds
I feel so alone, my wrath did grow
In a world that is so evil and cold.
I sit down in the corner of my darkroom
I feel I am lock in a cage,
I watered in my fears Night and Day with
so many tears that wouldn't go away.
What a forbidding morning
whispers in the wind talking about sin
The breath goes and some stays in the dark
caves of a fool.
absence came like rain with no hope in sight
but the blues getting the Flu
locked away in a dark cage where others
had faded away.
Dark Angel eyes are not like the sun
it's like the ashen moon,
the coral is far redder than his lips'
the black wire he puts on my head
perfume he put on the bed to be wed.
he is so dark his love is rare
there is nothing to compare it with.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Oh, deadly black rose, you were once in beautiful colors the classic of all flowers, soon you weathered up into rose dust, you were once so loved until you turned in lust now you cut so deep leaving so many weeping in a place of darken dreams.

-Judy Emery © 1989
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

What does a black cat look like
In the light of an ancient moon,
Which can address his finest ways
While he catwalks the lands in gaze,
Paris is the place he craves to be
This any other cate would see,

Why the old catwalks around?
His eyes possessed the town
Until the light of the velvet moon
Helps him feel at easy where he could
Find a place to sleep,

This ancient cat knows what is best
While he lays his little head for rest
Where he could get up to do his best
On gentle grass in a social life
grace is always on his side,

Oh, how he dreamed about alleys where
food is in the cans of garbage bags
where kitties are playing around
doing what they know in a world that is
evil and cold.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery