Your love is like the dark
You even have taken my heart
Deep down in me, I find love for you
But hate comes to mind like a rhyme
Of a lost in time heated up night
For some reason, I don't feel the same as I
Once did in my life I can't explain it
But letting you go was okay
Your love is like a wild storm that never goes away
And brings so many heartaches
The shame of your love is too much for me to hang on to
I let you go so give me back my soul
My heart has gone cold
You still kept running deep in my mind
you make me want to scream
you even haunt me in my sleep
I am not the best person in your life
But I am not a bad one
I don't deserve your kind of love
Darkness is your game, your love, shame and blame
I can't live that way
Set me free, please
I made a promise to always love you
I will never break that promise
I love you
But not the same way you love me
If you come out of the dark and change to light of day
My love for you will run deep
Your love in the dark is killing me
Taken all my strength from me
Your love is lukewarm
I was always loyal and honest to you
You were always about you and your needs
You gave me lies and false dreams of what a love could be
Never had I make you doubt my love for you
I never broke a promise I made to you
But only you did all those bad things to me
And even called me Nona of your dreams
Your accomplishments were you with me
Your true happiness is me
But your love hurts too much it makes my heart bleed
I want you to never suffer nor cry
Yet I was the best for you and the life you live
Only the one that succeeds in doing good
I promise I won't allow anyone in my heart
That promise is true
You have me running and confused
Love is a word I will always be scared of
The truing of your voice that runs in my mind is
Something I want to let go
I hope you understand why I want you to let me go
I want you to stop hurting my life
You make my life feel like a failure.

- Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

My mind is finding equilibrium
My body is strong
My heart is hanging on
And my mind is finding equilibrium
For my head to stay ******* on
Because I have been ******* up for too long
I don't want to lean on the waves of goodbyes
I watch the storm evaporate in the past of lies
I think of you in starry skies asking myself why
Do I keep you so close to my heart
all you had ever done was to tear it apart
I am on a difficult journey to let it all go
I am looking for the
''Light at the end of this tunnel'' I'm in.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Vulnerable are we frighten by the wrinkled old dark skies haunted by dreams and lies. We are such dreamers that are made from within of casting spells of struggles of the night that gives us a fright for our lives, we do take forgathered each and every day until someone takes it away.

We are like beetle bugs trying to make way from a bad day hoping to escape but where is the faith? it got blared as time fads away in your mind of another time. we are dreamers, we are in a spell as we sleep. As we dream that is where we are made to bleed on, and life moves on around us, who is there to awake us from this painful nightmare that won't seem to go away? Dark Angel holds the key while we sleep and dream.

- Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

We are such beauty's in the eyes of dreams our life is around deep dark sleep, whereas my life is in stealthy in the gloom of he that has cast his spell upon me. The noise and the cracks in the castle of silence where only dreams can be made to live where so many need to be forgiven for what they did. In this cold darken room of doom is where I now live. I see all the writings on the wall even the ones down from the hall. Dark Angel; keeps me in his dark world so I can see what he is really about, oh, how I hear the shouts while he is holding me down.

To my very last of breath, he gave me a death kiss, to stop me from being free from what he is doing to me. Life is a gift until someone takes it. Before all of this darkness, I had taken life forgathered, and I now wish I had never done that, but don't we all do this? Every inch and every step is new to me now, I have been swept by the darkening of dreams where all I do is hear the screams of so many down in this place of the gloom of its dooms.

In this darken place Dark Angel tries to take away the grace of Life, Oh, he doesn't play nice. But he tries to act as if he is the nice guy.
He tells me this is a new start for you my dear queen, new for hope for a new life with me. Fear me! Love me, and do as I tell you and you will be free for what I will do to you if you disobey me. The more I tell him to move on the stronger I feel regret.

The anticipation of this nightmare makes me see all the things I never wanted to see, hear all the screams that would make anyone go insane, just by hearing all those pains while he calls out their names. Oh, this old pain will never go away it brings on rain, where my body and heart are throbbing, pulsing, circulation to hold on for dear life.

Scream that runs in my mind over time makes me cry like I was going insane, I would look out my bedroom window where it is very high up in length, the glass is thick only the moon could see in my darkened room, It has a way of letting me know I am not completely alone. In this place is like the walking dead, letting me know there is no way of coming back to a life that  I once knew.

A life I once knew and the things I have once achieved and love have been taken away from me in this darken dream. It is too late for me and if I ever tried to tell my story, who would ever believe?
To ever escape, will I ever be free?  No, as long as I keep on dreaming of the one who holds the key to me in dreams.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Each and every one of us has the ability to change and grow in our lives, we will have disagreements and hurt from this life we live in. Don't be afraid to encounter risks it is by taking chances in life is the key to a healthy goal I had learned how to be brave. Friends I have made along the way help me to stand on my two feet, the energy to do whatever you want is a gift of life so live it right day and night, and never shut love out of your life it is never impossible for love. No matter your age our time the journey to this life is something we all must face.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

This is spring yet the world seems so different;
where things seem to be lacking love
things are more problematic riots
as people are on the streets screaming
Black Lives Matter,-
But I scream Back All lives Matter,
JEHOVAH GOD MADE US ALL
as we watch another one fall.
It is written down on this page:
we are in the age,-
of energetic rage and hate,
where so many have lost their faith.
Souls are now in the grave,
where the sparrows and ravens
found their haven,-
to eat on the root of the dead
that is now laid in their rest bed.

- Judy Emery © 2020
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The voice cannot carry out what it is that I feel
I see the beauty of the white wings that fly over me
While I sleep for peace kissing away at dreams
The tongue and the lips that give it wings
to my soul that sings
No one woman should ever have to die in her doom
or should she die in vain of shamefulness
But to die for her glorious in love
For even as love crowns the beauty within
A life that we live in sin
The light of true love makes its way in
So shall it crucify the night by the white wings
Descend to your roots that make the heart sing
And shake them that clinging to the earth for death
White wings we shall be together in spring
When the white wings of death will sing.

- Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

This old flame has been burning longer
I call upon the fire within my soul
that holds the cuts the marks of careless
dangerous lies of all times
Dark Angel played his games night and day
But that is okay this old flame is burning longer
the flames are growing stronger and the flames are higher
until the enemy won within
Let the fiery tongues talk their lies
lick on the cuts of your lust
taste the flame upon my burning soul
can you feel the heat
this blaze burns the old worm that holds lies
in the flames of the eyes looking back into mine
Dark Angel and all his workers gnawed my soul
to make me weak
they embrace the burn of me
hold me down in misery
until nothing's left but the purest essence of wrath
I will stand up tall this they will see
I will make them feel the burns of me
damaged of careless pains
dark dazed runs deep within the cage
Oh, let my Inferno grow stronger and stronger
until nothing's left of this darkened place
this old fire within growing stronger
burning longer with no end.

- Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Now what I see is everything we once had
is now gone with the wind left in the past
And all that is left within is the rapture of my soul
there is nothing else you can take from me
all that I have to give is the millions of pieces
of my broken heart that has gone cold.

I can still remember:
when we danced in so much romance
but all of that is a big darken memories
that our love has flown apart with no warnings
maybe the warnings were there all along
and I just didn't want to see them.

We are like the candle in the wind
and the hot flame of our love just burned out
and now we walk around so empty
without a spark of light to keep the candle burning
the wind has blown it out just like our love
all we have left is the faded footsteps of the past
of what we once had.

- Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Well tell me when a kiss of love becomes a lie
why do you love to see me cry
you look at me as if everything is alright
That bears the scar of sin too deep in my heart
when I look at your dark blank eyes
it's like you don't have a soul
or did it just get too cold
I hide behind old fear
I running into the new ones
In a darkened room is where you keep me
you beat me down
you cling to just the sound of my pains
how can I define my self when no good is around
how can I stand up and beat you down
you belittled me day and night
all the precious times have been put to rest again
the smile of the dawn I have to lock away into memories
I face the day when I'm tortured to face my own trust
I look watching who I am crystallizing away to another place
while my salvation it crumbles to rose dust
when you kiss me I know it was only a lie
something just to keep me hanging on.


- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

You can't hurt me anymore, I had put walls up around my heart
I won't let you, not that you should try! I do hear,
I have eyes that see, all that you are spreading around about me.
Yes, words do hurt, but not this time,
I won't let you and your evilness play on my mind.
I don't know if I said it bluntly enough!
I want you out of my life, I am saying this nice.
No matter how difficult you made things for me in my life,
-I am making adjustments to change all of that
even when you attack, I will fight you back.
I am trying to make things right, but all you want to do is fight.
I have so many times to restrain all my emotions
but I must say when you come around, I start to feel ill,
my words are so real, you're heart is hard as a fossil
cold as ice,-your sneaky as a snake, but everything about you is fake. what is so crazy to me is how the paparazzi are always around taken photos and names casting on the shame and blame my way. you are unpredictable, and not conventional when I need you to be. You made what we had in the past something political,
just the sound of your voice annoys me. But I will not let you hurt me, Not that you should try,
Nor should I let you.

- Judy Emery © 2013
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Angels in the early morning June,
letting know I will one day see you soon,
their voice holds a soothing tune.

- Judy Emery © 2020
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

In a darkened room abandon, confused
beyond the reach of faith
my soul is absorbed in darkness
Lies the wounded, shattered my heart
the voice that runs into the dark
his eyes remain of love betrayed
the innocence of a child is bought and sold
to life so cold with so many demands
The rage of an angels left silent in chains
in a cold darken room
Forgive me please for I know not what I do
How can I keep inside the hurt I know is true
I look around to see where this innocent voice is coming from
then I go into silence and that voice is my inner self
crying out for the help of my innocents.

- Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

How are you feeling my dear?
you look so peal
you look like hell
The day has had its way with both of us
you don't do as I command
so get full punishment
oh, I've gone out of my way to make you stay
you will never be free of me
you think you feel the pains of me
Oh, grad doll you haven't seen anything yet
I cry out why do you make me feel like this
pain I'm feeling as I am going to die
I was a fool to think someday you could ever love me
and just maybe you would come around
and see the pain you are putting me in
but that is what you love
I'm not thinking that about you
I don't want to ever be like you
Because you see at one time I loved you
but now I see you are not what you seem
You are my mystery to me
Sometimes I just want to scream
but that would do me no good
I am your ragdoll you like to play with
I think you should just go away
please take your hands off of me
I don't want your nasty kisses
you are drunk and mean
There's no necessity for you to stay
please just go away
next time you come around my way
forget it I don't want to play
then you slapped me on my face
just to see me cry
then you tell me your sorry
you don't want to fight
then you promise tomorrow will be better
just wait and see when he puts me back into his head.

- Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Well he seemed broken heart' ed looking over at me
something within him casting spells over the sea
But the moment that I first laid eyes on him
I knew I would be lost in his charm,

All alone on the edge by the sea of a dream
he made love to me like it was magic
The clouds never expect it to rain but it made storms
crashing in on the sea
But the sea changes color over and over in dreams,

That is when he reaches over to kiss me and he was gone
But the sea does not change what it feels
But I had got lost in the moment of him kissing me
with the slow graceful of his touch, I fell in love,

He was like an angel flow of age,
I went forth with an age-old desire to please me in dreams
He was like a white-winged dove flying over me
Well, then suddenly I got up looking all around me praying
he was not a dream but something real to me,

There was no one left standing in the hall of my dream
In a flood of tears, my heart screams praying he would
find his way back to me
But no one really ever heard my cry's our the tears that fall
not at all because it was only a dream,

Well I went searching for an answer that never came
up the stairs and down the hall, I felt my heart fall
just to hear the call coming out to me from the sea
of a night birds singing come away with me.

- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

How can only try to reach the top of this mountain
but it has been forbidden.
whatever happened,-
to the one who would tell about poets
whose hands could take a pencil to the paper
and change everything?
I'm still unsure what direction to steer,-
It's so hard not knowing who will be next to fall.
The evening slips into another darkness
what must I do?
if I knew all about all of this, would that be bad, too?
I've been feeling I am running out of time
people are acting as if they have lost their minds.
I am afraid to let all of this go
we've tried it before,-
but all those painful memories kept knocking on my door.

- Judy Emery © 1994
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

This is the nightmare that will playout, where everyone screams and shouts in the darkened castle. People are playing the game of lust and bitterness, casting stones in a game of pain in a world that doesn't know how to trust. All they know are their sinful deeds to say hurtful things just to bring on more pains to make the spirit weak. This is where Dark Angel tells me what I should wear or what to say in his darkness of a masquerade. He looks me up and down and tells me to turn around, he looks at me with a wicked smile and tells me I drive him wild.
This is the night where the screams of truth or dare come out with so much fear and tears that could last for years, but no one seems to care. Where the road converges in a summers rainstorm. This is where the masks are on and some finally take them off, not caring about the cost of it all. This is called something of a darken masquerade where all evil comes out to play and many have lost their way. This is where the night will come to its end, but this will be where the chaos will fall at my feet, while Dark Angel watches me bleed.

- Judy Emery © 1998
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

When I look into your eyes

it is like I am looking in stain glass

seeing a fire burning on high

while you hold restrain from me

I can see the pains you hold

but you stand so bold

just to tell me you have a love for me

that I am your queen

but I cried out how can that be

you don't even know me

and this is what he told me

I cast pain upon all who see's you

because I will never let another have you

or love you

You will always be my everything

when Dark Angel has taken me down

he looked deep into my crying eyes

I will always be your only one

I am your king of darkness

the one you will always miss

I had cast my spells upon on your head

you will never forget

this cold September night

Dark Angel would tell me his stories

and tell me so many lies

just to keep me on your side

Don't you see what you are doing to me?

you are cutting me way too deep

I am starting to feel I can no longer breath

you are taking the life out of me

I know nothing last forever

this is something you tell me most of the time

but when I look into your eyes

I see stain glass of blood running into the sea

I start to cry because that is my life

you handed down to me

in darken dreams

I know deep within my heart

people do change

Why don't you give it a try

then I told him over and over

I could never love a man like you

that would be so hard for me to love someone

when he isn't free to love me back

the way I need him too

your heart is so cold

I 'm starting to think that is all you know

is a life of darkness

So I hold a candle upon hight

into that cold September sky

oh did it rain with no end to the pain

this old candle has your name

I tell myself don't feel a shame

because I know I am not the blame

of yesterdays pains

Oh, why September rains

keep the memories a flowing

If we only had taken some time

you could see I had never lied

but now I set out in that cold September rains

crying out so many pains

I try to rest my head upon my bed

but when I fall into a deep sleep

I will see you

what is my poor heart to do

when I still Love You?

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Oh, why September rains

keep the memories a flowing

If we only had taken some time

you could see I had never lied

but now I set out in that cold September rains

crying out so many pains

I try to rest my head upon my bed

but when I fall into a deep sleep

I will see you

what is my poor heart to do

when I still Love You?

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Dark Angel is feeling his own flames of evil ecstasy on a cold September night, I started having very bad dreams were something I haven't had before so I get up and made me some tea, yet I felt someone watching me through my bedroom window. I get up from my bed to see if anyone was outside my bedroom window I looked around I didn't see anything unusual on the land near my home so I just started to get back into bed and started to read while I sip on tea but then I felt the breath of autumn woods.
Within the winter silences, I could hear that old sound of darkening wind cry in deep pain like death like mourning  I felt so cold and lost deep within my soul and that is when. Dark Angel had started playing games with my mind so when I would sleep I would be afraid of what was waiting for me.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Oh, crying autumn

here I am in the night

on the ground for the found

cut deep with no sleep

my body is cold like the dead

on colored autumn leaves while

I bleed like the old red sea.


- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I was born in a painful storm

the memories stayed with me

oh, how the pains had cut me deep

the words that hurt made bigger storms

I hold my breath like I was dead

thinking it would all end,

I now realize as I got older

you cannot fix anyone

that don't want the help

so why in the hell did this life paint me

and put me down into a devastating storm

the past has a way to paint my life gray

this is the part of me that bleeds.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Somewhere in the dark

someone is crying

darkness will always be,

I try so hard to move past you

I could never open my heart

to someone of the dark,  

In darken dreams, you come to me

always make me scream

calling out my name

doing the same old things,

you’re always so mean

you love to see me bleed

the old earth vibrates in so many pains,

the velvet moon is always in the gloom,

you take love out of the room

round we go in the cloud of smoke

your old words echo out to the crying sea

into darken dreams,

at night, the sky holds no stars

you token that too;

you cast your evil all over the land

just for your anger to stand

your heart is so cold

you are something I could never hold.

- Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Now true loneliness made a home

where love no longer roams

feelings of love,

have been locked away

in the bright of day

where Dust and Lust

has made a cloud of gray

where true Love could never stay

In my mind of loss of time,

your old words come back

heater attack

words do hurt when

they come from you

words of a darken past

made its way back,

Love, passion made a crashed

gave my heart abashed

of everlasting pain

that brought on lots of rain

dust, Lust to an end of us

locked away in the cold

out on the snow of long ago.

- Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Oh, how I can see your darkness looking back at me, your angry holds a story that needs to be told of something that happened ancient years ago. Your eyes were like the sea the reflection of your pains entered deep within my soul, cutting away at my heart
shattered all the emotions you left me broken down.

All your friends are evil warriors that like to **** all that is good,
fighting for selfishness and greed you think pain is love because love had once made you bleed one night while I was home alone in my bed asleep. You, Dark Angel, came into my mind given me darken dreams.

Your words were deadly like an old sad song of true Gothic pains
under a big velvet moon that was hanging down in gloom, I fell deep into your icy arms while you cared me on into a darken room,
your embrace made me shiver my spine felt like it was about to break.

Oh, how you make my body ache, when you first looked inside my eyes I started to cry the pains were so deep. It burned in my mind you held me so tight like we had known each other all our lives, your hunger for me started making me feel even more uneasy.

It got so hard to tell you to let me go, fighting against all that I have known that what we have is truly wrong. Dark Angel would tell me all kinds of things just to make me think, making me question what is right from what is wrong. This is one of Dark Angels way
to take control over me while I dream he would touch me with his cold wrinkled hands.

He kissed my lips as if he was taking away from my last breath, he sent to my mind fear making my heart race. Oh, how my body ached, he loved to see me cry he would hold me tight when I would glance at him. I would see his eyes change with mine,
he acts as if he was trying to read my thoughts.

But all I felt was a disguise so helpless, powerless, he would charm me with a smile like he truly loved me as if he was bewitched
of something of long ago a story of darkness a love that once ends.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Romance is an unknown language
that is among autumn leaves
with beautiful white wings
looking back at me...
love held deep into his amazing eyes
blue angel eyes singing out to me
he is painting something I had never seen,
Deep within my soul
that was once shadowed me
with so much pain of long ago
far deeper down into my heart
this angel had left his mark...
In the shadows of my mind
that old familiar look had shaken my soul
my mine came back to the time
where my earliest memories of his words
came to me like thunder in an unquiet way,
that held a rhyme of true Love
that is when he folded his beautiful wings
over me to set my spirit free.

-Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

My soul struggles
without true Love
I walk into the dark
I feel so alone
while my spirit slowly dies
Oh, how this makes me cry
what about me
will I ever be enough
will my words ever matter
I will walk around like a lost clown
but I will never give in to this evil
that is always at my mind
day and night
Oh, how I cry to feel your love again
without all this sin
Oh, do I matter
do you even care what it is I fear
you just walk around me in the dark
to keep me on the edge
like you are waiting for me to be dead
I am lost deep into the sea
within darken dreams
desperate cries of all times
haunt over me like a darken cloud
my mind is unfolding
to a time when Love was once with me
how could this be
when I feel so lonely
I have no nourishment for my spirit to feed
I feel so empty and weak
look what you are doing to me
why can't you see
Look at me
taste this cold bitterness
you had given to me
My soul struggles to keep hanging on
I am at my end of the grave
my life is only a mystery of broken dreams
of you and me you plagiarized me.

-Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The autumn moon hungover in a fire over the hill's  
the wild black promontories of the coast extend as far as the eyes could see, I need a place on the sea away from us away and away from what we could be. one winter afternoon sunlight that gilds the cobbled streets of Montreal, I saw a small village outside Paris, beyond the light beyond the sun, That is where my heart hungover you under sheets of scarlet satin away from vows and other sins, my heart gave in above the confusion and the fuss of both of us beyond the push beyond the rush my heartfelt, it was going to burst with all the love you gave the curve of the narrow street reflected back at you and me. There's a place for love and light a peaceful time, no wrong no right, run me and never let go let's run in the streets of Paris until we get old the shop window at left, still follows the old line of the country lane that we once played.
there's a place for love and light for the both of us understanding takes flight, the cars line the street lights of Montreal feels so right,
with faith as sweet as the scent there is time for us yet.

- Judy Emery © 1997
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

A child walks along with black veils
covered all his little fingers
with the noise of a child, it plays along
the hemline of so many
meadows of his home where he belongs;
But in truth, it is they who
doesn’t want you to see
the filthy grime that blankets the Earth;
He'd sit on logs as pulpits listen
to the sermon of rights and wrongs
It's starting to be his favorite song
how life goes on
nothing seems to matter in his little life
put your veil back on the man cried out
but who can help but peek when you hear torture?
the screams of suffering and agony
that you are told to ignore.
I feel sorry for this little boy;
In his darken hours
he found power to say no more of his
Fathers words of pains
as he walked away with that look on his face
find God he cries out,
His name is Jehovah and he makes way
even for a lost child like me
they are among us the dandelions of thorns.

- Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Paris love of Dark Angel dreams,
running in the rain is me.
My thoughts are on the streets of Paris love,
watching lovers;
laugh, kiss, and making dreams.
I sit and write whatever came to my mind,
up the stairs in
My Paris room Dark Angel is watching
my every move and
Every thought he is making sure
I stay true to only him.
Writing out how I feel,
my needs to be free from the
An evil that is around me.
tears stream down my face why
Dark Angel has a smile on
his face, he likes me to be this away. No
one can see a dark,
lonely angel like me happy and free,
I felt no ****** in my
mind I write out my words.
Dark Angel went up to the staircase
to see all my work in paintings
my words I put in writing,
No one can see the world as I do
my world of sorrow and pain
that Dark Angel gave.
blood is on the paper soul
can be seen of lost dreams,
full of ashes;
nothing that can grow of love in the full moon.
reflecting on my pale face,
Dark Angel cry's out, new moon
is what I gave.
‘’Moonlight, ’Dark Angel, exclaims;
with a fit of anger in a battle cry,
‘’Why’’ do you put your mind on worldly things,
You must change, without making any noise,
then deep rain came of my
Pains cries of a lost cold life, ****** is what you did!
I didn't ask for this;
The hurt never ends, I want my life back
the way it was.
Without feeling anything inside like this I cried.
Because my emotions are lost in the darkness of Paris.

- Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Oh the cries I did hear that is always so  near

A voice came out of darkness saying to

the people of Salem's lot,

Come, lets us deal with the shrewd ones

let me make them stand mighty for me

and they will fight for me in war,

it will be a war no other has ever seen

bloodshed men and women all over the sea

all over the land crying out for me,

Oh, enemies of mine, you will fight

until someone wins,

Dark Angels eyes are red yellow

like a raven holding so much anger

making all his people work hard as slaves,

then Dark Angel looks up at the castle

just to see me looking back at him

from my window then he laughs in

a ruthless way saying very loud

Moonlight there will be no one

to save you from me ...

You could hear in his darken law voice

his evil justice will be powerful and

Moonlight your beauty will always be

that shines out on to the sea

and your mind will always remember me

in darken dreams are what your eyes see

because you are my queen

that will always sing lullabies to me.

- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Far away upon darken the land

cries of an unknown making way

calling out for a medicine woman

to take way pains calling out names

but all they get is the rain,

Cold darkness whirls slowly

setting the fog of shame

Days are nights

and the nights are days

but the pains never fades away,

Oh medicine woman will you

find a way to take away all this pain?

she looks deep into the eyes that weep

she cast her spells and gave them hell

the lost people feel down at her feet

crying out in need,

But the old medicine women

acts so mean to all how could see

drink and drop down to the old ***

she put her medicine into it

she put birds feet and eyes

the tongue of lies

frogs and bugs and lugs

and she put a little black box of rose dust,

And that is when they all began to fuss

they started dancing around

like beaten up clowns

they didn't feel much pain until

the spell was over

The medicine woman started to cry out

water, water at your feet

silence is what you will be,

Silence is what she cast

no more words of pains

but the rain made its way another day

dreams that plagued the spirits

deeper into darkening dreams

Oh, medicine woman, you are no friend

you are at your end so hold your tongue

that is when Dark Angel stood up

out from the ashes of burnt rose dust,

Then the medicine woman

cast her spell saying to Dark Angel

you are dark and evil

that has fallen from ancient heavens

you had been cast to the sea

for your soul to bleed

so now remove your eyes off of me

and let me free while she speaks

Dark Angel has taken her down

into the cocking *** of spells

and given her hell

that ringed the old black bell.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Every day it will rain until my pains go away
Dark Angel always love to see me in pain
Darkness is always around me all hope of an escape
has left me this is knowing the life I live,
Pain and agony the grunt of grinding teeth
My pain's run deep within my veins cuts of darkness
that never stops this is all my poor soul knows
that it now takes hold,
The hurt that consumes me
with no heartbeat, I'm hurt
like clockwork a rain that will never go away as long
as there is pain
Oh, the shame that holds me in Dark Angels lust
I don't want to cry you see,
that is a weakness in Dark Angels eye's
I'm along most of the time
Locked away with no hope of an escape
I sit around with my black velvet gown
with red roses in my black hair,
Lips silk red and my eyes as blue as they could get
My bed is ready to be played in of lustful sin
When darkness descends on my light skin
the moon shines on dim Dark Angel wants to party,
Scattered pieces of my soul lying around
just to be found to gather up again
I can hear a knocking at my door
Just to find Dark Angel wanting more
I can feel his lust creeping upon me
His hunger his needs for me
His breath, his eyes on my every move
His cold touch of death this fight is a fight I could
never win his darkness mad it's way
init has consumed me
I felt I couldn't breathe his lust is all over me
His voice has softened by telling me a story
how much he waited to find his Dark Angel
Dark Angel exclaimed
When I found you Moonlight
It was the best thing that ever happened to me
In my darken life than
he looked at me and proceeded
to say more I waited yet again
For you to let my dark love in
But you keep hanging on to a faith
You don't have an escape
You don't have strong enough faith
Your rain will never go away

- Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery