She fled to Brutus as she wept
The water is greatly valued
the waves of the sea give out its anger
and the heavens cry out to Moonlight
letting her know danger is near her soul
Her ***** heaved as she stepped aside
as conscious of Dark Angel looking at her
she steps suddenly, with timorous eye
She fled to Brutus as she wept
Moonlight knows Dark Angel is anger
Moonlight pressed with a meek embrace
she bending back her head, looked up
in a deep gaze upon Brutus' face
Dark Angel tell Moonlight what is this that I see
are you playing around on me
with Brutus my butler
then she gets up and tells Dark Angel this is not true
then Dark Angel looks with a smile
did you just lie too me
That I might rather feel than to see
the swelling of her heart is to thee
I calmed her fears, and she was calm
And told her love with true pride
And so I won Moonlight Dark Angel smiled
She is my queen
The beauteous Bride of my darken life
I give to you my love for life
Then Moonlight started to cry with the velvet moon
Brutus do you have something to ask me
Dark Angel exclaimed
Then Brutus walks away without a word.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Deception is a part of life that you want to leave behind
Betrayal is its friend of the night that you want to take
Off your mind and let it run in summers breeze so free
Without it just being a dream
If you watch closely to your pains
You will only find many doors you left open
yet you will never be free
The people that gave so much pain's in your life
They’re not different in the end
So let them go
Let go of the pain and let the rain come down
Slam that door as hard as you can and move on in life
You cannot have both so just let go
I know love is bliss
Sadly I will never have a part of this
Just another dream that faded away just as fast
Lost in the moment of one lasting kiss
Something my poor heart miss
Oh this hurts so bad
My heart is taken the beatings that it should never have
Gladsome things are gone washed away in the rain
But there are still some pains that remain
Slamming doors that yet have not came
You are like a song that I will not miss
But when the rain comes I will cry out slamming doors
I need your love today
But then I don't need any more pains from you and all
Those sad lies you tell
I need you now before you go away
Trying to hold on, I know the cause is lost
Does this mean nothing?
I promised you, my heart was crossed in the rain of your pains
I've kept all my promises to you
Can you say the same?
We're losing touch what is true love
You're driving me insane I cannot keep playing your games
Are you so heartless to say you still love me
When I saw you with you know who
You must have me confused
My heart was open, the key was yours
But now all I'm doing is slamming the doors
Walking out of this darken life of your lies
Slamming all the doors.
I hate these childish games
Let the rain pour because I'm slamming this door.

- Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

People look at me and laugh
They walk around like clowns wishing they
Had what it takes to walk my way
What a shame to still someone else name
They go around and say bad things and
Get others to believe something that isn't true
About me how crazy but I will never let you
Bring me down don't you see you could never
Be me God made me the way I look and that
Will never change my DNA
They make fun of my every move
But then I must say look in the mirror and what
Do you see is darkness in your life
Not too pretty is it?
What I want to know is what is it about me that people hate
Could it be the fact that I have nothing to prove
People are just ignorant for no apparent reason,
I love me that is just the way it is
They talk about me every season for whatever reason
If they see a hot man look my way thing can get nasty
That will tell him bad things about me for him to look
Somewhere else as long as it was not at me
What for, I don't know, this war has been going on too long
I don't really care, and my attitude shows it
People are going to talk if I like it are not
But, that's okay because I know how to walk
And how to be me
They are wasting their time talking about me
I'm using my time to walk away so free in the summers breeze
On easy with my happiness I am me
I don't have time to play little childish games
My life is so real I don't need to play the loser games
At least I can I say I'm happy in my skin God gave me
But I want to say thank you for taking your time out for me
Because it means I'm doing something right I'm always on
Your hateful minds
I feel life is going just fine :)
I really don't like to fight I love me you must see :)
People are only looking at me because they wish they was me
They spend hours looking on the outside of me
Wow they would hate me even more if they see my big heart
Of what makes me
The part of me they should talk about is what's in the inside
How God loves me and gives me peace even in the life I live
Of hat and shame of child play
They also look at the downfalls of themselves
I know that must really hurt but don't give me your dirt
Sometimes, I just have to tell them
There's no shame in my game
I have a lot of love for myself and I don't want to take time out
To put your nasty ways in my heart
So, people can take their opinions about me and stack them on a shelf
And take the book down and write down what you have to learn
For those who look at me and make fun of me
I know I'm all in the game of being me
I just have to ask you something
Are you really looking at me are your nasty self
For those who are laughing at me
I bet you cry in your sleep wishing you were never that mean,
I want to tell ask you something
Is it really me you're laughing at
This is a poem for my 'Haters' to think about not me but at themselves
Love to all my haters :)
- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

In my bed with so much going on in my head
Where I dream dark secrets I never wanted to keep
I never wanna believe all the things Dark Angel told
all the promises that he made that will never come true
unless it is of darkness and pain then it will.
In the life made up of strings of a puppet
being pulled by a secret of his darkness
I know my falls and fights that brought me here
I know I have to win and beat this darkness,
but it is hard when you have a spell cast upon you
and when all hope and love seem to disappear
you can't understand this old nightmare,
black roses floating at sea in bloodstains of me
I see visions and I know dark secrets.
I try to never let Dark Angel's words stay in my head
but when they do I get so confused
I get lost into a dream that makes me scream.

- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Belied with false compare looks at me with his skin of stone
the effort to keep his hands off me, he looks and tells me I need to get my hair done his veins behind his eyes see everything. If my hair would just stay beautiful I wouldn't complain, I wouldn't have to go through so much pain to keep up with all this drama in the rain to keep in a style that drives everyone wild that sees me
dark passion with the lust of style is on every woman, that wants to be like me the queen that holds Dark Angel's eyes. My hair is up in one big old mess every time Dark Angel wants to get wild in the nights of romance if you know what I mean the wires of true liars that keeps me wanting more of the beauty of their styles that only last a while it's like blue road maps of the night that catches the eyes black wires upon my head like a fire of something from the dead that is making another kinda mess something I may have many regrets. I have seen some black roses with red and white ones too some perfumes are there more delight of my hair of the night
I love to hear him how much I drive him crazy. I like the way Dark Angel speak, yet I know music hath a far more pleasing sound when Dark Angel is around. He would tell me in his softness I never seen a goddess like you, my queen when he treads on the ground he takes my hand and he spends me around my love rare as the beauty of the moon belied with false compare.
- Judy Emery © 1979
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Journey beyond the mission of desire, when the night is still young;
Dark Angel anger was pulled with a motive but then when is he ever does anything without anger. He was a child that swallowed more pain than the love he was forever changed.
He was always judged and looked down on with hate, maybe that was his own fate, judge punished bast on lies than facts he became a broken spirit a bruised soul that had turn darken. His life of a darkened past was like a buried skeleton that became uncovered long after death there is no understanding why his life was dealt like this but there is no way of changing what he knows. Dark Angel had never known love this became difficult into the human art of one's heart. Dark Angel is the seed of all darkness the pain of what was spawn down into his veins, he was always beaten down in the rain. He started seeing all things at once forward and backward of a life unloved. To know love and truth it requires understanding from the beginning of birth but that was never a given he became an orphan and that is the start of his painful life a journey beyond the mission of desire. Dark Angel has extraordinary anger that he calls love.

- Judy Emery © 1979
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

His Eyes are haunting and his kiss is deadly.
Dark Angel kissed me in dark spring
it was all in my dreams
where it is I hear painful screams.
He takes me down;
where all the fallen angels are standing around
just waiting to see him crowned;
yet he only looked at me so he could try to read me
to see what my eyes hold, he can see I'm bold.
Dark Angel cast his spell on me with a death kiss,
I was lost in that moment of another time,
Oh, he is playing on my mind.
I see so many things I never wanted to see
I feel the pains where I had been cast into ancient dreams
where it is I hear all those screams,
not knowing what it all means.
It all was like I was in a play
where so many asking him which way they should walk
or how they should talk or dress for the best
in a wedding fest,-
But in his eyes are very haunting
I see how he watches me day and night
bring on the fright where I must fight for what is right.
I must be insane to feel this away
my life is in his hands where he is always making commands.
I will never understand how he got a hold of me
and how he swept me off my feet,
every time he is near, I start to tremble into fear
as he speaks what's wrong dear,
his slightest touch takes me places I never been
it's like a craving deep within.

- Judy Emery © 1979
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Together like time indefinite into a darken life
like Bonnie and Clyde trying to catch the glass
before it falls to fast into the past of time
Without a frown turn up the stereo to hear our song
let's make love to the sound and fuss about us
I wanna play you like an old song
I want to write you down with me into history
about our crazy dark love
Did we remember to water the plants today
be for we go out to play with our guns
we must never forget to watch the darken moon
because every Eye forgot to look up at the moon in late June
The eye was too busy, said the eye was too busy
The eye was too busy about us they make so much fuss
Looking at you,
looking at me
writing us down into history
still, it's nice to know that when our bodies wear out
they will put us into the ground with a ****** crown
We can be together forever in history
another life side by side cut deep like a knife
But we had a darken love that no one could think of
What does that one thing have to do with the other one
that keeps their minds so confused
love is love
no matter what color it is
no matter what age it is
no matter how danger'es it is
An eye for an eye
but you can never change Bonnie and Clyde
I don't know why but I will love him to the day we die
I was just thinking about my mother and father
I had to cry some darken tears
ain't nothing worse than an old worn-out love song
but this year it will be a song that the old world will never forget
Tell me do you like my hair this way?
remember all the way back in the day
when we would compare who love is stronger
that is what made us hold on a little longer
above the bed, we put our fishing nets and posters
all over the walls about us and our strange love
Sometimes I just wanna go sit out on the stool
and write true poetry about us
just watch all the cars go by
just to say look at Bonnie and Clyde
Yes, we will go down in history.

- Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Why can't you be more conventional?
this is what you say to me
People talk, people stare, so I try
to understand their point of view
but I have to speak out to a lying crowed just for you
why should I do a thing like that
when they are out for blood with jealousy in their hearts
you talked and talked your lies about our love
I know in my heart that's not for me
to stand around just to let others watch me bleed
because I can't see what is it they want me to see
they act so crazy with words of hate
that to me is some kind of crazy
You stand out like a darken cloud in this old world
people look me up and down
like they have something they want to say
they pass me on by with hate in their eyes
So, let people wonder, let them laugh
all they want about our love and how it didn't last
let them frown like clowns and walk around with hate
jealousy is a very bad thing
You know I'll love you until the peal moon turns pink
Don't you remember I was always your clown?
Why try to change me now?
You played your game so good on me
you even have your clowns outside our home calling me names
with so much jealousy and hate
go don't lose your darken ways
But remember the truth always comes out at the end.
- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

You don't get to choose how you're going to die
you just need to move one day at a time,
You can only decide how you're going to live Life.
Yes I know I have a strong silent Attitude
But that is just the way I am;
I am my own Queen in my own Dreams
This is the way I want my words to be,
So never judge me
I let God take that lead you to see
Because you are no better than me.
The size of my shoes are seven and I didn't say eleven
for God is in Heaven;
I do walk like a Queen with my own Attitude,
See You could never wear my shoes
nor would I ever have or want you to,
I express my own free will how I see it, so beat it.
You come around acting like some crazy clown
with a new Attitude...
You say you know my pains
you say it's all one Big game
Don't pretend you know what I feel,
Don't act as you have always been there by my side in Life
You say you don't like my ways;
Well good, because I never ask you in the first place
if you like me, or not so get off my back,
Over the years, time in my Life has given me Tears
But with Time I became the Queen of me;
Love and Hate is the power of choice
this is what the world handed down to me,
I am my own Queen of my own Attitude
I am Woman who is face adversity
I embrace my Life in my own way
God-given me a heart and I breathe the air of Life
So move on and let me Live.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The old gray village lay in the landscape of pain;
It was a cold night in our home
Once our home felt what Love was all about
but that had been some time ago.
I had to ask myself over and over as the years past,
How do you walk away from someone you love?
There he is standing by the door in silence
it was a cold dark night my love had taken flight,
OH, HOW THAT MADE ME CRY;
I watched as his love made its way out the door,
the spell that invented no words;
I don't really know what made my heart run so cold
but that one cold night his love was getting old,
The light of his love turned cold like the black in the night,
inside my broken heart,
tell me to never look back on what was good
never look back on the life we had
We once had so much love to give
But time moved so fast in our life
Love started to slip away...
We have shared so much together,
We Laughter...had so much fun, we had our tears;
when love had gone like the summers sun
all that we had is now all dead and gone
my heart is on the run...
We must walk away, and allow ourselves to heal from the pain,
I know one day you will be happy
and one day so will I
O careless love '', I hear my ill spirit
Sob into the winter sky's
each blood cell weep day and night
my heart was at my throat...
my soul cry's out for this old pain to end
it hurts like hell deep within.

- Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

It's three A.M. where all is asleep
but you and me,- no one's there to see
the little beauty that stars back
as I rock slowly back and forth
My baby boy and me.

His little head is feather- light
tucked up against my chin.
I hold his tiny hand in mine
and stroke his baby's skin.

The old house creaks and groans,
The clock hands creep around
as the ancient moon glows
my son snuggles close to me
as he makes his baby sounds.

I love those quiet hours so much
I cherish every moment
I think Jehovah for this blessing
I store memories within my heart
for lonely nights to come.

All to soon he'll be grown up
his need for me will be gone,
It will be a sad song
yet life must move on,
until then I still have time
for kisses and for a song.

Time for quiet hours like this
With him cuddled in my arm,
Where I wish he'd always stay,
Protected, safe, and warm.

And yet I know the day will come
When this tiny little hand
It will be much bigger than my own.
He'll grow to be a man.

But until then he's mine to love,
With no one here to see
as I rock slowly back and forth
My baby boy and me.

- Judy Emery © 1988
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I look for another in the book of love
I longed for the poet that sang;
oh, golden days of spring let your love sing,
let the old ship seal on the sea,
I never found a Poet one like you
Art of love is beautiful but then they
Never seen you out on the ship with a love so true
I guess I looked but when I stopped looking
there you stood...
Helpless I stood among those awful cages;
you, my love,  delivered me from injury;
You gave your self to me so patiently,
the fallen roses are me out on the sea with thee,
the old moon rushed along the sky
beating its beauty like it was heaven to the eyes
love is on our side when I was no longer looking.

- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Above London street is where you will find me
standing tall against the walls of Poetry;
I hold admonition and deprivation of starvation,
The aftermath of a darken past only sings lullaby dreams to me.
All will stand and bow down to a street clown
Oh, but never me this all can see;
A New World to the lost and found that stands so proud
that cry's out loud to the fools that feed on greed,
Among lies hold things untied in life
with a hunger to please,
The applicant apprehensive the future with anxiety over me;
Oh, look what be bees had found in poetry
their arrival got very stick
locked into a box with no honey
But flying made Bees...
That babysits the haters of lies that keeps them up all night
You know that is right with no lies,
Look at the balloons and the cartoons about you
that fly's high upon into the clouds roaming around to be clowns.
I am a strong woman that fights with the wild beast
that keeps on a chase after me like bees
Oh, meeting season is over so move on an old rover,
The plague of true beauty stand within me
The reaction of lost passion for hunger bees
got a present from me;
Strawberries are bitter with poison honey from the bumblebees
that fight for the queen and that would be me,
Black pine over time in the trees of darkening dreams
Orange lights in the lairs eyes that keep on haunting after me,
rook that bleeds pain for a rainy day
in Decembers, whether bluebirds sing looking for the bees
burning letters in crying cold weather are the haters,
in candlelight gives me sight for what is right in God's eyes.
Some strained their eyes just to see who is fighting for me.
- Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The shades of the night of July
Black Tulips into a glass velvet vase
it shows no beauty to face,
If you could describe a bird in a cage
what would it look like?
what would it sing
if it holds in its mouth a silent tongue?
If you cut the cord to the heartstrings
there would be a darken place that holds pain,
If you face the beast eye to eye what would you see?
would you marvel over the rain?
My thoughts...
My tears are dim...
I wreck the rest of the best of me
is when my love cut me deep,
I was to pluck out the memories of my heart
what would be left for me to write about?
I think into my darkened room;
looking back at a crying moon
that is shining into the night of my dooms,
I must find what will make my heart sing
what will make my body move like spring,
I feel like the bird with no tongue
crying into the cage of my darkened room,
my silent cries hold my thoughts like a broken clock,
with a shattered note on the weaker heartbeat of me.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Ancient skies dark with billions of stars
that  beautified the night,
It is like fine art
to the eyes,
Oh, capricious moon
that climbs with restless gaze across the skies of June.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

It is a midwinters night on the coast of Massachusetts,
Walking on the sandy shore, looking at the sadden moon that hides in and out from winters clouds. I can still see the far away from streetlights upon the sea like a dream, I take in the sea cold air with care...that is when I spotted a bottle with a note in it, I scooped it out of the water, it still had seagrass on it. I am so truly happy to have found it, I open the note of something very old, as I read it is written something like this 1896, off of Georges Banks. Oh, my Love, I miss you, nobody but me out on winter madness sea, my memories taking me back to you.
Your love is irreplaceable I do hope with time you will find the note of my heart, I send out on sea...obeying love from above you are all I need. Oh, Love commands me to write....day and night for the rest of my life. I miss your kiss, it becomes a need for my soul,
Oh, darken clouds claiming the stars and moon;
Time is like a thief that has taken your love from me,
I become weary, and so very sadden without you with me.
So I write you this note on teardrop ink.
The old crying sea rolled on as it had millions of more years to play around like a sad ghost... I hope and pray the true love that you haven't forgotten me? You are all that keeps me hanging on
My God who watches over me has been so kind to me,
''I pray I am with you once more...''
I am blaming time for the looking glass of my age of woman,
My looks may have changed some but not all that much,
But I will say this as I write my heart down into this note
my Love for you is still the same, It runs stronger than the winters storms so please never let our love be a lost blind spot of passion.
- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

My Life is like sad poetry that the world reads about,
Lost in winters dreams of my own misery;
This I do confess with an honest heart
Silent emotions with true devotions.
My words have passed through the stages of millions of minds
from true solitary childhood of pain
adolescence cornered in distant,
The isolated soul is what my life had seen,
I held on to my own deepest desires that could
make a very big fire.
I set out to make myself a part of the great human multitude,
My life has matured, and that is about all it has done;
I have traveled the life of pain out in pouring rain,
It was like a dream,
the style of the last century of torment
that had been passed down to me.
But I had never given up on true Love;
I feel that a poet must live out his or her own life
to ever write what is truly from one's heart,
I am that poet who knows life's pain
who knows the problems of broken-down dreams,
I know what it is like to be alone and never have
love to call ones own,
I survive the crossing storms in deeper winds;
Who passed along into the life
of a broken heart from the very start of birth;
I have passed through the fire and rain,
I felt the sorrows of another hope of a tomorrow
that may never come,
But now my heart is glistening for true love
to set that spark in my heart
to an everlasting dream of true reality
of what love can bring.

- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

If only I can see you at the end of the horizon
I don’t need a map to know where my heart needs to run
when I know it will only run to you
There wasn't a moment that we were apart
we shine like the north star
you lite a fire into my heart
that burns so high into the night for life
If only I can see you at the end of the horizon of our love
I know I will be just fine in life
but in time I see our love got carried away with the wind
the rain starting pouring down again
I found myself not able to sleep without you holding me
the old flowers that we planted into my heart
bloomed into the dark whole the moon shined out over the sea
it holds my secret, my beautiful black pearl moon
You saw our ship sink into darken dreams
with the question of existence, apart from reality
oh, the moon my heart just screams why love made my heart bleed
I fight past the time to find a peace of mind
I’ve never believed in things that are forever
You have given me love
but then you have taken it away from me
you have given me a storm of pain that dazzled the sea of rage
you brilliantly trapped me into a love of your reflection
reflects dimly above the high tides in the thick mist
that sunk our ship where love should be
now all I see into this darken dreams is the black pearl
of you and me into lost dreams at sea
if anyone would lesion to the cold wind
they would hear the sound faintly of our ship of love sinking
into silence dreams that makes my heart scream.

- Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery