There are hidden secrets sounding off in the winter winds in the heavens of billions of stars are messages where the spirits talk and left secret.

-Judy Emery © 1983 The QueenOf Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

When the pains began to pour,
I start writing down all those struggles
that trapped my heart like a plague,
I let it bled through my ink pen.

- Judy Emery © 1990 The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

He tells me about love
of night and day  
to help me keep my faith
This beauty,-
the joy that comes from Him
The seed of this Love
I hold grown in wisdom
and trueness of His deepest love
that comes to me from heaven above.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

My love for you will run deep
Like the Mediterranean Sea
Your love in the dark that is killing me  
You have taken all my strength from me  
Your love is lukewarm
I was always loyal to You
I never cheated on You
I was always there to hold you when you sleep
I even watch your dream
You are always about you and your needs  
You gave me lies
and false dreams of what love could be
Never had I made you doubt my love for you    
I never broke a promise I made to you
I was always true even when
you cut my heart in two  
But only you did all those bad things to me
And even called me Nona of your dreams  
Your accomplishments were you with me
the woman of your dreams
Your true happiness
You always told me God gave you an angel
and her name is Lilly  
But your love hurts so much it made my heart
bleed many seas
I want you to never suffer nor cry
You told me You had Loved once before
but that love had faded
You never Love anyone as You had Loved me
I was the best thing in your Life
You even said I was the gift from God
but I must ask which one is that
I promise I won't allow anyone in my heart
because you already killed it
That promise is true  
You have me running on confused  
Love is a word I will always fear
The turning of your voice
the deepness in your brown eyes tells so many lies
that runs in my mind
Something I want to let go  
I hope you understand why I want you to
move on without me  
I want you to stop hurting my life  
You make my life feel like I'm a failure.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1998
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Breathe in the trail of love
Ice river vaporizing the pain
of old heartaches
the light-years afar meltdowns
I feared to taste what love had
to give to me
I breathe inside my soul
the sweetness of true love  
the sweet abundance of stars
instilling dark
I look to see if I could find
your name in the heavens
where the moon sings out to the
millions of stars dancing around
That gives out pleasure in the
flowers and the beautiful sea
I feel you, my love, watching over me
where love is found springing of the year
I hold you near
with love in the air
The beating of two hearts becoming one
It's love that keeps us holding on
Breathe in the trail of love
Ice river vaporizing the pain
of old heartaches
The light-years afar a meltdowns
I feared to taste what love had been about
Love can be very sweet
when the golden sun is sinking
my heart form carefree
when thousands of stars blinking
I must think
did you ever think about me?

Poetic Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

If I could go back in time
Just to say what is on my mind,
I would let you see my tears fall,
Not just once but all the time.
If I had the chance to say I'm sorry,
I would say it to you every time I had
Ever hurt you.
I know I am not all that bad,
But I am the child
You never wanted to have.
I know you never told me that,
But rumors do have a way of coming back.
One more chance if I could,
Just to let you hear my voice,
Where nothing gets misunderstood.
I want you to hear my words,
Hear all my pain,
Let it rain.
I would take your hand, Mom
And say over and over again,
I LOVE YOU.
If I could take all your pain away,
Oh, mom, I would.
If I had one more chance to make the choice
Of where life had once put us,
I would have changed it and made things right.
Mom, if you only knew
I always prayed for you.
I always wanted you to know
How much I truly loved you.
If I had the chance to look you in the eyes,
I would have had you see
All the beauty you've given to me.
I would hug you and thank you for all you have done.
I would do all I could
Just to put another smile back on your face.
Oh, Mom, I hurt so bad.
I just wish I had one more chance.
I would do my best to take all the gray days away,
And if I couldn't, I would dance with you
Out in the rain just to wash away all the pain,
But I have no more chances; you are already gone.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2016
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
( I miss you so much, mom).

WHITE SLAVERY: THE SCOTTISH SLAVES OF ENGLAND AND AMERICAS

There were hundreds of thousands of Scots sold into slavery during Colonial America. White slavery to the American Colonies occurred as early as 1630 in Scotland.

According to the Egerton manuscript, British Museum, the enactment of 1652: it may be lawful for two or more justices of peace within any county, citty or towne, corporate belonging to the commonwealth to from tyme to tyme by warrant cause to be apprehended, seized on and detained all and every person or persons that shall be found begging and vagrant.. in any towne, parish or place to be conveyed into the Port of London, or unto any other port from where such person or persons may be shipped into a forraign collonie or plantation.

The judges of Edinburgh Scotland during the years 1662-1665 ordered the enslavement and shipment to the colonies a large number of rogues and others who made life unpleasant for the British upper class. (Register for the Privy Council of Scotland, third series, vol. 1, p 181, vol. 2, p 101).

The above accounting sounds horrific but slavery was what the Scots have survived for a thousand years. The early ancestors of the Scots, Alba and Pics were enslaved as early as the first century BC. Varro, a Roman philosopher stated in his agricultural manuscripts that white slaves were only things with a voice or instrumenti vocali. Julius Caesar enslaves as many as one million whites from Gaul. (William D Phillips, Jr. SLAVERY FROM ROMAN TIMES TO EARLY TRANSATLANTIC TRADE, p. 18).

Pope Gregory in the sixth century first witnessed blonde hair, blue eyed boys awaiting sale in a Roman slave market. The Romans enslaved thousands of white inhabitants of Great Britain, who were also known as Angles. Pope Gregory was very interested in the looks of these boys therefore asking their origin. He was told they were Angles from Briton. Gregory stated, “Non Angli, sed Angeli.” (Not Angles but Angels).

The eighth to the eleventh centuries proved to be very profitable for Rouen France. Rouen was the transfer point of Irish and Flemish slaves to the Arabian nations. The early centuries AD the Scottish were known as Irish. William Phillips on page 63 states that the major component of slave trade in the eleventh century were the Vikings. They spirited many ‘Irish’ to Spain, Scandinavia and Russia. Legends have it; some ‘Irish’ may have been taken as far as Constantinople.

Ruth Mazo Karras wrote in her book, “SLAVERY AND SOCIETY IN MEDEIVEL SCANDINAVIA” pg. 49; Norwegian Vikings made slave raids not only against the Irish and Scots (who were often called Irish in Norse sources) but also against Norse settlers in Ireland or Scottish Isles or even in Norway itself…slave trading was a major commercial activity of the Viking Age. The children of the White slaves in Iceland were routinely murdered en masse. (Karras pg 52)

According to these resources as well as many more, the Scots-Irish have been enslaved longer than any other race in the world’s history. Most governments do not teach White Slavery in their World History classes. Children of modern times are only taught about the African slave trade.

Passionate is in the hour of my wounds.
before my healing begins;
This deep healing comes from Jehovah God,
I shall trace Him out,
I will ask for His grace,-
while I look for this face.

- Judy Emery © 2000
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Stand strong in the faith and never take your eyes off Him, the works of the flesh are weak and will keep your heart bleeding, the spirit of the world is evil and it only sows weeds.do not look back it is only a trap, the past is okay to learn from, but don't stay in it too long, stay strong. It has already been written, and God has already forgiven when you asked, so don't fall back. It's long gone and it will hold you in darkness this would be what Satan wanted, he is the Father of all lies, he wants to end your life, without thinking twice., he isn't nice. when you can’t see your way hang on to your faith each and every day, stand strong, and keep holding on to the truth because Jehovah and Jesus love you. Just know this that Satan is always transforming himself into an angel of light, to make you lose sight of what is right in Jehovah's eyes.

- Judy Emery © 1999
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I  can still hear him still say;
"Don't worry my love, our story is still being written,
you are the lead role, of something of long ago, this story,
we both know the life we had lived and had to learn to forgive,
yet, we never forget, that landed us into a place of darken dreams."

- Judy Emery © 1978
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

There is a great deal of depression in my soul, something that happen to me long ago, that gave me a lifetime of pain that almost made me go into sain, and it will be he I give all the blame, for all this pain. oh, how this body aches, I know nobody truly knows me if they did would do anything to push them away. Dark Angel has overtaken over my soul, this happen so long ago, now I have fallen from the heavens down with him, the one who haunts me in darken dreams, where I always hear the screams. I long for the day when I escape this life of this darkened place. All he wants is full control over me, so he tries so hard to enter into my mind, but he knows he cannot do such a thing, so he cuts me deep within my soul, and hunts me down into my dreams while I sleep, he makes me weep. He loves to watch me bleed and to see my heart bleed out like ink that pours into the sea, but most of the time, he loves to play games upon my mind. His words are like an old sad love song that keeps playing along, they never stop playing in my mind, that keeps cutting me so deep cast me in a place of true agony. My mind is filled with deep thoughts of so many plots,  where so many had got so lost, the tears that flow from my eyes, I cried a flood that never ends deep within, while Dark Angel cast on more sins. I was too young to understand why my life was never right in my own mother's eyes, no matter how hard I ever try, she would always make me cry, just like he who keeps haunting me in my sleep.
All she has seen was the dark side of me, this is what she would keep telling me. she called me her black seed, I was only two when I started crying out to my God. asking God to take this pain away, but this became my fate, I must face. I remember those painful words that seem to have no end. I don't understand why they even began. As I got older the pains had grown stronger, I would get down on my knees asking God, Please make the hurt come to its end, but they never did, they just got stronger deep within, I had to learn how to forgive, but never forget. I would cry deep in the night asking why did my own mother why did she not love me;
why did my father leave me like this?  I held on as long as I could, I screamed so loud saying I didn't ask for this, But I now hold a very big old mess they left me in. They faded into the night without any words of goodbyes, I just sighed with so many thoughts of WHY.
they never said a word to ease my pains. Every day this old pain
has given me so much rain that cast me into a place called darken dreams.

- Judy Emery © 1977
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The wold is dark full of delays, as the people walk around in trauma.
leaving so many broken at all ends; yet again this is a life of sin-
in the air, it ranks of decay, but, afterward, this evil storm, so many are stronger than ever had been before, by the broken pieces of their lives they started living by the light of what is right in Jehovah's sight.

- Judy Emery © 1996
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

My days or gloomy gray, I asked my God to take this nightmare away; then a voice came out of nowhere, saying this is the way it must be for you to understand my commands. This is where you will learn to take your stand and teach others about me. It wasn't long until I started to speak, to all who would hear what I needed to say, for I could lead away for many to find the beauty of the LORD.

But when it comes to darken dreams, no one wants to hear a thing, when it comes to Jehovah God and our Lord Jesus. Soon, it didn't take long for the news to spread what it is I said, and it was if I had done something bad. Dark Angel came out of nowhere, saying: You must have lost your mind, talking about love, and forgiveness, you could never help those who are already mine.

That is when he looked around his slaves had fallen to the ground, crying out to him because they were afraid of what he would do if they even looked another way. Moonlight, he would call out in anger, telling me I better stop the foolishness and find your way to me. Then he started laughing like he saw something funny.

I looked up at him, telling him I will never stop speaking what is true to all that has a chance to see anew life from a place as this,
they all need to know there is a stronger love, a stronger King, that will forgive if only they would change their ways and walk in the true faith. He started yelling out me in all kinds of languages, before long I was cast into a place of deeper dooms.

Dark Angel made things even ******* me, my nights are longer in pains, at times I feel I will go insane while he cast all kinds of blames, making me feel so ashamed. I toss and I turn, while I cry so many tears that seemed to last for many long years. Every time Dark Angel is coming near, he would cast on the fears.

His voice is deep, and he sounds so very mean, while he starts calling out my name, Moonlight comes to me and take my hand and walk with me while we can talk about your faith.
I took his hand as he started leading me to a strange place deep into the woods, telling me so many bad things that made me see him for what he really is.

His words are hurtful that cuts deep within your soul, marked the heart bleed and he will not let go, This made my body feel so many pains that I never felt before. no matter how I plied or cry, Dark Angel will always be next to me just watching me while I scream.

  -Judy Emery © 1985
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

'' Who hasn't dreamed

or hasn't seen

Monsters in the darkness

of their human life.''

  -Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Come join me in our eternal dance.

- Judy Emery © 1979
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Death is a quiet place to sleep;
never have to worry about the weeping
of tears that fall from the tranquil night
or to see the eyes that hold so much fright.

- Judy Emery © 1979
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Sometimes I feel like I don't have the strength to keep moving along in this darkness, but I must keep making myself because there are so many lost souls that need to learn about the truth.
Dark Angel has trapped so many in a dark state of mind, a place now one on earth can escape from, and that would be dreaming while they sleep.
OH, How I would hear the screams while he breaks their wings, but anyone knows in dreams things are never what they seem. I see how he looks at me while he tells me all his lies as he shows me images from his eyes. He would like me to believe all that he tells me, but I know better than to fall in that trap. I have been fighting him far too long to play on that sad old song.
I know I have something that he always craves, and he knows
he could never have what God has given to me. This holy love is too strong even for Dark Angel to receive. God’s love has shined on me and God has given me a gift of a vision of light in my eyes that Dark Angel is trying to take from me. The angels of dreams is the name he calls me, the queen of all dreams of darkness. I know deep within what he is doing, he doesn't have me confused as he thinks.
I must play my part just to win souls that have fall long ago. to help them see the light of what is right in Jehovah Gods' eyes. Oh, this darkness brings on so much pain where tears of rain are always pouring down like a bad storm. In this darkness, I feel so cold where Dark Angel plays his role as he cuts upon my soul but I will never let go of what it is that I know.

- Judy Emery  2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I feel cold and so alone...
Why did you have to go?

- Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

My eyes to the memory of what I once have known he looks deep within my soul and won't let go. He sees my face of much pain he gave burning my soul of the darkness of his lost ways. He feels no trace of what love embraced Dark Angel only knows is the poison roots he feeds on the minds of the innocent when he kills is like a run to him within a hot flashing through the body enveloping to his brain taken over the mind so that one would lose its control. Dark Angel relives what he has done over and over in his mind what he has done to **** one's soul. The pain Dark Angel brings into one's life will never end without some kinda fight and lose one's life slicing and dicing the heart and mine is what Dark Angel. It does best until there is nothing left not caring what words he spoke. The temptation of your memory is what he feeds on just another wound to add to the collection, choosing your soul to make you lose all control of what is right in your life he will break you down and walk you around like some kinda clown that gets pushed around. I'm your nightmare of ever dream of dreams Dark Angel sings.

- Judy Emery © 1979
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

You are worth everything that the heavens  
And Earth has to give,
People are human  
They do make mistakes,
The words hurt to take one down  
The world frowns on what is good,
God-fearing  
The world is about shame, blame,
Casting pain  
The beauty is the truth
The beauty is the goodhearted one's,
Learning from there mistakes they had made
Forgive the one's that hold hate in their eyes,
The beauty is the one that wants's  
To help the lost souls to find the truth  
Within there hearts,
About what God-fearing can bring to them
What love really means,
That beauty sing's within and makes
It's way out to save a darken world  
The words of truth,
Sings even in a world not so kind  
Jehovah comes to all mankind  
That calls on him,
Love comes to the hearts and the mind  
Of mankind  
The good  
The bad  
Love wins  
Love is about forgiveness,
Love is from heaven not from man
Love is the truth of Jehovah 's law's
God-fearing,
No shame or blame in the pouring rain  
Love is the spark that shines even in the dark  
Hope leads to dreams,
Dreams run in the souls of God-fearing  
Your true beauty is within  
Removing its self from sin Amen.
- Judy Emery © 1999
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Moonlight shines into the deepest darkness
of my life the noise that covered the endless silence
the love of long ago.
Whispered words that were left unheard
that runs through my soul.
I am mesmerized by his  voice that runs in the night
persuaded to close my eyes and dream of better day's,
my nightmares came fast the night you never came back,
wishing that tomorrow will never come  
because you put my heart on the run
I acknowledge that we were never meant to be  
this I could now see,
I lay here looking at the walls that tell it all,
the secrets we never told,
conclusions and confusions of the whys that  
came to my mind,
your black wings are too much for me  
the world resembling paradise it seems so nice
you're the star that once shined in my life,
the fallen angel is now what you are  
October is not too far from your heart,
I'm running astray without you in my life
I bleed with the cuts in my heart,
fabulous was once me
things do change when you started stalking me,
my life had never been the same and you are the blame.
- Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

His voice in my dream kept talking to me over and over about what could be if I would do as he said, he loves messing with my mind most of the time. I can still feel the hat and the unloved at the same time, He was showing me what he could mean to me, showing me images of all he would give to me, his love is dark and very painful, but he calls it joyful. I feel more pain knowing he is always in my mind most of the time telling me all kinds of lies. He is not right he needs some kind of help, and I do mean professional help. My world fell right at his feet while I sleep in darken dreams.
He would tell me how he will always hunt me down in my sleep and the deeper I deep will be harder for me to wake, even if we are millions of mile apart he will keep cut at heart. Soon his voice had ended I have woken up in tears again.

- Judy Emery © 1979
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery