I didn't mind telling my story
about the life of the falling
and I don't mind being kind
just don't try to play on my mind,
because I know what it's
like to have that kinda life
where people wasn't very nice
and I know what its like
not feel anything
but always someone casting on blame
to make me feel ashamed
when it wasn't my problem
they just used me as the scapegoat,
and I know what it was like to feel out of place
living in a town of hateful clowns
that didn't know love or grace,
I know what it was like to have love
and then  have it taken away,
I don't mind telling my story
but I will not keep going around saying I'm sorry.
-Judy Emery © 2013 The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I see you standing across the street
just staring at me,-
Your face is brave
but I can also see
You are a BEAST
ready to FEED.
-Judy Emery © 2009 The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

For I am the poet and the writer
that puts my heart down into ink
for the whole world to read
what my heart bleeds.
-Judy Emery © 1983 The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I lead my poetic pen,
to every thought of him,
where our love begins
and to its painful end.
-Judy Emery © 1983 The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

My Loneliness is killing me
keeping my poor heart weeping,
this coldness
of true loneliness
is eating away at me
No one should have to go through life like this.

I could no longer fool myself living in a place of happiness
when all I see is the gray hovering over me,
my heart is truly broken
like someone had left me for the dead
I have no where to rest my head.

Because my mind is traveling over time
that reviles what I am feeling,
I know this may sound silly
but really
this has became apart of me.

In my mind I would see a place that haunts me
I am upon a mighty sea
where his eyes are looking at me...
but I never understood what it all means,
I just no I am in something deep
that scars the hell out of me.

In this darkness of my loneness
I have found myself in something deep
that leaving me cold and weeping,
I don't really know if I'm sleeping
my pains are cutting me so bad
leaving me feeling mad.

I’m bleeding out into the sea
because this old loneliness has taken over me
left me feeling cold and very alone;
but I keep hanging on
like an old sad song
that keep playing on.

I can no longer bear it
but somehow I am getting stronger
I know I must-
standing around in this dust,
this loneliness make me feel like I have no existence,
No self-worth
Oh, how this hurts the worst.

A life of a living Hell
Did that wring someone's Bell?
out in the cold
so very alone...
trying to make it on my own
I have nowhere to call home
all I do is roam.

Oh, how my body craves to be loved
but love was never a part of me,
my empty heart just bleeds like ink
as I wrote my famous lines
for the whole world to read
about a life that kept so many hooked.

So I could set my soul at easy
and my spirit run free
so I could feel a touch of love
and just maybe be love back
instead of always being attacked
behind my back.

It is crazy how so many has read my book
they all wanted take a better look
like they are hooked
but then it was them that wanted to bring on more rain
just to give me more pain.

But when I wrote down my story
of my lonely life
that made me cry
in my own bloodstained ink
where it is my sprit sink's
to pass the time-
to easy my nights
to easy my mind
my pains of loneliness remains,
but one day it will go away.

- Judy Emery © 2017 The Queen Of Darken Dreams Judy Lilly Emery

To new beginnings,
in fear and tears
that lasted for years
I still kept the faith.

To love I give a toast
the the ones who host
and to those who see ghost
Oh, please don't boost.

Hear is a toast
to the new and to the old
that written the hearts out long ago,
for the good and the bad
leaving some sad or even mad.

But lets not forget the ones
who writing in famous love
that still makes on blush,
in a world hearted up in lust
that still takes guts.

Oh, and let us not forget
the fines of poetic art -
that reaches down in everyone's hearts
The Love Of Jehovah God.

-Judy Emery © 2004 The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Upon the wonderous seas
come those darken dreams,
where time keeps sailing on by
like a silent sad outcry.

Late-night upon the ship
is where my intelligent mind
begins to write
my famous lines.

What a knowledgeable thing for me to do
when I am feeling so blue-
even the wind is blowing it hues
over something that happened some time ago.

I see the moon hanging down low
like it is seeing a show
or maybe it is seeing a ghost
that it is trying to host.

It something about the night
that plays around with my creative mind
that keeps me up to write
what I discover that feeds my poetic spirit.
-Judy Emery © 1987 The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery