I don't think I have feelings
sometimes I do want to feel a thing
but I cant
I need a brain transplant
Why can't I be happy?
why do I have to feel so ******?
you're acting so petty
but I don't care because i feel empty
where did all my emotions go?
suddenly my tears start to flow
I'm tired of feeling like nothing or feeling like this
my feelings are either all at once, or an endless abyss

What's the point anymore?
I curl up and cry on the floor
is life worth it?
I want to commit
should I end it all?
I feel so small
does anyone care?
the skin on my wrist is beginning to tear
will it get better?
the blood-soaked carpet is getting wetter
these are the questions I ask myself each night
until I begin to feel alright