I get lost in my head, filled with words of doubt and insecurities
Feeling alone in a place full of people I wish to see
Seeing the people I love going away one by one
"I'm ok"

Feeling scared to face my fears, to speak out my opinion to others
People laughing at my insecurities, laughing at every mistake I make
"I'ts fine"

So many questions but one stands out
So many answers, a question of doubt
What are these feelings?
These deeply scarred wounds
These bottled feelings
scared to be expressed
Suffering alone in darkness
Loneliness unfolds

Saw a blinding light filled with joy
I'm rushing back to it
Reaching my hand out
Seeking for justice and hope
It shines brightly, blinding my sight
I thought I could catch up to it
But it is to far away
I did best to reach out and see
And finally, I came out of the darkness
Out of my misery

Your unsettlingly deep and hypnotic eyes
Caught my attention to my suprise
Deep and dark as the ocean sea
Sparkly and dreamy as it is filled with Glee

It was the first time I saw you
In somewhere I never knew
Your perfectly imperfect eyes
To which I tried to tell lies

You were killing me inside
With these feelings I tried to hide
I avoided you with all my might
But I can't stop thinking about you every night

These feelings won't go away
As they lead me astray
To a path that leads me to love myself
Being caring and loving to oneself

I learned from you that I should be me
As I found that being myself was so free
Rather than hiding in a mask never to be revealed
The true self that was always sealed

You taught me to be more vulnerable
And not to be so miserable
I learned to do the things I want to do
And that's how I knew these feelings grew

I started to move on from all of the pain
But it was you who I wanted to attain
I still loved you deeply from afar
But these made me have a scar