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Jul 2020 · 100
Loneliness
Camille Jul 2020
Appearing in the moonlight day by day
Lurking in the shadows
Appearing out of the blue
Striking me with fear
Sending shivers down my spine
Leaving me with hopelessness
Me and my fears in the night :(((
Jul 2020 · 120
Words
Camille Jul 2020
He, who has been filled with guilt
Rising above this empty void he built
Reaching out to the skies above
With all the people filled with love
When all of the words were left unsaid
It was the moment that they dread
Spewing words that turned into a thread
With all of the tears they shed
With all of the words left to read
Most of the flock fled :)))
Apr 2020 · 135
Blinded
Camille Apr 2020
You are wonderful
You are loved
You are beautiful
But why can't you see

Trapped in chains
In cages of thoughts
Wondering why am I different
Why can't I be free
Apr 2020 · 157
Unsent
Camille Apr 2020
Why am I scared?
I'm awake at night
thinking if you cared
Am I right?
For leaving you hopeless
With the words left unsaid
Unseen messages
My thoughts fill into dread
No one to turn to
No one to lean on
I don't know what to do
But I, will see you anon
Scared that someday, you would leave me alone
Scared that one day, you wouldn't show
Mar 2020 · 72
Truth be Told
Camille Mar 2020
I, a trapped spirit tried to break free
To break away from my own prison cell, my body
To break away from these shackles pulling me back to where I started, my own thoughts and insecurities
To tell the truth about a situation
To seek justice for myself
Is that wrong?
To speak for the people who need justice?
To voice out what most people cannot admit?
Mar 2020 · 30
Light
Camille Mar 2020
Crawled out of desperation
in the depths of despair,
I rise out.
Mar 2020 · 121
Hide & Seek
Camille Mar 2020
As we count from 1 to 10,
You were finding, seeking and looking for me until,
You found me in a crowd of people
The more I tried to avoid you, the more you liked the chase
Mar 2020 · 95
The Sun and Moon
Camille Mar 2020
In a sea of stars I see,
A bright light,
Shines blindingly than the others
Full of love and hope

But I am just a moon
A reflection of her happiness
Surrounded by stars but blinded by one
She's the only one I see and need
Mar 2020 · 86
My Prison Cell
Camille Mar 2020
Outside these metal bars is a forest of paradise
Where one seeks peace and calmness within
The soft waves and the calming ocean breeze
I breathe in deeply, It is a lovely sight to see

But in my miserable state, I am unable to be free
To experience these beautiful things that I see
I see people who enjoy from sunrise to sunset
Dancing and celebrating to the beat of the drums
Able to see, touch, and hear around them
Able to do anything they want since they have everything
Mar 2020 · 96
"I'm Fine"
Camille Mar 2020
I get lost in my head, filled with words of doubt and insecurities
Feeling alone in a place full of people I wish to see
Seeing the people I love going away one by one
"I'm ok"

Feeling scared to face my fears, to speak out my opinion to others
People laughing at my insecurities, laughing at every mistake I make
"I'ts fine"
Feb 2020 · 91
Unexplainable darkness
Camille Feb 2020
So many questions but one stands out
So many answers, a question of doubt
What are these feelings?
These deeply scarred wounds
These bottled feelings
scared to be expressed
Suffering alone in darkness
Loneliness unfolds

Saw a blinding light filled with joy
I'm rushing back to it
Reaching my hand out
Seeking for justice and hope
It shines brightly, blinding my sight
I thought I could catch up to it
But it is to far away
I did best to reach out and see
And finally, I came out of the darkness
Out of my misery
Feb 2020 · 97
Eyes
Camille Feb 2020
Your unsettlingly deep and hypnotic eyes
Caught my attention to my suprise
Deep and dark as the ocean sea
Sparkly and dreamy as it is filled with Glee
Jan 2020 · 99
Finding myself first
Camille Jan 2020
It was the first time I saw you
In somewhere I never knew
Your perfectly imperfect eyes
To which I tried to tell lies

You were killing me inside
With these feelings I tried to hide
I avoided you with all my might
But I can't stop thinking about you every night

These feelings won't go away
As they lead me astray
To a path that leads me to love myself
Being caring and loving to oneself

I learned from you that I should be me
As I found that being myself was so free
Rather than hiding in a mask never to be revealed
The true self that was always sealed

You taught me to be more vulnerable
And not to be so miserable
I learned to do the things I want to do
And that's how I knew these feelings grew

I started to move on from all of the pain
But it was you who I wanted to attain
I still loved you deeply from afar
But these made me have a scar

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