Its everyday
I'm left with more to say
My pain never goes away

My words fail me
My heart trembles
My courage unable

No matter what I do
How hard I've tried
It's all pain and lies

But here I stand
All alone but on my legs
You'll never see me cry, and I wont die.

You drip of love
The words you say
And the way you make me feel
Even if it's not truly real

Cause though it feds you
And lift your heart upon high
Take away your fears
and makes you seem dear

Its does nothing for me
For every part I give,
I lose a bit you see
Heartaches to relive

So if my poems drip of love
It's truly just my blood
Cause I opened myself
And you took only for yourself

The words burn in me
I feel each syllable
As I write them down
My blood stains the page
For what is it I write
If not my fears, doubts, and dreams
The highs of love,
And lows of heart aches
Days I stood in the sun
And ones where there was none
You read them and embrace the poem
Not knowing that it's my soul I'm showing.
The next time you read one
Wipe the page see if it runs red
Or you learn what's in my head

I'ved climbed the tallest peak
Been to the placest most seek
Taken daring blind leaps
Braved the darkness and deep

I've been beaten down
Pushed in the water, left to drown
Used and left ******, bruised
My wounds fester and oozed

My strength tested
My will bested
Flown high in the sky
And crashed many times

They wait for me to quit
To not move just sit
But I will not lay down and die
There are mountains to climb

And even if I tumble down
Crashing with the loudest sound
I'll know I saw the top
A view I loved alot

I'm afraid I'll break your heart

These words ring true

But only in you

You made a choice

Then and there

To flee if your ever scared

Even if it leaves me broken and blue

That some pain is due

Leaving a mark on my heart

Adding to the scars of this warrior poet

If you could've brought peace to me I'll never know it

Six words cut me down

In the battle for love

One cant stand with you half assed

Be willing to die for me as I would for you

Nothing less undeserved and untrue

Wanted: Someone who isnt afraid

What I wanted you did not
the dreams I had were not yours
The beauty I saw you closed your eyes
What I tried to share you rejected

There is pain and there is nothing
I wanted the world
but you didnt want me
you didn't want anything
but to feed your underworld

So im lost, and alone
im on my own forevermore
Life will change
i will never be the same

my broken heart
will never beat the same
but I will live on
and find song to sing
and place to cling

and one day maybe you'll see
that I was there for you
that you ran, and thought your were free
but in truth is you just shackled yourself
because sometimes what we need,
is to help ourselves

I gave my heart, my soul, my all
Sacrificed, feed, and nurtured and loved
I held it deep when life made it crawl
I did my best to give it wings to soar like a dove.

But when I hurt, when I cried.
It didnt care, all it did was run and hide
When I beared my deepest thoughts and pain
All it would say its just rain

I tried to share dreams and hopes
She in her heart just said nope
I thought we were making a life
We were sharing the strives

Though I loved her with all that I am
She lied, hurt and then ran
I was unloved and never knew it
for years I was alone and never saw it