yes
my heart is made of stone
But it has a little moisture
yes
I can't express my grief's and pains
but I have no courage.

feeling like,
I'm traveling in train
looking out of the window
going to washroom then
again sitting back on seat

Mfs be asking
Why I speak less

Man, I just write and read
Nothing more
Thats how I enjoy my life
And it's better than human interactions.

Stand tall for all the world to see,
Your undying attitude forever amazes me.
Handsome person, wonder where your secrets lies,
You're so cute to suit a fashion's model size.
Just as cool as please,
Makes fall down on knees.
It's fire in your eyes and flash in your teeth,
The swing in your waist and joy in your feet.
Nothing is sun,
Nothing is moon,
You're so charming,
Looks like having a boon.
I really appreciate all you do,
I wish God give everyone like you.

he threw
the ankle
gifted by me
because
it reminds him
about me

Everything is not ok, everything is not clear,
I just can't go and leave you here.

staring at the glass infront of me,
thinking of you this is where you should be.

you know that when you ask;
' are you ok ?'
the answer will be;
' I am fine '
that the answer will be a lie.

It was always the same question over and over again,
and it took me years to recognise the unsaid words.

He didn't asked me in years but,
I know he still thinks it.

are you alright ?
are you ok ?
It's interesting you choose this way,
to ask me how I feel today.

' are you ok '? because I love you,
' are you ok '? because I need you,
' are you ok '? because I don't know how to live without you...!!!

Do you think it's possible for a heart to cry ?
do you think I could just turn the truth into lie ?

do you believe to leave the past behind ?
do you believe you can see but still be blind ?

can you change one thing to another ?
can you make a person lose other ?

can your heart scream before your lungs ?
can you sing but your words stay unsung ?

can you laugh but feel no joy ?
can you feel great but still destroy ?

can you think but not know ?
can you say yes but still say no ?

can you speak but not say ?
can you be honest and still betray ?

Did you enjoy my pain ?
was it fun to watch me fall ?
you were the reason why I am being in this way.

you blew into my life like a sweet summer breeze,
stole my heart in an instant made me weak in knees.

you seemed so loyal when you looked in my eyes,
and said the things I have waited to hear my whole life.

I thought you was different, I thought you was real,
I never thought I could feel the way you let me feel.

I was perfectly senseless, not one reason why,
you just disappeared without saying goodbye.

you had me floating on air, then let me crash the ground,
It's too much to wrap my mind around.

Why play at being real ? no one wins in the end,
someone always gets hurt when other pretends.

now I am left here to wonder, what could have gone wrong,
why you stopped hurting me, why you strung me alone.

still can't believe that you hurted me like that,
everything is finished, there's nothing left.

it's such a shame



you were in front of me



and I couldn't recognise you.

trust is like a China plate !







_MM

Tell me all I want to hear,
tell me as you hold me near.

tell me all you wanna say,
tell me ever since we met that day.

tell me why do you care,
tell me why do you bear.

tell me what should I do,
tell me, you said someone cares but who ?.

tell me why you say me dear,
tell me otherwise it keeps me under fear.

tell me all what is true,
tell me when everyone are being cruel to you.

tell me why you don't listen to me,
tell me what you are pretending to be ?.

tell me why all this is so tough,
tell me what you mean by love.

tell me when everything is done,
tell me by irritating me do you have fun ?.

Come on ... tell me quick...!!!

hey, I'm from India
and we Indians are amazingly passionate,
but
I'm confused
confused about 'what I really want to do'
I'm currently majoring in business administration,
I don't want to do it anymore,
to simply put, I've lost all my interest in studies,
well, yes
there are times I want to become a herbalist, musician, entrepreneur,
dancer, chef and more to go
right now I'm in condition to do not want to do anything,
I don't like to get up from a corner,
I just want to read mangas, manhwas, comics, BL
But I want to become something
so that my mother can rest a while
I've seen her suffer so much
at night when she comes, I see a this line on her forehead,
I want to do something I want to become something
I want to make her happy,
Just that
I don't know where my interest lies.
I want to know !

lots of customers were there,
of this heart,
I would've sold it,
only if you weren't inside it.

yes
cut kite
this is how my heart is being like

everyone is just trying
to rob it...

A sharp dagger stabbed in my heart,
ripping in two, ripping apart.

It took very few words, but the words cut too deep,
stealing emotions, making more weak.

A two sided mirror true in reflection,
a double edge knife, cutting connection.

A place in heart was forever reserved,
for the one that loved but won't deserve.

He twisted the dagger and tore it apart,
he stole what was left, he stole a broken heart...!

don't get stubborn
please,
to listen my story
If I describe it
with     LAUGHTER
I'm **** sure
you'll cry

I had written;
"do not come in"
on my heart's door,

LOVE laughed and said;
sorry, I was blind...

do something like this
do something like you never did

leave my poetries
read my heart

she was the fairy of her father
now
who cries at mid nights

they were praising
their lovers
SO
I excused falling asleep
and left the gathering

Is is week of love ?
           OR
Love for week ?

Memories are funny things,
I hear my favourite singer sing.
And all at once the voice is stored,
I remember them even more.
I visit towns, I see all sight,
I feel the rain, I see the light.
A look or sound can do the same,
A hint that he is back again.
And if I listen close enough,
The voice of his whom I love.
Will stay inside my mind,
For you to recall me anytime.
And then becomes a picture saved,
A snapshot of a happy day.
So lovable life and all it brings,
Because memories are funny things...!

Build me up

       put me high in sky

     then take the sunshine for
            yourself

     slowly peel me away
      
      then knock me down

        watch me fall

       watch the blood seep from my
        soul

      I'll apologize for bleeding
     from the fall

         and let your colours shine;babe

      unable me to hold back the
       word *****

       I became sick as I watch you walk
       away

        you carry a piece of my heart and
        add it to your stupid collections

       a little less me
  
       a little more you

       now I'm falling like black slime
       dripping down by bones

       causing me to fall on
       knees with pain I sit

       nothing hurts than a
       word *****

I see a very precious you a mile long,
In you travels a song.

I see and yet it's not real for you
and I know one day you'll see it too.

You deserve the best of all,
may you get happiness big and small.

achieve all you can,
make a drastic plan.

be very kind and mellow,
even though your teeth are yellow.

all I ever wish for you,
may your dreams come true.

forget all your past year,
wishing you all a very happy decade new year...!!!

remember that day ?
         you said you were at home
           but I saw you at the club
           and you weren't alone.

               you held her close
             you kissed her neck
     I was yours ; what the heck ?

          I wanted to punch you
           and slap on your head
            at that time I wished
.                you were dead.

         the wound is now healing
          but the scars will remain
             how do I continue ?
          and feel the the same.

                      should I go ?
                 or should I stay ?
            as I'll always wonder
         what happened that day.

     will only memories of feelings
         that have been torn away
           how do I close my eyes
                 to fact that your
      loyalty has thrown me away.

   you are a person who has an hole
                 inside your soul
        with all ***** lies told.

      even my neighborhood aunties
            are more loyal than you
           so I wish your black cold
            icy heart breaks in two.

I like caramel
he likes too
am I gonna get cavities ?

HE : accept my love !

ME : okay, I'll accept your love on one
          condition.

HE : and what is that ?

ME : you have to laugh on my every
         bad joke.

HE : laughs

ME : I wasn't joking